Mr. President is too paranoid

An Yan's heart was like a mess, unable to sort out his thoughts.In fact, I was very clear in my heart that I was too greedy.Why do you want to be favored by two people.

The two members of the Gu family were so kind to An Yan at the same time, An Yan was really uncomfortable.Even, a little overwhelmed.Think about it, whenever An Yan is sick, Gu Mo is by his side, warm and caring.

Now, take advantage of Gu Mo's absence to accept Gu Mu's kindness.An Yan's heart does not allow him to do this, and he is very clear in his heart.My feeling towards Gu Mo is completely different from that of Gu Mu.

The breeze was blowing gently, An Yan sat on the beach and let the summer wind caress his skin.There is still some self-blame in my heart, if it is not because of myself, things will not develop to this situation!
Today's marriage proposal was unsuccessful, An Yan made Gu Mu feel very embarrassed.So many people around were watching, only to see a joke.

Gu Mu should feel very uncomfortable, and even feel a little bit of self-blame.Blame myself for not controlling it, if it eases up for a while.The next thing can be done smoothly or not.

In fact, Gu Mu knew exactly where the problem was.It's just that I have been avoiding this question in my heart, and I have never wanted to admit it.Why, every time Gu Mu likes something, there will always be a guy like Gu Mo who wants to step in.

Even the matter of An Yan is the same, obviously he met An Yan first.But somehow, he and Gu Mo got together again.God is really a person who likes to watch theater very much, always creating different problems for humans to solve.

Is it a test of human patience and challenge?For Gu Mu, no matter how good a woman is in the world, she is not one-tenth of An Yan's.As for how to say this, Gu Mu couldn't explain the feeling of being unclear.

It's just that there is an inexplicable premonition in my heart that Gu Mu is going to lean towards An Yan.It's just that for An Yan, he faintly felt that it was a completely different matter for Gu Mu.

An Yan admits in his heart that the time he spent with Gu Mu was very harmonious and very happy.It's just that it's not the feeling between lovers at all. If you have to say that feeling, it's more like the feeling between friends.

Although Gu Mo is sometimes a little indifferent, or a little high-minded.However, Gu Mu couldn't give the feeling of peace of mind when he was with Gu Mo.

An Yan felt very distressed immediately, and didn't know how to face Gu Mu next.Even thought of fleeing.It was agreed to come here for the past two days, but An Yan felt a little scared when Gu Mu broke into him and proposed marriage.

The fear in his heart made An Yan want to escape.As soon as An Yan turned around here, Gu Mu hurried after him, and the crowd all had strange expressions.Why did a proposal ceremony that was supposed to be a good one suddenly become like this?

No one knew exactly what happened, Gu Mu couldn't care less.In his mind, he must find An Yan now, otherwise if something happens to An Yan.

Gu Mu might not even have the heart to live, the condemnation in his heart.I blame myself, if I am not too impatient.An Yan would not be allowed to have such thoughts, and finally a familiar figure appeared in front of Gu Mudi.

It was the side of a sand dune, Gu Mu clearly remembered it.When An Yan is at the seaside, he likes to pile up sand dunes to represent his emotions.Gu Mu walked to An Yan's side and sat down slowly.

Then he heard An Yan's hoarse voice, as if he had been thinking about this question for a long time: "Am I too greedy?"

Gu Mu knew what An Yan's words meant, but he didn't know how to comfort the person in front of him, so he sighed deeply: "I'm sorry An Yan, don't worry, I won't force you anymore. Let’s let it go first!”

An Yan didn't speak, but just fiddled with the sand dunes in front of him blindly, and the two of them didn't speak any more during the whole process.Gu Mu felt very heavy in his heart, could it be that he had reached the point where he had nothing to say?

Although Gu Mu didn't say anything on the surface, seeing An Yan like this, he still hated Gu Mo in his heart.If there is no Gu Mo, Gu Mu will be able to do things more smoothly, but now, how should he express his heart with An Yan.

I'm afraid that every subsequent interaction will be awkward.According to Gu Mu's understanding of An Yan during this time, once he can't face a person, he will try his best to escape.

This is what Gu Mu is most afraid of, once An Yan starts to avoid Gu Mu.Then Gu Mu will never have another chance, how could he let his favorite person be sent to someone else's bed for nothing.

Gu Mu was very unwilling, he secretly made up his mind.Gu Mo must be completely disappeared from An Yan's world. Seeing that Gu Mu was still silent, An Yan said, "Gu Mu, you actually think I'm greedy, don't you?"

Why is this topic again, Gu Mu felt very helpless.After adjusting his emotions, he gently stroked An Yan's hair: "An Yan, listen to me. You are not greedy, these are what you should have.

If Gu Mo can't give you, I will give you.I know that you still feel guilty towards Gu Mo.In fact, you don't have to blame yourself at all.If Gu Mo could see you happy, I believe he would be very happy too.

So, you don't have to think so much to know?An Yan, I know that there are a lot of things that have happened recently, and you can't accept it for a while.However, time is the best medicine, what should pass will pass. "

An Yan didn't speak, but continued to play with the sand dunes.She knew very well in her heart that Gu Mu's love for her was real.It's just that now An Yan feels very entangled, because he doesn't know whether it is love for Gu Mu.

Even, An Yan felt that as long as he was with Gu Mu, he would feel sorry for Gu Mo.Therefore, An Yan wanted to escape, but she didn't know how to say it.

An Yan looked at Gu Mu beside him, and stared at the sky.Let him lose color in front of so many people today, Gu Mu didn't get angry but rushed to find An Yan instead.

This made An Yan feel very relieved, but also made An Yan feel sad.This is not the life An Yan wants, she knows that Gu Mu is just worried about her.Afraid that An Yan would be overwhelmed and do something stupid.

However, he didn't know that An Yan just wanted to find a place to be quiet.Gu Mudi's relentless pursuit put An Yan under a lot of pressure.Even though An Yan didn't say anything on the surface, he was forcibly controlling it in his heart.

At this moment, An Yan's heart was very confused, and he thought that he just wanted to come out and have fun.But he never expected Gu Mu to make a surprise attack, which caught An Yan by surprise.

At this time, the mobile phone sang a song aside.An Yan touched his pocket, who would look for me at this time, it's around noon.

Rubbing her red and swollen eyes, she looked at the phone screen, it was Ye Xin.This girl didn't know where she wanted to go for fun, so she adjusted her mood: "Ye Xin, you called me at noon, do you mean to invite me to dinner?"

The other party laughed when he heard this: "An Yan, have you been eating just recently? Can't you have anything else to do? I just want to eat and ask where you are. I have good news."

An Yan was slightly taken aback: "What good news? Could it be that you won the jackpot?" An Yan was a little surprised, because she really couldn't think of anything that would make Ye Xin happier than winning the lottery.

"Tch, An Yan, you said that your monthly salary is not bad now! How can you be so money-obsessed? Let me tell you, if this was in the previous era! If you don't manage it, you will be a landlady, and you can't live without it anywhere. money.

Let me tell you the truth, I called to ask you, where are you?Recently, I met a women's clothing company that just opened. Not to mention fashion, the prices are very affordable.

That's why I wanted to ask, do you have time this afternoon?We can have a cup of afternoon tea together, drop by for a stroll, and maybe find two nice clothes. "

Before Ye Xin finished speaking, An Yan interrupted Ye Xin's words: "Stop, have you started to indulge yourself again, girl? Let me tell you, I'm at the seaside now.

Let me see, if I can go back, I will call you when I get home.If you can't go, you go first.It is also possible to go together after a while. "

The other party didn't speak for a long time, and just when An Yan wanted to get angry, the other party said: "Oh", this word is very heavy.An Yan has no intention of going shopping at all right now, and his whole mind is on this matter.

Gu Mu on the side seemed to feel something: "Ye Xin wants you to go back! An Yan, don't be so sad, okay? I've said it all, you're not very worried, so don't put so much pressure on yourself, okay? .

You have to trust me, everything will be fine.Since we finally came here, let's have a good time here and put all the worries behind us, shall we? "

An Yan felt that what Gu Mu said was correct, instead of thinking about things here.It's better to have a good game, and then go to the girl Ye Xin to make amends after returning home.

Layer after layer of waves rushed towards our faces, and behind us came the laughter of some lovers.One pair, An Yan looked envious.Is there anyone like An Yan who, in pursuit of his own happiness, ended up in a predicament.

An Yan said yes, but still lowered his head.She didn't look like she wanted to let go at all, but An Yan already felt much better in her heart.At least the stone on his chest has been removed.

Gu Mu looked at An Yan's expression from the side, got up and pulled An Yan up, and walked towards the beach.

Chapter 173 Let's Let It Go
An Yan didn't want to move, but still wanted to sit on the beach: "Gu Mu, let's sit down! I'm not feeling well, I can't be active, sorry." Gu Mu smiled and didn't speak.

It is not easy to get a word from An Yan.I found a cooler place and sat down, with gusts of sea breeze blowing in my face.

An Yan leaned against Gu Mu's shoulder and closed her eyes.As if doing so, you don't have to think about anything.I really don't want to bear too much, maybe some people will wonder why An Yan escaped.

If it were anyone who encountered this situation, they should all choose to escape, right?Gu Mu hugged the person in his arms tightly, now is the happiest moment.

I just don't know how long this time can last, maybe it's just this moment.But anyway, if An Yan could be happy, that would be enough.

Gu Mu knew in his heart that Gu Mo had always been a knot in An Yan's heart.And it's completely impossible for Gu Mu not to mind Gu Mo's existence, he loves her so much.

How could it be possible for anyone to easily hurt her? The person in her arms looked peaceful.Gu Mu knew that this was just an escape.

Because I don't know how to face it, it will be better in this case.What happened today has left deep scars on An Yan's heart.Even, I don't know which aspect An Yan would think about when he was alone.

However, this is a challenge, a very difficult challenge.Inadvertently, Gu Mu saw tears streaming from the corners of An Yan's eyes.Have you encountered something sad?
Soon, before Gu Mu wiped away An Yan's tears.An Yan had already sat up and rubbed his red and swollen eyes: "Sorry, my eyes hurt just now." His voice was a little hoarse, and he looked away.

Before Gu Mu could start talking, An Yan got up and stood up: "It's getting late Gu Mu, I'm a little tired. I want to go back to sleep, you can stay here for a while! I'm very sorry, I brought you Got into some trouble."

How could Gu Mu feel relieved to let her go back alone, the moment An Yan turned around.But Gu Mu grabbed his hand and smiled: "I'll take you back." An Yan didn't resist, but felt that the person in front of her was a little strange, and she just wanted to go back alone.

Gu Mu gently hugged An Yan in his arms. After a long time, gusts of sea breeze blew over, blowing An Yan's hair onto Gu Mu's face.For some reason, An Yan was very familiar with this scene.

Even a little intoxicated, it may really be because of greed.He didn't want to leave such an embrace, but soon the scene of Gu Mo caring for An Yan resurfaced again.

An Yan hurriedly pushed away Gu Mu's embrace, and Gu Mu obviously felt it.But fortunately, Gu Mu didn't have a big reaction.Now that he's out to play, there won't be so much unhappiness.The sky was getting darker and it looked like it was going to rain.

It turns out that the weather at the seaside is also very unstable.An Yan gently stroked his skin, and he never felt sad because of sunburn before.

After parting, Gu Mu tried to hold An Yan's hand.An Yan didn't refuse, and the two walked slowly on the beach.Gu Mu looked at An Yan's expression, wondering what he was thinking.

Gu Mu was a little worried, thought for a moment, and sighed deeply: "An Yan, you don't have to think so much, really. The purpose of our coming out is to relax. If you are unhappy, I will also blame myself of."

Before Gu Mu finished speaking, An Yan stopped.Looking at Gu Mu: "I know, it's just that I feel very uncomfortable. I hope you can understand, I didn't want to be like this on purpose. Give me some time, please?"

Gu Mu didn't speak, An Yan had reached his limit.If he accidentally said something wrong, the girl in front of him should cry.Gu Mu would rather feel uncomfortable than see the girl in front of her cry.

Gu Mu held An Yan's hand tightly, and continued the journey.Neither of them spoke until they reached the hotel entrance.The two walked to the guest room area and arrived at An Yan's door.

Gu Mu gave An Yan a tight hug: "Don't think about anything, get a good night's sleep. We'll have another day of fun tomorrow, and we'll be going back the day after tomorrow. Don't waste such a good time , don’t disappoint my painstaking efforts.” After speaking, Gu Mu tidied up An Yan’s broken hair at the temples.

On An Yan's forehead, he kissed lightly.An Yan didn't resist, but his heart was very sad.She didn't know what was wrong, maybe it would be better if she pushed it away, but An Yan didn't have the courage to do so.

Why, this time there was an inexplicable sense of loss.Maybe it's because people are different, An Yan didn't say anything, but let go of Gu Mu's hand, turned around and entered the room.

The moment the door was closed, tears flowed down her face disobediently.It is very tiring to always control your tears in front of a person.However, in order to avoid some unnecessary troubles.

Still have to work hard to do so, Gu Mu stood in front of the door, knocking on the door when he wanted to.Think about it, or turn around and leave to return to the room.Lying on the bed, thinking about the little things that happened with An Yan.

However, Gu Mo still has a certain place in An Yan's heart.Gu Mu secretly made up his mind to make Gu Mo completely disappear from An Yan's world.

An Yan opened the window, and at some point there was light rain outside the window.Taking a deep breath, he picked up the mirror on the table and looked at his red and swollen eyes.

I couldn't help but want to ask my inner self what happened.Why do I always feel uncomfortable somewhere, but don't know what to say for a while.Especially when he was with Gu Mu, it was obvious that An Yan wanted to escape but couldn't.

Gu Mu was lying on the bed alone, feeling very uncomfortable.It was clearly arranged well, but why did it suddenly become like this.Could it be that Gu Mu overestimated his ability.

This Gu Mo actually occupied a very serious position in An Yan's heart, Gu Mu felt very unwilling.Why is there always this person involved in what I want somehow.

Gu Mu opened the notebook and began to flip through the previous diary, which recorded every detail of being with An Yan.Did the failure of today's marriage proposal put pressure on An Yan's heart?

It's just, what should be done to make An Yan completely accept himself from the heart.In fact, An Yan was also very troubled by this question.She looked out the window and kept asking herself whether she liked Gu Muduo or Gu Mo more.

Even she herself couldn't answer it, she only knew that the two feelings were completely different.If he was with Gu Mu, there would always be an inexplicable pressure, and An Yan couldn't explain that feeling clearly.

An Yan walked into the bathroom and turned on the water.Then he hugged himself tightly with both hands and burst into tears.She didn't know what kind of state she was in now, she just felt very distressed.

Even when you close your eyes, Gu Mo's figure will appear.An Yan has some grudges against Gu Mo, she once told Gu Mo that she didn't leave him.But why, Gu Mo still refused to let her go.

An Yan felt very tired, she wanted to have a good sleep.She took a shower and even rubbed her skin to pieces.But I kept washing it again and again, which made me feel very terrible.

After turning off the phone, he curled up in the quilt.An Yan wanted to be alone and never be disturbed by anyone.She felt so uncomfortable in her heart, that feeling was like thousands of ants climbing on her body.

She wanted to sleep well and not think about anything.I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to say anything.Early the next morning, when Gu Mu came to An Yan for dinner, he found that there was no sound in the room.

The phone was also turned off, which made Gu Mu feel very distressed.Thinking back on everything that happened yesterday, An Yan was not the kind of person who would leave without saying hello.

However, during this time, is it possible that An Yan is still sleeping?In order to prevent Gu Mu from asking the waiter to open the door, An Yan put on his shoes and walked behind the door: "Gu Mu, you go to eat first! I feel a little uncomfortable and want to take a good rest. Sorry, I can't go to the beach today."

Gu Mu knocked on the door and said anxiously: "An Yan, can you open the door and let me see you. I'm worried about you when you look like this. If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me. Don't be alone. Can people bear it?"

An Yan felt so bad for Gu Mu who was chasing after him so hard, she even wanted to shout out loud.However, she restrained herself and tried to calm herself down: "Gu Mu, let me say it again, please don't disturb me. That's it, when I'm in a better mood, I will naturally go to you. Don't disturb me, I go to sleep."

Afterwards, An Yan returned to the bed.She really has reached her limit and has no time to worry about anyone's feelings.But can Gu Mu understand?

Doesn't he love An Yan very much? Gu Mu should know this!Gu Mu outside the door was very angry at An Yan's sudden words.However, all he could do was wait.

It is already a very good answer to know that An Yan has not left.However, I was still very uncomfortable.Why, after being together with An Yan for so long, did An Yan not take herself seriously?

Gu Mu is sometimes very sensitive, and sometimes gets angry because of small things.But he didn't know that if he hadn't chased him too closely, An Yan wouldn't have been overwhelmed.

Time passed by like this, An Yan seemed to plan to stay like this forever.The light rain outside the window is still pattering, and in this kind of weather, we can only go to the beach to relax.

An Yan didn't mean to treat Gu Mu that way on purpose, but he didn't think clearly in his heart.I don't know how to face Gu Mu and how to get along with him next.