Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"It's because you can't let go, you don't love him at all."

His sudden approach made me feel the panic I had never felt before. I retreated step by step, and was finally forced to the edge of the corner by him. I had no way to retreat, "He can give me stability."

"He can't!" Xiao Jincheng's voice suddenly increased, "I will send troops to Khitan soon, how will he give you stability? How will he protect you?"

"Jincheng" I sighed softly, it should be the first time I called him this way, I obviously saw him startled when he heard this name, but "You have never understood me, just like I have never understood you .”

In the end, I leaned against the wall helplessly, looking straight into his eyes, "I am not after status or power. I am with Huan not because he is a king, a great sweat, or because of him. He can give me a concubine, but he can give me pure love and happiness, even if it is ordinary and unwavering, it is the deepest touch in my heart.

It is very easy to be with him, he will share his happiness and anger with me, although the relationship between us is plain but comfortable and harmonious, my heart will not have the heart-piercing pain of being with you.

Although I will be sour, sweet, happy, colorful and vigorous when I am with you, the pain you give me is greater than the love you give me.We came together after several twists and turns. I know that this love needs to be cherished, understood and maintained, but you have never given me trust.

With you, I'm depressed.What you give me is a closed heart, and what you give me will always be your back view.You never share your thoughts with me, you hide everything in your heart and bear it silently.You think that everything you do is for my good, to bring me happiness, but you never ask, do I want it? "

I blurted out everything that had been hidden in my heart for many years in one breath. After listening to my words, he stared at me quietly for a long time. His tense body suddenly relaxed a little, but he never said a word.

I swallowed a mouthful of cool summer air, and wanted to pass him to leave, but was pushed back to the corner, "From now on, I will do my best to compensate you, and I will tell you what you want to know! Yet?"

Looking at Xiao Jincheng's persistent face, "I must go back." My voice was unusually firm and resounded in every corner.

"Because of the child?" He frowned tightly, his voice low.

I didn't answer, just stood quietly, and he also remained silent, with one hand supporting the wall behind me.

We were in a stalemate like this, and suddenly he let out a heavy breath, and his voice gradually softened from the initial coldness.

"I hope you don't leave. This child, I will treat it as... your own." He seemed to have made a heavy determination, and he was extra serious about the four words "you and my own".

I looked into his eyes in disbelief, I never thought that such a sentence would be heard by Xiao Jincheng, who is naturally cruel and ruthless.

I intend to find out the truth of this statement from his eyes, but his seriousness and persuasive expression cannot be more true.Perhaps, he really made a lot of determination when he said this, or perhaps, this sentence was just a stopgap measure.In any case, the child is mine and Huan's after all.

I shook my head lightly, "No, he's waiting for me." I'm not a vacillating person, once I make up my mind, I won't change easily...

His frown became tighter and tighter, and his hands clasped my shoulders tightly, "You don't love him at all!"

"Then do you love me?" I asked a question suddenly and he was dumbfounded. Seeing him startled, I said again, "Or do you love your throne more?" Slowly clasping the jade ring Yeluqi gave me from my arms He took it out, put it in front of him, and smiled secretly, "Do you remember what kind of promise you made to me at the beginning? Maybe, there was a moment when your love for me surpassed the throne, and you planned for our love Give up the throne. But later, why did it change? Just because you are the emperor, are you going to kill our love and cover it with a conspiracy of power desire?"

He withdrew his hand from the cold wall, turned to hold my hand tightly, looked at the jade buckle in my hand, and thought for a long time.

Feeling the temperature in the center of his hand is so cold, as if... His palm has always been like this, it seems that there will never be any temperature, and it will never be warm.

"Now, the promise is still there, as long as you stay." He suddenly hugged me into his arms, so tight that I could hardly breathe.

Reason told me that I should push him away, but my heart didn't want to push him away. Perhaps, this would be the last time to stay in his arms and enjoy the last moment of peace.At this moment, all the harm he did to me seemed to have faded away.For him, I seem to never be able to be cruel!

"I'm sorry, I want to make some compensation for what I have done to you." His voice passed by my ear, and his breath brushed my cheek.

I lightly leaned on his arm and thought for a long time, "If you really want to make up for something, don't keep me, let me go back. In the future, in the war between you and him, no matter who wins or loses, I won't give up." I will regret the decision I made today. Now, the reunification of the two countries should be your long-cherished wish. I also think that they should be unified, and they should be divided. The long-term war has exhausted the people physically and mentally. There should be a wise king to govern. "

I felt his palm lightly caressing my hair, and slowly brushing it off, "For you, I will never let go."

After the words fell, I felt a pain in my neck, and before I had time to reflect, I was already unconscious and leaned against his arms.

When the consciousness was gradually withdrawn, I heard a footstep in a trance, and the sound echoed through the lonely alley.

Yeluqi followed the emperor all the way into the alley, lingering around the corner, not knowing whether he should step forward to disturb him, what he was worried about was that if the emperor really wanted to detain An Huai, it would cause a big chaos, and the elder brother would never let it go , Hesitating in place with such a mood, and finally made up his mind that he should be dissuaded.

Immediately turning around the corner, the figure not far ahead slowly walked away, but saw the emperor knocked her out with a palm.

Seeing this scene, Yeluqi quickened his pace and rushed forward, "Qingshu!"

Xiao Jincheng hugged Fu Ya who was lying in his arms by the waist, and glanced at Han Ming coldly, "Go back to the palace."

"No, Qing... Your Majesty, if you don't release her, she will start a war." Yeluqi stopped Xiao Jincheng from moving forward.

And the address on his lips was also changed under Xiao Jincheng's cold eyes.

"I just want to start this war." He glanced at Yeluqi, with an unprecedented determination and irresistible kingly look on his face.

Yeluqi was startled, and suddenly looked at An Huaixin who had already passed out, "It turns out that the emperor intends to use her as a fuse to start a war, but don't you think it's cruel to her?"

"Those who achieve great things must let go of some reluctance, this is the emperor." His eyes flickered a little, and he wrapped his arms around An Huaixin, "And, for her, I will not let go."

Yeluqi suddenly knelt down on one knee, "Your Majesty, I request you to resign."

"Are you threatening me?" He blurted out with a cold snort and a faint smile, "Don't you want to protect your Concubine Jing? She has paid a lot for you, and now that the matter is half done, you want to quit, you Have you really thought about it? Don't mention Yeluhuan, you have betrayed so far, even if it is Concubine Jing, she colluded with court ministers to do private business and embezzled sums of illegal money, do you think I don't even know? Her tolerance and the connection between you and Yeluhuan are all due to your meritorious service in the court, and you are still loyal to me. If you leave the court and stop helping her, if you are still wavering, then you can think about it now. What will happen to the concubine?"

Yeluqi was startled, and various complicated emotions flashed in his heart. He had indeed known about Concubine Jing for a long time and had persuaded her many times, but she could no longer turn back. You can't abandon your benefactor, absolutely not!
Xiao Jincheng didn't look at Yeluqi again, passed him directly, walked a few steps but stopped, turned his back to him and said slowly, "Your crime of deceiving the emperor, I hope you can take it for granted."

Leaving aside a sentence with no deep meaning, throw yourself under the starry sky of the long night.

The cool wind blew through Yeluqi's hair, fluttering it.He knew the meaning of Qing Shu's words, he must have known that he deceived An Huai Xin tea had musk in it.He clenched his fist tightly and stared fiercely at the dark corner. There was no brotherhood between them, only the difference between monarch and minister!
He was caught in such a dilemma.He had already heard about the mother concubine, and through letters with his eldest brother, he knew that what happened back then was a misunderstanding. If he hadn't met Concubine Jing, who had saved his life, he would have thought , Two years ago, I would stay away with peace of mind.If he didn't look forward and backward, he wouldn't have to tell some lies to deceive her...

He got up decadently, and slowly followed Xiao Jincheng's pace. Under the moonlight, his face became paler like frost, as if he had aged ten years overnight.He stared at the back of the person who was once a close friend in front of him, and sighed silently. In this life, he was afraid that he would be involved in this endless war, and he would never get out.

Dragon Hall

Su Qiaoyun has been wandering outside the bedroom anxiously waiting for Xiao Jincheng's return. She still remembers that several hours ago, he led a group of imperial guards out of the palace in a hurry, as if he was in a hurry to do something important.Her heart has been ups and downs, nothing will happen.

I don't know how many times I went back and forth and hesitated in front of the corridor, but when I finally saw his return, she couldn't help walking up to him, "Your Majesty...".

But before the voice fell, his steps froze, and he stared blankly at the woman who was gently hugged in his arms. In the flickering lights, her beautiful and slightly pale face was faintly reflected, suddenly Suddenly dark.

"Who is she?" Seeing Xiao Jincheng walking towards him step by step, he could not let go of his brows.

A touch of uneasiness came over in an instant, making Su Qiaoyun more and more uneasy...

Xiao Jincheng just glanced at her lightly, but didn't speak, and walked towards the bedroom on his own.

Su Qiaoyun followed her into the bedroom, and saw Xiao Jincheng carefully placing her on the dragon couch, gently caressing her face with her fingertips.

Su Qiaoyun stared blankly at the woman on the bed. This face was a seductive face that was not alluring, but the exquisite face reminded her of someone who hadn't appeared for a long time. , no one knows.

An Huai Xin, is she the emperor's married wife?No... Didn't An Huaixin disappear long ago?Why did it suddenly appear again?
"Chunlan, go and invite the imperial doctor." Xiao Jincheng withdrew his greedy and distressed gaze, and turned his head to Chunlan who had been guarding the palace all the time.

Chunlan said respectfully, "Yes" before leaving, she took a deep look at the woman on the bed, it seems that the emperor is about to change his new favorite?Su Qiaoyun, your position in the emperor's heart is nothing more than that.

"Emperor... Your Majesty..." Su Qiaoyun wanted to cut in and say something, but Xiao Jincheng interrupted impatiently, "Okay, you can go out now."

She couldn't accept Xiao Jincheng's sudden change. She remembered that before leaving, he still cared for her and loved her in every possible way. Why did she treat her so coldly after only going out for a trip, "Your Majesty, my concubine has been waiting for you all night. "

"Go back to sleep when you're tired." Still so indifferent, he seemed to only see the woman on the bed.

Su Qiaoyun's hands trembled a little, and there was pitiful water vapor in her eyes, as if it might condense into beads and roll down at any time.

It was another woman, and newcomers appeared next to him. Once there was the Holy Empress, then there was Mrs. Huarui, and now there was himself... Who is this woman now!Could it be that he left the palace late at night only for this woman?
She always thought that she was special by his side, but why did one woman after another always appear beside him, giving everything for him? Could it be that what happened before was just a passing cloud?Was everything he said to himself a lie?

She walked towards the outside of the bedroom stiffly, and it could be seen that when the emperor looked at this woman, there was endless tenderness in his eyes.She couldn't help clenching her hands into fists, pinching her palms fiercely, biting her lips and teeth fiercely, the bloody smell spread to her tongue, and she swallowed the bloody smell into her throat fiercely.

No, she can't admit defeat, she hasn't lost yet, her ability to replace the Holy Concubine at the beginning proves that she is different in the emperor's heart, so she will definitely stand to the end.

Slowly her heart calmed down, Su Qiaoyun turned around and walked away, brushing the dust on the ground with her foot, bringing out a choking smell.