resentment

When the final destination of the taxi arrived, Lin Lan and Jiang Jingshu got out of the car together. After thanking the driver and paying the fare, Lin Lan took Jiang Jingshu to the front of a clinic.

Jiang Jingshu looked up at the sign of the clinic, and found that the sign above and the faint smell of medicine inside all indicated that this was a Chinese medicine clinic.

Jiang Jingshu felt very strange in her heart. You must know that if someone is pregnant now, she will definitely go to a big hospital to find a western doctor. After all, it is generally recognized in the medical field that it is best to seek a western doctor when pregnant.

And this is also recognized by people, so when she saw that this clinic was a brand of Chinese medicine, she hesitated in her heart. She asked in a low voice: "Why did you come to the Chinese medicine clinic? How about we change it?"

Lin Lan smiled, then gave Jiang Jingshu a reassuring look, and then said: "Isn't I pregnant at the time? But I didn't know that the relationship with Gu Kai was very stiff, so the fetal heart rate was unstable, and I fainted Outside, there was a lot of blood."

Lin Lan froze in place, her thoughts seemed to return to a few months ago, she said in a soft voice: "I just fell down not far from this clinic at that time, when the doctor came to work, he happened to see me, I brought myself here to be treated."

After Lin Lan finished speaking, he added: "If it wasn't for him, maybe this child would not be safe."

When Jiang Jingshu heard this, she raised her head and took a look at Lin Lan. She happened to meet Lin Lan's eyes, but found that there was something crystal clear in Lin Lan's eyes.

She naturally knew that it was tears, and she didn't ask any more questions, but just replied with a light yes.

Lin Lan still loves Gu Kai.

And Lin Lan smiled apologetically, and when Jiang Jingshu didn't notice, she wiped away the tears on her face, and then walked slowly into the clinic holding Jiang Jingshu's hand.

"So from now on, I will see a doctor here habitually. As long as I have some minor problems with my body, I will take a look here. I have become familiar with the doctors here. In fact, the doctors here are still very good."

After listening to Lin Lan's words, Jiang Jingshu just nodded with a smile and didn't say anything. After all, she didn't know what the doctors here were like.

However, she looked around the environment of the clinic, where the walls were painted white, while the ceiling was painted in warm yellow hues when she looked up.

In front of the clinic, there are several pots of spider plants, which are full of green and full of vitality. If it is not for the faint smell of traditional Chinese medicine in the air, this is exactly like a private residence, and the kind of traditional Chinese medicine described in TV dramas Clinics are completely different.

"Although I don't know how the doctor is, the environment is still very good."

Jiang Jingshu thought slightly in her heart, and when she was looking at the Chinese medicine clinic, Lin Lan had already brought her to the doctor.

While the doctor was making preparations, Lin Lan suddenly asked Jiang Jingshu curiously:
"When are you going to have another child? I think you have nothing to do now. Having a child can not only kill your life, but also make your relationship more harmonious."

When Jiang Jingshu heard Lin Lan's words, she just smiled helplessly. She shook her head gently and said, "Since the first child was miscarried, Gu Jingchen and I really want to have another child, but no matter how hard we try, we still can't bear it." No, I can't compare to you, a hole in one, pregnancy can't be forced."

To be honest, when that child had a miscarriage, Gu Jingchen promised to give Jiang Jingshu another child because of guilt. He also worked hard at night, but it just didn't work.

In fact, she was still envious of Lin Lan in her heart.

Her gaze was fixed on Lin Lan's slightly pregnant belly, and her eyes were full of love, but it was a pity that no matter what she did, there was no news of her pregnancy.

Lin Lan naturally saw Jiang Jingshu's envious eyes. Although Jiang Jingshu hid it well, how could Lin Lan not find out if she kept watching Jiang Jingshu?
So Lin Lan smiled slightly, and then suggested to Jiang Jingshu: "Why don't you ask the doctor to look at it for you after I finish the examination. This doctor has a lot of research on pregnancy. You can trust him."

Jiang Jingshu heard Lin Lan's words, and a blush quickly climbed up her cheeks. She cooled the temperature on her face with her hands, and then said shyly: "It's better not to, this kind of thing just let things take their course."

But even though she said so, she still wanted to get pregnant very much in her heart, and she also wanted to have a crystallization with Gu Jingchen, which was what she wanted most now.

And Lin Lan naturally understood Jiang Jingshu's thoughts, she just smiled slightly and didn't say anything.

Soon, the doctor took care of Lin Lan's health and prescribed some medicines for recuperation.

And Lin Lan also asked the doctor to show Jiang Jingshu in a timely manner. The doctor quickly agreed, only to hear Lin Lan say: "See if she is suitable for pregnancy in her current situation. If possible, how can she get pregnant as soon as possible?" conceive a child."

After speaking, the doctor gave Lin Lan an expression he understood, and the doctor smiled slightly, and Jiang Jingshu already had this wish in her heart, so she didn't refuse, and agreed.

The doctor asked Jiang Jingshu to stretch out her hand, felt Jiang Jingshu's pulse, and then carefully observed Jiang Jingshu's face. Jiang Jingshu took off her coat and put it on the back of the chair because she thought her coat was in the way.

"Have you ever had a miscarriage before?"

the doctor asked.

"Ah."

"It should be because of the miscarriage. It is difficult for your body to conceive now. It may be a little troublesome to get pregnant in the future."

"What should I do?"

After hearing this, Lin Lan was even more anxious than Jiang Jingshu, she hurriedly asked, and Jiang Jingshu also showed anxious eyes at this time.

Jiang Jingshu thought that it was because of the wrong timing that she was not pregnant before, but she didn't expect that it was her problem. As long as she thought that she might never experience the feeling of being a mother again, she felt inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart.

And when she knew it was because of the previous miscarriage, she felt even more uncomfortable.

She didn't protect her first child well, so God's punishment for her is to let her have no children in the future, right?Her heart is in a mess now, she doesn't know what to do?
The doctor looked at Lin Lan's anxious gaze, smiled slightly, and then said, "But it can still be recuperated. There should be hope after the recuperation. Do you need some medicine?"

After the doctor finished asking, he looked at Jiang Jingshu, but Jiang Jingshu didn't respond, Jiang Jingshu was still immersed in her own world.

All she could think about now was that it would be difficult for her to conceive, which meant that she might never be a mother again, and the more she thought about it, the harder it was.

Then, both the doctor and Lin Lan were startled, she stood up suddenly, picked up the bag she put aside, and walked straight out of the clinic.

When Lin Lan saw this situation, after saying goodbye to the doctor, he also picked up his bag from the side, and hurriedly chased after Jiang Jingshu.

At this time, Jiang Jingshu seemed to have lost her motivation, walking on the street blankly, she felt that her soul was completely lost, and now she was like a walking dead.

Lin Lan quickly caught up with Jiang Jingshu. Seeing Jiang Jingshu's dull expression, she wanted to comfort Jiang Jingshu, so she asked softly, "Are you okay?"

But Jiang Jingshu acted as if she didn't hear at all, and continued to walk on her own.

Seeing that Jiang Jingshu didn't pay attention to her, Lin Lan asked a series of questions, but Jiang Jingshu didn't pay any attention to her. She sighed and said, "It's okay, didn't the doctor say that it can be taken care of? The child will have it."

But Jiang Jingshu still ignored her.

Lin Lan didn't know if she made a mistake in asking the doctor to examine Jiang Jingshu's body. Seeing Jiang Jingshu's current appearance, she felt extremely uncomfortable. She felt that all of this was her fault.

Soon, Jiang Jingshu arrived home, she walked into the elevator in a daze, and seeing Jiang Jingshu's appearance, Lin Lan had no choice but to leave.

I'm afraid Jiang Jingshu won't listen to what she said, and now that Jiang Jingshu has arrived home safely, she feels relieved a lot.She should be fine if she thinks about it later.

Lin Lan watched the elevator door close, turned and left.

Jiang Jingshu came out of the elevator, took out the key from her bag and opened the door, and saw Gu Jingchen sitting on the sofa, reading a book.

Jiang Jingshu went in and changed her shoes, her action disturbed Gu Jingchen, Gu Jingchen looked at her, the two looked at each other, Jiang Jingshu felt inexplicably uncomfortable when she thought that it might be difficult for her to get pregnant.

Gu Jingchen didn't understand Jiang Jingshu's feelings, he just looked at Jiang Jingshu's thin body, and then said sullenly: "Where did you go? Why did you go out without wearing a coat?"

Jiang Jingshu felt a faint chill all over her body, and then she remembered that her coat had been left in the clinic.

She touched her shoulder with her hand, and said softly, "It's okay, I'm just a little tired."

But there was a hint of disappointment in Jiang Jingshu's tone, and a hint of chill in that voice.

"Are you really okay? You don't seem to be okay now. Where are you going?"

"Okay, I'm really fine."

Jiang Jingshu forced a smile, and then said to Gu Jingchen: "I'm going to take a bath now, and I'll just rest later."

After Jiang Jingshu finished speaking, she didn't pay attention to Gu Jingchen's answer, but walked straight to the bathroom by herself.

And Gu Jingchen looked at Jiang Jingshu's back, and subconsciously felt that Jiang Jingshu had something on her mind, but he didn't know why Jiang Jingshu was like this.

His brow furrowed slightly.