Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

If it wasn't for me, the couple wouldn't have died in Xiao Jinyu's hands.

My voice rang out in the bathroom.

"..."

Xiao Jinyu stopped in her tracks.

I rubbed my scorched feet, and suddenly, Xiao Jinyu turned around and strode towards me. Before I could react, Xiao Jinyu had already bent down and put his mouth on my lips.

"Well--"

My eyes widened in surprise, and I almost slipped off the bathtub.

Xiao Jinyu pressed one hand to the back of my head for a long time, and with a little force, I raised my head to meet his kiss. His thin lips pressed mine hard, as if venting...

Repeatedly.

Crazy comes.

Xiao Jinyu desperately kissed me, left my lips, his kiss fell on my face, bit by bit, very strong, my whole head was imprisoned and controlled by his big palm, I could only let him hold me Kiss every face.

Like a doomsday kiss of sorrow, he worshiped my face with his lips, robbing me of my breath.

The shower slipped from my hand, and I put my hands on his chest, and my fingers could touch his heartbeat.

The tip of my nose is full of his breath, a trace of blood, a trace of disinfectant...

The shower was turned on to the maximum, and when it fell there, the water rushed straight to them, and the two of them got wet very quickly. I wanted to pick it up, but Xiao Jinyu refused.

He didn't seem to feel it at all, he kissed my face desperately, his lips moved down my small cheeks, and buried his kisses on my slender and fair neck.

"..."

I raised my head and accepted his kiss. The cold water from the shower wet my long hair, and the water drops fell from the corners of my hair...

The two of them looked like they were soaked in a rain.

Shivering from the cold, kissing passionately.

It took a long time for Xiao Jinyu to let go of me. He held my face in his palms and pressed his forehead against mine.

Cold water washed over the two of them and rushed to his face.

There was water dripping from the corner of his eyes, I couldn't tell whether it was water or tears...

He pressed against my forehead tightly, his thin lips parted slightly, and made a hoarse and low voice, "Don't worry, I'm uncomfortable."

Like a child, extremely fragile.

I raised my hand to wipe off the water stains on his handsome face, and said with red eyes, "It will pass, Xiao Jinyu."

"make life difficult for."

How can this kind of thing live.

His guilt can never be washed away.

Xiao Jinyu said, closing her eyes in despair.

Cold water washed his face, I wiped it off, my fingertips felt a little warmth in the coolness, my heart twitched violently.

He cried.

"I lay in bed for three years. When I woke up, my mind was full of things about your death. I thought I lost everything, but God arranged for us to meet again. No matter what happens, even if everything is lost, as long as there is you By his side, I can get through it." I leaned on his forehead and said in the firmest tone, "This time, it will be me, and I will accompany you through this test."

This time, I will definitely accompany him to the end.

God gave us all the worst, so he should give us all the best.

Xiao Jinyu closed her eyes and didn't speak, her forehead was pressed against me tightly, and her body cuddled up to each other...

In the cold water, only the two of us were left.

……

After changing clothes and rubbing medicine on my feet, I cooked rice porridge and fish soup again. This time, Xiao Jinyu didn't just bury her head in arranging the relics, but obediently came over to drink porridge and soup.

On the long dining table, there is only one fish soup and a bowl of rice porridge.

Seeing Xiao Jinyu approaching, I quickly stood up and pulled out the chair for him, "Sit down and eat porridge."

"sit down!"

Xiao Jinyu frowned and said indifferently.

"Oh." I obediently sat down on the chair.

Xiao Jinyu sat down at the corner of my dining table, glanced at the porridge on the table, "Where's yours?"

mine.

How could I be in the mood to eat without even feeling my stomach.

"I just ate in the kitchen."

I said, before I finished speaking, Xiao Jinyu's big palm pressed towards my stomach, pressing down heavily, without any sense of fullness.

His eyes were dull, and he stared at me coldly, "Is this called eating?"

"..." I was speechless, I didn't expect him to do this suddenly, so I said, "I'll eat it later."

"Want me to feed you?"

Xiao Jinyu picked up a spoon, elegantly scooped up a mouthful of thickly boiled porridge and handed it to my lips, her black pupils stared straight at me.

A person who doesn't look like him is still strong.

"No need, I'll get another bowl." I won't let him, a patient, take care of me. When I stood up, Xiao Jinyu pressed my hand back, and I was forced to sit down.

The porridge bowl was pushed away in front of me, Xiao Jinyu turned his eyes and glanced at the bodyguard standing beside him, "Go get another bowl."

"Yes."

The bodyguard stepped back.

I saw a moment of dimness in Xiao Jinyu's eyes.

Did he think of Xiao Shang and Xiao Xia?
In the past, they were always by Xiao Jinyu's side in such matters, and they would understand what he meant without him saying much.

From now on, without them...

I pretended not to see his gloom, picked up the spoon and ate alone, Xiao Jinyu stared at my face with lowered eyes, the gloom in his eyes was deep and deep...

"Boss." A bodyguard came over and bowed his head respectfully, "The domestic manpower is ready, come here immediately."

domestic staff.

Hearing that, I said, "By the way, I'll ask the housekeeper to arrange a doctor and medical equipment to come over and check you up."

"I have already withdrawn." Xiao Jinyu said.

"Why?" He is so weak and has vomited blood, so he needs to be checked carefully, "Then you said that the domestic manpower..."

"Looking for corpses from the sea."

Before I could finish speaking, Xiao Jinyu answered word by word.

"..."

My eyes widened in shock, looking for a corpse in a haystack?Finding the wreckage of an airplane in the sea is as difficult as reaching the sky, let alone a dead body.

The chance of finding it...not even one in a thousand.

But if you can't find Xiao Jinyu, you won't be reconciled.

"Then...are we going to stay here until we find it?" I asked.

"Ah."

Xiao Jinyu responded.

"Okay." I had no objection, and nodded obediently, even though I don't like this island anymore.

The bodyguard brought the rice porridge, and I quietly ate with Xiao Jinyu, his thin lips regained a bit of color, and they no longer looked terribly pale.
……

dusk.

I changed into the long black dress my bodyguard had bought and zipped it up.

The dead are gone.

In my heart now, all the grievances and hatreds have disappeared, only Xiao Jinyu is the only one.

I sat on the sofa and stretched out my feet to put them into the high-heeled shoes bought by the bodyguard. Before I stepped in, a long and slender palm supported my feet.

Xiao Jinyu leaned over in front of me, looked at me with black eyes, moved my feet silently, sat down on the sofa, put my feet on her lap, unscrewed the burn ointment in the other hand, squeezed out , spread it on my reddish feet, gently rub it with my fingertips, and spread the ointment...

"I will do it myself."

I stretched out my hand, but he opened it, so I had no choice but to give up and watched him apply the medicine for me.

It seems that since I saw him on this island, it foretells tragedy. He has been wearing a black shirt, and he is also at this moment.

"Boss, Miss An, you can go."

A bodyguard pushed open the door and came in to inform, and strode forward with a shoebox in both hands.

"understood."

Xiao Jinyu responded lightly, and reached out to take the shoe box, which contained a pair of comfortable flat shoes.

Xiao Jinyu threw the shoe in front of me, I stepped on it, it was neither too big nor too small, it happened to be my shoe size, I stood up, looked at Xiao Jinyu, "Let's go."

Outside Jess Castle, a row of cars parked.

The rest of the bodyguards were all dressed in black suits and ties, looking solemn.

It was dusk, and the sky was covered by the sunset glow, which was extremely red, and dyed the whole island in a red color.

The car stopped at the pier at the end of the woods, and the bodyguards moved boxes of suitcases out of the trunk. There were quilts, clothes, cosmetics...

They were all used by Xiao Zhentian and his wife during their lifetime.

It was I who watched Xiao Jinyu tidy up with one hand, and watched his fingers tremble occasionally.

The expression on Xiao Jinyu's face will never be too much, but because of this, I can't guess how many turbulences he has in his heart, it must be more than I imagined.

There is nothing else I can do but accompany him.

The suitcase was carried to the pier, and the iron chains and iron posts on the railing were knocked off.

Xiao Jinyu walked to the side of the pier, reached out to pull the suitcase over, and pushed it into the sea. The heavy luggage fell slowly...

Case by case.

Xiao Jinyu pushed all of them into the sea.

I stood quietly aside, watching him push down boxes of luggage. It was impossible for the couple to receive them, but Xiao Jinyu was doing it paranoidly.

There is no funeral, only this kind of memorial ceremony.

The rays of light fell on Xiao Jinyu's body, and she was extremely thin.

The more normal his face was, the more frightened I was.

I'd rather he leaned against me like a vulnerable child in the bathroom and said "Relax, I'm sick"...

On this day, I sat on the pier with Xiao Jinyu until very late.

Bodyguards stood behind us.

The night took over from the rays of the sun, covering the entire island, and the sound of sacrificial cannons came from a distance, and it was as lively and festive as the night before.

"Come on."

Xiao Jinyu spoke indifferently.

"Yes." A bodyguard stepped forward.

"Stop all activities on the island."

"Yes." The bodyguard turned and left.

I sat beside Xiao Jinyu and accompanied me quietly, without making any unnecessary noises. The night wind was blowing, and it was chilly pouring into my neck.

I gritted my teeth and remained motionless.

But a suit jacket still fell on me, blocking the cool night wind for me.

"I don't need it." I quickly took off my coat, he is so weak now, how could he catch the cold.

Xiao Jinyu pressed my shoulders, brought me into his arms, hugged me tightly, didn't say anything, just looked at the sea at night...

"..."

I leaned on his chest, accompanied by silence, and watched the sea quietly with him.

The sea stretches as far as the eye can see, it is extremely calm, flowing quietly in one direction under the moonlight...

……

Late at night, when the group returned to the castle, I mixed a glass of milk with sleeping pills for Xiao Jinyu to drink, and Xiao Jinyu lay on the bed and fell asleep.

I tucked the quilt up for him, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.

This ancient castle is nothing to Xiao Jinyu, but it is a ghost castle to me. Those horrible bloodstains and corpses can always appear in my mind...

I sat by the bed, stretched out my hand to smooth Xiao Jinyu's slightly frowned brows, and watched over him quietly.

I looked aside, and it was my clothes and pants that were wet before, and they were thrown there casually, and I haven't had time to wash them.

I walked over and took out a small transparent silicone box from the pocket of my clothes, and there was a blue and white capsule in it.

This was found in the trousers that Xiao Jinyu changed into when he entered the hospital.

I dare not think about the role of this capsule.

Just thinking about it makes me afraid.

I also made a glass of milk for myself, added a few sleeping pills, and I picked up the glass and drank it.

I also need sleep.

In this way, I have the energy to continue to accompany him.

The phone vibrated suddenly, I glanced at Xiao Jinyu who was sleeping soundly on the bed, walked to the window and answered the phone, "Hello, Brother Xi."

The call was from Xi Jinrong.