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After hearing her words, Lu Chengfeng went out and smoked cigarettes one by one on the balcony, looking at the light, Su Changle felt that his hands were shaking.

After a whole night like this, Lu Chengfeng stayed with her and almost didn't sleep all night, and she did the same, she didn't want to sleep.

In the room, it was oppressive.

A few days ago, Murong Hao's funeral had already been held. She wanted to help Murong Hao hold the funeral and prepare related matters, but Lu Chengfeng refused.

After that, it was just a stick of incense for him.

It seemed that since then, she didn't want to cry anymore, but she felt uncomfortable, her heartbeat speeded up habitually, and it seemed like something was pressing on her heart.

The two remained in a stalemate until dawn, around eight or nine o'clock in the morning, when Su Changle moved his already stiff body.

In the past two days, she has gotten used to this way. Her hands and feet are weak and she doesn't want to move. Even though the numbness is excruciatingly painful, she still wants to endure it.

After smoking a cigarette last night, Lu Chengfeng sat next to her and watched her quietly all the time. Seeing her like this, he quickly stood up and ran over.

He collected himself first, and when he was stable, he hugged Su Changle horizontally. Her weight was as light as a feather, and he couldn't feel any weight in his arms.

If it was in the past, he might have joked a few words, but now, he is really not in the mood.

Addiction to silence.

After reacting, Su Changle was like a fallen leaf, quietly lying in his embrace, his steady and powerful heartbeat still sounded so safe at this moment.

Gently put Su Changle on the bed, let her lean against the head of the bed, then put her feet into her belly to cover her, and rubbed her hands for her.

After a night of inactivity, her hands and feet have become extremely cold, and there is still some edema. She is very thin, and now it looks like she is a little too thin.

And he has been busy with the company's affairs for the past few days, so he didn't take good care of her at all.

Guilt welled up in my heart.

"Changle, I've thought about it carefully, this matter is not your fault, you don't need to feel guilty." Lu Chengfeng wrote lightly.

Because he didn't rest well overnight, stubble appeared on his face, his eyes were bloodshot, and his clothes were crumpled, and he smelled of tobacco.

But it's still so good-looking, and it smells good, she's used to everything about him, good and bad.

Su Changle didn't answer, he just said to himself, and continued: "It was actually me who should have blocked the bullet that day, not Murong Hao, it was he who saved you, I am very grateful to him, but if the person who saved you that day It was me, the one who died was me, maybe you won't feel so uncomfortable, because to you, I am your lover, and Murong Hao is an outsider."

Rubbing her hands warm, Lu Chengfeng smiled and said, "So, I know you feel guilty towards him, and I also know that no matter what I say, you won't feel at ease. It's okay, I will always be by your side. You, until you figure it out."

Su Changle lowered his head and didn't say a word.

At noon, Lu Chengfeng brought her to the hospital. Although he was already mentally prepared, he still couldn't believe it after the doctor said that she had depression.

But Su Changle didn't do anything else, she knew what she came here for today.

When the psychiatrist called Lu Chengfeng out just now, she didn't feel that there was anything she wanted to know, and she wasn't interested in anything now.

Including this so-called condition.

The two of them were silent along the way, until they got home, Su Changle stood there after getting off the car, bowed his head and didn't say a word.

Holding Su Changle's hand, Lu Chengfeng's expression showed no worry at all, and he walked into the room with her, saying: "The doctor said that you are depressed because you are pregnant, you should maintain an optimistic attitude , otherwise it will affect the children."

Su Changle nodded and said, "Oh."

Lu Chengfeng didn't care about her attitude at all, as before, he brought her into the living room, then turned on the TV, and said, "You watch TV for a while, I'll go get something to eat."

Su Changle nodded weakly.

Lu Chengfeng walked towards the kitchen, and she stared blankly at the TV in front of her with a cold expression on her face.

Is it because of stress?Maybe, she doesn't want to do anything, she's so tired...

When Lu Chengfeng came over with lunch, he saw Su Changle curled up in the corner of the sofa at the moment, with messy hair falling on his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Changle, it's time to eat." Lu Chengfeng shouted after putting the things in his hands on the table.

But Su Changle didn't respond at all.

With his hands hanging down weakly, Lu Chengfeng sighed.

He still remembered what the doctor told him in the hospital.

"Ms. Su is suffering from depression. When depression occurs, some patients like to be alone and close themselves. They lose their previous interest in many things, and the feelings of depression patients may not feel anyone's love for her. Will push you away at any time. Her memory will also decline, and if it is too serious, she may forget you."

"Try to keep her in a happy mood, don't let her be alone, try to let her communicate with others, feel your concern for her, help her find things that she can be interested in, etc. Because she is pregnant now, so temporarily Drugs cannot be used, and if there is any abnormality, contact me as soon as possible.”

In her current state, she is closing herself off.

It was the first time this happened, Lu Chengfeng walked up to her, squatted down, and stared at her, those eyes were empty, numb, without any emotion.

The distress in Lu Chengfeng's eyes couldn't be suppressed, his voice trembled involuntarily, "Changle?"

It wasn't until after calling several times that Su Changle came back to his senses, his eyes rolled, and his eyes slowly focused, tentatively asking: "Chengfeng?"

"Yeah." Lu Chengfeng said with a warm and bright smile on his face, "The meal is ready, let's try it and see how it tastes."

Su Changle lowered his eyes. Although he responded, there was no light in those eyes, "I'm not hungry."

Lu Chengfeng held her hand and said, "If you don't eat, your body won't be able to bear it, and now it's time for the child to supplement nutrition, you can eat as much as you can, just treat it as a company, okay?"

child?

Su Changle's hand gently caressed his upper abdomen, where he could already feel a little life growing up.

She almost forgot that she had children.

Yes, child, her child, even if she is not hungry, she must eat something, otherwise the child will not be able to bear it.

"Okay." Su Changle nodded.

Lu Chengfeng picked up Su Changle, let her sit on the sofa, and went to serve the bowl.

He scooped up a spoonful of porridge and blew it lightly, then handed it to Su Changle's lips, "Try it, this porridge was cooked when we passed in the morning, and there are some side dishes."

Su Changle looked at the porridge in front of him, then at Lu Chengfeng Qiyi's eyes, opened his mouth unconsciously, and swallowed the warm porridge.

"Let's go out to play together today. We don't go too far. There is a park nearby. How about we go for a walk?" Lu Chengfeng said patiently with a still gentle smile.

Su Changle looked at him, she didn't want to go.

She was tired and didn't want to move.

Sensing Su Changle's negativity, Lu Chengfeng's expression remained unchanged, and he said, "There are a lot of people flying kites and having picnics there in the past two days, and we haven't gone out for a long time. Going outside and looking around will make you feel better. After the baby is born, we can take him out to play together."

Seeing Lu Chengfeng's warm smile and his gentle eyes when looking at her, Su Changle finally nodded.

When we arrived at the small park, the smile on Lu Chengfeng's face hadn't disappeared.

Although she still vomited it out after eating it today, but she could try to eat those side dishes anyway, leaving some in her stomach.

And all this gave him hope.

Lu Chengfeng took her hand and walked to a lawn.

Although it is called a park, it covers a large area, and the scenery is pleasant, which is not inferior to some famous tourist attractions.

"The company is not busy these two days, so I have more time to spend with you."

This is because he was worried that Su Changle would find out that he had stayed at home for the past two days, and would make up his wild imagination.

In fact, the company is very busy right now, but in his heart, Su Changle is the most important, compared to him, he chose to be by her side.

"Look here, the air is so good, we will go out more often in the future."

"..."

Most of the time, Lu Chengfeng was talking alone, while she listened quietly without saying a word.

Although her pace was similar to that of a snail, she was willing to move at least now, thinking wildly when she was alone, and he didn't dare to take that risk.

"Tired? Sit down for a while."

Throughout the whole day, Lu Chengfeng was the one talking, and Su Changle either responded or didn't say a word, but compared to the previous two days, her condition was much better.

Seeing Su Changle like this, Lu Chengfeng felt sad for a while.

Remember when he saw her for the first time, and her smile before, that Su Changle who was positive and optimistic but stubborn, would he come back?

he does not know.

But since he has chosen her in this life, he will take care of her until the last moment of his life.

After a few days, Su Changle suddenly seemed to remember something, looked at Lu Chengfeng, "The antidote, the child's antidote."

She still remembered the child, and Lu Chengfeng almost cried.

He has been with her these two days and knows how badly her memory has declined, but now it seems that the child is the most important in her eyes.

Therefore, when the patient is depressed, he still thinks of the child.