resentment

Li Zehai didn't expect Jiang Jingshu to think like this in his heart, he felt very absurd and a little ridiculous.He endured it for a long time, but still couldn't help grabbing her arm violently.

Li Zehai looked at Jiang Jingshu's distorted face due to the pain, his heart ached, but his face was as cold as ice.He looked at Jiang Jingshu for a few seconds before letting go of her arm.

Before Jiang Jingshu could react, she heard Li Zehai's voice ringing in her ears.

"Does it hurt?"

Jiang Jingshu frowned and nodded, then looked at him inexplicably.

Li Zehai sternly said: "Jiang Jingshu, I don't care how uncomfortable you are, you have to bear it! You have to remember that Gu Jingchen is lying alone in the ward and is suffering a lot. He is not trying to save the next one. People who know and doubt whether they are evil stars!"

Jiang Jingshu's eyes lit up, and soon after she thought that Gu Jingchen might become a vegetable, the light in her eyes was like a candle in a strong wind, and it went out with a "swoosh".

Her appearance made Li Zehai very unhappy. In his impression, Jiang Jingshu was not such a dejected person.He said angrily: "You are ruining yourself like this, and you are also ruining Gu Jingchen!"

Jiang Jingshu looked up at him with eyes like a pool of stagnant water, "I know, but it was because of me that he..."

Li Zehai felt irritable. In his eyes, whatever Jiang Jingshu said at this moment seemed to be evasive.He didn't want to hear her evasive words, so he pulled her out of the hospital forcefully.

Jiang Jingshu struggled angrily a few times, but before she could say anything, she was forced into the car by Li Zehai.

Speechless all the way.

When the car finally stopped, Jiang Jingshu knew that Li Zehai was going to take her to his bar garage.Jiang Jingshu was puzzled, she looked at Li Zehai, but he ignored her, opened the car door and walked out.

Because of the previous car accident, Jiang Jingshu really didn't want to stay in the car alone.She followed up without knowing why, until Li Zehai stopped, and Jiang Jingshu realized that there were motorcycles lined up neatly in front of her.

Jiang Jingshu found Li Zehai's car at a glance.

Li Zehai walked to his motorcycle, and seemed to have thought of something funny, so he turned his head and smiled at Jiang Jingshu, "Jiang Jingshu, do you still remember when I took you to ride the motorcycle..."

Before Li Zehai finished speaking, Jiang Jingshu cut him off.She frowned and said, "I don't want to hear you reminisce about the past. I'll go back first if there's nothing else to do."

"Go back?" Li Zehai sneered when he heard her words, he looked Jiang Jingshu up and down, and said, "Are you talking about going back to your apartment or the hospital?"

Jiang Jingshu was very angry when she heard his eccentric words.

The pressure and anger that had accumulated for several days seemed to be just waiting for this moment. She yelled: "Where I go is none of your business? You don't know how I feel, so why should you dictate to me?"

"Why?" Li Zehai sneered, looking straight into Jiang Jingshu's eyes.

"I don't know how you feel? Then do you know how I feel? Jiang Jingshu, can you stop being like a shy hedgehog, stabbing others and not talking, but not hurting yourself?"

Jiang Jingshu didn't expect him to say that, and was taken aback when she heard it.

Li Zehai put on his helmet, and seeing her like this, he took the opportunity to hug her onto the motorcycle.Jiang Jingshu struggled a few times, but Li Zehai recklessly started the car.After a while, the car was roaring and driving on the road.

When Jiang Jingshu thought about Gu Jingchen, she didn't dare to move at all, for fear that Li Zehai would also suffer because of herself.

When Li Zehai was driving a locomotive, it was absolutely different from the calmness he felt when he was driving a car.

At this moment, Jiang Jingshu felt the wind and sand constantly blowing on her face, and her hair had already been blown back.Hearing the whistling wind, for some reason, Jiang Jingshu's heart was rare to be quiet.

The wind and sand were blowing, and it was indeed a bit piercing.Jiang Jingshu didn't wear a helmet, so she had to lean halfway behind Li Zehai, squinting and looking at the passing vehicles all around.

She felt that her own thoughts were constantly flying backwards like the surrounding scenery.It was as if, at this moment, there was only a shell left of me that could only go with the wind.No more worries, no more worries.

After a while, Jiang Jingshu felt that Li Zehai's speed had slowed down significantly.She felt strange, Li Zehai never started the car so slowly.Jiang Jingshu asked him why.

However, although the speed of the car has been reduced, the sound of the wind still fills the ears with "whirring".Jiang Jingshu had no choice but to shout: "Why did you slow down?"

Li Zehai didn't know if he heard it, but his eyes were still looking forward, but he let go of a hand controlling the direction, and took a helmet from the front.

Jiang Jingshu only thought it would be nice to hear the wind in her ears, so she didn't take the helmet, and she yelled in response to him: "I don't want it!"

When Li Zehai heard this, he didn't know what he thought of, and he laughed "haha".He tossed the helmet in his hand off the road.

Not long after, he made a behavior that shocked Jiang Jingshu—while Li Zehai was driving, he also took off his helmet with one hand and threw it on the road.

Jiang Jingshu looked back at the helmet rolling on the side of the road in amazement, she still couldn't open her eyes just hiding behind Li Zehai, let alone Li Zehai who didn't have any cover in front and needed to watch the road.

She shouted against the wind: "Li Zehai, do you want to die?"

Li Zehai was blinded by the blown sandstorm, and when he heard Jiang Jingshu's words, he also yelled in response to her, "Jiang Jingshu, are you afraid of death?"

Jiang Jingshu was taken aback for a moment, and quickly replied: "Don't be afraid!"

Li Zehai roared: "Then today I want to see if you, the 'evil star', are incompetent and can kill me!"

Many scenes of getting along with Li Zehai flashed through Jiang Jingshu's mind. She couldn't tell what it was like, so she could only reply him loudly: "Are you crazy!"

When Li Zehai heard this, he laughed a few times.He didn't speak, but accelerated the speed of the car suddenly.

Li Zehai and Jiang Jingshu raced crazily. Just turning a corner along the way, both of them would feel a strange emotion from the bottom of their hearts, as if they could fall off the road facing the cliff at any time.

At first, Jiang Jingshu was worried about whether Li Zehai's eyes were hurting or not, but after the two of them passed through countless turns together and almost passed the vehicle, she completely forgot about these things .

Finally, when Jiang Jingshu had become numb, Li Zehai finally stopped by the sea.

Li Zehai ignored Jiang Jingshu who was still in a daze, and got out of the car by himself.After moving his stiff and sore hands and feet for a while, he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.

He took out a cigarette for himself, and just as he covered the wind with his hands and was about to light it, Li Zehai stopped.He thought about it, but instead handed Jiang Jingshu one from the cigarette case.

Jiang Jingshu raised her face that was flushed by the wind and sand, and seeing Li Zehai's face was also flushed, she couldn't help but feel a little strange.She glanced at the cigarette between Li Zehai's fingers, and took it hesitantly.

Li Zehai quickly lit the cigarette and threw the lighter at her.

The latter took the lighter in a hurry, and clumsily lit the cigarette in his mouth.

Li Zehai saw her take a deep breath of cigarette as if facing a formidable enemy, and then coughed violently, he thought it was funny, and felt a little relieved in his heart—Jiang Jingshu looked a little normal at last.

Although the novice Jiang Jingshu was overwhelmed by the choking of the cigarette, she smoked it stubbornly until the butt was left, and then imitated Li Zehai, threw it to the bottom, and crushed it a few times with the sole of her shoe.

Li Zehai did not forget what he said when he threw the helmet, he waited for Jiang Jingshu to stamp out the cigarette, then smiled and looked at her, "I'm still alive."

Jiang Jingshu's eyes moved away from the calm sea and turned to his eyes.Her mind was still full of rumors, and it was a little difficult to understand what he meant for a while.

Jiang Jingshu looked at him for a while before remembering what she said on the road.With a thought in her heart, she nodded and said "hmm" again.

Jiang Jingshu's eyes turned to the sea again, and then fell on the area where the turbulent sea beat against the rocks.

At this moment, her heart seemed to be as calm as the sea in front of her, but there was always a corner trying to stir up a stormy sea.

Li Zehai was still smiling, but an unknown flame ignited in his eyes.He said: "I didn't die, and you are not a shitty evil star. You said that Ye Xing died because of you, and Gu Jingchen became like this because of protecting you."

"But Jiang Jingshu, the matter of Ye Xing has been clarified. It was Eli who killed him, not you. And Gu Jingchen became like this to protect you, and it is also because he loves you."

Jiang Jingshu stretched out her hand and touched her already stiff cheeks, only to feel that the breath out of her fingers and mouth smelled like tobacco.

She looked at Li Zehai in a daze, and the scene of her going out to the Civil Affairs Bureau with Gu Jingchen was repeated in her mind.

She remembered that Gu Jingchen was still wearing a suit that day, just like in her impression.And that day, when she told her about the divorce, Gu Jingchen was shocked and sad, and finally he said accommodatingly, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

The picture in my mind flickered, and it quickly switched to the scene of Gu Jingchen acting as her shield when the car accident happened.Then suddenly, what seemed to be a doctor's words came to my ears.

Jiang Jingshu raised her hand to cover her eyes, her heart suddenly surged like stagnant water.She cried like a hopeless patient.