Qu Xiangnuan stayed in the hospital for four full days, and on the fifth day she couldn't stand it anymore. The most monotonous thing about the monotonous life in the hospital was that she was the only one in the room. Han Ruichen ordered the kitchen at home to prepare nutritious meals every day. He also goes to the hospital three or four times a day.
Generally speaking, Qu Xiangnuan still couldn't let go of the grievance in her heart. No matter how much Han Ruichen made up for it, their feelings in her heart would never return to the past.
She has been bored in the room since she was discharged from the hospital. Han Ruichen didn't say anything about her series of personality changes, but it didn't mean he couldn't see anything. Qu Xiangnuan looked at him with that alienated look. owned.
Time flies so fast, it has been more than half a year since they met and got acquainted, but in this spring when all things are sprouting, she is like falling into an ice cellar.
She sat in front of the window and cast her eyes on the large green lawn outside the window. The grass on the lawn had all grown, and the delicate green was growing wildly, overwhelming the entire garden.
"Do you want to go out for a walk? I'll take you out for a stroll?" Han Ruichen stood behind her, looking at her and the scenery.
She stretched out her hand to touch some of the sunlight through the window, but she still couldn't feel any warmth.
She shook her head. For some reason, she became lazy and unwilling to move after she came out of the hospital. Now she is more like a canary kept in a golden cage, living a life of a rich person in the eyes of others. But this kind of life is like drinking water, and only she knows whether it is warm or not.
The irreparable scars turned into cracks between them, and she abruptly turned that hysterical anger into silence.
In fact, Han Ruichen hoped that she would express all the grievances in her heart, even if she lost her temper with him, but it was better for her to say nothing, not to say those things that did not forgive him, than to keep silent like this.
"Nuannuan, it's okay if you don't want to forgive me, just cry if you want to cry and don't make yourself too uncomfortable!"
Qu Xiangnuan kept looking out of the window, but she could hear what Han Ruichen said.
She really wanted to cry now, but no matter how much she cried, it was useless. The child would not come back, and Han Ruichen and other decisions would not change.
"Han Ruichen, let me go! I beg you!"
She was finally willing to raise her head to speak, but the first thing she said to him was that she wanted to leave.
"Nuannuan, as I said, I can't let you leave me again, you are very important to me, do you know?"
Han Ruichen looked at her, her face was still pale, revealing a sickly whiteness, he reached out his hand to touch her cheek, but she avoided it.
She still looked at him with hatred in her eyes, and still refused to forgive.
"If you are angry with me because of the child, then we will have another child, and when you are better..."
Before Han Ruichen could speak, she saw the tears in Qu Xiangnuan's eyes. Her grievance was not just because of a child.
"Han Ruichen, this is not the life I want. I just want to simply find someone who loves me and live an ordinary life. That's enough. It's too late to say those regrets. Loving you may be my life. The most regretful decision!"
Her words were like a sharp sword, piercing his chest and piercing his heart.
Without forgiveness, she didn't want to say those words of forgiveness, because they didn't come from her own heart.
Han Ruichen clenched his fists and suppressed his anger, "I don't allow you to say such things, I just pretended I didn't hear what you said just now!"
"But you heard it! I have already said it! Han Ruichen, the two of us are really not suitable. Maybe your feelings for me are not love, but just need. In the future, change to a woman by your side, change to someone like me With a woman of character by your side, you will gradually forget me. The person I need is not a person like you who has a lot of money and power. What you think about is always your life. Your plans are right. I will always be hurt, I can't integrate into your life, just like you can't tolerate me living freely according to my own ideas!"
She finally said what she wanted to say in her heart, but all this was just what she thought, Han Ruichen kept silent, he thought what he had done was good enough, he thought that as long as he was good to her, all the things between them Whether it’s differences in living classes, differences in habits, or differences in personality, everything can be made up for. He knows that sometimes he does go too far, usually too machismo, but Just because of this incident, Qu Xiangnuan decided that they were not suitable, which would hurt both of them. What she said was inappropriate, and it cannot be denied that the relationship between the two of them was true. She used to She really loved him, and she felt that after being hurt now, this relationship can also be let go.
However, Han Ruichen disagreed. Being inappropriate does not deny the relationship between the two of them. He thought that as long as they worked hard for each other and firmly believed in being together, no one could separate the two of them, even if the interests of those families were ignored. Also want to marry Qu Xiangnuan.
"Nuannuan, I really love you, don't give up on me because of this child, you will know the reason for this in the future, can you trust me once, I really really love you, I love you Your feelings are very serious, never been so serious, you can't deny the fact that I love you with an 'inappropriate'!"
Qu Xiangnuan turned her head, she didn't want to mention these things again, it was just adding salt to her wound.
"I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while!" Qu Xiangnuan had issued the order to evict the guest, and Han Ruichen sighed, "Nuan Nuan, take a good rest, I hope you can understand my heart, no amount of difficulties and setbacks can stop me Love your fact!"
The bedroom door was closed, Qu Xiangnuan closed her eyes, and she raised her head to look at the ceiling, but she didn't want to let tears flow down.
I don't know when her temper became worse and worse, but Han Ruichen still blindly indulged her and tolerated his bad temper, but Han Ruichen, even if he has a temper now, he won't lose it to her. He would pretend to be gentle to her, but he still cared for her. This kind of tolerance could not make up for the hurt in her heart. Now she longed to leave here to live a free life without restraint, without having to think too much, and be safe and secure. Life is enough!
But the reality pulled her back again, she had to accept her current life and Han Ruichen's arrangement, she forced herself not to think about other things.
She stood up, she hadn't moved around for a long time, she walked out of the bedroom, wanting to go out for a walk.
Han Ruichen seems to have gone out, she unknowingly walked into the room where Han Ruichen often works, although she was warned not to enter here as soon as she lived here, but now she is driven by curiosity to see what is there in this room. What.
She walked in, and there were piles of documents piled up on the desk inside, and there were also piles of documents piled up in the corners of the floor. She walked over and picked up one at random. These were all contracts for private arms sales. She doesn't understand these things and doesn't want to understand them.
When she turned around and wanted to leave, she accidentally touched the corner of the table, and the pile of documents as high as a mountain was scattered on the ground. Qu Xiangnuan hurriedly picked it up, and her eyes inadvertently caught a piece of paper, this piece of paper There was a picture of his father on the paper, and the contents of this paper were all in French, which she couldn't understand at all. She secretly stuffed the paper into her pocket, and she told herself that this matter must have something to do with her father, Han Ruichen seems to be hiding something from her. These secrets are like a time bomb between them, which may detonate at any time. She must know what is said on this piece of paper, maybe it has something to do with her father's death maybe.
She rummaged through the pile of documents on the ground, and found that they were also in French, and the page numbers were printed on the corners of each sheet. After searching for a long time, she found five in total, which were connected to each other. There were a total of six in his pocket, and she arranged them one by one in the order of the corner pages. She put the documents on the table back to their original places. Same as before the crash.
Qu Xiangnuan hurriedly left the room with the papers and returned to the bedroom.
"Where did Miss Qu go just now? I've been looking for a long time. This is the donkey-hide gelatin, red dates and longan soup that my husband ordered me to cook for you. You didn't even eat breakfast. Are you hungry now? Do you want me to order the kitchen to make breakfast?"
Qu Xiangnuan hurriedly hid the document in his sleeve, "It's okay, I'm not hungry, I just want to sleep a little longer, put the porridge on the table, I'll eat it later!"
Steward Song put the cooked porridge on the table, and before he left he didn't forget to chatter a few more words, "If you're hungry, tell me that you're weak now and you need to make up for it. If you want to eat, just tell me I said, I ordered the kitchen to make it for you!"
Qu Xiangnuan nodded in agreement, sent Butler Song out of the bedroom, closed the bedroom door, and stuffed the papers under the mattress.
Her mind is like a stone stuck in her mind at this moment, uneasy, there are always too many things that don't go well for her, and the future is also very uncertain. Now Du Mubai's whereabouts are unknown, but she still wants to Married to Han Ruichen.
She was worried about more and more things, and she found that she didn't understand Han Ruichen more and more. Maybe she didn't know Han Ruichen enough before. There was a big mystery behind him, or Han Ruichen didn't want him to know at all. There are too many things, and he hid them so well before, she never found out.
"Why don't you eat this porridge? Is it not to your taste?" Han Ruichen walked in while she was contemplating. Qu Xiangnuan raised his head, but he didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. His eyes are very deep, and someone can see everything With a sharp eye on things, she was afraid of being expelled by him, and her guilt was only because she took Han Ruichen's documents.
Generally speaking, Qu Xiangnuan still couldn't let go of the grievance in her heart. No matter how much Han Ruichen made up for it, their feelings in her heart would never return to the past.
She has been bored in the room since she was discharged from the hospital. Han Ruichen didn't say anything about her series of personality changes, but it didn't mean he couldn't see anything. Qu Xiangnuan looked at him with that alienated look. owned.
Time flies so fast, it has been more than half a year since they met and got acquainted, but in this spring when all things are sprouting, she is like falling into an ice cellar.
She sat in front of the window and cast her eyes on the large green lawn outside the window. The grass on the lawn had all grown, and the delicate green was growing wildly, overwhelming the entire garden.
"Do you want to go out for a walk? I'll take you out for a stroll?" Han Ruichen stood behind her, looking at her and the scenery.
She stretched out her hand to touch some of the sunlight through the window, but she still couldn't feel any warmth.
She shook her head. For some reason, she became lazy and unwilling to move after she came out of the hospital. Now she is more like a canary kept in a golden cage, living a life of a rich person in the eyes of others. But this kind of life is like drinking water, and only she knows whether it is warm or not.
The irreparable scars turned into cracks between them, and she abruptly turned that hysterical anger into silence.
In fact, Han Ruichen hoped that she would express all the grievances in her heart, even if she lost her temper with him, but it was better for her to say nothing, not to say those things that did not forgive him, than to keep silent like this.
"Nuannuan, it's okay if you don't want to forgive me, just cry if you want to cry and don't make yourself too uncomfortable!"
Qu Xiangnuan kept looking out of the window, but she could hear what Han Ruichen said.
She really wanted to cry now, but no matter how much she cried, it was useless. The child would not come back, and Han Ruichen and other decisions would not change.
"Han Ruichen, let me go! I beg you!"
She was finally willing to raise her head to speak, but the first thing she said to him was that she wanted to leave.
"Nuannuan, as I said, I can't let you leave me again, you are very important to me, do you know?"
Han Ruichen looked at her, her face was still pale, revealing a sickly whiteness, he reached out his hand to touch her cheek, but she avoided it.
She still looked at him with hatred in her eyes, and still refused to forgive.
"If you are angry with me because of the child, then we will have another child, and when you are better..."
Before Han Ruichen could speak, she saw the tears in Qu Xiangnuan's eyes. Her grievance was not just because of a child.
"Han Ruichen, this is not the life I want. I just want to simply find someone who loves me and live an ordinary life. That's enough. It's too late to say those regrets. Loving you may be my life. The most regretful decision!"
Her words were like a sharp sword, piercing his chest and piercing his heart.
Without forgiveness, she didn't want to say those words of forgiveness, because they didn't come from her own heart.
Han Ruichen clenched his fists and suppressed his anger, "I don't allow you to say such things, I just pretended I didn't hear what you said just now!"
"But you heard it! I have already said it! Han Ruichen, the two of us are really not suitable. Maybe your feelings for me are not love, but just need. In the future, change to a woman by your side, change to someone like me With a woman of character by your side, you will gradually forget me. The person I need is not a person like you who has a lot of money and power. What you think about is always your life. Your plans are right. I will always be hurt, I can't integrate into your life, just like you can't tolerate me living freely according to my own ideas!"
She finally said what she wanted to say in her heart, but all this was just what she thought, Han Ruichen kept silent, he thought what he had done was good enough, he thought that as long as he was good to her, all the things between them Whether it’s differences in living classes, differences in habits, or differences in personality, everything can be made up for. He knows that sometimes he does go too far, usually too machismo, but Just because of this incident, Qu Xiangnuan decided that they were not suitable, which would hurt both of them. What she said was inappropriate, and it cannot be denied that the relationship between the two of them was true. She used to She really loved him, and she felt that after being hurt now, this relationship can also be let go.
However, Han Ruichen disagreed. Being inappropriate does not deny the relationship between the two of them. He thought that as long as they worked hard for each other and firmly believed in being together, no one could separate the two of them, even if the interests of those families were ignored. Also want to marry Qu Xiangnuan.
"Nuannuan, I really love you, don't give up on me because of this child, you will know the reason for this in the future, can you trust me once, I really really love you, I love you Your feelings are very serious, never been so serious, you can't deny the fact that I love you with an 'inappropriate'!"
Qu Xiangnuan turned her head, she didn't want to mention these things again, it was just adding salt to her wound.
"I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while!" Qu Xiangnuan had issued the order to evict the guest, and Han Ruichen sighed, "Nuan Nuan, take a good rest, I hope you can understand my heart, no amount of difficulties and setbacks can stop me Love your fact!"
The bedroom door was closed, Qu Xiangnuan closed her eyes, and she raised her head to look at the ceiling, but she didn't want to let tears flow down.
I don't know when her temper became worse and worse, but Han Ruichen still blindly indulged her and tolerated his bad temper, but Han Ruichen, even if he has a temper now, he won't lose it to her. He would pretend to be gentle to her, but he still cared for her. This kind of tolerance could not make up for the hurt in her heart. Now she longed to leave here to live a free life without restraint, without having to think too much, and be safe and secure. Life is enough!
But the reality pulled her back again, she had to accept her current life and Han Ruichen's arrangement, she forced herself not to think about other things.
She stood up, she hadn't moved around for a long time, she walked out of the bedroom, wanting to go out for a walk.
Han Ruichen seems to have gone out, she unknowingly walked into the room where Han Ruichen often works, although she was warned not to enter here as soon as she lived here, but now she is driven by curiosity to see what is there in this room. What.
She walked in, and there were piles of documents piled up on the desk inside, and there were also piles of documents piled up in the corners of the floor. She walked over and picked up one at random. These were all contracts for private arms sales. She doesn't understand these things and doesn't want to understand them.
When she turned around and wanted to leave, she accidentally touched the corner of the table, and the pile of documents as high as a mountain was scattered on the ground. Qu Xiangnuan hurriedly picked it up, and her eyes inadvertently caught a piece of paper, this piece of paper There was a picture of his father on the paper, and the contents of this paper were all in French, which she couldn't understand at all. She secretly stuffed the paper into her pocket, and she told herself that this matter must have something to do with her father, Han Ruichen seems to be hiding something from her. These secrets are like a time bomb between them, which may detonate at any time. She must know what is said on this piece of paper, maybe it has something to do with her father's death maybe.
She rummaged through the pile of documents on the ground, and found that they were also in French, and the page numbers were printed on the corners of each sheet. After searching for a long time, she found five in total, which were connected to each other. There were a total of six in his pocket, and she arranged them one by one in the order of the corner pages. She put the documents on the table back to their original places. Same as before the crash.
Qu Xiangnuan hurriedly left the room with the papers and returned to the bedroom.
"Where did Miss Qu go just now? I've been looking for a long time. This is the donkey-hide gelatin, red dates and longan soup that my husband ordered me to cook for you. You didn't even eat breakfast. Are you hungry now? Do you want me to order the kitchen to make breakfast?"
Qu Xiangnuan hurriedly hid the document in his sleeve, "It's okay, I'm not hungry, I just want to sleep a little longer, put the porridge on the table, I'll eat it later!"
Steward Song put the cooked porridge on the table, and before he left he didn't forget to chatter a few more words, "If you're hungry, tell me that you're weak now and you need to make up for it. If you want to eat, just tell me I said, I ordered the kitchen to make it for you!"
Qu Xiangnuan nodded in agreement, sent Butler Song out of the bedroom, closed the bedroom door, and stuffed the papers under the mattress.
Her mind is like a stone stuck in her mind at this moment, uneasy, there are always too many things that don't go well for her, and the future is also very uncertain. Now Du Mubai's whereabouts are unknown, but she still wants to Married to Han Ruichen.
She was worried about more and more things, and she found that she didn't understand Han Ruichen more and more. Maybe she didn't know Han Ruichen enough before. There was a big mystery behind him, or Han Ruichen didn't want him to know at all. There are too many things, and he hid them so well before, she never found out.
"Why don't you eat this porridge? Is it not to your taste?" Han Ruichen walked in while she was contemplating. Qu Xiangnuan raised his head, but he didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. His eyes are very deep, and someone can see everything With a sharp eye on things, she was afraid of being expelled by him, and her guilt was only because she took Han Ruichen's documents.
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