It's not too late to chase a wife: the little wife comes to hug

Guilt, entanglement, introspection, anxiety.And now her head is really a mess.

"Xia Wan, can we meet?" Fang Bin was still waiting for Xia Wan's answer.She thought about it carefully for a while, and found that it was really not suitable to think about any questions at this moment. Apart from a headache, she had no answer.

Simply, Xia Wan agreed.

"See you that weekend."

She also wants to see Fang Bin, she has many things to ask him, she needs to have a good chat with him.

Fang Bin said something again, and Xia Wan answered them one by one. He hadn't spoken for a long time, and Fang Bin seemed really reluctant to hang up the phone until Xia Wan said that he was a little tired and had something to say when we met tomorrow. Only then did Fang Bin tell her expectantly: "Then I'll wait for you tomorrow, we'll see you soon."

After hanging up the phone, it was completely dark, Xia Wan didn't turn on the lights, she was a little tired, very tired, like a person who had suffered a serious illness, and just persisted for a while.She felt uncomfortable all over.Xia Wan leaned on the dark table slowly, leaning on the table, with a dazed expression.

She has been sitting like this for almost a day.

Her whole body stiffened, but she didn't seem to feel it, and it didn't count, she just didn't want to move, and she didn't want to care about it.

She has been thinking about it. It has been so long since she came back, applied to Gu's family as a nanny, got close to Gu Chengyuan, met Dongdong as she wished, and Gu Chengyuan was injured and hospitalized. She has gradually indulged in In such days.

This kind of life is like a family of three, father, mother and child.However, all this is false.

I can't go back, I can't go back to everything.Hatred has built an insurmountable watershed between all love and memories. No matter how many desires and fantasies she has, they can only be shattered in the heartbroken time and time again.

From the time she underwent plastic surgery for her scars, from the time she came back to this place again, from the time she told Gu Chengyuan that her name was Xia Wan, she knew that once this revenge started, it would be unstoppable.However, she clearly hated Gu Chengyuan to the bone, and she clearly knew that this revenge was inevitable...

But my heart hurts a lot.

By now, even she herself was puzzled.When she repeated again and again that everything she did was for revenge, was she telling others or hinting at herself.

She calculated that it was impossible for Gu Chengyuan to recognize herself, so she exposed herself unscrupulously under Gu Chengyuan's nose. When she first heard Gu Chengyuan tell herself that she looked like one of his friends, she was still a little nervous, but then she relaxed. Gu Chengyuan couldn't recognize it at all,
Then she was relieved, she wanted to get close to Gu Chengyuan, and then find an opportunity to take revenge on him.After a long time, she began to put most of her energy on Dongdong.

He and she began to pay attention to Dongdong and do everything for Dongdong. She tried her best to make up for it, like a mother, what a mother should do, she was indeed loved by Dongdong, or she fell in love with Dongdong inexplicably when she met him for the first time She may be a mother-child bond.This is a predestined fate, which cannot be changed.

This is all in her calculations, and it is all stipulated by her, but the only thing she can't figure out is her own heart.As time goes by, the revenge-minded Xia Wan at the beginning has gradually softened in the fragmented time, and she will never see her again.

this one left,
Xia Wan smiled bitterly, the one left behind, fell in love with Gu Chengyuan again, or rather, she never had to forget it, she just kept it in the deepest part of her heart, and when she couldn't see it, she told herself that she didn't love him anymore.

People say that a woman's heart is a needle in the bottom of the sea. Xia Wan found out that there is nothing wrong with this sentence. Even now, she can't see her own heart clearly. hard to decide,
She always remembered what Gu Chengyuan did to him, how could the pain be forgotten just by forgetting it, she hated Gu Chengyuan's cold-bloodedness and his hypocrisy, but Mu Nuankao loved Gu Chengyuan Yes, even if you don't mention it, there was a sweet time between them. The love between husband and wife was a day that even gods would not envy, but even under such circumstances, Gu Chengyuan could do anything to her.Xia Wan wondered if that gorgeous time was her imagination.

For this matter, she put in so much effort and came back to take revenge on Gu Chengyuan. In fact, she wanted to ask Gu Chengyuan why he was so cruel.

But all of this is just time. In such a short time, she fell in love with Gu Chengyuan once, isn't it ridiculous?

Cousin Tang Yi once said that she has been unable to let go of Gu Chengyuan, just because the two of them are one person, so she still has expectations for this in the bottom of her heart, so she is soft-hearted. At that time, she did not recognize herself, she thought that she It can be done, but the result is so accurate.

She thought of Fang Bin. In fact, Fang Bin is handsome and has a good personality. In the darkest time of her life, Fang Bin was always by her side and took care of herself. In this way, Fang Bin is also her own. benefactor.

The son of an aristocratic family, as gentle as jade.

Fang Bin has always been worthy of this title. He can be gentle and responsive to the people he likes.As long as he wants, he can pamper his lover to heaven.He is reliable, treats his friends, as long as he can help him, he never shirks. Back then, for the sake of his best friend, he could accept a strange woman by his side. She was still a delirious woman. For this promise, he wasted too much money. A lot of time, but he never refused to do his best.

He is really nice. To put it bluntly, there are countless women in the capital who are willing to pursue Fang Bin. How can she get Fang Bin's attention in Xia Wan?

Does she like Fang Bin?Xia Wan asked herself, but it turned out that she didn't know either.For a long time, Fang Bin has been by her side. During the period when she just ran away from Gu Chengyuan, she was only accompanied by the darkness. Every day was in a trance, and her memories sometimes disappeared. Only Fang Bin, in the summer night Of all the memories, only Fang Bin's is the clearest. In that vague memory, Fang Bin existed from the beginning to the end.Xia Wan remembered everything about Fang Bin clearly.When it comes to not being in love, Xia Wan doesn't dare to say that she doesn't have feelings for Fang Bin just because of this time, but when it comes to love, Xia Wan can't be sure.

She is grateful to Fang Bin, and maybe she still has family affection, but when it comes to love, Xia Wan used to have Gu Chengyuan in her heart. At that time, she had only this one obsession when she just learned everything. Now, she still only has Gu Chengyuan in her heart.

Xia Wan is used to Fang Bin's company, used to Fang Bin asking for help, used to Fang Bin's existence.This is already a habit and cannot be easily changed.

Tang Yi said, whether it's her or Gu Chengyuan, as long as someone is by your side, you can let go of your thoughts. It's impossible for Gu Chengyuan, so you come here.

Just like Fang Bin, with Fang Bin, and then draw a clear boundary with Gu Chengyuan.

Xia Wan couldn't do it, she had no choice, because of love, she couldn't leave Gu Chengyuan, and because of habit, she didn't want to hurt Fang Bin, because she hated too deeply, got used to it for too long, tossed and turned, all she had left was Sleepless all night.

On Sunday, it was rare for Dongdong not to go to school, Xia Wan didn't call him, thinking to let him sleep for a while.

After all, it is not a serious matter for a child to go to kindergarten. Sometimes a child is lazy, and a mother can't bear it. What's more, Xia Wan already feels that she owes Dongdong too much.Looking at Dongdong's sleeping face, how could she bear to disturb Baby Xiangxiang's dream.

Gently choking on Dongdong's quilt, Xia Wan walked into the kitchen with a warm heart.If it is said that returning to Gu Chengyuan's side again, carefully changing his voice every day, just to prevent him from finding out, this is as cautious and dangerous as an agent, then facing his youngest son, this cute little milk bag is also It really gave her infinite happiness, so danger and happiness coexisted during this period.

Going into the kitchen to make breakfast for Dongdong every day is the happiest and most comfortable time in the summer evening.

Dongdong likes to eat fried eggs, and Xia Wan carefully prepares them for him every day. The eggs should be the best stupid eggs bought from the countryside. The egg whites are clean and the yolks are attractive. Yellow, fragrant, served with a cup of hot milk, two slices of toast and tomato sauce, plus a banana and apple salad.Dongdong's hearty breakfast is no one else.

Because Xia Wan is only in charge of Dongdong's breakfast alone, she does it quietly and cares about it.

"Aunt Xia Wan"

An immature voice came from the door, and Xia Wan realized that the youngest son was lying beside the door at this moment, looking at her with a smile on his milky white and fragrant face.She couldn't help but like her in her heart, but she couldn't show her closeness, so she could only walk over and touch Dongdong's head, and asked him gently if he was hungry.

You know, facing the baby she gave birth to, she wanted to kiss his little lips and bite his little feet countless times.

"Dongdong, why did you get up so early today." Xia Wan's gentle voice put Dongdong in a good mood, and the little guy waved to Xia Wan with a smile: "Auntie, please be quiet, I want to whisper to you."

Xia Wan smiled and bent down, feeling the intoxicating fragrance from Dongdong's face.

"Auntie, can you accompany me to the hospital today?"

When Xia Wan heard this, she became anxious. She thought that Dongdong was not feeling well, and asked eagerly, "What's the matter? Are you not feeling well? Have you caught a cold?"

"It's not me, I'm fine. Auntie, don't worry!" The little guy quickly waved his hands, hugged Xia Wan's neck, and whispered, "It's Dad, he's going to the hospital for reexamination today."

Indeed, it's time for Gu Chengyuan's review.

Xia Wan also remembers this incident clearly...

This is the first review since he was discharged from the hospital last time.Xia Wan knew that she shouldn't worry about this man anymore, but she still clearly helped him remember the review time.

Dongdong looked at Xia Wan very seriously, blinked his big eyes, and said vowingly: "Auntie, Dongdong is very good. I know that Auntie doesn't want to go to the hospital, but don't be afraid, and I won't give you an injection. It's just that Dongdong wants to Go to accompany Dad... Dad bleed a lot last time, Dad is not afraid. Dad is a great hero."

The little guy got excited and told Xia Wan that if she accompanied him to the hospital from now on, he would definitely repay her well in the future.

Xia Wan really couldn't resist her son's naive temptation, she pretended to be curious and asked: "Then you tell Auntie, what kind of repayment do you want to give Auntie?"

Dongdong thought about it seriously, stretched out his small hand and gently touched the scar on Xia Wan's face: "Aunt Xia Wan, I will take you to the best beauty salon when I grow up. I will take you Get rid of the ugly scars on your face...you will definitely become beautiful."

Xia Wan wanted to cry a little, and she felt deeply guilty for pretending to her son.

"I don't worry about Dad being alone, Aunt Xia Wan, can you go with us?" Dongdong only talked about his own little thoughts, of course, this little thought can only be said to Aunt Xia Wan alone.

Knowing the reason, Xia Wan felt relieved. She looked Dongdong up and down, and it was indeed intact. She couldn't see anything uncomfortable, so she breathed a sigh of relief. Dare I say it, that would be too bad.

But Xia Wan started to struggle again. A few days ago, she promised Fang Bin to go out together on Sunday, and she and Fang Bin hadn't seen each other for a long time, so they agreed to go out for dinner today.

"I'm sorry, Dongdong, Auntie has an appointment with a friend to go out today, I'm afraid I can't go with you." Xia Wan patted Dongdong's head and said.