No one knew what Shen Anxi was thinking about this afternoon.
Shen Congyuan spent the whole afternoon in a smug way. This woman was not flattering to what she did, but it was really easy for him to misunderstand her.
In the evening, when it was time to pick up the two children from school, Shen Congyuan couldn't help it, "Anxi, I'm going to pick up Dabao and Xiaobao from school later, do you want to go together?"
After speaking, Shen Congyuan was secretly annoyed, but he also felt very normal, after all, he really had no resistance to Shen Anxi.
He knew this feeling when the two first met, otherwise there would not be such a fake and taboo relationship, he just couldn't stand her frowning and smiling at him, even after so many years, he still didn't resistance.
Only Shen Anxi knew in his heart that the reason why his expression towards Shen Congyuan had softened these two days was because he no longer cared in his heart, so he would not be cold-hearted.
Just communicating with this man from the perspective of a friend is like getting along with Annie.
To be honest, when Shen Congyuan mentioned that he would take him to pick up Dabao and Xiaobao from school, Shen Anxi was a little moved, but thinking of her current identity, Shen Anxi hesitated again.
Now is not the time to meet the two children, after all, there are some things that have not been clearly explained to Shen Congyuan.
Since Shen Congyuan couldn't help but speak first, Shen Anxi knew that there were some things that he should say clearly, if he didn't make it clear in time, it would be even more troublesome in the future.
"I won't go today, we'll have a good talk when you come back tonight."
Hearing Shen Anxi's calm tone, Shen Congyuan suddenly felt a bad premonition.
Obviously the woman in front of her looked much more relaxed towards her, but there was always a feeling that the two of them were far apart.
Because the time was up soon, Shen Congyuan didn't continue to ask any more questions. After all, the two only wanted to meet each other at night, so Shen Congyuan went out.
When the two children asked about Shen Anxi's situation in the car, Shen Congyuan couldn't help but think about what happened during this period, especially before he went out today, Shen Anxi talked to himself at night.
There was a feeling in Shen Congyuan's heart that he didn't want to talk about it.
It is said that women have a sixth sense, and men also have their own intuition. He always felt that what Shen Anxi wanted to say to him tonight must not be what he wanted to hear.
"Father, why don't you talk?" After all, Dabao couldn't help it, and asked aloud when he was about to get home.
Compared with children of the same age, Dabao is much smarter and quicker, but his temperament is extraordinarily straightforward, and he doesn't like talking around the bush.
Come to think of it, if Xiaobao wasn't her own brother, Dabao would definitely not get along with someone like Xiaobao.
Shen Congyuan, who was distracted, was pulled back by this question.
After humming a few times indiscriminately, meeting Dabao's big ignorant eyes, he slowly straightened his face, "Don't worry, Mom will meet you in a few days."
The child knows that his father will not lie to him.Hearing this, my heart felt a lot more at ease.
Shen Congyuan was still thinking about not going to see Shen Anxi tonight, but seeing Dabao's expectant look, he should go and listen. He thought that even if Shen Anxi didn't like him anymore, he would always let go of the children. No less.
Moreover, when two people face each other every day, there will always be friction in affection. As long as the person is by your side, everything is easy to talk about.
I have to say that sometimes intuition is terrifyingly accurate.
Shen Congyuan went to the attic nervously, it was already ten o'clock, Shen Anxi was sitting in the living room without any accident, looking relaxed, eating melon seeds and watching TV.
"Come here?" Seeing Shen Congyuan entering the door, he just raised his eyes and continued to eat the melon seeds in his hand, with a casual tone, as if they were still the same old husband and wife, without any strangeness or separation.
But Shen Congyuan still felt something different.
Nodding silently, she sat beside Shen Anxi.
"A few children just fell asleep." It was an explanation for the time I came here. For many young people, the time after ten o'clock is just the beginning of the night, but since Anxi had the third child, her schedule has changed. many.
"I know." Shen Anxi replied lightly, as a mother of three children, she still knew more or less about the rest time of the three children.
Hearing Shen Anxi's calm voice, Shen Congyuan's heart became more and more uneasy, and followed Shen Anxi's example, grabbing a handful of melon seeds, trying to hide the uneasiness and uneasiness in his heart at the moment.
Talking seems to be a little uncomfortable, "Didn't you say you have something to say to me this afternoon?"
Obviously there is a feeling that he is going to the execution ground, but he wants to urge the executioner to be more cheerful when he sees it.
Shen Anxi was not surprised that Shen Congyuan took the initiative to bring up the afternoon, and spat out the melon seeds, "Yes, I have something to tell you."
In fact, Shen Congyuan is not the only one who is nervous, the reason why Shen Anxi eats melon seeds all the time is also because she is somewhat nervous.
Although in my heart, I feel tired and don't love this man, after all, I have loved this man for many years. If I want to tell him that I am tired and don't want to love anymore, I always feel that it is a bit cruel.
Most afraid of the sudden quietness of the air, both of them were silent.
Shen Anxi pursed her lips as if trying to organize her words. After a long time, she finally spoke out slowly, causing the heart of the man on the execution ground to rise and fall, and then toss it high again.
Shen Congyuan heard a soft voice coming from the side.
"You know, after going through so many lives and deaths, what's it like to suddenly look down on everything?"
As soon as Shen Anxi spoke, with a detached indifference, Shen Congyuan became more and more uneasy.
He moved his body uneasily, but he didn't make a sound. Whether he knew it or not, it was always a trap.
And Shen Anxi didn't expect Shen Congyuan to answer her words, and she spoke again spontaneously, "At that moment, I finally understood why some couples no longer love each other, but they spend their whole lives for their children."
Hearing this, Shen Congyuan closed his eyes in pain, no longer love?
He really wanted to question loudly, but he seemed to lose the courage in an instant.
"Maybe some people are really just for their children, or maybe some people just lost the ability to love a opposite sex. They are so tired that she doesn't want to have new feelings. She just wants to live with her children, especially A woman, the child is always the flesh that falls from her body. No matter what the child does, she feels that she can forgive it.”
"Even if he gave his whole life and everything for the child, and the child didn't understand him in the end, or even be filial to her, she still felt that everything was worth it."
In the empty living room, only Shen Anxi's cheerful voice could be heard, Shen Congyuan's lips were pursed together, and he wanted to say something over and over again, but in the end he seemed to have nothing to say.
Seeing Shen Congyuan's expression, Shen Anxi knew that this man understood what he meant, but it was probably the kind that was difficult to accept.
Shen Anxi stopped talking and gave him enough time to calm down.
It took Shen Congyuan a while to recover his voice, and he asked in a stuttering manner, "So, Anxi, what do you mean..."
Yes, will we be formal couples in the future?
After all, he didn't have the courage to say it. Shen Congyuan felt that he understood it, but he didn't seem to understand it. How did he and Anxi come to this point?
"Everyone is smart. The three children are still young. You know that the third child is not doing well recently."
When Shen Anxi mentioned the third child, her voice was much lower. She was guilty and an incompetent mother.
Knowing that the child was sick, but he didn't show up to take care of the child in time, and stubbornly insisted on what he wanted to do.
She also felt that she was a little selfish, but she also felt that what she was doing seemed to be giving something selflessly.
Shen Anxi smiled bitterly, "It doesn't matter if I'm selfish or for other reasons, Shen Congyuan, for the sake of us being together, please help me."
Shen Anxi knew that she was still selfish after all, she knew that Shen Congyuan still had some thoughts about her, but she decided to do such a thing.
"If, if you like other girls, I can take the child and leave." As if feeling that she was not cruel enough, Shen Anxi spoke again.
Shen Congyuan looked up slowly, the woman looked very sincere, but her expression was also tangled with guilt.
He really wanted to tell her that Shen Congyuan would never fall in love with another woman in his life, but when he met the woman's indifferent face, he couldn't say it out.
Shen Congyuan wanted to say a lot, but when it came to his mouth, he couldn't get it out, so he could only keep silent, watching silently, as if covering up could make this indifferent woman change her mind.
"..." Shen Anxi was also stalemate and refused to speak out again. When two people sat together, it was always like a silent tug-of-war. Whoever spoke first would be defeated.
Shen Congyuan took a deep breath for a long time before slowly calming down his mood. In fact, Shen Anxi's willingness to stay by his side is already the best result for him, isn't it?
Shen Congyuan kept comforting himself like this, as long as the person stays by his side, there is still room for maneuver in everything, which is much better than leaving the person completely.
Shen Congyuan took another deep breath to make himself look calmer, and his voice was calm and powerful, "Well, I respect your opinion."
Shen Anxi secretly let out a breath, it was not easy for him to get such a result.
"Thank you, Shen Congyuan." Shen Anxi looked at Shen Congyuan's sincere expression, "There are some things that we can't easily control. Now I only hope that my three children can grow up healthily."
Shen Congyuan could only nod silently. The child grows up naturally, which is naturally his wish, but...he also hopes that Shen Anxi can be happy.
Shen Congyuan spent the whole afternoon in a smug way. This woman was not flattering to what she did, but it was really easy for him to misunderstand her.
In the evening, when it was time to pick up the two children from school, Shen Congyuan couldn't help it, "Anxi, I'm going to pick up Dabao and Xiaobao from school later, do you want to go together?"
After speaking, Shen Congyuan was secretly annoyed, but he also felt very normal, after all, he really had no resistance to Shen Anxi.
He knew this feeling when the two first met, otherwise there would not be such a fake and taboo relationship, he just couldn't stand her frowning and smiling at him, even after so many years, he still didn't resistance.
Only Shen Anxi knew in his heart that the reason why his expression towards Shen Congyuan had softened these two days was because he no longer cared in his heart, so he would not be cold-hearted.
Just communicating with this man from the perspective of a friend is like getting along with Annie.
To be honest, when Shen Congyuan mentioned that he would take him to pick up Dabao and Xiaobao from school, Shen Anxi was a little moved, but thinking of her current identity, Shen Anxi hesitated again.
Now is not the time to meet the two children, after all, there are some things that have not been clearly explained to Shen Congyuan.
Since Shen Congyuan couldn't help but speak first, Shen Anxi knew that there were some things that he should say clearly, if he didn't make it clear in time, it would be even more troublesome in the future.
"I won't go today, we'll have a good talk when you come back tonight."
Hearing Shen Anxi's calm tone, Shen Congyuan suddenly felt a bad premonition.
Obviously the woman in front of her looked much more relaxed towards her, but there was always a feeling that the two of them were far apart.
Because the time was up soon, Shen Congyuan didn't continue to ask any more questions. After all, the two only wanted to meet each other at night, so Shen Congyuan went out.
When the two children asked about Shen Anxi's situation in the car, Shen Congyuan couldn't help but think about what happened during this period, especially before he went out today, Shen Anxi talked to himself at night.
There was a feeling in Shen Congyuan's heart that he didn't want to talk about it.
It is said that women have a sixth sense, and men also have their own intuition. He always felt that what Shen Anxi wanted to say to him tonight must not be what he wanted to hear.
"Father, why don't you talk?" After all, Dabao couldn't help it, and asked aloud when he was about to get home.
Compared with children of the same age, Dabao is much smarter and quicker, but his temperament is extraordinarily straightforward, and he doesn't like talking around the bush.
Come to think of it, if Xiaobao wasn't her own brother, Dabao would definitely not get along with someone like Xiaobao.
Shen Congyuan, who was distracted, was pulled back by this question.
After humming a few times indiscriminately, meeting Dabao's big ignorant eyes, he slowly straightened his face, "Don't worry, Mom will meet you in a few days."
The child knows that his father will not lie to him.Hearing this, my heart felt a lot more at ease.
Shen Congyuan was still thinking about not going to see Shen Anxi tonight, but seeing Dabao's expectant look, he should go and listen. He thought that even if Shen Anxi didn't like him anymore, he would always let go of the children. No less.
Moreover, when two people face each other every day, there will always be friction in affection. As long as the person is by your side, everything is easy to talk about.
I have to say that sometimes intuition is terrifyingly accurate.
Shen Congyuan went to the attic nervously, it was already ten o'clock, Shen Anxi was sitting in the living room without any accident, looking relaxed, eating melon seeds and watching TV.
"Come here?" Seeing Shen Congyuan entering the door, he just raised his eyes and continued to eat the melon seeds in his hand, with a casual tone, as if they were still the same old husband and wife, without any strangeness or separation.
But Shen Congyuan still felt something different.
Nodding silently, she sat beside Shen Anxi.
"A few children just fell asleep." It was an explanation for the time I came here. For many young people, the time after ten o'clock is just the beginning of the night, but since Anxi had the third child, her schedule has changed. many.
"I know." Shen Anxi replied lightly, as a mother of three children, she still knew more or less about the rest time of the three children.
Hearing Shen Anxi's calm voice, Shen Congyuan's heart became more and more uneasy, and followed Shen Anxi's example, grabbing a handful of melon seeds, trying to hide the uneasiness and uneasiness in his heart at the moment.
Talking seems to be a little uncomfortable, "Didn't you say you have something to say to me this afternoon?"
Obviously there is a feeling that he is going to the execution ground, but he wants to urge the executioner to be more cheerful when he sees it.
Shen Anxi was not surprised that Shen Congyuan took the initiative to bring up the afternoon, and spat out the melon seeds, "Yes, I have something to tell you."
In fact, Shen Congyuan is not the only one who is nervous, the reason why Shen Anxi eats melon seeds all the time is also because she is somewhat nervous.
Although in my heart, I feel tired and don't love this man, after all, I have loved this man for many years. If I want to tell him that I am tired and don't want to love anymore, I always feel that it is a bit cruel.
Most afraid of the sudden quietness of the air, both of them were silent.
Shen Anxi pursed her lips as if trying to organize her words. After a long time, she finally spoke out slowly, causing the heart of the man on the execution ground to rise and fall, and then toss it high again.
Shen Congyuan heard a soft voice coming from the side.
"You know, after going through so many lives and deaths, what's it like to suddenly look down on everything?"
As soon as Shen Anxi spoke, with a detached indifference, Shen Congyuan became more and more uneasy.
He moved his body uneasily, but he didn't make a sound. Whether he knew it or not, it was always a trap.
And Shen Anxi didn't expect Shen Congyuan to answer her words, and she spoke again spontaneously, "At that moment, I finally understood why some couples no longer love each other, but they spend their whole lives for their children."
Hearing this, Shen Congyuan closed his eyes in pain, no longer love?
He really wanted to question loudly, but he seemed to lose the courage in an instant.
"Maybe some people are really just for their children, or maybe some people just lost the ability to love a opposite sex. They are so tired that she doesn't want to have new feelings. She just wants to live with her children, especially A woman, the child is always the flesh that falls from her body. No matter what the child does, she feels that she can forgive it.”
"Even if he gave his whole life and everything for the child, and the child didn't understand him in the end, or even be filial to her, she still felt that everything was worth it."
In the empty living room, only Shen Anxi's cheerful voice could be heard, Shen Congyuan's lips were pursed together, and he wanted to say something over and over again, but in the end he seemed to have nothing to say.
Seeing Shen Congyuan's expression, Shen Anxi knew that this man understood what he meant, but it was probably the kind that was difficult to accept.
Shen Anxi stopped talking and gave him enough time to calm down.
It took Shen Congyuan a while to recover his voice, and he asked in a stuttering manner, "So, Anxi, what do you mean..."
Yes, will we be formal couples in the future?
After all, he didn't have the courage to say it. Shen Congyuan felt that he understood it, but he didn't seem to understand it. How did he and Anxi come to this point?
"Everyone is smart. The three children are still young. You know that the third child is not doing well recently."
When Shen Anxi mentioned the third child, her voice was much lower. She was guilty and an incompetent mother.
Knowing that the child was sick, but he didn't show up to take care of the child in time, and stubbornly insisted on what he wanted to do.
She also felt that she was a little selfish, but she also felt that what she was doing seemed to be giving something selflessly.
Shen Anxi smiled bitterly, "It doesn't matter if I'm selfish or for other reasons, Shen Congyuan, for the sake of us being together, please help me."
Shen Anxi knew that she was still selfish after all, she knew that Shen Congyuan still had some thoughts about her, but she decided to do such a thing.
"If, if you like other girls, I can take the child and leave." As if feeling that she was not cruel enough, Shen Anxi spoke again.
Shen Congyuan looked up slowly, the woman looked very sincere, but her expression was also tangled with guilt.
He really wanted to tell her that Shen Congyuan would never fall in love with another woman in his life, but when he met the woman's indifferent face, he couldn't say it out.
Shen Congyuan wanted to say a lot, but when it came to his mouth, he couldn't get it out, so he could only keep silent, watching silently, as if covering up could make this indifferent woman change her mind.
"..." Shen Anxi was also stalemate and refused to speak out again. When two people sat together, it was always like a silent tug-of-war. Whoever spoke first would be defeated.
Shen Congyuan took a deep breath for a long time before slowly calming down his mood. In fact, Shen Anxi's willingness to stay by his side is already the best result for him, isn't it?
Shen Congyuan kept comforting himself like this, as long as the person stays by his side, there is still room for maneuver in everything, which is much better than leaving the person completely.
Shen Congyuan took another deep breath to make himself look calmer, and his voice was calm and powerful, "Well, I respect your opinion."
Shen Anxi secretly let out a breath, it was not easy for him to get such a result.
"Thank you, Shen Congyuan." Shen Anxi looked at Shen Congyuan's sincere expression, "There are some things that we can't easily control. Now I only hope that my three children can grow up healthily."
Shen Congyuan could only nod silently. The child grows up naturally, which is naturally his wish, but...he also hopes that Shen Anxi can be happy.
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