resentment

The sun gradually sank, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone into the ward and sprinkled warmth on the ground.

Sitting in front of the hospital bed, Jiang Jingshu dozed off, and the endless care for the past few days made her body a little overwhelmed.Li Zehai was lying on the bed, his face, which was always full of enthusiasm in the past, was now frighteningly pale.

He was lying there with his eyes closed, his face lifeless, if it wasn't for the slight ups and downs in his chest, anyone would have thought he had left.

The wall clock on the wall was ticking, and the whole room was silent.

Gu Jingchen opened the door and saw this scene, he lowered his voice and came in quietly.

Jiang Jingshu woke up the moment she heard the door open.

She looked up at Gu Jingchen who was approaching.

"Did I wake you up?" Gu Jingchen asked softly, looking at her confused eyes with a soft wave in his heart.

Jiang Jingshu shook her head, leaned her head against him, closed her eyes greedily smelling the familiar scent of Gu Jingchen.

Seeing Gu Jingchen at such a busy time always felt inexplicably at ease.

Gu Jingchen felt a little distressed, and gently stroked her long hair.Li Zehai, who was lying there, felt a little uncomfortable, "How is today?"

Jiang Jingshu came out of his arms, looked at Li Zehai and said softly, "The fever came back in the morning, and it just subsided in the afternoon."

My eye circles couldn't help turning red just after I finished speaking.

Gu Jingchen wiped her tears, "It's not your fault, why are you crying?"

"I'm uncomfortable." Jiang Jingshu's voice was a little hoarse.

"Jingchen, when I think of the original Li Zehai, and see him now, I feel so sad that I want to cry. Why, how can God be so unfair."

Jiang Jingshu choked up and said that she was trying to suppress her crying.

Gu Jingchen didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only let her fall into his arms, stroking her back one after another.

Jiang Jingshu kept murmuring in his arms why, why.

Gu Jingchen could already feel the warm dampness through the thin fabric, "I believe I will be fine, I have mobilized all the people, I believe it will not be long before I can find a matching bone marrow."

Jiang Jingshu nodded.

Li Zehai actually woke up when Gu Jingchen asked him, but before he opened his eyes, he heard Jiang Jingshu's suppressed cry.

He felt very uncomfortable, and when he saw the person he liked was sad for him, his heart was even more uncomfortable.

In fact, he really wanted to open his eyes and tell her that he was fine, he didn't care if he could find the bone marrow, but he knew it was useless, and finally he closed his eyes and chose to escape in embarrassment.

"Don't cry, Li Zehai won't feel good when he gets up and sees you like this."

Jiang Jingshu nodded, and gradually stopped crying under his comfort.

The room was silent, and Li Zehai couldn't continue to pretend, he woke up slowly after coughing lightly.

"You're awake, is there anything uncomfortable?" Jiang Jingshu asked excitedly when she saw him wake up.

Li Zehai was shaken by the bright smile on her face, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, looked at her and said, "I want to drink water."

Perhaps because he had been switching between high fever and lethargy for too long, his voice sounded very hoarse and dry.

Jiang Jingshu poured out a glass of water for him to drink.

Li Zehai's mouth was dry, but he couldn't drink much water. He only drank half a glass, and he signaled Jiang Jingshu to drink it himself.

Gu Jingchen looked at him and asked, "How is it? Is there any discomfort in your body?"

Li Zehai shook his head, and then said: "You have worked hard these few days." After drinking water, his throat became much more comfortable, and it was not as uncomfortable as when he spoke just now.

"Don't say that, you took care of Jing Shu so much before, now we should take care of you." Gu Jingchen went to the bed and sat down.

"Just tell me what you want to do."

Li Zehai shook his head, he really had nothing to do.Although he was ill, the people under him were also very capable, and they could handle the nightclub affairs very well.

Li Zehai felt that he regained a little strength, and slowly sat up from the bed, Gu Jingchen helped him adjust his position.

"Jingshu go back tonight. You don't have to stay here with me." Li Zehai said leaning on the bed.

"I'm not tired." Jiang Jingshu subconsciously refused.

Li Zehai smiled lightly. "I know you're not tired, but I'm afraid someone will be distressed. I feel much better. You go to rest for a night, and it's not too late to come back with me tomorrow."

"What's so distressing about him?" Jiang Jingshu whispered.

Gu Jingchen glanced at her and said nothing.He does feel sorry for her, but he respects Jiang Jingshu's choice.

"Go back, I'm fine, and my health is much better. The doctors and nurses here will take good care of me." Li Zehai persuaded again.

Jiang Jingshu knew that he would not let herself stay tonight no matter what, so she had to agree.

In the evening, Li Zehai ate a lot to make her feel at ease.

Before leaving, Jiang Jingshu told the nurses a lot of precautions, and asked the doctors and nurses to watch more before going back.

At three o'clock in the morning, Jiang Jingshu was soundly asleep when she received a call from the hospital saying that Li Zehai had a high fever again.Gu Jingchen heard the seriousness of the doctor's tone, and he didn't dare to be careless, so he immediately packed his things and took Jiang Jingshu to the hospital.

When the two rushed to the hospital, Li Zehai had already fallen asleep.

"How is the doctor? Why did you suddenly have a fever again?" Jiang Jingshu looked at the doctor and asked.

The doctor had just finished changing Li Zehai's medicine, looked at her and said, "Leukemia patients are like this, they often have fever, this is normal."

Jiang Jingshu took care of Li Zehai for so long and knew that this situation was normal. She was the one who got excited just now.

After sending the doctor away, Jiang Jingshu and Gu Jingchen took care of Li Zehai, but Li Zehai's fever never subsided.

This time Li Zehai's high fever was very serious, and the fever hadn't gone down in the afternoon, Jiang Jingshu was in a hurry.The doctor came several times, each time with a serious expression.

"How is the doctor?" Jiang Jingshu asked the doctor after the examination.

The doctor looked at her with a bad face.

Seeing Jiang Jingshu's heart skipping a beat, she couldn't help but shed tears.Seeing her crying, Gu Jingchen held her shoulders and comforted her, "Don't get excited, just listen to what the doctor has to say."

The doctor called the two to the office.

"Doctor, what's going on?" It's been a day, and Li Zehai's health hasn't improved at all, and they are very worried.

"This time the situation is not very optimistic. Mr. Li has already begun to bleed under the skin."

As soon as the doctor's words fell, Jiang Jingshu felt a bang in her head and took a step back. Gu Jingchen hurriedly supported her.

"So you need to find a suitable bone marrow as soon as possible, otherwise, even if we temporarily control it, the chances of you finding the bone marrow to treat it will be very slim."

The doctor's words exploded in the hearts of the two of them like thunder, and Gu Jingchen left with Jiang Jingshu in his arms.

Looking at Li Zehai lying on the bed in the intensive care unit, Jiang Jingshu couldn't help crying, leaning her head on Gu Jingchen's shoulder.

Gu Jingchen hugged her, silently comforting her.

"What should I do? He's still so young. Jing Chen, what do you say?" Jiang Jingshu sobbed.

The person on the bed gave her comfort and support when she was most helpless, but now she can only stand here and watch him suffer and can't do anything.

Gu Jingchen didn't know what to do, he had already used all his strength to find suitable bone marrow, and with the addition of Li Zehai's people, there were quite a few of them.But now there is no good news from both parties.

"No, I can't just wait like this." Jiang Jingshu suddenly had a firm look on her face, and then ran out.

Gu Jingchen looked at her actions in surprise: "Jingshu, where are you going?"

Jiang Jingshu didn't speak, and Gu Jingchen hurriedly caught up with her.

Jiang Jingshu ran to Li Zehai's attending doctor's office, looked at the doctor and said, "Doctor, can you see me?"

The doctor looked at the person who ran in in surprise, and before he could answer, Gu Jingchen ran over and hugged her, "Jingshu, what nonsense are you talking about, what time is it, please stop making trouble."

"I'm not making trouble!" Jiang Jingshu broke away from his embrace.

Looking at the doctor without blinking, "Doctor, do you think my bone marrow is worthy of Li Zehai's?"

Gu Jingchen held her back: "Jingshu, this kind of thing can only be matched by people who are related by blood. Don't make trouble here, don't worry, I will find someone right now."

The bone marrow of two people is extremely difficult to match, even relatives may not be able to match.And there may only be one bone marrow match in 10 people.

Gu Jingchen knew that she wanted to save Li Zehai, but how could Jiang Jingshu be one in a hundred thousand?He didn't think their bone marrow would match.So why try again.

The doctor frowned at the two of them.I don't know who to listen to.

Jiang Jingshu looked at Gu Jingchen with tears in her eyes: "Jingchen, just let me try. It would be better if you can save me. If you can't save me, you will accept your fate."

Gu Jingchen knew that Li Zehai had helped Jiang Jingshu before, and also knew that the two had a good relationship, but he didn't want Jiang Jingshu to take risks.

Just when Gu Jingchen was in a dilemma, Jiang Jingshu looked at the doctor and begged: "Doctor, I beg you. The doctor is benevolent, even if there is a glimmer of hope, you will try your best to save it, and you know that bone marrow donation will not cause too much damage to the body. Just let me try."

Jiang Jingshu's words were so earnest that the doctor had to take her for an examination.

Gu Jingchen knew that no one could stop what Jiang Jingshu wanted to insist on, so he had to let her.

After Jiang Jingshu finished drawing blood, Gu Jingchen waited with her for the result. "Do you think I can save him?" Jiang Jingshu blinked and asked Gu Jingchen.

"There will be a way to save him." Gu Jingchen answered irrelevantly.

Jiang Jingshu leaned in his arms, "It would be great if I could really save him. He won't have to suffer anymore."

The last sentence, Jiang Jingshu said in a very low voice, Gu Jingchen didn't hear it.When he wanted to ask again, Jiang Jingshu had already shut up, quietly waiting for the result.

Time passed by, the originally silent door suddenly opened, and the doctor walked out with a tired face.

Staring at it all the time, Jiang Jingshu got up to meet him, grabbed his hand, and asked excitedly, "How is the doctor? Are our bone marrows matched?"