A Long Way to Marriage: Sweet New Wife Loves Not Enough

However, at this time, he was so obviously against the wishes of the old man of the Song family.

Lin Qinghuan didn't know much about the Song family's affairs, so she didn't know what was going on, but Song Chi was willing to tell her about it, or was trying to tell her in every possible way...

In addition, after being together with Rong Che for a long time, sometimes when encountering some things, Lin Qinghuan can't help but think too much.

After all, Song Yang has never been the kind of person... who can be seen through easily. Even Rong Che is not sure about his temper, and Song Chi has been in the Song family for so many years, and he has been so close to him, so there is no way to fully detect it. There is something about him.

Not to mention her.

All contact with him was through Rong Che, or Song Chi. Apart from knowing this person and her relationship with him, it can be said that she knew nothing at all.

So, for a while, Lin Qinghuan didn't know what to say.

Eyebrows are slightly narrowed, eyes are inadvertently moved away, there is a careless smile hanging from the corner of the mouth, and the tone is slow, showing a bit of relief: "It's not a strange thing at first, there's nothing to make a fuss about, But you..."

As she spoke, she changed the subject, and her gaze shifted to Song Chi, her eyes soft and firm.

Looking at him fixedly, after a while, he said slowly: "Why don't you always go to the Song family? The old man of the Song family has always regarded the two of us as scourges. Over the years, although Song Li'an has protected us, but The Song family has always been decided by the old man, and it will be difficult for you if you want to come, so..."

It's better to be clean and cut off contact completely.

However, when these words came to her lips, she felt strange again.

It turns out that she also has such decisive moments?

It's just ridiculous.

The so-called decisiveness is never aimed at oneself, the so-called clearness of the bystander is probably the case, right?

Let Song Chi completely cut off contact with the Song family, what about her?
Her life under He Min's hands didn't seem to be easy. Why did he never think of breaking off the relationship cleanly?
After all, since she was a child, she has never really relied on her, at least, she has never relied on He Min and the Lin family and He family behind her to get where she is today.

So after much deliberation, there is probably only one reason, right?

"After all, Song Li'an is not our biological father, not to mention that he doesn't need to bear so much pressure for our affairs, and we really don't need to rely too much on others."

She and Song Chi are half-brothers and sisters, and they didn't have a deep relationship at first. They were just two people, as if they were in the same disease. Since Song Chi knew that he still had such a younger sister, he always tried his best to protect her.

However, many things have backfired.

There are always things they can't do, so they look to others.

Therefore, he had hoped that Song Li'an could provide enough protection for Lin Qinghuan, but he did not expect that the whole matter would become more complicated because of Song Li'an's intervention.

And when he learned that the culprit of the whole thing came from his biological father, he longed to use family affection to let him take care of the two of them.

It's just that he underestimated Song Licheng's hatred for the Song family, and this kind of hatred was enough for him to pay everything for the two brothers and sisters without hesitation.

Therefore, he exhausted everything possible and used everything he could, whether it was him or Lin Qinghuan.

People who want something are always weak.

Rong Che's weakness is Lin Qinghuan, his weakness...

About her, but not only her.

That was a kind of extravagant hope that both Lin Qinghuan and him could not meet.

It is useless to force.

and so……

His brows and eyes were slightly closed, and he was silently thinking for a long time, and then he responded in a deep voice: "Mmm..."

Meaningful, but also somewhat unfinished.

He always has his own thoughts, but Lin Qinghuan also has his own worries, so when he sees him like this, there is always some uncontrollable agitation deep in his heart, so the words that come to his lips clearly represent concern, but they are inexplicable Something changed: "Of course, if you have other ideas..."

After all, the tone was still a little relaxed, but there was still something wrong with what he said: "I have no objection."

Song Chi frowned slightly and trembled inadvertently, then raised his eyes to look at her, frowning slightly, and said in a tone of disbelief, "Why did you say that suddenly?"

Lin Qinghuan: "..." Slightly drooping her eyes, after a while, she calmly breathed a sigh of relief, and then continued: "Then, what else?"

As she spoke, she raised her eyes to look at him, her eyes darkened slightly.

The words have already reached this point, and she has nothing to hide. Instead of speaking insincerely like before, seeing through each other, which is meaningless, it is better to say what is straightforward like now.

Song Chi was well aware of this, but it was difficult to accept.

He let out a long sigh of relief, frowned, turned his head and looked away casually, and kept silent for a while before turning his gaze to her again, with a sincere and sincere tone: "How many times do I have to say it before you can believe it? ..."

I never wanted to hurt you!

He said the same thing to Lin Qinghuan more than once, and naturally, he also expressed his thoughts to Rong Che. Perhaps, everything he did seemed unbelievable, but he really never thought of hurting Lin Qinghuan.

She is, the person he has always wanted to protect, how could he hurt her.

It's just selfishness.

But precisely, his so-called selfishness cannot coexist with 'protecting her'.

Therefore, it is obvious what kind of situation will be caused if two delusions that are destined to run counter to each other exist in him at the same time.

Moreover, based on the many setbacks and sufferings she has suffered all the time, it is not difficult to find that Song Chi's so-called never thinking of hurting her and his selfishness are not on the same level at all.

For example, if letting her suffer some harm can achieve the goal he has been looking forward to, then he will try it without hesitation, and this attempt will be made more than once.

It was in Qingcheng, as was the car accident not long ago.

He is giving in, and after giving in, he can bear all the bad consequences and injuries, so in the same way, he selfishly thinks that Lin Qinghuan can also bear it.

But now he still keeps saying that he doesn't want to hurt her...

may be.

Lin Qinghuan didn't want to deny it.

After all, in these years, in order to make up for the harm he caused her, the price he paid was something she would never be able to estimate. , still a little dull pain from time to time.

In addition, her original feelings for her relatives were also very weak.

She may not be able to hate He Min, but she has never forgiven her. As for this half-brother...

Maybe it's more of sympathy.

Others didn't make much sense at first.

As for Song Chi.

Of course he knew.

Knowing Lin Qinghuan's grievance and inability to let go.

So the latter sentence does not want to hurt, and it is becoming more and more difficult to say it calmly.

For a moment, the only sound in the room was the breathing of the two of them.

Rong Siyuan had already been sent back to his room to rest by Liu Ma, and Xiao Su followed up later. As him, he should not disturb the two of them, no matter it was due to business or personal matters.

So after coming up, he just stayed outside the door.

The conversation between the two did not avoid him, so he heard the content of the conversation verbatim.

Silence and stalemate are both expected and nothing surprising.

sometimes……

I don't know if it's because I've been with Rong Che for a long time, no matter what it is, I always subconsciously stand in Rong Che's position when looking at the problem.

Therefore, when he had no real contact with Lin Qinghuan, he always subconsciously felt that Lin Qinghuan was an extremely selfish person who would never forgive.

So far, he hasn't changed much.

However, even if he still refuses to forgive, he is no longer selfish.

Cool at best.

Not selfish indifference, but ruthless indifference.

And Lin Qinghuan's ruthlessness was not born like this.

It's just that I have experienced too many things that wear down my patience, little by little, I no longer look forward to it, and no longer love it.

It's true for He Min, it's true for Rong Che, it's not surprising for Song Chi, even everyone around her, even Shen Fengyan, who has nothing to do with her past, is the same.

If it is said that she has never loved Shen Fengyan...

Probably, only Shen Fengyan would think so, right?

Even if it's just a shadow, it's not like Lin Qinghuan didn't give anything when she was with Shen Fengyan.

It's just that some people were bitten by snakes once and were afraid of well ropes for ten years. When she felt that the pressure she was facing was beyond her ability, she gave up by herself.

In addition, the one night with Rong Che in the hotel by accident five years ago...

Therefore, the feeling Lin Qinghuan gave him at this moment was more like a reasonable indifference, even a matter of course.

Whether he no longer expected He Min, or refused to forgive Rong Che, or never truly believed in Song Chi, in Xiao Su's view, everything was expected, not surprising at all.

Moreover, it is precisely because of this that Lin Qinghuan has a special, irresistible attraction.

Women are always more emotional than men, so they are more emotionally dependent than men.

But compared with Lin Qinghuan, no matter if she is a man or a woman, she always knows enough is enough, that kind of free, sober restraint between emotion and reason is always unforgettable.

And people are always like this, whether they are men or women, they always have a strong interest in those mysterious things that they can never control and cannot fully understand.

Lin Qinghuan is exactly such a person.

To Rong Che, she will always be unknown, and she will always have an unstoppable desire to explore and possess, but she will never be able to truly achieve it.