I used to love you in a wrong name

She never even had Gu Yueqing at all, she just stole these three years, and now she can't even talk about "losing".

"Woooo, Ah Sheng, Yueqing ignores me!"

"I didn't do anything. I have been catering to his time these days. Even the topics of chatting with him can be found related to his work."

"It was pretty good for the past two days, but since last night he hasn't talked much. When I had lunch with him today, he was still very indifferent."

Hearing her repeated complaints, Shi Sheng was taken aback.

For a long time, the Yan Momo she knew was always cheerful, lively, positive and brave, but Shi Sheng didn't seem to know this mournful woman in front of her who had almost lost herself.

"When eating at noon, he always looked at his mobile phone, as if he was waiting for someone's call. He didn't even hear what I said."

When Shi Sheng heard this, he subconsciously glanced at his phone. Gu Yueqing's changes should have nothing to do with her, but it might be because of that video.

"I also sensed that he was impatient with me"

"A Sheng, I went back to China to be with Yueqing, but he always treats me hot and cold, which makes me feel very uncomfortable."

She didn't dare to look at Yan Momo, she shifted her gaze to the empty table next to her, and suppressed her earlier thoughts, "Maybe he is still in the adaptation period."

"But it's been so long, even if I came back suddenly, he should have gotten used to it after such a long time!"

Yan Momo interrupted her angrily, and after a while, an unbelievable thought flashed through her mind.

"A Sheng," she looked suspiciously at Shi Sheng's delicate side face, "Do you know something?"

Shi Sheng was taken aback, turned his head to meet the doubt in her eyes, his heart jumped into his throat, "What do I know?"

She pretended to stir the soup with a spoon as if nothing had happened, but her heart was as turbulent as the soup, "I don't know him well."

"I just don't know." Yan Momo lowered her head in frustration, "A Sheng, if you have heard any gossip or scandal about Yue Qing, please tell me, I can bear it."

She stared at the dejected Yan Momo for a long time before finally making sure that the matter between herself and Gu Yueqing had not been exposed.

She turned her head and breathed a sigh of relief quietly where Yan Momo could not see.

"Momo, I really don't know, you know, I've never been interested in other people's affairs." Shi Sheng denied it.

"Besides, those gossips and scandals are all fake, and it's useless for you to know."

"I understand, but my intuition tells me that Yue Qing really has someone else in his heart." Yan Momo said confidently.

Seeing that Shi Sheng still didn't believe his own words, he thought for a while, and then said: "I went to Yueqing office to look for him one day, and he made me wait outside for a long time before opening the door."

"Maybe he's busy." Shi Sheng took a sip of the soup guiltily, thinking to himself: Yan Momo was really suspicious that day.

"But the door of the office is locked from the inside. Since you are only busy with work and have not done anything shameful, why do you lock the door?"

Shame
She almost choked on the soup she drank, and hurriedly picked up a wet wipe to cover her mouth and coughed twice.

"What's wrong with you?" Yan Momo frowned.

"Cough, I'm choking." Shi Sheng wiped his hands nonchalantly, "What else can I do in the office, maybe it's just a habitual behavior."

"A Sheng, you are just too simple!" She shook her head again and again with a look of "rotten wood cannot be carved", "The office is the easiest place to cheat, understand? Little white rabbit!"

"Heh" Shi Sheng laughed lightly, concealing his anxiety.

"Besides, I saw that the bathroom inside was also closed. When I wanted to take a look, Yueqing told me that the sewer was blocked, and then he took the initiative to tell me that he was going to eat. place of interest."

Shi Sheng lowered his eyes, his thoughts were surging, it seemed that that day was really thrilling.

It was only a little bit close, if Gu Yueqing opened his mouth in a second, or Yan Momo refused to give up, she who was hiding in the bathroom must have been exposed.

"Didn't you always say that he ignored you? Now that he has taken the initiative to ask you out for dinner, what do you care about?"

"It's because of this that I care about it." Yan Momo irritably brushed away the strands of hair that fell from his forehead, "It's been so long since I've been back, and he hasn't even looked at me once."

"But that day, when I wanted to open the bathroom door, he took the initiative to invite me to dinner! Do you understand what this means?"

Shi Sheng looked at the woman in front of her who was on the verge of collapse, and felt more and more strange, "I don't understand, Momo, don't you think you have changed?"

"Of course you don't understand," Yan Momo's mood suddenly sank, and her voice became softer, "He spoke just to interrupt my movements, he didn't want me to open that door."

"Didn't he say it? The sewer was blocked, so he closed the door. What's the point of you opening it?"

Shi Sheng could hardly listen anymore, not to mention that she was the person hiding in the bathroom at that time.

She felt sympathy for Yan Momo who was secretly hurting herself. It shouldn't be like this. Can love really make a person crazy?
"I don't know, I feel like I'm going crazy." Yan Momo shook her head in confusion, "A Sheng, can you do me a favor?"

"What's the matter?" She sighed.

"I have been abroad for the past few years, and you have never left. You are in the same city as Yueqing. If you want to inquire, you will be able to. Help me, okay?"

"D-What are you asking?" She was at a loss.

"Find out if any women have appeared by Yue Qing's side these past few years!"

"What?" Shi Sheng stared at her in astonishment, "How do you want me to find out?"

"I don't know Gu Yueqing very well, and I'm not a reporter by profession. It's even more impossible to know about those personal affairs. I can't help you." Shi Sheng waved his hands repeatedly.

How dare she agree?The woman who has been by Gu Yueqing's side for three years is herself, no matter how much she inquires, there will be no results.

"I asked you to help me because I didn't know you well. A Sheng, I only believe in you. You are my best friend, so please help me!" Yan Momo held her hand on the dining table, aggrieved Looking at her, "A Sheng!"

"I"

"Please please!"

"I beg you, A Sheng, please help me!"

".Okay, okay."

She looked at her friend who was begging her with folded hands in front of her. The words of refusal were clearly on her lips, but when she said them, it turned into a promise.

After Yan Momo heard it, she was so happy that she almost jumped up and cheered. Seeing her like this, Shi Sheng had mixed feelings, and she didn't know how else she should help her.

"Momo, you've been back to China for so long, do you have nothing else you want to do besides Gu Yueqing?"

"Something else?"

"Like looking for a job?" Shi Sheng asked tentatively.

The tragedy of a woman is not that she is not loved, but that she does not know how to respect and love herself.

When she saw Yan Momo just now, at that moment, she really felt sad and regretful about it.

"Why should I look for a job?" Yan Momo asked puzzledly while drinking lemonade, "I went back to China to continue being with Yueqing, if I went to work, I wouldn't have so much time to spend with him .”

"But you can't hang around him alone every day, can you?" Shi Sheng kept searching for possible reasons in his mind, trying to persuade her to think more about herself.

"Gu Yueqing has now established his own law firm with his own ability, what about you? What's more, he is so busy at work every day, and he doesn't have so much time to spend with you, does he?"

Yan Momo stared at her intently, but felt a little repulsed by her words, "A Sheng, what exactly are you trying to tell me?"

"I" Shi Sheng looked around, trying to find an example to illustrate the central idea he expressed, but he couldn't find a suitable one after searching all over.

"I want to say that people will change." She was silent for a while, "Since you returned to China, you have always surrounded Gu Yueqing. You want to be with him, but he is no longer the same Gu Yueqing he used to be."

"I know," Yan Momo lowered her head in disappointment, "he doesn't treat me like he used to. Now he is indifferent to me and ignores me."

"Momo, that's not what I want to talk about." Shi Sheng propped one hand on the table and held his chin, "He already has his own career, what about you? Besides him, what else do you have?"

Yan Momo looked at her in surprise when she heard that, "Are you trying to say that he doesn't cherish me because he thinks I'm the only one?"

The meaning of "I'm not" suddenly overwhelmed a deep sense of powerlessness in her body, what should she say to make Yan Momo understand.

The point is not Gu Yueqing, but whether she can love herself.

"Momo, can you try to divert your attention? Put some of your energy on Gu Yueqing into work or things you like, so that even if he ignores you, you won't It will be so hard."

"What do you think?"

Yan Momo rested her chin, her eyes flickered, "It seems to make sense."

"A lot of things can be changed in a few years, at least Gu Yueqing has changed. If you continue to remain unchanged, your relationship may only be like it is now."

"But I haven't changed, how can he?"

"It's not that the heart has changed, but that the position and responsibilities are different from those in college." Shi Sheng interrupted her, "It's not just Gu Yueqing."

"Momo, I've changed too."

When Shi Sheng said these words solemnly, the time he and Yan Momo were in college in his memory played quickly in front of his eyes like a movie.

Every time she sees her once lively and cheerful friend sad and crying for the same man in front of her, even though she knows that she shouldn't feel such pity towards Yan Momo, she can't control it from growing and spreading.

"I have my own responsibilities, so I can't be by your side every time you need it, listen to your cries, comfort you, and enlighten you."