Lord, don't chase me, I want to go back to modern times

"I heard... King Rong committed suicide in prison."

Sure enough, Wu Jieyu is not easy!
Afraid of sin?I endured the pain in my heart and let out a sneer, which caught Wu Jieyu's strange look.

Obviously, my reaction was in her expectation.

I was silent and said nothing.

Seeing that I stopped talking, Wu Jieyu also fell silent. As for what she is suspicious of, I don't know, and I don't want to know.

There was a soft knock on the door, and then a hurried little father-in-law walked in.

His face was reddish, panting, he should have been running all the way, "An Jieyu, the emperor has summoned you to the Dragon Palace."

Instead, I asked unhurriedly, "What did the emperor say?"

Now my identity is no secret to him, so I don't have to be so careful in my life.

"The slave doesn't know, the emperor only asks women to invite you over immediately." He gradually calmed down his panting, the sweat on his forehead was still oozing out, condensing into beads of sweat, dripping down.

Wu Jieyu gracefully put down the ointment in her hand, glanced at me thoughtfully, and then persuaded, "Hurry up, the emperor's call must be urgent, so don't hurry to answer it."

I stared at Wu Jieyu, then looked at the respectful little father-in-law in front of me, "Report to the emperor, I'm not feeling well, so it's inconvenient for me to go."

Following my refusal, there were a few cold gasps from around, the rosy face of the little father-in-law in front of him suddenly turned pale, Wu Jieyu's eyes also flashed a touch of surprise and incomprehension, and Chunya behind him also He also looked terrified.

I didn't care about their various reactions, so I took off the shoes on my feet, lay down on the bed and closed my eyes.

Seeing this, the little father-in-law didn't force him except for the initial disbelief, he silently turned around and returned to his command, Wu Jieyu also left tactfully.

Immediately, Chunya lay down and sent out, and now I just want to be quiet.

The house was lit with fire and lights, and the fire core swayed with the wind. I slowly sat up from the bed and walked to the window. The shadow stretched for a long time, and I felt the cold wind rushing in from the window. My face hurt and my hair was blown by the wind. The skirt of the swing flutters every now and then.

I don't know what I'm thinking, and I don't know how long I stood there, it seems like a stick of incense, or half an hour...

My brain is blank, I don't know what to think about, do you want Chunrui?No, I feel guilty towards Chunrui, thinking of Xiao Yiran, it seems that I owe it too...

After all, I owe everyone the same.Unexpectedly, I, a dignified author, owed all the supporting characters in the book, so who owed me?main character?Or God?

"Little master!" Chunya who was guarding the door suddenly pushed open the door, her voice trembling slightly, "The emperor...the emperor...here comes."

I still looked at the sky quietly, without saying a word. In their eyes, my actions at this time should be regarded as arrogance and presumptuousness.

But now I don't want to continue to pretend anymore, I am me, wasn't it because I was not hypocritical that I was able to approach his heart back then?
I don't want to wrong myself anymore, if Chunrui's death didn't teach me anything, then Xiao Yiran's death made me understand something and want to understand something.

"Stand back." His low voice was very clear in the empty room.

Then there was a sound of closing the door, and the room fell into silence again, only me.

"Xin'er!" It was just a soft and low voice, but there was no more words.

There is a strangeness between us, even though we all know who we are, we are still separated by something.

I stroked my hand towards the window railing, fiddled with the dust that fell on it, and sighed indifferently, "I never thought that my wayward act would harm so many people. After going through life and death, I finally want to Come back, come back but be used by you again."

"You know, Xiao Yiran has been scheming against me from the very beginning." His voice sounded like he was approaching me, "This person's scheming is far deeper than you know."

He seemed a little dissatisfied with my attitude, and there was a hint of condemnation in his voice.

"So, you used me to get rid of this serious worry and stabilize your position." When it comes to scheming, why was the man in front of you shallow?Xiao Yiran calculated every step of the way, but in the end he still failed to calculate him!
I tried my best to calm down my voice without too much emotion, "Tell me, how did you find out about my relationship with Xiao Yiran?"

How could he know that Xiao Yiran and I are close friends?
"Yelv." Just two words, further confirmed my guess, only he knows my relationship with Xiao Yiran, so, is it considered betrayed?
I felt the man behind me approaching again, and the faint mint smell on his body spread to the tip of my nose again. It was so familiar, but there was no throbbing between them, and there was only dullness, so dull that I couldn't breathe. For Xiao Jincheng, I I don't know how to face it.

"I used to trust him and handed over most of the military power to him. The Xiao family has fewer and fewer people. I also don't want to kill them all. However, he betrayed my trust and accused me of killing him." Xiao Jinyan, I have imprisoned the Queen Mother, and in the end I still want to use you to threaten me." An Huaixin is his bottom line, no matter who touches it, he will not let it go.

"Why bother, An Huaixin is dead, there is no such person in the world..." An Huaixin was a stain on him before he ascended the throne. It was already a shame to him that the concubine fled, so why can't he let go of the killing.

"Do you know that he has sent someone to secretly search for the miracle doctor who once changed your face among the people? What do you think is his purpose?"

I turned around suddenly, with mixed feelings in my heart, and I was kept in the dark by him again.

"Smart as you are, you don't know what his purpose is." He looked serious, "Today I just want to test how deep his feelings for you are. If you don't want to try, you will know."

He suddenly stepped forward and wrapped me in his arms, with such force that I couldn't breathe, "I have no choice but to use you."

If Xiao Yiran is not eliminated, it will be a disaster sooner or later.

"Don't be afraid...Xiao Yiran doesn't like you, now I'm not An Huai Xin, I'm just an ordinary Jieyu, once he asks me to go into the water..." Tears slipped down quietly, dripped on his dragon robe, and gradually spread .

"I'm not sure, how can I let you step into the sky prison." His voice remained unchanged, full of determination.

The sound of crying overflowed from the mouth, and the voice suddenly increased, "Xiao Jincheng, I hate you!"

When the four words were blurted out, his body froze suddenly, and he patted me on the back in a helpless way.

"I'm sorry, I can't let you go, I won't use you again in the future, I won't, I swear." His voice was sincere, not in line with his previous indifference to others, it was all comforting.

I leaned against his arms in pain without saying a word, wanting to vent all the grievances during this period, and secretly told myself that this is the last time I cry, the last time.

I don't know how long I cried in his arms before I realized that my tears had dried up, and there was only a faint sob.

He sighed slightly, loosened his arms around me a little, "It's the first time you've cried like this in front of me."

His words contained many emotions, overwhelmed, surprised, helpless, joy lost and found... just because of my crying?
"Do you know how much I blamed you when you left, but how worried I was about you? Now that you finally come back, you always frown and perfunctory me with an ethereal smile. The death of Chunrui Although I was behind the push, I knew that you always blamed me in your heart, and now that you have finally cried out, I am relieved, so that you can let go of the resentment in your heart and stay with me for the rest of your life."

I have to say that Xiao Jincheng's heart is very sensitive, and he actually hit my heart with one word.

However, how could Chunrui's death be said in such a simple few words!

A cold light flickered in my eyes, and no one noticed.

"You are the emperor, you have so many wives, how can I spend my whole life with you." I made a choked voice from my throat.

Suddenly there was a smile on his head, "Naughty again, you know that I have only you as a woman so far, why have you ever touched someone else?" His voice gradually became tinged with joy, "Is Xiner jealous?" Even though he knew that those women were just a decoration.

"Yeah, I'm jealous." I snorted coldly pretending to be displeased, "Who knows if the reason why you don't touch those women is really because of me, what if it's because of Xia..."

Before I could say Xia Yu's name, I was frightened by Xiao Jincheng, "Stop talking nonsense."

He pushed me away a little, and stared at me with eyes like water, with inexhaustible tenderness, "Now that you have come back, the three thousand beauties in the harem will give you thousands of loves alone, okay?"

This is his promise and the guarantee he gave me.

Looking at his serious eyes and firm tone, I nodded vigorously, "Okay, if you betray me, you will pay for it with your life."

I looked at him fixedly, and saw that he didn't hesitate because of my words. He gently kissed my cheek, his breath warmly brushed my neck, and his eyes were full of lingering love. It means, "The latter position has been left vacant, just waiting for you to come back to be my rightful queen."

"Queen..." I murmured, feeling inexplicably empty about the queen he mentioned.

As long as Xia Yu is alive and the outlying islands don't disappear, I will never be allowed to sit in that post, Xia Yu will not allow it, outlying islands will not allow it, and the ministers of the Manchu Dynasty will not allow it.

Unless he doesn't want the throne, this hard-won world, after all, his position is greatly helped by Li Dao.

"Ten days later, I want you to become the most honorable woman in the world." Let those who bullied you and humiliated you open their eyes and see clearly how honorable An Xin is now!

My heart is cold, but there is still a slight smile on the corner of my mouth. Only I know that my heart is not full of happiness at this time, but bitter and cold, noble woman?How can an ordinary woman, without any family background, be honored in a harem full of intrigues?

I put my head in his arms, closed my eyes and looked drunk, since when did I have no trust in him, since when did my feelings for him change, and I am no longer obsessed with that white shirt .

The feelings towards him when he went deep into the sea of ​​tides have quietly deteriorated...