Mrs. Lu: Stay safe

Looking at Bai Jinmo who was really sad, Qin Muying sighed secretly.But it was impossible for her to be sad like this now, before the result came out, she fell down sadly.Qin Muying stretched out her hand and patted Bai Jinmo's thin back lightly, giving her some comfort, and said softly, "You sit here, and I'll go buy breakfast. Don't worry too much, Bai Yan will be fine."

Bai Jinmo didn't respond, since the moment she saw Bai Yan jumping down, her heart was broken, and she couldn't mend it anymore.She curled up, trying to curl herself into a ball, only in this way, she felt a little sense of reality.How much she wished that it wasn't Bai Yan who jumped off, but herself, instead of him lying on the cold operating table again.

Qin Muying looked at Bai Jinmo indifferently for a while, seeing that she was still in a daze and did not respond, she finally got up and went out.

After buying breakfast, Qin Muying rushed back to Bai Jinmo's side without delay.Bai Jinmo was still the same as before he went out, as if he hadn't even blinked an eye, and had been standing there quietly, as if cut off from the whole world.

"Jin Mo," Qin Muying gently pushed Bai Jinmo, not daring to speak loudly. "Eat a little." Qin Muying tried to persuade, not sure how much Bai Jinmo could listen to.

Qin Muying saw that she didn't respond for a long time, and finally couldn't help but shouted, "Bai Jinmo! Look at yourself now, your brother is still in the operating room, cheer up!" Despite her heartache, Qin Muying had no choice but to put Bai Jinmo All her mind is brought back, if this continues, she will collapse!

Bai Jinmo seemed to have just noticed that Qin Muying was talking to her, and was taken aback for a long time, then slowly turned to look at Qin Muying who was anxious beside him, his eyes were empty.

"Jin Mo," Qin Muying held her in his arms uncomfortablely, "Be good, be obedient. At least eat a little. Bai Yan cares about you the most. If he comes out and sees you like this, he will definitely be sad."

"Bai-Yan?" Bai Jinmo yelled after being in Qin Muying's arms for a long time, and then the tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and he choked up, "Why, why did he apologize to me? Is it something I did wrong? "Bai Jinmo almost collapsed. After so many years of being dependent on each other, her only hope is Baiyan. For him, she can commit herself to Lu Shaoyou, and silently endure the insult and torture from him and Lan Ziyi; for him, she can go alone. In the barren mountains and wild ridges, he went to find medicinal materials for his illness.

She could not care about herself or anything else, but Bai Yan, who she only cared about, just jumped down in front of her, leaving only a few words of apology.She is her younger brother, how could, how could it be so cruel to leave her alone in this world?

An accident took the lives of her parents, and Bai Yan was her only family member. However, she had been struggling alone for so many years, why did she get such a result?Qin Muying helplessly stroked Bai Jinmo's back, and comforted her one after another. No amount of words could make up for the pain in her heart at this moment. Her heart was already riddled with holes, and she couldn't stand the torment anymore.

"How could he be so cruel, I'm his sister! Why, why did you treat me like this?!" Bai Jinmo was so sad that she couldn't help herself, and beat herself one after another.She didn't know what the problem was, she had persisted for so many years, why would she give up everything at this time.

"Jinmo, don't be like this. Don't be like this, okay? It's not your fault, you did a good job, really, good enough!" Qin Muying didn't know what to say to ease Bai Jinmo's sadness at this time, looking at her Blindly sad and blaming himself, but he could only hug her, unable to do anything.

The breakfast beside them still smelled tempting, but the two of them didn't care about it.

Hearing this, Bai Jinmo cried even more ferociously, sobbing once and for all, as if she was going to die the next moment. "Good enough? Good enough, why do you still want to jump off the building? Why don't you wait for me to speak clearly? Why, why don't you care about anything and just jump down like this!"

She has always been strong, and she has always thought that Bai Yan is strong.Even if she knew how painful the long-term treatment and illness were, Bai Yan always reported her good news but not bad ones.However, for so many years, Bai Yan has been fighting tenaciously and living an optimistic life.She also thought that they would always be like this, living hard and relying on each other.

Bai Jinmo couldn't help but bury her face in Qin Muying's chest. She really wanted to escape from all this. She hoped that someone would stand up suddenly, slap her awake, and tell her that this was just a terrible nightmare.Bai Yan is still in the hospital, everything is going well.

"Jin Mo," Qin Muying gently straightened Bai Jinmo's body, letting her look at her as much as possible, "Listen to me, and finish your breakfast obediently, eh? Bai Yan will be fine. Haven't you all come over this time? It will definitely be fine.”

Bai Jinmo's eyes were terribly red, and her face was covered with tears. She didn't dare to think about the current situation in the operating room. She just felt that the time was so slow, as if centuries ago, torturing her body and mind.

"I don't want it, I don't want to eat it. I want to wait for Bai Yan to come out. I want to see him come out of the operating room unharmed!" Bai Jinmo refused again, she didn't think about anything now, her mind was already in a mess , she just wanted to see Bai Yan come out of the operating room intact as soon as possible.

Bai Jinmo pushed Qin Muying away, walking unsteadily, and staggered towards the operating room.She neither hoped nor hoped that she could see Bai Yan's appearance through the small window on the door of the operating room.Bai Yan's appearance at the moment of jumping down is still deeply engraved in her mind.

Such guilt, such sadness, such carelessness.

Finally, Bai Jinmo supported the door of the operating room, and slowly squatted in a corner beside her.She only took a shallow look, and her legs became weak without carefully identifying the situation inside. The tears didn't stop, but they didn't blur her vision.

"Jin Mo," Qin Muying followed behind Bai Jinmo, watching her cautiously, but didn't dare to make any big moves, for fear of irritating her again.Seeing her squatting while leaning against the door, he dared to step forward and slowly wrap her in his arms, letting her gently lean against him.

"He happened on the roof of the hospital. The hospital has been prepared for this kind of thing, and moved quickly. Baiyan will be fine. Huh? Don't be too sad." Qin Muying comforted softly, but he didn't expect it How could Bai Yan be like this all of a sudden, she hurried over after receiving the notification, and then she saw Bai Jinmo like this.

Qin Muying gently supported Bai Jinmo, trying to pull her up and sit on the seat, but Bai Jinmo just cried, as if she didn't even have the energy to speak.When Qin Muying helped her up, her whole body went limp, and she fell directly on Qin Muying's body.But she didn't realize it, and was still crying, as if there was nothing else to do but cry.

Qin Muying hugged Bai Jinmo back to her seat distressedly, took out a tissue and wiped the tears off her face tirelessly.Bai Jinmo sat on the seat indifferently, letting Qin Muying wipe away her tears, but she wiped more and more, and even wiped the paper towels to rot.

Qin Muying had no choice but to give up temporarily, held her face in her hands, and persuaded her again, "Jinmo, look. Baiyan hasn't come out yet, so why don't you eat a little first? If you don't eat well in the morning, it's easy to lose energy. Baiyan When I come out, I definitely want to see a spirited sister, right? Come." Qin Muying handed the breakfast to Bai Jinmo again.

Bai Jinmo didn't say anything, just took the stuffed breakfast without any reaction.

Seeing her like this, Qin Muying became even more anxious.At this time, the door of the operating room opened suddenly, and a nurse came out, holding a stack of papers in her hand, looking very hurried.

Bai Jinmo suddenly moved, looked up at the nurse, stood up unsteadily, with trembling lips, it took him a long time to make a sound, and stopped the nurse. "Nurse, my brother, how is it now?" Before he finished speaking, Bai Jinmo broke down in tears again, biting his lips and looking at her with tears in his eyes, waiting for the result in her mouth.

"Oh! You are Bai Yan's family members, right now. He is still undergoing surgery in the hospital. Since he is from this hospital, he did not go through the procedures and went straight to the surgery. You can wait here, I have other things to do." The nurse did not reveal too much about the operation. Noticing the situation in the room, he hurried away with a stack of documents in his arms.

Not knowing whether to be worried or happy, after hearing what the nurse said, Bai Jinmo felt even more uneasy.After being stunned for a long time, I remembered to sit down, staring blankly at the ground and weeping silently.

"Jinmo, don't worry. Didn't the nurses tell you that Bai Yan is from their hospital, and the situation is already clear, and she will be fine after the operation and recuperate well. Don't worry." Qin Muying took advantage of the situation to comfort her.

Bai Yan has been weak and sick since she was a child, and she has been taking good care of her. This time, she doesn't know if she can do it. Thinking of this, Bai Jinmo burst into tears, and her shoulders trembled involuntarily.

There was no sound in the entire corridor for a while, only shallow crying and weak breathing remained.

It's been quite a while, since Bai Yan's accident, Bai Jinmo hasn't stopped crying, physically and mentally exhausted.Qin Muying was very worried that she would collapse before Bai Yan left the operating room.

Opening the bag involuntarily, Qin Muying took out a cup of hot milk and put it into Bai Jinmo's hand, "Let's take a sip anyway. Only by taking care of your body can you have the energy to take care of Baiyan."

If you are very familiar, that's what he persuaded himself last time.Bai Jinmo looked down at the milk in his hand, and couldn't stop crying.This time she didn't refuse again, and slowly drank the milk.

Qin Muying breathed a sigh of relief slowly, fortunately, he still knows to take care of himself.Seeing that the milk was almost gone, Qin Muying stuffed her with another piece of bread.Looking at the bread in her hand, Bai Jinmo shook her head, she really couldn't eat any more.

This time, the door of the operating room opened, and the doctor who performed the surgery came out.Bai Jinmo looked at him expectantly, hoping to get good news that Bai Yan was fine.

"I'm sorry, we tried our best." Like a thunderbolt from the blue, Bai Jinmo couldn't believe his ears, he couldn't catch his breath, and immediately passed out.