I stood there stupidly, looking at Lu Songze and Fang Chenyao embracing each other.I turned around and Yin Zihao was standing one meter away from me.I put away my cowardice, lowered my head, and pretended to smile at him.

He walked slowly to my side, and I could see the slightest worry in his eyes.

I held back the tears, pursed my lips, raised my head, and kept rolling my eyeballs.

Who said that if you look up when you want to cry, the tears won't fall.

"I'm fine. I'm fine."

I choked up, but still smiled.

"I'm really fine, I'm really fine."

It seemed to be useless, no matter how hard I tried to raise my head, it was still useless.

The tears in my eyes still flowed down the corners of my eyes: "Don't look at me like that, I don't need such sympathetic eyes."

He hugged me into his arms, and the tears I was holding back were let go by his sudden tenderness, and the tears soaked the corners of his clothes. I really wanted to control my sobbing, but the more I controlled the tears, the more I could Flowing down without hesitation.

I could see his worry from his frowning brows, and he gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"I'm really fine." I choked up.

"I know, I'll take you somewhere." He pulled me away from this suffocating place.I didn't look back at the two hugging tightly.

He took me all the way to the video game hall, bought game coins and put them in my hands.

"Let's vent."

I looked at him with a smile, this was the time when I thought he liked Xiao Ce and brought him to vent, but now it was me.

I went directly to the place where the hamsters were playing, and saw the hamsters start beating their heads very hard.

"It's cool."

I pulled him to the shooting place: "Let's play."

"You have to work hard."

"Try it, and then you'll know."

I kept shooting endlessly, maybe I was too hard, maybe I wasn't focused enough, and I didn't make any shots.

"Even you bully me." I angrily slammed the ball into the basket.

Yin Zihao surrounded me from behind with a smile, and patiently explained to me: "If you see something, you can't be in a hurry." He held my hand and threw it towards the basket, which hit the target.

I turned around excitedly and looked at him.

"It's the right kind of smile."

"let's start."

After shooting the basketball, I took him to the claw machine again.

"The time has come to rely on luck and strength."

He put a game currency in, and moved the lever very seriously, "Put it, put it." I booed beside me.He pushed a button, and he and I stared at the machine in the window.

"Grab, grab."

"Hey."

We sighed at each other, and he put the game currency in my hand: "You come."

"Look how powerful Miss Ben is."

"A little bit to the left, a little bit to the right, over, over." Yin Zihao commanded more nervously than me, "Let go."

"Grab, grab."

"Hey."

I looked at him contemptuously: "I won't give orders indiscriminately."

"It's your bad luck."

"Yes." I held my mouth, very unhappy.

He rested my head on his shoulder: "Don't think about it."

"Give me a doll and I'll forgive you." After putting 10 game coins in a row, I finally caught a little rabbit.

"You are at this level."

He put the doll in my hand: "Take it."

I was playing happily with the little rabbit, and he took my hand and drove me away from the video game hall.

Along the way, he held my hand tightly, and I looked out the window, we were silent all the way.

Pretending to be strong and waiting for everything to calm down, sadness will sweep the whole heart.I looked at the blurry perspective, and the cool breeze wanted to wake me up. I wanted to open my arms to enjoy the gentleness of the cool breeze, but I didn't even have the courage to reach out.

He took my hand, I hid my tears, turned to him and gave him a nice smile, then lowered my head and turned into a wry smile.

He took me to the river, he still held my hand, didn't let go for a moment, he walked in front and I followed.The moonlight is very bright tonight, and I can step on his shadow very well.

Not far away, gorgeous fireworks began to bloom, changing various shapes.Fireworks days are usually good days, but my heart is so empty, so lost.

"After the prosperity, it becomes a dream." I looked in the direction of the fireworks and sighed secretly.

Yin Zihao leaned closer to me, although he didn't speak, but I felt that this was enough.

I picked up the stones under my feet and remembered the water skiing when I was a child, but the stones sank quickly after being thrown into the river, without even jumping. Looking at the stones that sank to the bottom of the river, just like my current mood, sinking Almost suffocated.

He picked up a stone from beside me, threw it into the water, and made a beautiful triple jump, like a little frog jumping on the water.

I smiled and gave him a thumbs up sideways, and he threw the stone into the water again.

There was a "plop" sound of the stone sinking into the bottom of the water, and my heart fell down with a "plop".I knelt down, hugged my head, and burst into tears.

I thought we would go on well, I thought you would understand if you worked hard, but it didn't seem to work. When I saw you holding her tightly, it was like a beautiful dream suddenly shattered.

I cried louder and louder, and I wanted to wash away my three years of love for him with tears.I cried less and less, until it became a sob.

He lifted me up and smiled nicely.

"It's much better to cry."

"Well. I'll be fine."

He embraced me in his arms, stroking my hair gently, I was like a quiet child, holding a spacious and warm embrace.

"Stop pretending to be strong, I will feel sad when I see it; stop pretending to be happy, then I will feel distressed when I see it."

"Hmm." I agreed.

"Anything that is sad will pass with time."

"Hmm." I whispered.

"No matter how sad it is, I will be by your side, don't bear it alone, I want to share with you, even a little bit for you."

"Ah."

It was the first time to feel such a warm embrace, the first time to be able to lean against and listen to the heartbeat so reassuringly, the first time to want to look at this man's appearance so carefully.

I raised my head from his arms and looked at this man who was willing to hold my hand tightly and open his heart to me when I was most helpless.

"Thank you."

"It's fine."

……

The next day, I came to the company as if nothing had happened and sat very quietly.Recently, it seems that there are some articles and contributions. It is probably because of the hot weather that everyone has begun to slack off.

Lu Songze walked past me, paused, hesitated to speak, and walked away.

Li Qin cast a worried look at me, and I just smiled back at him.

"Are you okay?" Li Qin still sent a WeChat message.

"I'm fine."

"That's good, Fangfang is very worried, let me watch you every day."

I gave him a silly smile back.

"I'm not such a fragile person, so you two can rest assured that I won't do stupid things."

"Then we can rest assured."

I lay on my stomach and looked at the message sent by Li Qin, feeling very warm, and I accepted this worry.

I picked up my phone, looked at Yin Zihao's profile picture, and wanted to send him a thank you message.

It was him who was not too weak and shameless in front of Lu Songze.

But after editing for a long time, I still felt that something was wrong, so I put down my phone, took a cup and went to the tea room.

"Let's talk." He leaned against the door frame.

I took a sip of water and looked at Lu Songze very calmly: "Is there anything else we can talk about?"

I walked past him directly, and he held me back. Although he spoke softly, he said a little stiffly: "I will wait for you. Until you come."

I shook off his hand, and looked at him coldly: "Is it because my reaction was too cold and my heart was hurt, that you suddenly pester me so relentlessly?"

"I-I-" He lowered his eyes and looked away.

"You can wait if you want, but I may not go." After saying this, I walked away without looking at him.

……

When I got home, I started to clean the room, always feeling very irritable.I tidied everything inside and out, and suddenly looked at the dark night outside, and remembered Lu Songze's words "I will wait for you until you come".

I shook my head, trying not to think about it.

When I was packing up, I saw the shoes and pens he gave me. I touched the things he gave me, my eyes were red, and I sighed and put them in a bag.

Perhaps these things no longer need me as the master.

I changed my clothes and took the bag and came to the place agreed by Lu Songze as promised. I saw him sitting there alone, looking into the distance from time to time.

I sat in front of him, and there was a smile on his face, as if he was relieved.

"I didn't come here because you asked me out, I just wanted to return the things to you." I put the bag in front of him and pushed it to him, "I used to be happy for a long time because you gave me things, like I cherish it like a treasure, but now I think about it, everything has become a burden."

His original smile disappeared quickly, and his brows frowned: "You have to trust me."

"What do I believe in you?" I suddenly felt very funny.

"I love you." His expression was very sincere, but it was no longer important to me.

I couldn't help laughing out loud: "Love! This word is too heavy. The wound on my heart was deeply stabbed by the so-called love. Don't use the so-called love to explain your betrayal."

He called me in pain: "Yun'er, stay away from Yin Zihao."

I snorted: "I don't need you to order my affairs."

"I'm just worried that you will get hurt." He had a painful expression on his face, as if he cared about me, but it was so funny to me.

I laughed: "When you said the word breakup, when you were getting along with Fang Chenyao behind my back, you never considered that I would get hurt, but now you say these two words, is it ironic?"

"How much do you know about Yin Zihao?" His eyes were serious.

"Even if I don't understand, I still trust him. At least when I am sad, he will be by my side without hesitation."

He bowed his head and fell silent.

I didn't look at him again, just turned around and left.

The two of us are like lines running in opposite directions, pulling further and further apart.

He and I have drifted apart.

……

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