Lu Yuqian sighed. After all, he couldn't bear it. His voice was still low. He couldn't tell what emotion it was. It was just a narration, and he said to the phone.

"Your room? What are you doing? Hello?"

Ye Lingyue wanted to ask again, but she had already hung up the phone. She checked the time, it was around [-]:[-], so go ahead, anyway, today is destined to be impossible to concentrate on reading a book.

He took a step, walked to Lu Yuqian's room, opened the door, but found that there was no one there.

"Lu Yuqian?"

Ye Lingyue looked around for a long time, but there was still no other sound.

- Click.

There was the sound of something being opened, Ye Lingyue vaguely felt something moving on her right hand, turned her head to look at it, and almost fainted from shock.

"Come up."

Lu Yuqian's head was hanging upside down from the ceiling. His freshly washed hair was standing upright due to gravity. At first glance, he looked completely unfamiliar. If he didn't make a sound immediately, Ye Lingyue might not be able to help but scream. .

"I found that you are really good at scaring people!"

Ye Lingyue was still in shock, clutching her chest, looking angrily at his faintly smiling face, and climbing up the ladder he put down.

I haven't noticed it at ordinary times. It turns out that this room has something hidden in it.

A piece of the ceiling near the door is a movable hole. There is a small telescopic ladder installed in the space between the roof and the roof. It can be completely stored when not in use, and can be put down with a slight pull when in use. It is convenient.

"If you don't feel guilty, do less, and you won't be afraid."

Lu Yuqian didn't look at her, he didn't know where to press, the ladder was put up by himself, and the ceiling was closed, then he turned his head and walked to another place.

It was only when I came up that I realized that Lu Yuqian's room had a hole in the sky. After coming up from the hole in the ceiling, there was a small staircase around the corner, which was built in advance and was specially used to go up to the roof.

Seen from below, the roof is pointed and narrow. It is only a visual illusion when you look up. There is no problem for people to sit on it.

"You really know how to enjoy it." Ye Lingyue sat down next to him, and looked down at the Lu family's mansion. The feeling is very different. Compared with the indoor balcony, the view is wider and the air seems to be fresher. .

The slightly cool night wind blows on the body, not only is it not cold, but it is gentle like a comfort. When you close your eyes, you can hear the sound of the wind blowing the leaves, which makes you feel relaxed physically and mentally.

"When I'm tired, I'll come up and sit for a while, and my mood will be much better." Lu Yuqian didn't answer directly, but just like her, raised his head and closed his eyes, quietly feeling the smell of the wind.

"Seeing that you are full of energy every day, I thought you were a robot, not tired, not sad."

Listening to him speak without any effort, Ye Lingyue inexplicably had a hallucination, as if the man in front of her was not the Lu Yuqian she knew, but another person, a gentle, kind, sunny boy.

"Everyone has things they can and cannot say. When I was a child in school, most of the children were the same. Without the company of their parents, even the parent meeting made it look like a business forum meeting. I didn't think much of it. , Later, when I met Cheng Ming, I realized that my real childhood was always accompanied by someone, and I felt lonely, but it wasn’t that I was abnormal.”

Lu Yuqian took a deep breath, keeping his eyes closed all the time, as if he was recalling something, his tone was flat as if he was talking about other people's affairs, the speed was very slow, without ups and downs, he just spoke calmly and slowly, but he could hear Ye Lingyue who was on the side My heart tightened.

What kind of education should make a child who misses his parents feel abnormal?
Is this the life of the legendary wealthy family?Even the company of parents is a luxury, and even feeling lonely is a strange thing?

"Everyone has something to be envied by others, just like Cheng Ming envied your family background, and you envied his family, I sometimes feel that children like you who grew up under the glory, maybe In this life, I will never understand the pain of others running around for a living, everyone has what they want."

Ye Lingyue looked at his side face, filled with emotion in her heart. She saw Cheng Ming mentioning Lu Yuqian enviously, and today she heard with her own ears that the legendary protagonist said that he was envious of each other, not only them, but everyone is like this. Back then, didn't I also envy them that they didn't have to work hard, and didn't have to think about how to live well every day?

"Everyone is working hard for life, but in different ways and with different goals."

Lu Yuqian continued.

Both of them are single-minded in wanting to comfort each other. Unknowingly, what they say turns into a big pot of chicken soup, and the feeling of feeding each other. This kind of atmosphere is very strange. They are both adults, and they should digest their own thoughts , but while chatting with each other, they gradually resolved.

"Actually, you don't have to feel burdened. You deserve that card."

When Lu Yuqian mentioned this matter, she only found out when she came back that she had put the black = card in her suit pocket again at some point, and according to the bill received by her mobile phone and what she saw with her own eyes, this afternoon She, who originally said she was going to kill, didn't buy anything except what she originally asked for.

"Why did you bring up the topic of black = card again?"

Ye Lingyue tilted her head, she didn't quite understand.

Why chatting and chatting suddenly became the topic of money.

"Money is not saved."

Lu Yuqian didn't give an explanation, and he finally talked a lot, but now he didn't have a big meeting, and he turned into that cold look again.

"Growth is not just pretending."

When Ye Lingyue answered the words, she could tell that no matter how much Lu Yugan tried to pretend, in his heart, he was still just a little boy who hadn't grown up.

People are like this, at what time, what is missing, if you can't make up for it in time, then you may stay at that time forever, because the emotional wounds will not heal with time.

"...Do you know what I'm talking about?"

Lu Yuqian was a little surprised, turned his head to look at her, feeling inexplicably flustered.

"You clearly hate me, but you still have to listen to your mother. It's like when you were a child, you clearly didn't want to study, but you still wanted to get the first place in the school. What you want is your mother's little, pitiful appreciation for you. That's all, but have you ever thought that this little bit of greed may ruin your entire life?"

Lu Yuqian was completely dumbfounded, looking at the woman who was still chattering in front of him, she clearly looked like a teenage face, with a thin body that seemed to be underdeveloped, but the words she said seemed to have been through vicissitudes, and they pierced the bottom of her heart.

"I'm sorry, but I'm a little too broad."

Seeing Lu Yuqian staring at her, Ye Lingyue realized that she had unknowingly said a lot of exaggerated words, and even suspected of slandering her mother. Thinking of the relationship between the two, she felt uneasy and blamed herself. How can you be so careless.

Between people, the best way to get along is to abide by the rules and be measured. This is Ye Lingyue's creed of living all the time, but now it seems that she broke the rules first, and it was against a particularly terrifying person.

Lu Yuqian was silent for a long time, without saying anything, his heart was overwhelmed several times, looking at the person in front of him, he didn't know what to feel.

What she said was right, whether it was the reason for her hard work or the reason for being entangled all the time, in fact, she knew these things very well in her heart, but she deliberately avoided them and was unwilling to face them.

He never thought deeply about why he was never happy when he clearly had everything that others envied, until such a person appeared and told him straightforwardly that you should face the reality and hold everything in front of your eyes , be considered sober.

After nearly 30 years of perseverance, it is not so easy to break the shackles in an instant, so now Lu Yuqian is in a time of self-tanglement.

"When I was very young, I always felt that the parent meeting was the happiest time. At least at that time, the parents would definitely be there. Later, I saw children from other people's homes being invited by their parents for various reasons. On my birthday, I chose to skip class so that my parents could be invited, and even if I was reprimanded, at least they would accompany me to celebrate my birthday."

Lu Yuqian felt a little trembling, that kind of emotion from the heart was enveloping him little by little, and all the painful memories of his childhood flooded up, making him, who had always spoken concisely and clearly, even a little incoherent at this moment.

"And then? Have you been trained?"

Ye Lingyue saw that he finally spoke and did not get angry with her, so she gradually let go of her heart and asked softly.

In fact, this child who has been outstanding since he was a child is the most distressing. Self-control is a good thing, but if it is too much, he can only become like Lu Yuqian, without emotions, like a person who only knows how to obey orders. robot.

"And then... Father's secretary showed up."

The corners of Lu Yuqian's mouth rose slightly, and he hummed coldly. That kind of desolate self-mockery made Ye Lingyue's heart ache, and she felt an urge to reach out and hug him.

In the final analysis, he is just a child who lacks emotional support and has not grown up.

"It wasn't until that time that I realized that I must be good enough to be called the young master of the Lu family, the son of my parents, otherwise..."

He didn't say the following words, and replaced them with the silent sneer, self-mockery, and helplessness towards this world and such a family.

"Ye Lingyue, what is your family like?"

Lu Yuqian stopped his topic, calmed down, and turned to ask.

"Me? When I was young, I was very bad at studying. Sister... ah, my sister is better at studying. Although there is a big gap between us, the love of our parents will never be less, and they are very good to us."

Ye Lingyue subconsciously wanted to talk about her sister's good grades when she was a child, but suddenly realized that in Lu Yuqian's eyes, she was her sister, so she had to turn around and talk back.

"After your parents left, your sister must be very sad." Lu Yuqian looked at the night sky, his voice was a little hoarse, and he knew a little about her past. She survived the accident where her parents died, but was seriously injured and remained in a coma. A few months ago, she woke up and was sent to the Lu family.

"...But, maybe, how do I know."

Ye Lingyue suddenly sank, not only because she was sad, but at that time she was completely alone and helpless, wishing she could just die like this, but fortunately, while working and studying, she was able to barely make ends meet, and with her parents' inheritance, she barely survived until she went to college. graduate.

If it weren't for those years of tempering, maybe she would not have the thoughts she has today.

"You didn't study well when you were young, but now you are very smart?"

Lu Yuqian suddenly felt something was wrong, but he couldn't say it out, so he could only grasp the existing doubts and ask further.

Ordinarily, a family like her fell into a coma directly after an accident. They have never experienced anything in these years, so it is impossible to have such insights and thoughts, plus the enthusiasm when they were studying, and the saying that they can't study well...

"I've always been smart, okay? It's just that I didn't take it seriously when I was young."

Ye Lingyue was able to answer this question very well. After all, she was indeed poor in her studies at the time. If it wasn't for the blows brought by her family and the pressure of life, which forced her to understand that if she didn't study hard, there would be absolutely no way out. It's all the sister who doesn't study well.

"Oh, you are a bad boy."

Lu Yuqian smiled slightly, and the corners of his sharp lips were curved up, looking very pretty.

Ye Lingyue turned her head just in time to see his faint smile and couldn't help being a little stunned.

This was the first time I saw him smile. It was a smile that wasn't ironic or desolate. It couldn't be called happy, but it was definitely not a negative smile.

The good looks make people lose their minds. I thought that Lu Yuqian was the kind of man who was only cold and oppressive, but today I discovered that he also has a sunny and warm side, not just giving orders coldly even if he cares about others.

"Look at what?"

After listening for a long time, without waiting for her response, Lu Yuqian turned his head, just in time to see her squinting her eyes slightly, looking at him with a smile, her gentle and peaceful face made him a little flustered.

"Look at you, ahem, I'm sorry."

Before Ye Lingyue came back to her senses, she subconsciously realized something was wrong after answering, and quickly apologized with a bitter face.

Even if this person has a smiling face, it's just a coincidence, definitely not a well-intentioned character. Ye Lingyue firmly believed in this a long time ago.

"Why are you apologizing?"

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