resentment

"Since you're here, how about having a drink with me?" Li Zehai stopped Jiang Jingshu who turned around and wanted to leave. "For the reason that I worked so hard to accompany you last time, you can't refuse!"

It is best to have steps.

Jiang Jingshu was not too pretentious, and immediately agreed.

"Waiter, two whiskeys."

Li Zehai handed Jiang Jingshu a wine glass.

"I did it!" Jiang Jingshu gulped it down.

Time passed by minute by minute.

Li Zehai watched Jiang Jingshu drink a large bottle of wine one after another, and he grabbed the bottle that Jiang Jingshu was about to pour into the wine glass.

Jiang Jingshu wondered why Li Zehai stopped her from drinking, and looked up at him.

"what?"

"I don't want to drag you to the bathroom to sober up." Li Zehai frowned and snatched the wine from her glass.

Jiang Jingshu: "..."

"I'm not drunk!"

Li Zehai drank the wine in her bottle in one gulp.

"I don't care if you're drunk or not, anyway, there's no alcohol."

Jiang Jingshu: "..."

"waiter!"

Li Zehai raised his hand to signal the waiters around to ignore her, and then said with a headache: "I know you are in a bad mood because of those things..."

"But...Actually, if you are really upset, don't worry about that woman Eli, I'll handle it for you."

Jiang Jingshu put down the wine glass she had snatched, and looked at Li Zehai coldly.

"Don't mention her in front of me, I don't want to hear her name..."

"Ok."

Li Zehai looked at the woman in front of him, so sad but still pretending to be strong... Li Zehai felt mixed emotions in his heart.

Jiang Jingshu snorted coldly: "Why are you looking at me like that? Li Zehai, I don't need pity!"

"Waiter!" Jiang Jingshu yelled again, Li Zehai had no choice but to signal the waiter to bring her wine.

After a while, Jiang Jingshu, who was pouring wine into her mouth vigorously, reached the limit of her drinking capacity.

Li Zehai patted Jiang Jingshu's back lightly, as if gently comforting a wounded kitten.

"In the future, what are your plans?" Li Zehai asked.

This question made Jiang Jingshu's mind go blank suddenly.

Intend?What are you going to do?In the future?What else can Jiang Jingshu talk about in the future?She really didn't think about her future.

For so many years, apart from dealing with the big and small matters of the group, Jiang Jingshu has been around Gu Jingchen, worrying about getting along with him and quarreling with him day and night...

I have never thought about myself, I don't know what I want.

Jiang Jingshu laughed secretly in her heart, what did she plan for such a failure?What can you plan?
"I... have no plans."

Li Zehai thought that she just didn't know what to say because she was in a bad mood, but Jiang Jingshu continued talking.

"I used to think about how to deal with him every day, and the two of them had their own calculations to torture each other. Now it's easy and it's no longer necessary... On the contrary... I don't know what I should do..."

Jiang Jingshu looked at the wine glass in her hand, said while thinking, and finally looked at Li Zehai with a smile, and asked, "Do you think that he and Eli are a good match together? Do they look like a loving couple..."

"I'm like a vicious queen, tearing them apart... No wonder Gu Jingchen quarrels with me every day... Boys should like weaker ones."

"Hehe...Although, although...her Eli's weakness is just pretending."

"But even so, it seems to be much better than me... Tell me, should I pretend to try?"

Looking at her lonely look, Li Zehai couldn't help but wonder: "What's so good about that Gu Jingchen that makes you so desperate?!"

Jiang Jingshu repeated again: "That's right... Is there anything about him, Gu Jingchen, that can make me die..."

This has to start from the depths of Jiang Jingshu's memory...

Jiang Jingshu couldn't help thinking of the scene she didn't want to think of but also didn't want to forget when she was a child...

"No father loves, no mother loves, Jiang Jingshu is a child that no one wants, hahahahaha, look at it..."

"Hahaha, we don't want to play with her."

"..."

"..."

A group of mischievous children ruthlessly mocked the young Jiang Jingshu.

Lonely and helpless, she had no ability to fight back, so she hid aside and cried softly while enduring these injuries.

"Go away, you all go away! Don't bully her!"

Stand up and drive those people away, the heroic boy who said this is Gu Jingchen.

He knelt down to Jiang Jingshu's ear, and said with a smile: "Who said no one will play with you, I would like to play with you. Don't be sad, let me make you happy! I can play with you!"

How much that Gu Jingchen loved Jiang Jingshu when he was a child.

The memorable fragments in memory are always too beautiful
Unknowingly, Jiang Jingshu and Li Zehai talked about her past.Regarding, why did Gu Jingchen make her so determined.

Jiang Jingshu pointed at herself, hiccupped, and said.

"When I was just sensible, God gave me a big gift. No one expected... I was so young... My parents had an accident... It was a car accident."

She took another sip of her drink and cleared her throat.

"Since then, I have become an orphan... wherever I go alone, people around me look at me with colored eyes."

Jiang Jingshu, who has been withdrawn since she was a child, endures the ridicule, neglect, and contempt imposed on her by others.
"Li Zehai, do you know children? They don't have many things to care about...but they have an innate vanity. Knowing that I don't have parents, none of them want to play with me...because I Without what they all have, they all think they are better than me!
Slowly, I will not get close to anyone... I will always be alone. "

Li Zehai listened to his story quietly, but he didn't expect that Jiang Jingshu's life experience was so similar to his, as an orphan, and also relying on herself to make a living.

"Later, only Gu Jingchen was willing to come close to me and take care of me. Stand up for me in everything..."

Li Zehai understood.

It turned out that during Jiang Jingshu's darkest time, only Gu Jingchen was by her side the whole time, protecting her and protecting her.

No wonder……

Jiang Jingshu continued to tell.

"We've been inseparable since childhood, and he doted on me very much at that time!"

"Whether it's junior high school or high school, if someone wants to bully me...or get closer, Gu Jingchen is the first to come out to defend me!"

"Fight for me, contradict the teacher for me, take the blame for me, take me to dinner, take me to play together"

"Everything that should be crazy in youth, and can be crazy, was spent by Gu Jingchen with me..."

"At that time, the only one I, Jiang Jingshu, could rely on was Gu Jingchen!"

"I always thought I could go on like this... Li Zehai, do you understand? At that time, he was the warmth of your whole world!"

"How can you let me throw away such warmth..."

Li Zehai sighed, and reached out to touch Jiang Jingshu's back.

He didn't expect Jiang Jingshu's life experience to be so pitiful, and a girl who was supposed to be loved has experienced so many unexpected things...

He felt that he was not just interested in Jiang Jingshu, who had a story and a similar background.

Jiang Jingshu didn't know about his mental activities.She was just talking about herself, and the memory still made her feel very happy.

All the pictures are like playing a movie tape.

Scenes are playing...playing...

There are bitterness and sweetness, laughter and tears...

"I grew up wishing, really wishing...to have a complete family."

This is the knot in Jiang Jingshu's heart, she said sadly.

"I always thought that I would have...but..."

Jiang Jingshu raised her head in distress, and looked at Li Zehai: "Is there something wrong with me?"

"Do I have to be like that Eli, pretending to be weak, to look like a woman? I don't!"

Li Zehai: "..."

as long as you are happy.Who said to pretend to try before?Should he remind me?
Looking at Jiang Jingshu who was lying on the bar with an innocent face, Li Zehai decided to ignore her incongruity.

Over there, Jiang Jingshu has already started to tell her own story.

"Since Gu Jingchen...ever since uncle and aunt arranged that marriage...everything has changed!"

"Gu Jingchen has changed, he treats me...a little bit like before..." Jiang Jingshu said, hiccupping again.

"It's not the same at all..."

When Jiang Jingshu thought of this, she couldn't help shaking her head.

"There's nothing to say later, what about you?"

Li Zehai felt distressed, looked at Jiang Jingshu, and sighed.

"Unexpectedly, you..."

Jiang Jingshu smiled, "Don't look at me like this. I tell you, don't sympathize with me... I... don't need it, I'm fine!"

As she spoke, she also seemed to feel a little drunk.She put down the wine she had to drink and lay down on the bar counter.

Li Zehai drank a glass of wine and chuckled, "I didn't intend to sympathize with you. Because I'm also an orphan."

Jiang Jingshu pursed her lips, not knowing what to say for a moment.

After a while, she finally uttered: "No wonder..."

Li Zehai looked at her with a smile: "No wonder why?"

Jiang Jingshu supported her head with her hands, and looked at Li Zehai playfully: "No wonder you always feel like me... Anyway, there is always a sense of familiarity."

Hmm... Jiang Jingshu added: "Probably this is why I can choose you as the tree hole!"

tree hole?He's really turning into a tree hole...

Li Zehai laughed, bypassed this matter, and brought up the old matter again.

"What are you going to do next?"

Jiang Jingshu looked at him, did not answer, but asked: "Your bar is your own hard work?"

Li Zehai nodded, and Jiang Jingshu tilted her head: "Then I can't lose to you... I lived a mediocre life before, and I can't go on like this in the future!"