Mrs. Lu: Stay safe

The air pressure in Bai Yan's body was extremely low, he slammed the drawing board at the man, and roared angrily, "Get out, get out! You bastard, get out! You..." Before he could finish speaking, Bai Yan choked up his breath, but his eyes stopped. I can't hold back the tears on my eyes.

Bai Yan, who was always gentle, was very angry when she heard the beggar's insult.Sadly shed tears.After returning to the ward in a wheelchair, Bai Yan tore up all her paintings.Shouting while tearing: "I'm doomed to be a failure, I can't do anything well. Why can't I even draw well?"

The angry Bai Yan vented like crazy, he wanted to vent all the humiliation he suffered just now.After crying for a while, Bai Yan sat on the wheelchair and looked out the window in a daze.Could it be that my white face is doomed to never recover?Am I such an easily defeated person?Bai Yan thought wildly.

Bai Yan had never been hit so badly before. Although her fate couldn't be said to be particularly good since she was a child, it was considered safe and sound.But now, I can't walk now, and I'm staying in this hospital.I went where I wanted to go, but I was insulted by a beggar.Thinking about it, Bai Yan felt that she didn't have the courage to live.

Do you have to spend your whole life in a wheelchair?She thought of Zhang Haidi, who is constantly striving for self-improvement.I should be able to recover from my illness.Bai Yan pinned her hopes on modern medical technology.

She called the attending physician over and asked about her condition.The doctor's answer to her was, just listen to the doctor's words.Take your medicine and rest well.When it's time to exercise, get serious about exercising.Then his illness can be recovered.

What the current doctors say is equivalent to not saying anything.They didn't dare to say such affirmative words, because they were afraid that if they made a promise, things would change and they would not be able to justify themselves.So they answer the patient's questions in an ambiguous manner.

After finding a doctor, Bai Yan was so depressed that she died.In the ward, I let the tears flow upstream into a river.She cursed the injustice of fate and God's disapproval countless times in her heart.Become paranoid and crazy.

As the saying goes, if you are not crazy, you cannot survive.Bai Yan is now a madman and doesn't seem to be able to survive.

In the past few days, Bai Yan didn't feel like eating at all, and she didn't sleep well. She could only sleep for two or three hours in a 24-hour day. Anxiety and restlessness caused a few white hairs to grow on the temples of her head.She sat in the ward every day, no longer took a paintbrush, and never went out.Locking yourself in the ward is like waiting for the sentence of death.

Today the nurse brought her lunch, including cucumber scrambled eggs and braised eggplant.These two dishes are usually Bai Yan's favorite dishes.Now she doesn't even look at it.Just fed the stray cat outside the window.

"Bai Yan, you can't be so depressed." Bai Yan's teacher heard about Bai Yan's situation and came to Bai Yan's ward to comfort her.

Bai Yan turned the wheelchair around by herself, and saw that the teacher had come.Tears fluttered and flowed down.

"Teacher, am I a failure in life? I can't do anything well. I went out to paint that day, and even beggars can bully me. It's insulting to my painting. I don't want to paint anymore." Bai Yan put his hands together Rubbing each other, suppressing the grievance and sadness in their hearts.

"Bai Yan, do you think my current state of mind is much stronger than when you saw me?" The teacher asked Bai Yan like this, not answering Bai Yan's words.

"Yes, teacher, I think your mental condition seems to be recovering quickly. Congratulations." Bai Yan wiped away her tears and said to the teacher.

"Look at Baiyan, things are always evolving. People will get sick if they eat whole grains. People have misfortunes and disasters, but won't it be over if you cross the past? You have to look at the problem from the perspective of development. Child." The teacher tried to comfort Bai Yan in a roundabout way.

"As for your painting, you believe me, your painting is really very good. Don't give up painting, Bai Yan. Listen to the teacher's advice. Don't pay attention to the beggar. If what he says is right, he won't will be a beggar."

"Bai Yan, you are talented in painting. A lot of development based on interest is the best development. Development based on utilitarianism has never had any good results." The teacher continued, a little hesitant to speak. .

"Teacher, you can say whatever you want." Bai Yan heard the teacher's great affirmation of her painting, and hope was ignited in her heart.She encouraged the teacher to continue talking.

"Bai Yan, teacher, when I was young, all my family members died in a car accident. I was left alone. But there are always many setbacks in life. I don't want to live well now. As the saying goes, it's good to die It's better to be alive. You are so young and you must think about it." After the teacher's relief, Bai Yan's mood improved a lot.

The teacher continued to encourage her to pick up the brush again, to draw landscapes, figures, and whatever she wanted.Don't care what other people say or think.

"This person, if she always lives in the eyes of others, then she will be tired all her life. It's better to be free and easy, and take everything in life lightly. Do what you want to do. Love who you want to love. Don't wait until you don't have When I have the opportunity, I regret it." The teacher said, a little bit teary.

Bai Yan sympathized with the teacher's experience, and felt that when the teacher lost a loved one, it must have been very painful.That kind of life and death don't make people heartbroken.And now I am only temporarily unable to walk, and I believe that I will definitely get better.Why are you frustrated, Teacher Bibi, Bai Yan thinks he should be content.

"Bai Yan, there are all kinds of flavors in life, how many flavors do you have?" The teacher saw that his words of comforting Bai Yan had worked, and a smile appeared on his face.

"Teacher, you said that my painting is good. Is it true? You didn't deliberately trick me to comfort me." Bai Yan looked at the teacher suspiciously.

"Bai Yan, how could the teacher lie to you? The teacher is so old. Of course what I said is true. As long as you work hard, I believe you will go far on the road of art. Look at Van Gogh's paintings , At the beginning, people thought it was the behavior of a lunatic. But now, hundreds of years later? Van Gogh has become the originator of abstract painting." Bai Yan nodded after hearing what the teacher said, thinking that what the teacher said was very reasonable.

A few days ago, Bai Yan was still slumped because of the beggar's insults, thinking about it, she really shouldn't have.He also destroyed one of my most beloved paintings with his own hands.Thinking of that painting made his heart ache.

That painting was completed with Bai Yan's painstaking efforts for several months.But now it was destroyed because of a word from the crazy beggar. Thinking about it, it really shouldn't be.So he hated the beggar even more.Bai Yan even swore that in the future her legs would heal and she would be able to stand up.He must learn to paint well, and if he succeeds in the future, he must find this beggar and ask him to apologize to him.

"Bai Yan, I'm afraid you'll be bored, so I brought Go, do you want to kill a game?" Bai Yan noticed that the teacher brought the chess board and Go, and he hasn't played chess with the teacher for a long time.The teacher set up the go, and suddenly asked Bai Yan: "Bai Yan, did you not eat at noon?" Bai Yan realized that her stomach was growling.

The teacher called the nurse over, and brought Bai Yan another sick meal.Bai Yan smiled happily while eating her favorite cucumber scrambled eggs and braised eggplant.

After eating, Bai Yan and the teacher killed a plate.I haven't played chess with my teacher for a long time, and my teacher's chess skills are also quite rusty.Bai Yan burned, killed and looted all the way, eating almost all of the teacher's chess pieces.The anxious teacher scratched his head.

"Teacher, your body is recovering. Could it be that your brain has degenerated? How could you die so badly?" Bai Yan looked at the teacher's embarrassment suspiciously, and asked the teacher what's going on.

Zi Chou Yinmao, who the teacher couldn't tell, messed up the chessboard and stopped playing.The chessboard was also confiscated and stubbornly left.What a stubborn old man.

Just persuaded Bai Yan to be full of hope in life, like a wise man.I am like an old child.Because of a game of chess.

Sitting in a wheelchair, Bai Yan couldn't clean up the chess game, so she called the nurse and asked her to clean it up for herself.Then he asked the nurse to help him set up the easel, and Bai Yan wanted to paint again.

But Bai Yan was holding a paintbrush in one hand and a paint box in the other.Go up and down on the drawing paper, draw and draw, and a lovely old man will appear on the paper in one afternoon.

Bai Yan painted the lovely teacher.This painting is very vivid, to use an inappropriate metaphor, it is like a photo.

In the evening, the stubborn teacher wandered back to Bai Yan's ward.Looking at Bai Yanhua's self, I feel very excited.

"Bai Yan, let me tell you that you have a talent for drawing. Let the other patients in the ward take a look, and then ask the nurse to take a look. Does your painting look like me? Is it lifelike?" In Yan's ward, all the patients from the next ward were invited over to let them appreciate Bai Yan's paintings.The patients all praised, saying that they had never seen such vivid portraits of people.Some joked about Bai Yan, saying that Ma Liang's painting is at this level again.Bai Yan heard what they said was a bit exaggerated.I knew in my heart that the teacher did this in order to build up my confidence in painting again.Thinking of this, Bai Yan was very grateful to the teacher.

As the sun sets, the sky is dyed red by colorful clouds.Bai Yan looked at Yunxia in the west, thinking that waking up tomorrow would be another sunny day.

Bai Yan had completely come out of the depressed mood of the past few days.Now she eats on time every day, and after eating, she rests and paints.She listened to the teacher's instruction and concentrated on painting her own pictures.She thought that she must work hard to live the life she wanted.

A few days later, the teacher came to say goodbye to Bai Yan.Said that his body has fully recovered, and the hospital advised him to be discharged.He came here to say goodbye to Bai Yan.And asked her to cooperate with the doctor's treatment, listen to the doctor's words, and strive to get rid of the wheelchair as soon as possible.He also encouraged Bai Yan not to relax in painting, saying that he believed that Bai Yan could create a pure world of his own.

Bai Yan is reluctant to part with the teacher.If the teacher hadn't appeared in time to relieve her bad emotions, maybe Bai Yan is still in that confused state complaining about herself.