resentment

After seeing the doctor, Lin Lan took the child home.

Seeing the child's face flushed with fever, Lin Lan couldn't do anything but cry silently.

Xu is the mother and child, the baby woke up, crying 'babbling' because of the discomfort, even Jiang Jingshu couldn't help but secretly wiped the tears, not to mention how distressed the mother is, that's the heart!
"Stop crying, baby. Mom knows you're uncomfortable. Mom is useless. It would be nice if I could hurt you for you..." Speaking of this, Lin Lan couldn't help crying, and the child seemed to be infected by emotions. The voice was even louder.

If this continues, I'm afraid the situation will get out of hand, Jiang Jingshu patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, it's useless for you to cry, the child is not comfortable being held by you, you can put him to sleep first, the child is also tired It's gone." Although she has never raised a child before, she also knows some ways to coax children.

I remember that in the past, she really wanted a child, but for some reason, she couldn't conceive it.Later, I went to the hospital to find out that due to her physical condition, it was very difficult for her to conceive. At that time, she really collapsed.

If she can't even have a child in this life, she is not a complete woman, why should she stay by Gu Jingchen's side?It's not that she didn't think about leaving, but the man said that he didn't care at all, as long as she was there, he didn't need anything!

This may be the most beautiful love story she has ever heard in her life, and she is even more determined to give him a child.But this wish has not been fulfilled, they have already come to this step, what a trick!
Sometimes she also wondered, if there was a child between them, would she still be so determined to go?However, these are all her imagination after all!
Realizing that she was distracted, she shook her head, what happened recently?So easy to miss the past?Hurry up to get these distracting thoughts out of your mind and focus, now is not the time to think about these messy things.

"There's someone sneaking around outside, do you know him?" Lin Lan was coaxing the child to sleep, and Jiang Jingshu couldn't help much. When she was looking around, she saw an old woman hesitated outside the door and sneaked in. Looking inside, she found it strange and couldn't help asking.

Hearing Jiang Jingshu ask herself, Lin Lan looked up, with a little anger in her eyes: "She is the nanny I hired." The child had already fallen asleep in a daze, and she tiptoed out the door to question her.The child was fine before she went out today, why did she have a fever all of a sudden?Who else is not responsible for the nanny?
Jiang Jingshu didn't intend to stop her, after all, she was not qualified to ask, if it was her, she would definitely do the same!So let her go.

Before Lin Lan could speak, the nanny immediately apologized sincerely: "Ma'am, I'm sorry, it's my fault. Because the child was dirty, I wanted to wash him, but I didn't expect him to catch a cold. How do you punish him?" I'm fine, just don't drive me away, I promise that this kind of thing won't happen again!" Speaking of this, she wiped the corners of her eyes with her hands.

Seeing the nanny's sincere attitude, Lin Lan couldn't even express the complaints that came to his lips. He is a gentle and kind person, how can he pretend to be tough?At the beginning, she also decided to hire him because she felt that the other party was pitiful, but now she still has no heart to deal with it.

Others did it unintentionally, and they were all for the sake of the child. She really couldn't blame her: "Don't think too much, I know I can't blame you, just pay more attention next time." After finishing speaking, she went straight in The ward went with the child, and she didn't know how to get angry with others.

This result was expected. Just as Jiang Jingshu was about to go in, she accidentally caught a glimpse of the nanny showing a smug smile, and she knew something in her heart. It seemed that things were not that simple.

The nanny didn't notice Jiang Jingshu, she was full of pride now, how could there be such a stupid woman?
She believed everything she said. It seemed that she could do whatever she wanted in the future, as long as she found a good excuse.Moreover, this silly woman paid a considerable salary in order for people to take good care of their children, so she desperately wanted to stay. She really found the right job.

Now that something was wrong, Jiang Jingshu felt that there was no need to expose some things, so she ignored it and told Lin Lan to let her handle it. After all, it belonged to other people's family affairs and it was not convenient for her to intervene.

"You don't have anything to do here, so go back first, and call you if you need anything." Seeing this, Lin Lan has decided to accompany the child by herself, so there is no need for a nanny here. She dismissed it on her own.

The nanny didn't doubt that there was him, so she nodded and left. She thought that her work was perfect, but she didn't know that she had been seen through long ago.

When Jiang Jingshu entered, the child was already fast asleep, and Lin Lan's whole body was filled with the brilliance of motherhood.This kind of demeanor, maybe it is impossible for me to exist in my whole life!she thought to herself mockingly.

When Xu Shi heard the door knock, Lin Lan turned around, and tears covered her entire face: "Jingshu, do you think I am useless? I can't even take care of my own children. Why are you lying on the hospital bed and suffering?" Is it not me? If something happens to the child, how should I live! I have already lost Gu Kai, and I cannot lose this child again!"

All the grievances that have been suppressed during this period are poured out at this moment. When it comes out, she has no support. It is hard to think about it as a woman supporting herself.

Seeing the woman who has always been strong, crying like a helpless child at this moment, this is something she has never seen before, and she can't help but feel a little sour.When I was so helpless back then, fortunately there was someone by my side, so I wouldn't be so desperate, but the woman in front of me really had nothing left.

She walked over and put her arms around her: "Cry, it feels good to cry. Also, don't feel that you are worthless. As a single mother, it is not easy to raise a child alone. You are great!"

She didn't say this in the slightest perfunctory, but really admired Lin Lan for having such courage.In the final analysis, she and Gu Jingchen also had an inescapable responsibility for Lin Lan's behavior.

I don't know how long she cried, but when she raised her head again, her eyes were already swollen to the size of walnuts.She picked up a tissue and wiped it: "Jingshu, I'm sorry, I made you laugh. I don't know why, but I became hypocritical." When she said this, she smiled, but there was something in her eyes that couldn't be concealed. lonely.

"Tell me! How did you get here during this period of time? You can tell from the way you're having a bad time. If you don't mind, I'd rather be your 'trash can'." She let her tone listen Get up and relax, and ease the somewhat dull atmosphere.

To be honest, she really didn't like this feeling. It seemed that she had been in such a depressing environment since returning to China, and she was about to suffocate.

Lin Lan sighed and recounted the situation during this time.

"Since Gu Kai's death, the company has collapsed. After paying off the debt, I have very little money left, which is barely enough to support myself. But since the child was born, the expenses have started to increase, but life still needs to be paid off. Keep going, don't you? I also thought about giving the child away, but I just can't stop, this is the flesh that fell from me!"

"Besides, this is the only thought Gu Kai left for me!" Looking at the little figure on the bed, her tears flowed down again.

"Looking at you, you should have looked for a job too! Are there no suitable ones?" In fact, if you can have a stable income, you won't be living so badly.

Why hasn't she ever looked for a job? She has done everything for her children to live a better life!

"I have also applied for a job, but in today's society, there is no qualifications, and people don't even give opportunities. In order to earn some income, I can only go to a restaurant as a waiter, but in this way, how can I have time to spend with my children? , I can only find a nanny, who would have thought that such a thing would happen."

When she came back from the restaurant today, she happened to pass by Jiang Jingshu's store. Seeing that she was recruiting designers, she had the mentality of trying it out. Who would have thought that she would meet an old acquaintance.

Since meeting her, she didn't seem to have looked at Lin Lan carefully, and now she sat down to take a good look.The hands that used to be free from sun and spring water are no longer delicate because of working in the restaurant, and the hair that has not had time to take care of has become so dry that it is not in shape, and even the clothes are no longer smooth.She suddenly felt a little sorry for the woman in front of her.

He held the hands that were already callused due to rough work and patted them lightly: "Do that design draft well! I don't cheat for public affairs, and you know that I am very serious about work! I But we don’t want people who are incompetent.”

Although she said so, she had already made a decision in her heart, but she also believed that Lin Lan had this ability, but she had no chance, and it would be a big loss for those companies not to hire her!
Listening to her heartwarming encouragement, Lin Lan nodded: "Don't worry, I will definitely not let you down! I will definitely give you a satisfactory manuscript in three days!" She was still very confident in herself.

The two chatted a few more words, and Jiang Jingshu was about to leave. She had other things to do. "By the way, don't use your nanny anymore. Her eyes are not right. Maybe she will do something to hurt the child! The child is still young, so she should take it with her." Seeing Lin Lan nodding , she was relieved to leave.

Jiang Jingshu was a little tired when she got home, and she was just about to take a bath when she received a call from Mo Yin: "Boss, why did you think of calling me so late?" She was joking, and she was in a good mood. It's all on track.

"I just want to tell you a good news in advance. Don't you always feel that you owe me something? This time, it's time for you to repay your kindness. I will go to City A in six days. I hope you can do your best as a landlord by then. Treat me to something!" His voice sounded very happy, and finally he could see the person he had been thinking about day and night, and he didn't know how long he had been looking forward to.