Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"Sister, follow me." She held my hand tightly and led me out of the threshold.We buried together in the endless night, the wind and dew are getting colder, can her thin body bear it?
Grass and grass are scattered, and the ground is covered with dead leaves and frost.

This season is when the epiphyllum is in full bloom, so the ground is covered with snow-like epiphyllum, which looks beautiful.

But she brought me to see Epiphyllum?
Liu Min pointed to a few fading epiphyllums and said, "The epiphyllum is beautiful, but its life is extremely short. It withers instantly after blooming, and it is precisely because of its shortness that people feel precious."

Crouching down, his eyes remained fixed on the epiphyllum.My hand just touched a beautifully blooming epiphyllum, but it began to wither slowly, and finally withered.

My heart aches for a while because of its withering, and I am more sorry... such a beautiful flower, but its life is so short.

"You must be wondering why I brought you here to see the beauty of this short-lived epiphyllum. In fact, I just want to tell you that when you feel that you are already tempted, you must grasp this fleeting feeling. Don't wait until it is gone. I think it is precious. At that time, it will be an irreparable regret in your life." She took off a newly bloomed epiphyllum and handed it to my hand, smiling warmly, "Look, if you pick it in time, it will still be beautiful in your hands. epiphyllum."

Looking at the epiphyllum in my hand, my heart suddenly had a disorder that I had never had before.No, I am only moved by Yeluhuan.

Thinking of this, I immediately discarded the epiphyllum in my hand, and ran away quickly, leaving Liu Min alone sighing in front of the epiphyllum.

The cool wind hits, wrapping the skirt lightly.I ran all the way out of the dormitory where Liu Min was, my thoughts were already disrupted by her few words.

What she said touched my heart deeply.

Impossible, how could I like Yeluhuan?I touched my forehead with one hand only to find that it was covered with sweat.

At this time, a father-in-law hurriedly ran up to me, "The concubine Yue, the concubine is summoning you."

Toffee?I was puzzled, I have been in the palace for so long and I have never had much interaction with the people in the harem. I heard that this concubine does not worship the Buddha all the year round?Why are you summoning me at this hour all of a sudden?
My thoughts changed, and I looked at him in amazement, knowing that the concubine's summoning must not be easy.

But I also know in my heart that now that Yeluhuan is in a coma, I have no ability to refuse such a summons.

So there was no rejection.He cooperated very well and followed him into the Hall of Concubines.At a glance, Concubine Toffee is sitting elegantly on the chair, her eyes are fixed on me, quite fierce.

Mom, this is not a person who worships Buddha, he is simply the second queen of Qi!
My mind was spinning rapidly, and I searched for all the information about her, but I found nothing. The only thing I knew besides Li Buddha was that she and Empress Dowager Qi were sisters, and they once served Yeluhuan's father together. Afterwards, he directly paid homage to the Buddha all the year round without asking about worldly affairs.

Seeing her like this now makes her feel even more uneasy...

"Kneel down!" She could not hold back her anger as soon as she opened her mouth.

Without any hesitation, I knelt down in the center of the hall, propped my hands on the ground, and kept my gaze fixed on the ground, waiting for the storm to come.

"Concubine Yue, how dare you trick Da Khan to go to the Southern Dynasty with you alone. If Xiang'er hadn't told me, I would have been kept in the dark. I really don't know what you are worried about, and Da Khan was seriously injured." She couldn't restrain herself from yelling at me, knocking on the table with her clenched fist, her voice wafting back and forth in the empty hall.

"It's my concubine's fault." I calmly responded to her anger.Do not distinguish from her.

Liancheng Jinxiang invited her out not just to insult me, if Yeluhuan hadn't been injured...

Thinking of Yeluhuan, I couldn't help asking with the same worried expression, "Khan...how is his injury?"

"Fortunately, there is no serious problem." The concubine breathed a sigh of relief, and her face immediately turned frosty, "Concubine Yue, what should you do?"

As soon as I heard that Yeluhuan was fine, I finally let go of the heavy burden in my heart, "The concubine is at the mercy of the concubine."

The concubine straightened her dark purple and crimson pleated skirt with a look of arrogance, and the beads in her hands kept turning, "Aijia sees you as an ominous person with a lot of hostility. Wei, starting from tonight, you will recite Buddhist scriptures three times in front of Master Guanyin every day in the Buddhist hall of the dormitory, to cleanse your body of wild charm. Without the permission of Ai’s family, you must not see profuse sweat.” She said eloquently I finished, but I didn't make any response.

Seeing that I didn't refute, her face became more relaxed, and then she continued, "Aijia once heard that many years ago, a young man went straight to the camp of the Southern Dynasty and rescued me profusely. Aijia also thought that you are a sensible person. It will make Dahan worry, and I have wanted to thank you many times for saving Huan'er's life, so even if my sister stopped Huan'er from making you a concubine many times, I did not come forward to obstruct it. A woman with your courage must be famous. A woman with a strong temperament and kind thoughts, so Huan'er named you Concubine Yue, and the Ai family was happy to see her succeed. Now, Huan'er almost lost her life because of you, this is intolerable to the Ai family."

No one can hurt Yeluhuan!
"The concubine understands. The empress dowager said so much, just to let the concubine live in the palace willingly for a long time, and no longer have too much contact with the sweat. The concubine only obeys the queen mother's order." I kowtowed deeply , got up and stepped out of the Empress Dowager Hall.

My obedience made the concubine frowned deeply.Obviously, she didn't expect that things would go so smoothly.

Seeing my back walking away, she waved her hands, and from behind the screen, a graceful and charming figure stepped out slowly, with a slight fall, and a soft voice, "Xie Taifei!"

……

The night outside the hall is far away, and the stars are few and far between, flickering and wrinkled like diamonds.

I could see the light pink behind the screen very clearly just now, and I was really... speechless about Liancheng Jinxiang's troublesome planning.

However, what she did in this way actually helped me, maybe I should spend some time to calm down my mind.

Think about it calmly... My heart, also lower my heart for Liancheng Jinxiang and Yelu to kill me.

I remember that there is a saying that if you don't hit, you need to be patient, and if you forbear to attack, you must hit it.

I need to wait, I need time...

……

one year later
It was another winter day in the twelfth lunar month, and the bedroom was desolate and cold, the courtyard was covered with fallen leaves and no one cleaned it, and the house was covered with wind and dust.

The servants in the palace were either condemned by me or left to go to other masters on their own, only Xiang'er and Xue'er, no matter how I drove them away, they were always by my side.

Such a huge palace is like an empty city, so quiet that people feel that it is not real enough.

I haven't seen Yeluhuan since I was willing to stay out of the palace a year ago.According to Xiang'er, he has been here many times, but he turned back after entering the palace gate.

I know... it is impossible for him to ignore the concubine's order.

In fact, that's fine, even if I meet him, I don't know how to face him.

"Your Majesty, you recited it wrong again." Xue'er held the Buddhist scriptures in her hands and sighed, "You confused the first paragraph with the third paragraph."

My hand that was knocking on the wooden fish froze, and I closed my eyes and opened them quickly. I looked at the red candle that was about to burn out, only to realize that I had been kneeling in the Buddhist hall for another whole day.

People say that reciting the Li Buddha can make people feel as calm as water, without waves and ripples, but these few months of Li Buddha made my mood even more disordered.

What flashed through my mind was the words from Liancheng Yanping, who was a judge of the Imperial Hospital a few months ago.

"Concubine Yue, I don't know whether it's sad or happy news, do you want to hear it?"

"To be honest, I really don't dare to listen to the news you brought, but I really want to hear it."

"Suddenly the outlying island disappeared overnight, and all the party members who originally supported Prime Minister Xia turned against each other. More than 40 officials jointly exposed his crimes, sorted out [-] crimes and presented them to the emperor."

I chuckled, "It's only two years, really fast." I remember when I left there, the Xia family was still covering the sky in the court, and the existence of outlying islands made Xiao Jincheng's bedroom uneasy day and night. What did he use this time? This method can solve this serious problem so quickly.

"Concubine Xia has fallen, and he appointed another concubine." His voice paused, "Concubine Su, and announced to the world, that she will be named...Su, empress after half a month."

Empress Su?My breath was choking, and then I laughed, "It's a good thing after the book...it's a good thing."

Xia Yu has fought for so many years, paid so much for Xiao Jincheng, and finally let Su Qiaoyun get the position she dreamed of. I don't know how she is feeling now?

For such a position, she has hated me for many years, and I have been obsessed with it for many years, but in the end, that position is not any of us. Thinking about it, I couldn't help laughing.

"Still can't let go?" Maybe my reaction was too big, so Liancheng Yanping frowned and looked at me with worry in his eyes.

I shook my head lightly, "I just think it's ridiculous."

I still remember that one person said that once the Xia family is eradicated, I will be made the queen?The harem dotes on me alone?Forget it, forget it, these are no longer important, why bother about it.

I turned back to my senses, lightly put down the rosary in my hand, and got up from the cushion, feeling a little numbness in my legs and dizziness in my head.At this time, my heart gradually relaxed, and my heart was like a mirror.

Everyone has the right to choose their lover. I can't ask a person to always put his heart on me. Isn't that too selfish?What's more, he is still the emperor.Ever since I decided to leave there, I decided to let go of my relationship with Xiao Jincheng, didn't I?Why should I worry about these things.

Suddenly, I seemed to untie the knot that entangled me and let go of my mind.

With a relaxed smile, he stretched his stiff body.Looking at the sky outside again, it was almost midnight.I wanted to go back to the bedroom to rest, but I heard Xiang'er whisper, "It's snowing!"

As soon as I heard 'snow', I thought that the back garden must be full of plums, and the scenery accompanied by a little snowflakes would definitely shake people's hearts.

Unable to restrain the impulse in his heart, he rushed to the back window, pushed the closed red sandalwood window open, a cool air lingered in his nose, looked at the plum forest, there were snowflakes attacking the covered branches, but the plum blossoms against it More delicate.