The most embarrassing pregnancy: Bamboo horses are too cool to stop

Jiang Lai doesn't like coffee, and has never liked it very much. She can't drink black coffee even in one sip. If she is asked to drink coffee, she will keep adding sugar to it, adding a lot, until the coffee turns into sugar water. There is no point in drinking coffee.

Jiang Lai doesn't like the bitter taste of coffee beans. Of course, she just doesn't like pure coffee. She also drinks it with milk, but after all, it is no longer the same as coffee.

But she still remembered that Qiu Zhikai liked coffee.

When he was in school, Qiu Zhikai often took her to the coffee shop, and she couldn't refuse anything at that time, so she followed him.Qiu Zhikai can tell the difference between different types of coffee, and even taste it to know everything.He can also tell the origin of coffee, know the more famous coffee brands in the world, and even know a little about grinding coffee and brewing coffee beans.

He said that coffee is a technical job, but Jiang Lai can't understand, she likes red wine, and there is only one person in her impression who will take her to drink red wine, but she doesn't remember who that person is at all.

Qiu Zhikai has a lot of research on coffee and hypnotism. When he was in college, Jiang Lai never understood why coffee and hypnosis, one makes people refreshed, and the other makes people unconscious. These two are obviously completely opposite things. Why did he Will go to like two different things, obviously have nothing in common.

Of course, she still remembered his answer, because she couldn't understand it at the time, so she kept it in mind.

"I'll give you an example: a madman and a genius are the same thing. The two extremes don't mean completely different things. It's not the opposite. It's just the highest point of one realm and another realm. Ordinary people are on the mountainside or even At the foot of the mountain, you can’t see them, and only when you stand on the top of the mountain can you echo each other from afar.”

"In other words, coffee and hypnosis echo each other? Then a lonely person like me should also find a lonely person?"

Jiang Lai still remembered that she responded like this at that time, but Qiu Zhikai just looked at her with a smile.

"Only people of the same height are suitable for living together, and I am working tirelessly for it."

Jiang Lai didn't understand what Qiu Zhikai said at the beginning, but now it seems that it is very clear.

What is coffee hypnosis, if you understand it, it is just playing cool, only the last sentence that he wants to pursue himself is true.

The car stopped, and Jiang Lai's four thoughts were also taken back. He put up an umbrella and got out of the car, and the coffee shop was right in front of him.

Jiang Lai didn't have much hope to find her inside, because she knew the truth that "as much hope as there is, there is as much disappointment", so she calmly scanned the entire coffee shop, and when she couldn't find the person she was looking for, She wasn't disappointed either.

The dim light of the cafe hit her face, reminding her of yesterday's noon.Regardless of whether the outside world is bright or dark, this small shop has been sitting here safely, without any high goals, and no one has even been asked to come.

But there are as many lonely people as there are souls longing for darkness. The skeletons on the ceiling and the Gothic architecture don’t seem so obtrusive now, because this place is originally a habitat for souls, not for human beings. Humans are too good to be here.

Maybe the mood can really determine the thoughts. That day, I only felt that the store was dark, but now I feel depressed. Jiang Lai really has a desire to live here forever, like an ostrich sticking its head into the sand, there will be no danger. Don't think about the things you're afraid of.

Yes, she was scared, Qiu Zhikai disappeared, she couldn't find him, what does this mean, he escaped, but what about herself?How can I escape?Or even if you want to escape, what can you do?
Pushed by time to this point, she can't help herself, she wants to get out, how can she do it.Qiu Zhikai left, as if nothing had happened. What about her, is she alone again, facing all the unknown things in the future?
She patted her face and forced herself to cheer up. Although the gloomy heavy rain made her feel extremely depressed, she still had to hold on to find Qiu Zhikai.

She has only herself, and if she gives up, then no one will help her.

"Is there any news?" Gu Zhengbei said, with uncontrollable worry in his tone.

"No, Mr. Gu, there is no one in your home, in the company under Ruilin, in the city hospital, including Jiang Lai's family, and her phone can't be reached. We called her colleagues and they all said that Jiang Lai was off work. Then he left the hospital."

"She shouldn't be driving. Where's the taxi? What's the news?" Listening to the report, Gu Zhengbei frowned, looking at the torrential rain outside the window, he almost couldn't sit still.

"Indeed, she seems to have gone to the Third City Hospital, and then there is no news. The details are still being investigated, so don't worry." The secretary still sat and reported expressionlessly. She rarely had any major emotional fluctuations, but What she didn't expect was.

Gu Zhengbei, who has always had less emotional fluctuations than her, is in a very bad state today.

"The Third City Hospital is the company where Qiu Zhikai works. If you go to their hospital, there must be a clue." Gu Zhengbei closed his eyes and rubbed his temples.

"Okay, um, Mr. Gu, would you like something to eat..."

"no need."

"But you can't hold on any longer." The secretary just said that without questioning or in a tone of concern, she was stating the facts.

"Go down." A cold and heartless voice sounded, and the secretary knew that this was Gu Zhengbei's impatient rhythm, so he could only retreat obediently.

Of course, there are some concerns.

Gu Zhengbei had been running around for the past few days, and it was rare that he would care about Jiang Lai's situation when he had free time. She saw it in his eyes these days, and felt that his president was developing towards a robot trend.

But today, for some unknown reason, he seemed extremely tired mentally.Just now because of the sudden headache, the whole person almost fell to the ground, and then he was willing to lean on the sofa to rest for a while. It didn't seem serious, so he didn't go to the hospital, but just rested on the sofa.

The appearance looks the same as before, but sitting on the sofa all the time may prove that he doesn't even have the strength to get up, but at the same time the president's personal doctor is missing.

I knew it a long time ago, I don’t know why my president is so concerned about that Jiang Lai, and now it seems that this is even more the case, but one can’t be found, and the other doesn’t eat, what does that sound like.

After leaving the office, the secretary still asked someone to bring some food in, even if she would be scolded afterwards, it didn't matter, this was what she had to do as a secretary.

"Qiu Zhikai is gone."

Jiang Lai has been looking for him to find him late at night, at home, bars, coffee shops, all the places she can think of, but there is no one.

This feeling is like the world has evaporated, and Jiang Lai is in an indescribable pain.

Abandoned again, she recalled her helplessness and despair the day she felt raped, she looked at her ravaged body in the mirror but didn't know why, even if she wanted revenge, she didn't know who to turn to.

My own time was inexplicably taken away by another person, just like an eagle watching an ant, stretching out its hand can crush itself to death, but I don't know it, so I can only live in pain.

With the despair of being watched all the time and the fear of being around him all the time, Jiang Lai's body and mind are on the verge of collapse.

Standing at the intersection, Jiang Lai didn't know where to go, and where else she could go. She had already been to Qiu Zhikai's house no less than twice. She could only say that if that person really wanted to avoid him, the world is so big, Where should she go to find someone?

"It's hard for me to treat you like a big brother! Bah! Irresponsible! Garbage!" What's the use of self-cultivation at a time like this?

When Jiang Lai thought of Qiu Zhikai, every cell in his body was clamoring and roaring.

"Ouch..." Unsurprisingly, Jiang Lai felt nauseous, Jiang Lai hadn't eaten anything tonight, but in her current mood, she had no desire to eat.

The baby in the womb seemed to understand the pain of his mother, and he tossed more and more in this uncomfortable feeling. In the middle of the night, in the torrential rain, alone, at an unknown crossroad, he was about to spit out bile.

His heart was full of despair and sadness, and Jiang Lai wanted to die.

It was hard to find the news about the belly, but the other party left mercilessly, without even telling me a word.

"How could there be such an irresponsible person...Qiu Zhikai! You bastard! How could you leave me alone! How could you be willing! What about your upbringing! Damn you..."

Jiang Lai roared loudly in the rain, but no one heard her when she was hysterical. The rain fell quietly, as if she was the only one left in the world.

She hates this kind of loneliness, but in the middle of the night, and it is raining heavily, there is no warmth for her to borrow or gaze at. It is dark as far as she can see, and in the nearby park, the trees are blown by the wind, Letting out a howl of whining was chilling to hear.

Jiang Lai felt that she had never been so cold as now.

"Go home...Although it's only temporary...At least I still have a place..."

Lonely, helpless, and despair swept her, Jiang Lai finally embarked on the return journey through the rain, muddy water, and heavy steps.

Gu Zhengbei's sea view villa is not located in the villa area, it is a private property, and usually there are few people.

The driver sent her to the door. When the car drove away, the sea breeze and rain swept her body. Finally, she couldn't help it. She squatted at the door of the villa, and Jiang Lai burst into tears.

The wind roared, and the sound of the sea rolling could be heard here. Looking at the boundless darkness of the distant horizon, Jiang Lai was filled with despair.

"Why did you do this to me! What did I do wrong!"

The wind blew down the umbrella, and Jiang Lai was exposed to the heavy rain for a moment. As the rain invaded his body, his originally cold body was so cold that he wanted to tremble.

"Who can tell me what I did wrong! Why punish me like this! Why can't I live in peace! Why is my world so magical! What's so great about hypnotism! Scum! Get out! Don't bother me! Get out!" The heart-piercing voice seemed to cry out all the grievances these days.

In this corner where no one noticed, Jiang Lai roared and vented, allowing the rain to pour down, drowning her young heart.

Cold, dark, sad and excruciating physical pain.

"If living is so painful, let me die."

Thinking of this, Jiang Lai knelt down and closed his eyes resignedly.

"Take me if you can."