Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

The driver opened the door, my face turned pale, and I resisted getting out of the car...

Why did he bring me here?
Xiao Jinyu came over with no expression on her face, and forcefully hugged me out of the car regardless of my wishes.

The bodyguard stepped forward to open the dilapidated gate.

The moment the door opened, I grabbed the shirt on Xiao Jinyu's chest and stared blankly at the home that should have belonged to me.

There are thick layers of dust on the simple furniture, everything is very simple and looks so ordinary.

"..."

Is this where they used to live?
If, without that accident, maybe I would have lived here and grown up here...

Look, look, my eye sockets are red all of a sudden, the slippers in the shoe cabinet next to me are neatly arranged, three pairs of slippers, one of which is a small one, you can tell at a glance that it is for newborns of.

Is that... mine?

"Because your mother was stimulated, she took out all your things and put them in front of her, as if you were still at home."

"..." Following Xiao Jinyu's words, I can imagine a half-crazy state of a woman holding her child's clothes while sitting on the bed muttering...

Tears, after all, still fell down, from choking at the beginning to slowly crying...

Xiao Jinyu didn't stop it, maybe, what I need most now is this kind of venting...

I have suppressed it for too long...

For a long time... After I cried for a long time, I slowly changed from crying to sobbing.

"You bought this place?!"

It's not hard to guess that Xiao Jinyu must have done this for me.

"Ah."

Xiao Jinyu responded in a low voice.

"I know, you want to come and see..." Xiao Jinyu looked at me with focused eyes, "You want their blessings and their forgiveness."

My eyes were red, and my heart felt warm when I heard him say that. I stood up and walked forward, stood on tiptoe and hugged his neck, and looked at him again with watery eyes, "Xiao Jinyu, why? So nice to me? Why..."

His deep affection is always inadvertently touching.

"You don't know why?"

Xiao Jinyu didn't answer, but lowered her head and kissed my forehead.

"do not know."

Those three words, I want to hear him say.

"I don't know?" Xiao Jinyu straightened my head with both hands, and stared at me with lowered eyes. His dark eyes were deep and deep, like looking at the ocean, but he couldn't see to the end...

I stood in front of him, staring fixedly at the handsome and three-dimensional facial features, sword eyebrows and deep eyes, high nose bridge, thin lips, so handsome that it makes one's heart beat.

"Want to hear it?" Xiao Jinyu's sexy voice was just right.

"..."

I watch him.

He looked down at me and said word by word, "Anxin, listen carefully now, I can lose everything, and I can give everything to others, except you."

His eyes are as deep as the sea.

I looked at his face, my heart was shaking violently, my eyes were dull for a moment, and tears suddenly fell from the corners of my eyes, I quickly reached out to wipe it, trying to hide my emotions.

Xiao Jinyu lowered her head, kissed away the tears from the corners of my eyes with her thin lips, and kissed them bit by bit...

is bitter.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back.

"Thank you, really, thank you..."

Apart from these two words, I don't know what to say...

I probably can't find anyone who treats me better than Xiao Jinyu.

……

When I got back to Xiao Zhai, it was already evening. After eating, I took out my cup in the old place, washed it, poured a glass of water, then took out a small packet of sleeping pills from my pocket, and poured out a few pills in the palm of my hand. inside.

Now I can't sleep at all without sleeping pills.

When I couldn't sleep, I kept tossing and turning unconsciously, which made Xiao Jinyu sleep well.

Taking a deep breath, I was about to put the medicine into my mouth, when a hand suddenly reached out and opened my hand, the pills spilled all over the floor, my hand holding the water glass was unstable, and a lot of water splashed out.

I was startled and looked at the person in astonishment.

Xiao Jinyu stood in front of me with a livid face.

"Xiao Jinyu..." I bit my lip like a thief caught in the act, and looked at him timidly.

Xiao Jinyu stared at me coldly, and reached out to pick up the medicine bag that I casually put on top of the drinking water bucket. It was too late for me to grab it, Xiao Jinyu had already seen the name and ingredients of the medicine on the medicine bag...

The medicine bag was crumpled up by him.

I looked down at his hands, he was so hard that even the veins popped out, which shows how angry he is.

"I'm just not sleepy, I want to eat two to make myself sleep better." I explained.

"How long have you been eating?" Xiao Jinyu asked me in a cold voice.

"..." I was silent.

"How many days have you been eating?!" Xiao Jinyu's tone suddenly increased, and she asked sharply, her fists clenched even tighter.

"..." I closed my eyes discouragedly, and confessed, "I've been eating since I came back from America."

It doesn't matter if I don't sleep well, I don't want to affect him, he still has to manage the whole group...

Been eating.

"Snapped--"

Xiao Jinyu smashed the medicine bag in his hand, his face was ugly, his eyes stared at me sternly, and his voice was cold, "Why didn't you tell me?"

In addition to soaking in the swimming pool, she also took sleeping pills behind her back.

Doesn't she think it's fun to torture herself like this?!
I put down the water glass, stepped forward and grabbed his hand, and said cautiously, "It's okay to take sleeping pills, many people take them..."

Xiao Jinyu glanced at me coldly.

Killed to pieces.

"..." I had no choice but to shut up, saying too many mistakes.

"If you want to see them, I can let you contact Xi Jinrong, or even send you there!" Xiao Jinyu shook my hand away, extremely cold.

He knows what I'm thinking.

I wanted to ask them face to face, but I did so on the premise that I didn't want to hurt them. If Xiao Jinyu got involved, it would definitely be violent!
Although I chose to stay by his side, I still couldn't let go of the grievances and doubts in my heart.

"It's not that I don't believe you..."

I went to hold his hand again.

"You are afraid that I will hurt them, so you keep avoiding their questions." Xiao Jinyu shook off my hand again, his face was green and ugly, and his indifferent voice seemed somewhat angry.

"I do not have."

I whispered, grabbed his hand without giving up, and drew circles in his palm coquettishly, circle after circle...

Xiao Jinyu stared at my small movements with lowered eyes, the anger in his chest gradually dissipated, and his tone calmed down, "Relax."

"Um?"

"See a psychiatrist." Three seconds later, he said.

An indifferent sentence.

"..." My small movements stopped suddenly, my expression was a little dull, and I smiled stiffly, "Who sees a psychiatrist?"

"you."

"why?"

"You know it yourself."

"..." I fell silent for a moment, lowered my head, and said in a low voice, "I don't think I need to see a psychiatrist."

"You have no room to bargain with me."

Xiao Jinyu shook off my hand, stepped on the medicine bag with a pair of leather shoes, then turned and walked out.

I stood there, my eyes dimmed.

……

I was forced to see a psychiatrist.

In a large empty room dominated by white, the color is monotonous, and I was asked to sit on a white corner sofa.

The psychiatrist is a gentle, mature man wearing glasses, about 30 to 40 years old, with a little stubble, wearing a white suit, and handed me a business card.

"Mrs. Xiao, my surname is Jin, and each name is one character." The man said, "Mr. Xiao has already told me everything about you."

"Gold points?"

I doubt his professionalism.

"It's gold points, not fine points, Mrs. Xiao." Jin points corrected me respectfully.

Who dares to offend Xiao Jinyu's woman.

It really made him smart, and he couldn't help it.

"Is there a difference?" I asked back, sitting upright on the sofa.

Seeing me like this, Jin Fen understood, and couldn't help but smile, "Madam Xiao doesn't actually want to talk to me, does she?"

clever.

I smiled slightly, stood up and said, "Then I can go."

If Xiao Jinyu hadn't forced me to see a psychiatrist, I wouldn't have come.

"Mrs. Xiao, it's hard for me to explain to Mr. Xiao when you're like this." Jin Fen said with a headache.

"You've seen it for him, too."

I asked casually,

However, judging by his expression, I should have guessed right, after all, Bai Lan once said that Xiao Jinyu suffered from depression for a while because of that dream.

Then, the man in front of him is definitely someone Xiao Jinyu trusts very much!

"..."

Jin Fen looked at me helplessly and didn't answer.

I smiled and continued walking towards the door.

"What is Mrs. Xiao afraid of?" Jin Fen looked at my back, sat there and stroked his stubble, his tone respectful but bloody, "If you really don't care, you should stay with President Xiao." I enjoy your love and your glory and wealth by my side, but why are you restless and afraid?"

My feet froze.

Xiao Jinyu really told everything thoroughly.

"Or, you have a deeper psychological barrier, so you can't communicate with me." Jin Fen adjusted his glasses and guessed casually.

"Sorry, I'm leaving first."

I said lightly, refused to talk with him, opened the door and left.

Everyone who writes a book is delusional, there is no doubt about it!I still use him to watch? !

Jin Fen glanced at his watch, and it took less than 10 minutes, he was really an uncooperative patient.

He picked up his mobile phone and was about to make a call to Xiao Jinyu when the door was pushed open again. I stood at the door, stared at the mobile phone in his hand, and said calmly, "You are not allowed to make small reports with Xiao Jinyu. I will go and talk to Xiao Jinyu." He said."

After speaking, I walked out.

Leaving Jin Fen alone to face the phone, he smiled incredulously, it turns out... that's the kind of woman Jin Yu likes.

……

I went to Jinyu International Group by car.

I'm not sick and I hate seeing a therapist.

Xiao Jinyu is definitely looking for trouble!
Jinyu International Group stands tall.

I walked into the gate, talked to the front desk and then walked in. Everywhere I saw the employees were whispering, which faintly made me feel that something was wrong.

But can't tell.

I walked into the president's special elevator, pressed the 38th floor, and waited quietly, thinking about what to say in my heart, so that Xiao Jinyu would not force me to see a psychiatrist...

After a while, the elevator door was opened.

I was about to leave when a tall, thin figure entered, wearing an expensive handmade suit and tie pressed on.

It's Xi Jinrong.

He looked at me and even raised the corner of his mouth with a smile, "What a coincidence."

I was wearing a long dress with slanted shoulders and a pair of high heels. With simple light makeup on my face, I looked tall and beautiful. I was holding a bag in both hands, and the diamond ring on my ring finger was dazzling.

"..." Seeing him, I was stunned, remembering what Xiao Jinyu said before, "You...you are back."

They should all be fine.

Today's Xi Jinrong should arrange them well!
"Is there anything for me to bring to them?" Xi Jinrong looked at me, his voice a little indifferent.

His attitude is changing little by little.

Is it because I chose Xiao Jinyu?
Seeing that I didn't answer, he gave me a deep look, reached out and pressed the elevator.

I looked up at the number on the elevator, I thought I had already arrived, but it turned out to be only 16th floor.

Suddenly, Xi Jinrong pressed all the numbers from the 17th floor to the 35th floor.

What is he... going to do?