Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

My lip was bitten by myself, and a smell of blood filled my mouth. I put the grapes in my mouth and swallowed them with the blood.

I never knew that grapes are such an unpalatable fruit.

"But he never listened to me. As long as it's something he believes in, no one can change it! As you can see, he pointed a gun at me, a brother who grew up with him. This is proof." Xiao Xia Looking at Xiao Jinyu's extremely indifferent gaze, he gave a wry smile, "However, I know, I won't live long, if I can do a little for him, I can leave without any regrets..." He knew, he said today After so much, the brotherhood between him and Xiao Jinyu for so many years was completely broken, and Xiao Jinyu would never let him continue to live...

"..."

"Okay, I'm leaving, please take good care of the boss in the future, don't let him fall into danger because of you." Xiao Xia's voice was a little relaxed, as if he had unloaded some burden...

In fact, Xiao Xia and Xiao Jinyu are the most similar, their ideas are sometimes extreme.

I feel that Xiao Xia is very abnormal today, he seems to anger Xiao Jinyu, although I don't know why he did it.

"Do you want to know why the boss can stand in front of you so well?!" Xiao Xia looked at me and asked.

"..."

I listened quietly to what he had to say.

"At that time, he was really injured and few parts of his body were intact. You know that he had skin grafting. Do you know why the grafting is so perfect? ​​Some places can't even see the sutures. What's more, the skin fits so well. Just like the original skin of the boss."

"..."

I know.

That skin graft was indeed perfect.

Xiao Xia said proudly, "Because I asked the doctor to graft all the skin on my back to the boss, and I personally killed one of our only remaining subordinates, and fully cooperated with the doctor to give him the skin, because only our skin best fit."

Hearing this, not only I looked at Xiao Xia in shock, but even Xiao Jinyu who was beside me forgot to move and stared at him in a daze.

We all had disbelief and chills down our backs.

How could Xiao Xia...be so...crazy?
"What? Are you shocked? For the boss, I can do anything!" Xiao Xia didn't feel the slightest.She even looked at me with some pride, "I can live to avenge Bai Lan! Do you know? She clearly knows what the Bai family is doing behind the scenes. But she pretends not to know, which makes the whole gaffe irreparable in the end. A woman's Jealousy is far stronger than a man's sword!"

Mentioning Bai Lan, Xiao Xia's eyes were full of madness, "Those who attacked us were all trained by the Bai family for many years. They didn't take orders from the old man of the Bai family, but even more from Bai Lan, the eldest lady of the Bai family. ! She did so much to get revenge on our boss! Without her, how could my arm become like this?! So, only when she dies, the matter will really end..."

"Xiao Xia... get out of here."

Although Xiao Jinyu was shocked, his patience had reached its limit, and he turned his eyes to Xiao Xia complicatedly.

He never expected that Xiao Xia would pay so much for him...

"..."

Xiao Xia opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, "Okay. Let's stop here, I've said enough for today."

After Xiao Xia finished speaking, he turned around and left, walking very gracefully.

……

Only Xiao Jinyu and I were left in the ward, and the sunlight came in through the window, giving off a slight warmth.

I sat on the hospital bed, tears falling silently, and suddenly, my side sank.

I thought Xiao Jinyu would hold me in his arms like coaxing a child again, but in the next second, he lay down, pillowed on my lap through the quilt, and lay silently without saying a word.

I looked down at him.

Xiao Jinyu was lying on my lap, staring straight at me with a pair of black eyes, revealing distress.

There was a suffocating silence in the air.

After a long time, Xiao Jinyu explained, "Xiao Xia didn't want to live at all at the time, and wanted to commit suicide at one point, while Xiao Shang was unconscious. In order to save him, I promised to avenge him."

"..."

He didn't tell me what kind of life he lived in two months, how miserable and desperate he was, but he explained to me why he did it.

I sat without moving.

I care more about how much hardship he has suffered, and why he refuses to let me share it, but let others tell me what happened at that time, and tell me the truth about those two months.

I didn't speak, thinking that I didn't believe it, Xiao Jinyu added, "We grew up together, I can't just watch him become a useless person."

At that time, he didn't even know that Xiao Xia had done so much for him!

If you know...

Unfortunately, no if...

Xiao Jinyu's eyes dimmed...

"Does it hurt?" I looked at him and asked, with water in my eyes, my voice was very thin, and I asked with some difficulty, "How much does it hurt? Falling off a cliff..."

"It doesn't hurt."

Xiao Jinyu rested on my lap and interrupted my words.

"It hurts." It hurts more than when I bit my own lip, that's for sure.

"It really doesn't hurt." Xiao Jinyu stared at me deeply with black eyes, "When I woke up, I knew I could survive and live to be by your side. How could I still feel pain?"

……

"Really?" I asked.

"Yes, don't listen to Xiao Xia's nonsense."

"Xiao Jinyu, let's get out of here."

The moment he finished speaking, I opened my mouth.

Xiao Jinyu looked at me.

"What has happened has already happened. I don't care who else is involved in your hatred. Now that Bai Lan is dead, these are enough. I don't want this cycle of revenge to continue. I know you must have plans. I You won’t say it even if you ask me.” My voice was choked with sobs, “But, enough is enough, it’s really enough... let’s go, let’s get out of here, to a place where no one knows us, a place where everyone will find us.” Where we can't reach us... Let's draw a line from the past and never participate in it again, so we can live a normal life like this?"

Just the two of us, and our unborn child.

leave here.

In this way, everything is over.

Immediately afterwards, I saw the shock in his eyes, and he looked at me in astonishment, as if he never thought that I would say such a thing.

"What's wrong?" I asked, did I say something wrong.

"..." Xiao Jinyu's eyes froze, and then the corners of his lips curled up, "I thought you were disappointed in me and hated me. I know how angry you are."

"How can I hate you?"

How could I hate a man who called my name when he was seriously injured and dying in a foreign country.

I can't hate it.

"Relax."

"What I hate is myself. In fact, I really wanted to refute him just now, telling him that I also paid a lot...but I found that I couldn't refute it." I said bitterly, "What have I done for you? Xiao Jinyu, do you remember up?"

"You let go of your hatred for me."

He remembered it clearly.

"Really?" Tears dripped down my lips, salty and bitter, "So I did something for you, I was asked by him just now, I can't think of it, all I think about is how you take care of me , do this and that for me, like a servant..."

"Relax..."

Xiao Jinyu has always disliked me belittling myself.

"You were still injured when you came back, why didn't you tell me? I want you to carry me here and there..." I raised my hand and lightly touched the handsome face on my lap, with moist eyes, "I'm very I'm afraid, it turns out that all I brought you was harm."

"Relax."

Xiao Jinyu held my hand and put it to his lips, preventing me from continuing.

"Let's go, Xiao Jinyu, shall we?" I said again.

"You really think so?" Xiao Jinyu asked with a magnetic voice.

"Ah."

I want to leave.

Leave this city that has changed beyond recognition.

"Okay." Without hesitation, Xiao Jinyu agreed to me in a deep voice, her thin lips pressed tightly against my soft hand.

I didn't expect him to agree to me so easily. The moment the tears fell, his lips curled up and he nodded vigorously, "Yeah."

stay away from here.

"Don't hurt Xiao Xia, I don't want you to be sad, to regret..."

If he really hurt Xiao Xia, he would regret it and blame himself.

"Okay." Xiao Jinyu looked at me, "You can say whatever you want, as long as you stop ignoring me."

"..."

I nodded.

"I'm tired, I'll lie on you and sleep for a while." Xiao Jinyu said in a low voice, turned sideways, facing me, curled up her slender body, lay on my lap and closed her eyes.

"it is good."

I said, his hand was tightly held by him, and he didn't intend to let go.

I looked out the window, the sun was just right.

There's still time... isn't it?

He is tired and has suffered so much, then let her accompany him to a quiet place to heal his wounds...

……

Bai Lan's funeral is three days later.

The auditorium is full of wreaths and white curtains, and in the center of the clusters of flowers is a photo of Bai Lan, a face with a proud and noble smile, but no one can deny her beauty, her youth...

Bai Lan's posthumous photos are in color.

But no matter how colorful it is, it cannot erase the fact that she is gone.

Outside the auditorium, media reporters besieged.

I was wearing a large black long dress to hide my stomach. I walked in with Xiao Jinyu's arms in my arms, took a white flower from the waiter at the door and pinned it to my chest, and picked up a white rose.

"Young Master Xi said that Young Madam likes white roses very much."

The waiter showed the white rose in his hand and added a sentence.

Almost every guest who came to mourn will hear this sentence from the waiter.

A simple sentence, inexplicable, makes people feel uncomfortable.

I walked in with my arms around Xiao Jinyu. Many guests had already gathered in the auditorium. In front of the mourning hall, Xi Jinrong was standing in a black formal attire.

It's just been three days since we last saw each other, and Brother Xi has lost a lot of weight.

Xiao Jinyu and I walked over and bowed three times to Bai Lan's portrait,

This is respect for the dead.

No matter what she did in life, after death, she should be respected by everyone.

I believe that many people will be saddened by her passing away.

Among them is my best friend Coco.

Ke Ke just accepted her, but she left...

life is like this...

Brother Xi stood aside, bent and bowed, and returned the salute to us. When he raised his head again, I saw a numb expression on his face, which was a kind of ashes.

I looked at him and thought of the helplessness and despair that Xi Jinrong held Bai Lan in the street that day, and I felt very uncomfortable.

We all owe him too much, this time...he has to get through this no matter what.

"You two, do you want to pay your respects?" the funeral director behind Xi Jinrong asked, the crystal coffin was behind the photos and the wreath.

"My wife is pregnant, no need.

Xiao Jinyu hugged me and said indifferently.

Regarding the matter with Bai Lan, Xiao Jinyu didn't feel any guilt.

She just got the retribution she deserved, and more people died in her hands...

Xi Jinrong raised his eyes, glanced at my belly with eyes without the slightest gleam, and nodded, "Take a seat."

"Brother Xi, my condolences."

I really want to say something, but seeing Xi Jinrong like this, I can't say anything. I know who made him like this, but I can't say it.

From my standpoint... I have no right to comfort Xi Jinrong.