"Yin Zihao" I saw his name on the report, and looked at Lu Songze suspiciously.

He hurriedly picked up the bag on the ground, stuffed the report into the bag in a panic, and annoyed me: "Why are you just looking at other people's things?"

I was stunned, my original intention was to help him pick up the bag, but I didn't know why he suddenly got angry with me.

The elevator door opened, and he took the bag directly and entered the elevator without looking back.

what happened?
I asked myself, seeing his angry look, my feet stopped in place, and I didn't step into the elevator.

I walked to the ward with the medicine in a trance, Yin Zihao had packed up the bed and was waiting for me.

I listlessly threw the medicine to him.

"What's wrong?" He glanced at me.

"It's okay." I shook my head.

really all right?Why does my heart feel empty and always afraid?

Ever since I got together with Lu Songze, I have always been very sensitive, so sensitive that I even felt that happiness was fake.When I think of him who has always been gentle and gentle, he murdered me just because of a file bag, I feel really sad.

"It doesn't look like it." He walked towards me and looked down at me.

"Do I sometimes make people angry?"

"How come? You are fine." "Why, why—" I glanced at him, "Forget it, let's go."

He didn't drive, he was going to take a taxi. I walked straight to the bus stop with a dazed expression, and he followed.

"Take a taxi back to the company sooner."

"I want to take the bus."

I got into the car, and Yin Zihao followed.He sat next to me, looked at me from time to time, but didn't speak.

I took out my earphones and looked out the window to listen to the song.

"You..." He opened his mouth to talk to me.

I couldn't hear what he was saying with the earphones on, his mouth kept moving, and when I took the earphones off, he seemed to have finished speaking.

"What are you talking about?"

He smiled: "It's fine if you didn't hear it."

"You can repeat it." I took off the earphones and looked at him curiously.

"As I said, once is enough."

"I don't want to hear it anyway."

I angrily put the earphones back in my ears, curiosity made me take them off again, and glanced at him: "Really not to say?"

He smiled: "You're a fool when you're wearing headphones."

"You've seen me wearing earphones on the bus this time, what a fool?"

Unconvinced, I put on the earphones again. The more I thought about it, the more wrong I became, and I took off the earphones again.

"Have you ever seen me ride the bus with headphones on at other times?"

He just smiled and didn't speak.

"Here you are." I handed him an earphone, "There is still a long way to go, just listen to the music."

He took one of my earphones and plugged it into his ear, and gave me a look with a smile.

"Don't praise my song selection ability."

He gave me a speechless expression, I ignored the meaning of his expression, and looked out the window while listening to Lin Junjie's "She Said".she came quietly
she slowly takes away the silence

just the last promise
Still didn't take away the loneliness

we love right

just beautiful solo
Too much torture, she said it doesn't matter

As long as I can have sustenance when I toss and turn in the night
……

As I listened, my eye sockets were moist, and I raised my head, looking at the dazzling sunlight, my eyes were so painful that even the tears in my eyes dried up.Some people say that there are two things in the world that cannot be looked at directly, one is the sun and the other is the human heart.Don't pry into people's hearts, it will disappoint people, so I never want to listen to his heart, I am afraid that I will be disappointed and even more desperate.

What's wrong with me, am I a little hypocritical?I suddenly laughed.

……

Back at the magazine office, I glanced at Lu Songze's office, he was on the phone.When I walked to the door of his office, I wanted to knock on the door, but I just pushed the door open.

"Let's meet up."

Seeing me entering the office suddenly, Lu Songze covered the microphone and said angrily, "Come in without knocking?"

"I--"

"Get out." This is the second time I've seen him treat me so fiercely, I turned around and walked out as if injured.

"No, the ignorant colleague just came in without knocking on the door." He spoke in a gentle voice instead of the anger just now.

Unreasonable colleagues?My heart suddenly sank.

I closed his door and smiled against the wall.

What happened to him?Why do I feel like the distance between us has suddenly become farther away?
When I got off work, I deliberately left late and wanted to wait for him to go with me, but when I returned from the pantry with some water, the lights in his office were already dark.

I sighed softly, put down the cup in my hand, and looked at his office. Is his matter unresolved?

I was walking along the street alone when my phone suddenly turned on. I thought it was from Lu Songze, but it was a spam message.I was very disappointed standing at the crossroads, and the beating green little people kept flashing.I didn't move, watching the crowd of people walking on the sidewalk, quickly disappearing from my side, as if I was the only one left.

When I got home, I lay on the bed and picked up my phone to send him a message.

"Did something happen?" I wrote, then deleted the content and wrote a few more words.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have entered your office without knocking." It still didn't feel right, so I deleted the content again.

"What are you doing?" I pressed the send button, and after waiting for a while without a reply, I sent him a smiley face again.

After waiting for a long time, there was still no reply, and my mind began to think wildly.

Is something wrong between us?
Hate this idea, hate this sense of insecurity, hate this sense of distance, I shook my head, took a deep breath, and took a deep breath to calm myself down.

He once said that he would send him a good night message, but now that I think about it, it's a little funny. I waited for so long, but he didn't reply me a word.I was suffocating in my heart, but I still sent him good night, and the reason I gave was that his phone was out of battery.

I suddenly felt a little sad, covered my head, didn't care about anything, and went to sleep, so that I could forget about the unhappy things.

……

When I wake up in the morning, the first thing I do is to turn on my phone and watch WeChat, but there is no other information except work content.Disappointed, I put my phone on the bedside table.

For several days, Lu Songze and I were like strangers without any interaction.His office shutters were always closed, and I couldn't see him at all.

"What's the matter with you?" Li Qin seemed to see the abnormal reaction between me and Lu Songze.

I pulled Li Qin to the tea room, looked around for no one, and asked in a low voice, "The man is suddenly angry and ignores him, what's the matter?"

Li Qin thought for a while: "It's nothing more than these types: the first type of man, the man is just waiting for the woman to coax; the second type of man, the man may be very busy and has no time to talk to you; the third type of man, your Love has passed the fresh period, and I don't want to stick with you every day."

I thought about it for a while, and they seemed to be different: "He suddenly got angry and ignored people. First, he is not a little public opinion, second, he would call me no matter how busy he was at work before, and third, we have not been dating for as long as you. You still Tired of being together all day long."

"Then there is another possibility." Li Qin said seriously as if he was very experienced.

"What is it?" I leaned in and listened.

"That means he has moved on."

"Go, go, go." I slapped him, "You actually said something unreasonable."

"A man will ignore you only if he has empathized with you."

"Impossible, he's not that kind of person." I glared at him angrily.

"I don't believe you're going to fall down." Li Qin glanced at me, "He hasn't confirmed his relationship with that woman yet, once you are confirmed, you can wait to be broken up."

"You were just broken up." Li Qinzhen's words became more and more outrageous, which made my already flustered heart even more flustered.

I originally wanted to understand the man's psychology through Li Qin, but now it's all right, I will be absent-minded when I do things next, and I will always think about what Li Qin said.

I mustered up the courage to walk to the door of his office, but hesitated and returned to my seat.

The female devil sent me a message, asking me to go to her office and give Lu Songze the budget list for next month.I finally found a reason to knock on his office door.

"Come in."

I opened the door very carefully, and he glanced at me.

"What's the matter?"

"Editor Ma asked me to sign the funding list for next month." I held it in front of him.

He took one look and quickly signed his name.I stood there with the list and didn't move away.

He looked up at me: "Is there anything else?"

"Let's talk."

……

In the coffee shop, I was face to face with him.Knowing that I don't like coffee, he ordered me a glass of lemonade.

I looked at him, hesitated to speak.

He also just looked at me, stirred his coffee, and said nothing.

"Why, why?" I said hesitantly, but I didn't know how to speak for a while.

"I'm busy recently." This is his explanation to me, but I don't want to burden him.

I said "oh".

"Well, about the money?" I tried him in a very low voice.

His expression was very strange, and he said angrily, "Didn't I tell you to solve it?"

I looked at his flickering eyes and took a sip of lemonade.

Do you want to listen to his heartfelt voice, why do I think it is fake?
He moved the chair: "I'm going on a business trip to Hong Kong, and I'll be busy these days. Let's talk about it when I come back from Hong Kong."

His attitude made me think of the fourth type of man Li Qin said, even if he was busy, he would not have such an attitude. What caused him to suddenly change his attitude towards me 180 degrees?Why is my heart suddenly so lost?That once happiness suddenly became unreal when I think about it now.

Looking at his receding figure, the corners of his eyes were moist.I'm not such a sentimental person, but Lu Songze gave me such a bad feeling these days, I always feel, I always feel——

I sighed and took a sip of the honey water, which was bitter and astringent.

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