Mrs. Lu: Stay safe

The teacher sneered and said, "Bai Yan, you also know that you will only harm everyone close to you in this world, me, your friend, your sister. All your close people will be hurt, you Come and leave with me!"

"No." Bai Yan cried as she held her headache in both hands.Gradually, Bai Yan pushed the wheelchair to the edge of the roof and stopped quietly.

It was the first time he stood at such a high place, looking down seriously.Even though he had thought about this scenario countless times in the hospital bed.But when I really experienced it, I couldn't help but feel a little hairy.He understands that life and death are between his thoughts, and the distance between the two is only one step away from him.

In this world, apart from his sister, he has nothing to miss.And it was for his sister that he wanted to leave!He can't drag her down anymore, that sister who is only a few years older than him, but has to bear a lot.The life of his childhood kept appearing in his mind. At that time, he was so happy, with his sister, father, and mother. If the car accident hadn't happened, how wonderful it would be.

"I'm just a waste, a waste that will only drag my sister down." Thinking of this, he unconsciously shed two lines of tears.It was because of his unbelievable body that his older sister ran back and forth between school, home and the hospital.He saw that the heavy bags under the eyes of his sister still took care of him day after day; in order to save his life-saving money, his sister could go to a school more than ten kilometers away without taking a bus; The hospital will be very tired from running, but always wipe off the sweat before entering the ward.All this, my sister never told him, but he knew it quietly.Maybe, sometimes, love will turn into the best lie to each other.Like, my sister always says she's fine.But he knew that he faced the window and cried more than once.But every time he turned to face him, there was that sweet smile on his face.She just wants him to rest in peace.

But he can't feel at ease!

"I'm just a piece of trash!" There were more and more people downstairs, and there were many people watching the fun.The bustling people have surrounded that road completely.This scene is almost the same as that car accident.His heart ached, and the pain made him feel like he couldn't breathe.

"Young man, why are you so overwhelmed? Why jump off the building? I've lived to this age, and I don't think I've lived enough." The person who spoke was an old man with white hair.He bent over and looked up at him.He didn't have the heart to answer or explain.In the world, some people will live a happy life.And they will never understand the thoughts of frustrated people.Just like, frustrated him.

"You good young man, why do you want to jump off the building?" "That's right, what can happen to you so hard to think about." There are more and more people downstairs.He on the tall building is like a huge magnet, attracting people from all directions. "Young man, listen to my aunt, there is nothing difficult to overcome in life, come down." He cried even harder, but suddenly felt that the middle-aged woman's voice was like his mother, who would encourage him and comfort him mother.But he understands that the word "mother" will get farther and farther away from him as time goes by.

"Aunt, you don't know what I've been through, you don't know." His voice was hoarse, and tears couldn't stop flowing down.

"Oh, aunt, why are you talking so much nonsense with that person." The young man with dyed hair downstairs said disdainfully.

"One life, you look decent, why are you so cold-blooded." The woman who had persuaded Bai Yan just now turned her head, pointed at the young man with dyed hair and scolded.The young man seemed a little unconvinced, "Old man, you will see later, who is right. I have seen too many tricks of jumping off buildings to scare people."

The man raised his head, his eyes were facing Bai Yan. "Hey, I said the one upstairs. Didn't you say you were going to jump off the building? Don't you dare to jump?" Bai Yan's heart, which had been warmed a little earlier, turned cold again.Is this the way of the world?He seemed to see through it only now, how many people were below, waiting to see this good show.Before, his parents protected him so well that he mistakenly thought that the world was very warm.Looking at it now, I am afraid that the only one who is really sad for him is his sister Bai Jinmo.

"Hey, don't dare to jump. Then don't be on the top, who are you scaring, you coward. Tsk tsk tsk." Several people echoed the young man, pointing at him from below. "Look, look, I said he didn't dare to dance, you still don't believe it, believe it now." The man's voice kept increasing in decibels.It seems that he is deliberately telling Bai Yan upstairs, and it seems that he is telling the world about his wise judgment.

Bai Yan on the rooftop didn't want to pay attention to the people below.Right now, he only has his sister in his heart.He could imagine how sad his sister would be after his death.But he can also imagine that if he stays in the hospital all the time, the burden on his sister will be heavy.He just didn't want his sister to work so hard all the time.

This is, an ambulance came quickly.It seems that the people in the hospital found him missing, and heard that someone on the roof was going to jump off the building.Sure enough, the doctor in white coat who got out of the car was his attending physician.He is a good doctor.

"Bai Yan, it really is you, come down quickly, and go back to the hospital if you have anything to say." The doctor said to him eagerly.He could hear a doctor's genuine concern for his patients.

"No, doctor, you are a good doctor. If I die, please tell my sister so that she will not be sad, and I will always watch her from the sky." When Bai Yan said this, she even showed a smile.He suddenly felt that he was so relaxed now.

"Bai Yan, listen to me, if you jump from here, your sister will be very sad, do you know?" The doctor frowned.He couldn't look at his patient and literally lost his life.

"I'm just a waste. I've been dragging my sister down. I don't want my sister to work so hard."

"You are not a waste, you are your sister's only spiritual consolation now. Your sister will give everything for you."

"That's why I can't drag my sister down. Doctor, tell me, can my illness be cured?"

The doctor wants to tell him now, yes.But he can't.He is a doctor who cannot make empty promises to his patients. "Your condition is improving, Bai Yan, you will gradually get better. I will wait for you, and your sister will also wait for you."

Since he entered the hospital, his sister has been telling him, "It will be fine, it will be fine." But he is no longer the ignorant little boy he was many years ago, and his sister can't fool him.He googled Baidu again and again to check whether his disease could be cured, but unfortunately, he couldn't get a definite answer.There are very few people in the world who can cure this disease.The hospital can only relieve his condition and prolong his life through one operation after another and one drug after another.But even so, a large sum of money is required.If it was in the past, it was still possible.But after his parents passed away, this amount of money was an astronomical sum for his sister and him.

"Doctor, don't lie to me. I know my body well. I'm afraid I won't be able to recover in my whole life."

"As long as you're alive, there's hope, you know?"

"I'm just a waste, I can't hurt my sister. I can't hurt my sister. I can't." Bai Yan said to the doctor, but it was more like muttering to himself.

"I'm a trash. I'm a trash. I'm a trash that hurt my sister." Bai Yan burst into tears.The doctor under the roof was already pacing back and forth anxiously.Yes, call.Bai Yan listens to his sister most. "Nurse, hurry up to the front desk, check on Bai Yan's family, and call Bai Jinmo, that is, his sister." The nurse heard this, and hurried over in small steps.

Bai Yan just squatted on the roof, crying uncontrollably.It would be nice if mom and dad were here.In this way, they will be very happy.He was reluctant to part with his sister, and it was even more difficult to imagine what would happen to his sister after he died.

My sister has protected him since he was a child and held him in the palm of her hand.When he fell, she would help him up; when he was injured, she would carefully apply medicine to him, so as not to hurt him, she would keep blowing on his wound; even after the death of her parents, she It makes him even more sad, and he won't mention his parents in front of him, let alone shed tears in front of him.His sister, has been taking it all on her own.He couldn't bear it.

"Bai Yan, you can't be overwhelmed. Believe me, you will get better. There will always be hope and harmony." Under the rooftop, there were dense crowds of heads.Even the police came to maintain order at the scene.Put an air mattress underneath just in case.

Several policemen, together with his attending physician, persuaded him.At the same time, they are also preventing the worst outcome.He also saw that many people, holding mobile phones, kept patting him.Not long after, the journalists rushed over.In the past, he saw a lot of news like this, but he never thought that one day he would be the protagonist of the news about jumping off a building.Bai Yan instantly understood that no one would ever put on a good show at the cost of his own life, to so-called scare others.Those who stand on top, the rest are only disheartened.

Now, with a dilemma, he didn't know what to do.He just wanted to turn back time, but that was impossible.He wanted to make his illness better, but he knew that was impossible.I don’t know the truth, does God know the pain in his heart, and a few raindrops fell to accompany him, wet hair, wet clothes, mixed with tears, and dripped on the concrete floor of the roof.His face, which was not already rosy, became even paler.There was helplessness in his eyes.

Will a person turn into a star in the sky after death?My sister said yes.He hoped so too.In this way, if he dies, he can look at his sister in the sky.My sister can also be on the ground, looking up at him.