Master Cen's Pillow Sweet Wife

She Nian was very playful at this moment, and was blowing bubbles, when Cen Zheng turned to look at himself, and asked with some doubts: "What's wrong?"

Cen Zheng wanted to talk about this matter with She Nian, since it wouldn't be a big deal anyway, it wouldn't hurt to tell her, but now that he hasn't received the report, if he told her, it would only make her worry, and after thinking about it, she wouldn't mind. just give up.

"It's nothing, it just depends on you having fun." Cen Zheng said slowly, his eyes that were always indifferent and cold, looking at She Nian at this moment was always full of tenderness.

She Nian smiled and said: "I think this is pretty fun, are you done talking on the phone?"

At first, he thought that Cen Zheng was going to take him somewhere, but he didn't expect to take him for a walk along the river, but this person was very busy and kept calling.

"Well, let's go, I'll take you somewhere." Cen Zheng said quietly, seeing that it was almost time, and tried to get home from her before 09:30.

She Nian put away the bubble-blowing tool, this can be taken back, and she will take Yi'er to play in the community tomorrow.

Following Cen Zheng across the river, they came to the square of the city hall. Not far away, there was an advertisement of the hottest celebrity on the big screen. She couldn't understand why Cen Zheng brought him here.

Cen Zheng didn't explain either, and ended up bringing She Nian to a barbecue stall, She Nian wondered if he wasn't full just now, and now he wants to eat barbecue?

"Boss, five skewers of squid." Cen Zheng's voice was light, and She Nian also quietly stood beside Cen Zheng.

It turns out that this person still likes to eat squid...

The business of these barbecue stalls is pretty good, and the five skewers of squid will wait for a while. When Cen Zheng gets it, he takes Shan Nian away, but Shan Nian doesn't see Cen Zheng eating, so Cen Zheng drags Shan Nian to the barbecue booth at a distance. Sit down on the bench not far away.

She Nian couldn't figure out more and more what Cen Zheng was trying to do. Just when She Nian was in doubt, Cen Zheng gave She Nian a bunch of grilled squid.

"Try it, this is your favorite food in the past. You used to eat it often and brought me here a few times."

In the past, he was very unimpressed with these roadside stalls, and even hated them, so when She Nian brought him here for the first time, he resolutely refused to eat them. No matter what She Nian said, he never took the grilled squid.

Originally thought that She Nian had given up, but when he was unprepared, She Nian put the grilled squid on his lips, looked at him with a cunning smile and said, "You are hot."

At that time, I didn't know why, so I took the grilled squid in her hand and ate it by accident. Later, it really became out of control, and He Shenian came again several times.

They also sat here to eat before.

Regarding She Nian's favorite date, it is different from ordinary people's. She doesn't like to wear fancy clothes to go to places that ordinary people can't go, or go to concerts with him. She prefers such a life in the market.

He asked She Nian before, why she likes these, and she said that because these are human fireworks, being in such a place will not let her get lost, so that she forgets what she should do.

So Cen Zheng habitually let She Nian go, and dated whatever she liked.

She Nian never thought that Cen Zheng would bring her to such a place and give her this bunch of grilled squid. If Cen Zheng didn't tell her, she wouldn't know that there would still be memories of her and Cen Zheng here.

"Usually we sit here and finish eating the grilled squid. You'll go back to buy it if you're still satisfied, and then take me across the road to buy a latte. You like this kind of life very much." After a pause, Cen Zheng continued.

Listening to Cen Zheng's words, She Nian was silent for a while, she didn't understand what happened to Cen Zheng today, in the past he probably wouldn't have mentioned this to herself.

"Aren't you all reluctant to remind me of the past, why are you telling me these things now?" She Nian's voice was slow, but she could see clearly better than anyone else that Cen Zheng was not so willing to let her restore her memory .

But she hasn't said these things all this time, but she couldn't help but ask them out today.

If you don't want her to recover her previous memories, then you shouldn't have said these things to her. He said these things will only make her want to know what she has experienced and what kind of rich life she has.

Cen Zheng didn't expect that She Nian could see it so clearly from the beginning. When asked by She Nian, Cen Zheng was a little speechless.

Indeed, as She Nian said, he was anxious to let She Nian recall the past, and at the same time wanted to remind her, at least so that her feelings for him would not be so indifferent.

People are contradictory, complicated, and even more greedy. Cen Zheng thought he knew himself well all along, but since he met She Nian, he has become a little strange to himself.

"I'm also conflicted, but since you've said it all, I still respect your decision." Cen Zheng spoke slowly, this time not hiding his thoughts.

"Everything I have experienced in the past 20 years cannot just be blank. No matter whether those memories are painful or hateful, they belong to me. I have the right to know and preserve them. Maybe you are doing it for my own good, but I hope you can support me and respect me." She Nian's voice was light.

Others think it’s best if she can’t remember, but because these people haven’t tried it, the fear of a blank life after waking up, they don’t remember anything, they don’t remember their names, they don’t remember their loved ones, they don’t remember anything. Remembering where you were born, and even being manipulated by others, people who have not experienced this kind of thing will never know.

So she wants to get her memory back, no matter whether it is painful or not, these are not important, she believes that her heart is strong, and she can accept anything.

Hearing She Nian's words, Cen Zheng's heart became clear at the moment, at least he wouldn't do stupid things wishful thinking, if so, what difference would it have from Li Juerin.

"I see, I respect your decision, but it's not the best time to recover your memory, and you know that."

After receiving such an answer from Cen Zheng, She Nian was relieved a lot, at least Cen Zheng would not do anything behind his back.

"But to be honest, you don't want me to think of the past, is it because you are afraid that I will resent you for what you did?" She Nian turned her head to look at Cen Zheng, and happened to see a glint in Cen Zheng's eyes. flustered.

Cen Zheng didn't dare to look at She Nian, this was what he was afraid of, and he had been hesitating all the time.

"How is it possible? I've always done things in an upright manner. Even if you want to resent me, I will definitely accept it." Cen Zheng said in a low voice, but the more he said this, the more he felt like he was trying to cover up.

She Nian hooked her lips and said, "Then what would you do if I really hated you?"

The problem of She Nian is very realistic, but Cen Zheng never dared to think about it. He had already experienced the pain of losing She Nian once, and he really didn't want to go through it again, but he couldn't disrespect She Nian. thought decision.

For a moment, Cen Zheng's heart was also very complicated.

"I will work hard so that you don't resent me anymore." This is the goal Cen Zheng has worked so far.

"However, if you really hate some things, there is no way to change them. If I really hate you, then don't tie me by your side. Let's all be well." She Nian frowned slightly , the voice is soft.

Hearing what She Nian said, Cen Zheng's heart skipped a beat, how could he be able to keep each other safe, his life would be incomplete without She Nian.

"She Nian, I do all this for a reason. I don't expect you to forgive me. Even if you resent me, I will accept it. But I don't want you to leave my world. You don't know, without you For a while, how sad I have been..." This was probably the first time Cen Zheng had expressed his heart to He She Nian so bluntly.

Even if he found She Nian before, he never said these words, but now he was really flustered when he heard what She Nian said. Although Cen Zheng thought he was not a cowardly person, if he really lost She Nian , he would really break down.

Hearing what Cen Zheng said, She Nian looked at the person in front of her with some embarrassment. She just said that casually just now. She felt that she was in a good state of mind now. Although there were some things that Cen Zheng said were ambiguous, but She also knew that Cen Zheng must have caused a lot of harm to herself.

But hurting things has two sides. She believes that she must have hurt Cen Zheng too, but she can't make a conclusion until she recovers her memory. Sometimes She Nian feels that she is completely different from her previous self. personality.

The former self has suffered too much pain, so only the former self can make decisions about the future of her life, and she is more like a bystander, she has never experienced anything, so when facing Cen Zheng's It's a good thing, she will feel panicked.

But even so, she also understands the meaning of her heartbeat, this man is too special to her, even if she doesn't remember anything, when she sees this man again, her heart will still throb.

"Everything is still inconclusive. Cen Zheng, I can't make any promises to you. You have to know that the most painful thing is that you can't keep the promises you made." She Nian's voice was slow, and she saw it more clearly than anyone else.

Hearing what She Nian said, Cen Zheng breathed a sigh of relief, at least she didn't kill her.

"Let's leave everything to time." After eating the last skewer of grilled squid, Cen Zheng carefully wiped She Nian's hands with a gentle voice.

Looking at Cen Zheng like this, She Nian's heart lake seemed to be thrown into a pebble, and ripples appeared round and round.

"Go back, it's already past nine o'clock, and you should wash up and go to bed when you go back." Cen Zheng's voice was light, and he kept holding She Nian's hand without letting go. Zheng holding.

She could feel Cen Zheng's uneasiness and panic, if this could comfort him, then let him hold her hand.