resentment

"Jingshu, I know your heart hurts, if you feel uncomfortable, just cry."

Gu Jingchen wrapped his arms around Jiang Jingshu. He knew her temperament and knew that she couldn't bear such a blow, but no amount of words now could make up for the damage already done.

"Our baby is gone."

Jiang Jingshu said listlessly that her body was already weak after she had just had a miscarriage, and coupled with the pain of losing her child, her eyes were dull and she had almost completely lost her spirit.

Jiang Jingshu couldn't accept this fact for a while, so she cried very sadly, lying on Gu Jingchen's shoulder, tears pouring out of her eyes that wouldn't stay.

She was still muttering to herself, as small as the sound of mosquitoes flying, and now Jiang Jingshu's condition is extremely bad.

Gu Jingchen gradually felt the discomfort on his shoulders, the feeling of dampness, no matter whether Jiang Jingshu's tears wet his clothes or not, he would not care about the bigger ones.

When things got to this point, no one could have expected such a thing to happen, but as a man, Gu Jingchen suppressed the deep grief and indignation in his heart. He stroked Jiang Jingshu's hair and used soothing movements to ease her sadness.

"Okay, don't cry anymore, everything will pass, and we will have children in the future." Gu Jingchen comforted Jiang Jingshu, and these words were also convincing himself.

Gu's father, who was taking care of Jiang Jingshu at the side, looked at the young couple who loved each other but always encountered unexpected disasters, and asked them to talk to each other here, so he sighed and went out to find Gu's mother.

Gu's father didn't say anything, just sat next to Gu's mother.

"You said that Jingshu is such a good child, why is her fate so rough? She was only pregnant for a few days and then disappeared again." When Gu's mother saw the old man, she wanted to complain.

One person has one destiny, no one can decide who, the unborn fetus may not have come to them, and then left at a certain moment, why is this reason so far-fetched?
One pair inside the house and one pair outside the house, both are sad for this fetus who left without saying goodbye. After all, he was greeted with joy by everyone, why did he leave without nostalgia?
Jiang Jingshu bit her lip tightly, even if she was crying, she didn't make a whimpering sound.

A little life stayed in Jiang Jingshu's stomach for so long.

Every day we are so close to her, and sometimes we can hear the heartbeat of that little baby. Slowly, the mother and him have developed a relationship. How can Jiang Jingshu not feel sad?
People who were ecstatic to become parents, faced with a sudden blow, couldn't bear such a heavy blow, and suddenly felt empty in their hearts.

At the beginning, Gu Jingchen also favored this child so much, thinking about what he would look like after he was born, and who would he look more like, the feeling of excitement had not completely dissipated before he got such a sad news.

Crying and crying, Jiang Jingshu became manic and restless, no longer letting Gu Jingchen hold her, she grabbed his neckline with both hands, trying to treat him like the murderer of her child, her eyes were fierce, and the flames of anger kept burning.

"Why? Why do you want to kill my child? Who has any hatred against me, come to me now, why take my child away, and only come to me for revenge, isn't it good?"

Jiang Jingshu asked a lot of questions incoherently.

Jiang Jingshu kept shaking Gu Jingchen, her disheveled hair fell down, making her look closer to a crazy woman.

"It's not easy for us to come to the present. It's not easy for me to have a child, but why do you want to take my child away so cruelly?"

Jiang Jingshu superimposed all the painful past, complaining non-stop.

She cried until her eyes were red and swollen, and hiccupped from time to time. Seeing Jiang Jingshu like this, she was almost driven to death by pain.Gu Jingchen was afraid of hitting her on the back, so he let her breathe, afraid that she would cry out of breath in a while.

Gu Jingchen clenched his fist viciously, if he caught the woman who hurt Jiang Jingshu, she would definitely make her life worse than death.

At this moment, Jiang Jingshu received a call from Li Zehai's attending doctor. She suddenly had a bad feeling, so she quickly wiped away her tears and answered the phone.

Gu Jingchen wanted him to pick it up, because he didn't want the outside world to affect Jiang Jingshu, but now he couldn't annoy Jiang Jingshu, so he didn't fight for the phone.

"Hello, doctor, what's wrong with Li Zehai?" Jiang Jingshu tried to calm down while speaking, but her voice was still a little hoarse.

The infirmary over there is doing emergency treatment for Li Zehai, pressing his heart with voltage.

Li Zehai's blood spewed out again, he was enduring the unbearable pain of ordinary people, if he had to choose, what he really wanted to choose was death, not life.

He stared at the doctor eagerly, Li Zehai hoped to end this pain soon, but he didn't even have the strength to speak.

The doctor looked at Li Zehai, who was in danger, and said in a hasty voice that he had never seen before, "Li Zehai's condition has suddenly deteriorated, may I ask you to come here?"

Jiang Jingshu's heart tightened, but at this time she was dealt another cruel blow. Misfortunes never come singly.

Gu Jingchen noticed the strange expression on her face, and asked in a low voice, "What happened?" He gently wiped the sweat from her head with a tissue.

Before Jiang Jingshu asked the doctor and called her, was this a plan to inform her to be ready to receive Li Zehai's unfortunate news?Her tears were about to come out again.

But the doctor immediately went on to say: "He needs a bone marrow transplant immediately, but the donor can't arrive for a while, and now only you can save him."

The doctor pinned all his hopes on Jiang Jingshu.

Jiang Jingshu is now like Li Zehai's life-saving straw, as long as he catches her, he can have the hope of life.

The doctor was afraid that Jiang Jingshu would not agree. After all, the doctor didn't know her current situation, so he said very tangled: "You don't have to worry about the child, I will guarantee the safety of you and the fetus in your womb, and he will not be deformed when he is born. of."

It's okay not to listen to this sentence, Jiang Jingshu couldn't help crying, she said to the doctor on the other end: "The child is gone, my child is gone."

The doctor was stunned, and regretted what she said just now. If she had known this, she should have said less. She originally wanted to ask, but Li Zehai's situation was urgent, so she could only ask apologetically: "Then you Can you come over now?"

Jiang Jingshu no longer wanted to watch a life leave this world with her own eyes, so she agreed regardless, and said happily, "Okay, I'll go there right away."

When Jiang Jingshu called, the phone was pressed tightly to her ear, so Gu Jingchen didn't hear what the doctor said clearly, and didn't know what happened, so she wanted to ask Jiang Jingshu.

As a result, Jiang Jingshu got up and ran outside without saying a word, unable to stop her.

In Jiang Jingshu's mind, only the words "Only you can save him" echoed in the doctor's mind, and she had lost other judgments.

Gu Jingchen was at the door of the ward in a hurry, hugged her waist, trapped her, and asked softly, "Tell me first, what are you going to do?"

Gu's father and Gu's mother saw the two people who were entangled, and hurried over and asked, "What's wrong with you two?"

Normally, Jiang Jingshu would have some scruples in front of Gu's father and Gu's mother, but now her mind has only one thought, which is to save Li Zehai.

"I'm going to see Li Zehai, let go of me quickly, or he'll die if you're later." Jiang Jingshu twisted and struggled to break free from Gu Jingchen's hands, speaking anxiously.

Gu's father and Gu's mother were at a loss when they heard this. They didn't know whether Li Zehai was alive or dead, and why did Jiang Jingshu get hooked?He also helped Gu Jingchen stop her.

Jiang Jingshu could only beg Gu's father and Gu's mother, and said with a sad expression: "Li Zehai needs a bone marrow transplant. Now he is in danger. I match his bone marrow. Only I can save him in time."

Gu's father and Gu's mother softened a little, Jiang Jingshu saw the right moment, regardless of the three sevens and 21s, she forcefully opened Gu Jingchen's fingers, and ran forward.

No matter how you say it, Gu Jingchen is still a man, and he should be able to catch a sick woman easily. He ran over, stopped her, and asked, "Isn't he saved by someone? How can you be used?"

"It's too late for that person. By the time that matching person comes over, Li Zehai will be dead long ago, so hurry up and let me go."

Gu Jingchen firmly clasped her wrist, "No, if I let you go, it's obvious that I want you to die."

"Why is he dying? I just donated bone marrow, not my heart." Jiang Jingshu spoke firmly, and wanted to take all the reasons on her side.

As long as Gu Jingchen doesn't let go, Jiang Jingshu stays, no matter how stubborn she is, it won't help.

Jiang Jingshu has never been so desperate, and she couldn't stop crying when she thought of life slipping through her fingers.

No matter what Jiang Jingshu said, Gu Jingchen just didn't allow her to go, and her tough attitude didn't allow her to resist.

"Look at your own physical condition, and save others. Take care of yourself first."

Gu Jingchen pointed to her thin body, feeling that she really didn't have the energy to save Li Zehai. "You just had a miscarriage, and your body can't support such an operation at all, do you believe it?"

Jiang Jingshu didn't believe it, she has always been in good physical condition, and retorted: "I haven't done it yet, how do you know I can't persist?"

The stubborn Jiang Jingshu is desperate to go anyway.

The two quarreled in the hospital lobby, and Gu's father and Gu's mother came to stop them, but they couldn't separate the inseparable two people.

Gu Jingchen's head hurt from Jiang Jingshu's noise, and he rubbed his temples with his fingers.

"I beg you, Jiang Jingshu, can you think about yourself."

Jiang Jingshu understood Gu Jingchen's concerns, took his hand and said, "Jingchen, I have already lost a child. If I die again, I will go to hell in the future."

Jiang Jingshu's words were so miserable that Gu Jingchen's attitude gradually softened.