resentment

With the police station's withdrawal of the case, everything seemed to be settled.

Jiang Jingshu squinted her eyes, lying on a deck chair on the balcony, with steaming coffee on the glass table at hand, the morning sun fell on Jiang Jingshu with a hint of warmth.

Jiang Jingshu hadn't experienced such a peaceful life for a long time.

Because of the media's wanton reports, Jiang Jingshu was questioned by everyone in the company, so she took a long vacation.Jiang Jingshu is not in a hurry to go to work, and wants to take advantage of this time to take a good rest and calm down her heart.

"Ding dong."

Jiang Jingshu was picking up the coffee on the table to take a sip when the doorbell rang.

"Who will look for me at this time?" Jiang Jingshu looked at the door suspiciously, but chose to put down the coffee cup in her hand, and got up to open the door.

The person outside the door is Gu Jingchen.

Jiang Jingshu glanced at him lightly, then turned to let Gu Jingchen in, "Why did you come here?"

Gu Jingchen didn't regard himself as a guest at all, he walked to the sofa and sat down on his own, "I'll come over to see how you are doing."

Jiang Jingshu sat down opposite Gu Jingchen, poured a glass of water for Gu Jingchen, and pushed it in front of him.

"I don't drink plain water..." Gu Jingchen was about to say that he didn't like boiled water, but when he saw Jiang Jingshu's slightly threatening eyes, he swallowed the words back, picked up the cup, frowned and drank it a mouthful.

When Gu Jingchen put it down again, he deliberately put the boiled water away from his position.

"You've seen it, I'm fine now, so, can you go, I want to be alone." Jiang Jingshu was originally calm, but when she saw Gu Jingchen, she unconsciously became irritable .

"Jingshu." Gu Jingchen's tone was full of displeasure, "Jingshu, you can move back and live with me." After thinking about it, Gu Jingchen still spoke out what was in his heart.

This is also the purpose of his visit today.

There were too many things during this period, so he didn't mention it all the time. Now that everything has been dealt with, it's time for Jiang Jingshu to go back home with him.

Jiang Jingshu glanced at Gu Jingchen indifferently, opened her lips slightly, and said three words indifferently: "Impossible."

When Gu Jingchen heard this, he immediately stood up anxiously, and asked in disbelief: "Why, wouldn't it be good to go back with me? Can't we go back to the past?"

Jiang Jingshu just sneered, "Back to the past? Back to which past, back to the time when you loved Eli and hated me?" Now that the name Eli was mentioned, Jiang Jingshu inevitably thought of her master.

"No." Gu Jingchen wanted to explain, but what Jiang Jingshu said was the truth, and he had no way to refute it. "We obviously loved each other very much before, why must we go to today?"

Gu Jingchen stepped forward and squatted in front of Jiang Jingshu, holding Jiang Jingshu's hands tightly with both hands, staring into Jiang Jingshu's eyes.

Jiang Jingshu did not dodge, but looked directly at Gu Jingchen.

During this period of time, when she was seriously injured by those rumors, it was Gu Jingchen who believed in herself without hesitation.At that moment, Jiang Jingshu clearly understood that she was grateful to Gu Jingchen.

If it weren't for this, maybe Jiang Jingshu would hate Gu Jingchen now, instead of being able to chat face to face.

But this doesn't mean that Jiang Jingshu can forget all this and start over with Gu Jingchen.There are many injuries that cannot be erased.Just like your own master, you cannot be resurrected after death.

Although Gu Jingchen helped solve this matter, otherwise he would still be in the police station.But who can say that all this was not caused by Gu Jingchen.

If it wasn't for Eli liking Gu Jingchen, and he and Gu Jingchen were together again, then Eli wouldn't regard him as a thorn in his side, then Eli wouldn't destroy his painting, and the master might not die.

Perhaps this is what is called retribution.

Back then, I shouldn't have tried my best to be with Gu Jingchen, then nothing would have happened.

"Gu Jingchen, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me during this time, but after many things happened, there is no way to go back." Jiang Jingshu pulled her hand away from Gu Jingchen's, got up and stood up.

"I'm very tired." The sadness hidden in Jiang Jingshu's eyes deeply hurt Gu Jingchen's heart.

"Gu Jingchen, I don't want to live to solve your troubles." Jiang Jingshu squatted down halfway, keeping at the same level as Gu Jingchen, and stretched out her hand to gently stroke Gu Jingchen's cheek.

"In the first half of my life, I have been living around you." Jiang Jingshu showed a bitter smile, and withdrew her hand, "Then next, I want to live for myself."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Jingshu stood up and walked to the door, and opened it for Gu Jingchen.

"Jingshu..."

Because Gu Jingchen had been squatting for a long time, his figure shook a little when he stood up.

"I'm sorry."

When Jiang Jingshu said she was tired, Gu Jingchen didn't know what language to use to respond.From that moment, he realized that he had brought so many scars to Jingshu.

And he naively thought that all this would pass.

Gu Jingchen dragged his body to the door, and stopped when he passed by Jiang Jingshu.

"Jingshu, take a good rest. I'll see you again when I have time."

Leave, the door is closed.

Gu Jingchen paused in place for a long time before turning around slowly.Looking at the closed door, his face was heavy, but his eyes were shining with light.

Even if Jiang Jingshu couldn't accept herself now, it was absolutely impossible for Gu Jingchen to give up so easily.

Once Jiang Jingshu followed her footsteps so hard and paid so much.Then I can also pay for Jiang Jingshu.

One day, Gu Jingchen believed that he would be able to heal the wound in Jiang Jingshu's heart, no matter how long it took, he would persevere.

When Gu Jingchen left Jiang Jingshu's house, his steps were exceptionally firm, but Jiang Jingshu, who was sitting slumped inside the door covering her face and crying bitterly, didn't know anything about it.

Across the door, one person has decided to give up, while the other is determined to persevere.

Jiang Jingshu hugged herself tightly with both hands, as if her fragility would not be discovered by others.How many lonely nights, Jiang Jingshu is like this.

"This is the last time."

Jiang Jingshu choked up and told herself, wiped away her tears vigorously, stood up and went back to her room, wrapping herself in the quilt.

Jiang Jingshu fell asleep at some point, and only woke up when her stomach was growling.

At this time, the whole room was already pitch black, Jiang Jingshu got up and opened the curtains, it was already night.

Jiang Jingshu walked to the kitchen and looked at the refrigerator. There were not many ingredients in it.Jiang Jingshu made some dinner casually and filled her stomach.Because she has slept enough, Jiang Jingshu doesn't feel sleepy at all now.But there is only one room, which is a bit boring.

Jiang Jingshu sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, and kept switching channels with the remote control, but couldn't find a program she wanted to watch.

"Drip."

The mobile phone text message sounded, and Jiang Jingshu picked up the mobile phone placed on the tea table.

"Remember to eat dinner well." It was a text message sent by Gu Jingchen, and one was also sent at noon, but Jiang Jingshu was asleep at that time, so she didn't see it.

Jiang Jingshu, who already felt that the night was a bit difficult, when she saw this text message, those painful memories once again flooded her mind.

Must find something to do.

This is the only thought in Jiang Jingshu's mind at the moment.Because she knew that if she didn't find something to do, she might really break down.

She really didn't want to think about those memories.

But where can I go?

At this time, Jiang Jingshu accidentally pressed the address book.

The three words Li Zehai suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.Jiang Jingshu shook her phone, got up and went back to her room, changed into a set of clothes, washed up and went out.

"Is that Miss Jiang?"

Just as Jiang Jingshu entered Li Zehai's bar, she was seen by Li Zehai's subordinates, who rushed to inform Li Zehai.

And Jiang Jingshu didn't know all this.

The music in the bar has always been deafening, and it shattered Jiang Jingshu's memories at once.Looking at the people dancing on the dance floor, Jiang Jingshu smiled slightly, sat on the edge of the bar, and admired it quietly.

"I invite you to drink this cup of 'Wangchou'."

A glass of wine was placed in Jiang Jingshu's hand, the cold touch made Jiang Jingshu tremble all over.Jiang Jingshu, who was about to refuse, took back what she wanted to say when she turned around and saw Li Zehai.

"How could it be you." Jiang Jingshu was a little startled by Li Zehai's appearance, and reached out to take the glass of wine.

"Wangchou" is quite suitable for her.

"My subordinates will notify me when they see you, and don't tell me how come you come." Li Zehai took the wine from the bar and drank it down.

"I just came here to have a look, so I didn't call you." Jiang Jingshu shook the wine glass in her hand, and the blue liquid fluctuated like the sea.

When Li Zehai first saw Jiang Jingshu, he felt that something was wrong with her, which is why he asked the bartender to adjust "Wangshou" for Jiang Jingshu.

"Looking at you, it seems that you have something on your mind?"

"I'm just a little tired and want to take a rest." Jiang Jingshu stopped the movement of her hands and drank it in one gulp.

Li Zehai wanted to stop it, but it was too late.When the bar wanted to refill Jiang Jingshu, Li Zehai refused.

"Then you can enjoy this night." Li Zehai and Jiang Jingshu looked at each other and smiled, a rare tacit understanding.

The night in the bar made Jiang Jingshu temporarily forget her troubles, but the person in another place was living a life that was worse than death.

"Get out, get out of here!"

The ward, which was once clean and tidy, is now full of debris.

Eli was sitting on the bed in her hospital gown, her hair was messed up, and the debris scratched her body, and blood seeped out, staining the gown red.

"Jiang Jingshu, you bitch, I'm going to kill you!"

Eli pinched the pillow with his hands, his face was ferocious, and he kept calling Jiang Jingshu's name.