"But I sincerely say that I really can't take it anymore. I can't stand to continue to stand by your side and watch you suffer and suffer again and again because of me, but I can only stand by and watch." Looking at it, I have no ability to help you out of the predicament. Do you know how much I hate myself every time? This is not a kind of torture for me!"
Yu Xiaoyao then spoke in great pain, and said to Lu Jinyan, her words choked up a little, her nose and eye sockets turned red from the excitement and sorrow at this moment.
Just as Lu Jinyan was about to open his mouth to persuade Yu Xiaoyao, Yu Xiaoyao continued to speak to Lu Jinyan, "Jinyan, during this time, the news that you and Cheng Yufei are going to be engaged has spread all over the city. It's not your wish, and I know who planned all of this, so I don't blame you. I know that Miss Cheng really wants to be with you, and the current situation is too embarrassing , I see you are so helpless because of work every day, I feel like my heart is going to die, but now Miss Cheng has the ability to help you out of this predicament, so that you don't have to be like It's so hard every day, so I think this marriage is not impossible..."
Yu Xiaoyao felt that when she said this, she almost exhausted all her strength. In the end, Yu Xiaoyao almost lost the strength to open her mouth, and insisted on finishing the sentence with a very soft and small voice, but her eyes were no longer there. I don't have the ability to match up with Lu Jinyan, and I feel that I have become a deserter of love again. I am sorry for Lu Jinyan's love and concern for him for so many years.
"Xiaoyao! What are you talking about! Why do you say such things to me like this? Don't you know what I want? For me, the current predicament and losing you Compared to it, it's nothing at all, do you know that if I don't have you by my side, I will really go crazy, and then what's the use of me wanting more calm!"
When Lu Jinyan heard Yu Xiaoyao's words at this time, he couldn't help being slightly angry. Originally, Lu Jinyan thought that the person who knew him best was Yu Xiaoyao, so he was worthy of his willingness to give everything to protect him, but he didn't expect that even Yu Xiaoyao All these words made Lu Jinyan feel a little lost and heartbroken for a while.
Yu Xiaoyao had expected that after hearing what she said, Lu Jinyan would be angry and heartbroken, and would not even take what she said to her heart.After all, according to Lu Jinyan's temperament, he would never let him go easily.
But Yu Xiaoyao knew that the shareholders meeting was very close now, and it was really difficult for Lu Jinyan to find a solution in such a short time. He opened his mouth cruelly, and said to Lu Jinyan, "This is not the only thing I want to discuss with you today..."
Seeing Yu Xiaoyao's words at this time, Lu Jinyan then looked at Yu Xiaoyao with some anxiety, feeling that he didn't have the slightest prediction of what Yu Xiaoyao was going to say next, which made Lu Jinyan feel a kind of unpredictable fear in his heart.
Yu Xiaoyao calmed down a little before she said slowly, "I have found the father of the child... Zixuan's biological father!"
When Lu Jinyan heard Yu Xiaoyao's gentle words at this time, it exploded in Lu Jinyan's mind like a powerful bomb with a "boom".
He couldn't respond for a long time, but just looked at Yu Xiaoyao in a daze, not knowing how to open his mouth.
"What did you say……"
At this moment, Lu Jinyan still felt his ears buzzing, his brain was blank, his eyes were open, but he couldn't make any response.
Seeing Lu Jinyan's appearance at this time, Yu Xiaoyao felt like she was bleeding all the time, and her heart ached, but Yu Xiaoyao knew that she no longer had the right to cry.
"I...I have already found Zixuan's biological father..."
Yu Xiaoyao suppressed the grief in her heart, said this sentence again with almost all her strength, and then said: "So I don't think the two of us are so suitable to be together now, I want to bring Zixuan Go find his biological father!"
"Do you know what you are talking about now! You told me before that Zixuan's birth was an accident. I can conclude that you have no relationship with his biological father. How can you just because he is Zixuan's?" Father, if you just casually bring Zixuan over there, and live with him, then what am I!"
After Lu Jinyan came back to his senses, a violent anger shot up his head in an instant, and he spoke in a very puzzled voice, and questioned Yu Xiaoyao loudly.
When Yu Xiaoyao heard Lu Jinyan's words at this time, she really wanted to answer him how important he was to her, but she couldn't.
At this time, Yu Xiaoyao could only hold back her tears, and then replied to Lu Jinyan with a blank face: "Jinyan, we are no longer just living for ourselves, we have to take care of those who care about us." People, you have your family, I have Zixuan, the child needs the company of his biological father."
At this time, Lu Jinyan was very emotional and held Yu Xiaoyao's wrist vigorously, and said without giving in, "For so long, I have treated Zixuan like my own child, and I can say that I have a clear conscience. You didn't treat him badly at all, why do you think that only people who are related by blood should really be together? Have you ever asked Zixuan about his feelings! Or how did you find out about the biological father of the child? Whereabouts, the news is not reliable! Xiaoyao, why did you treat me like this, do you know how much my heart hurts now!"
Lu Jinyan kept asking Yu Xiaoyao in disbelief, his eyes turned scarlet with grief.
Yu Xiaoyao wanted to break free from the confinement on Lu Jinyan's arm at this time, but found that the harder she grabbed Lu Jinyan, the harder she grabbed herself. Yu Xiaoyao gave up struggling, then raised her head to meet Lu Jinyan's gaze, and spoke coldly towards Lu Jinyan. Jinyan replied: "I admit that you are indeed very good to Zixuan, but even so, what can you do? You are busy every day, do you have time to spend more time with your children! Plus your family members While treating me and Zixuan with such an attitude, let Zixuan live in hiding every day, like an illegitimate child, do you think this is good for the child!"
When Yu Xiaoyao said these words, she felt that her heart was cut open by herself with a knife, and then she couldn't stop sprinkling salt on it.
As Yu Xiaoyao's words gradually uttered, Lu Jinyan's hand gradually lost its strength, and finally let go of his hand a little weakly, hanging on his sides in despair, and asked Yu Xiaoyao in a pale voice: " Are you serious about what you just said..."
"Of course!"
Yu Xiaoyao lowered her head deeply, tried her best not to let her voice tremble, and pretended to be very firm to answer.
After hearing Yu Xiaoyao's powerful two-word answer, Lu Jinyan uncontrollably staggered and took two steps back, feeling that his mind was in chaos at this moment, obviously it shouldn't be like this, why now...
Lu Jinyan walked out of the house slowly, and when he came back to his senses, he had already sat quietly in the office for a long time.
"Boss Lu..."
It was already late at night when Wei Zheng received the call from Lu Jinyan. He heard the abnormality of Lu Jinyan on the other end of the phone, so he hurried over with a look on his face.
Hearing Wei Zheng's cautious call, Lu Jinyan slowly raised his head from the shadows, looked at Wei Zheng, and remained silent for a long time.
"I want you to check for me..."
Lu Jinyan, who hadn't spoken for a long time, now had a particularly hoarse voice, "...the people Xiaoyao has come into contact with during this time."
Hearing that Lu Jinyan asked him to check Yu Xiaoyao, Wei Zheng's eyes widened in confusion for a moment, and he looked at Lu Jinyan in disbelief, and did not respond as quickly and neatly as usual.
Lu Jinyan didn't stop there, and then said: "She said that she found Zixuan's biological father..."
Speaking of this, Lu Jinyan wanted to smile bitterly, but found that he couldn't even smile, only full of bitterness.
Hearing the explosion-like news one after another, Wei Zheng finally knew what caused Lu Jinyan to be so lost!
"Boss Lu..."
It was the first time that Wei Zheng was asked by Lu Jinyan to investigate his personal affairs, so Wei Zheng didn't know what to do for a while.
"Let's check it out, hurry up."
After all, although Lu Jinyan is very restless now, he still knows that their situation is still very critical, and there is not much time left for him.
"Then, Mr. Lu, what happened before..."
Wei Zheng then asked with some doubts.
"Check it too!"
After finishing speaking, Lu Jinyan propped his forehead with his hands helplessly, feeling an unprecedented sense of emptiness and tiredness.
"okay, I get it!"
After Wei Zheng left, Lu Jinyan remained motionless for a long time, as if he didn't even have the strength to breathe, and his whole body seemed to be emptied.
Yu Xiaoyao didn't sleep all night. Although she wanted to pack up her things all night and take Zixuan away early in the morning, since Lu Jinyan left home, Yu Xiaoyao sat on the sofa in the living room a little sluggishly, completely devastated, until Fan Yingyue's The phone broke the silence of the whole house, so Yu Xiaoyao moved her eyes to the phone with some difficulty.
Then she slowly looked out of the window with dull eyes, the sky was bright at this time, Yu Xiaoyao saw a lot of sunshine pouring into the room, but her heart still felt extremely dark, she really wanted more sunshine to shine into her heart , give yourself some light.
"Hey……"
Yu Xiaoyao answered the phone with powerlessness, and before Yu Xiaoyao could ask what Fan Yingyue's purpose was for calling, Fan Yingyue eagerly said to Yu Xiaoyao: "Xiaoyao, have you read the news! Something big happened!"
When Yu Xiaoyao heard Fan Yingyue's words at this time, although Fan Yingyue's tone was very eager, there was no ripple in Yu Xiaoyao's heart, because now for Yu Xiaoyao, she has decided to leave, and everything is not so important up.
"Nope……"
Yu Xiaoyao then responded weakly.
Yu Xiaoyao then spoke in great pain, and said to Lu Jinyan, her words choked up a little, her nose and eye sockets turned red from the excitement and sorrow at this moment.
Just as Lu Jinyan was about to open his mouth to persuade Yu Xiaoyao, Yu Xiaoyao continued to speak to Lu Jinyan, "Jinyan, during this time, the news that you and Cheng Yufei are going to be engaged has spread all over the city. It's not your wish, and I know who planned all of this, so I don't blame you. I know that Miss Cheng really wants to be with you, and the current situation is too embarrassing , I see you are so helpless because of work every day, I feel like my heart is going to die, but now Miss Cheng has the ability to help you out of this predicament, so that you don't have to be like It's so hard every day, so I think this marriage is not impossible..."
Yu Xiaoyao felt that when she said this, she almost exhausted all her strength. In the end, Yu Xiaoyao almost lost the strength to open her mouth, and insisted on finishing the sentence with a very soft and small voice, but her eyes were no longer there. I don't have the ability to match up with Lu Jinyan, and I feel that I have become a deserter of love again. I am sorry for Lu Jinyan's love and concern for him for so many years.
"Xiaoyao! What are you talking about! Why do you say such things to me like this? Don't you know what I want? For me, the current predicament and losing you Compared to it, it's nothing at all, do you know that if I don't have you by my side, I will really go crazy, and then what's the use of me wanting more calm!"
When Lu Jinyan heard Yu Xiaoyao's words at this time, he couldn't help being slightly angry. Originally, Lu Jinyan thought that the person who knew him best was Yu Xiaoyao, so he was worthy of his willingness to give everything to protect him, but he didn't expect that even Yu Xiaoyao All these words made Lu Jinyan feel a little lost and heartbroken for a while.
Yu Xiaoyao had expected that after hearing what she said, Lu Jinyan would be angry and heartbroken, and would not even take what she said to her heart.After all, according to Lu Jinyan's temperament, he would never let him go easily.
But Yu Xiaoyao knew that the shareholders meeting was very close now, and it was really difficult for Lu Jinyan to find a solution in such a short time. He opened his mouth cruelly, and said to Lu Jinyan, "This is not the only thing I want to discuss with you today..."
Seeing Yu Xiaoyao's words at this time, Lu Jinyan then looked at Yu Xiaoyao with some anxiety, feeling that he didn't have the slightest prediction of what Yu Xiaoyao was going to say next, which made Lu Jinyan feel a kind of unpredictable fear in his heart.
Yu Xiaoyao calmed down a little before she said slowly, "I have found the father of the child... Zixuan's biological father!"
When Lu Jinyan heard Yu Xiaoyao's gentle words at this time, it exploded in Lu Jinyan's mind like a powerful bomb with a "boom".
He couldn't respond for a long time, but just looked at Yu Xiaoyao in a daze, not knowing how to open his mouth.
"What did you say……"
At this moment, Lu Jinyan still felt his ears buzzing, his brain was blank, his eyes were open, but he couldn't make any response.
Seeing Lu Jinyan's appearance at this time, Yu Xiaoyao felt like she was bleeding all the time, and her heart ached, but Yu Xiaoyao knew that she no longer had the right to cry.
"I...I have already found Zixuan's biological father..."
Yu Xiaoyao suppressed the grief in her heart, said this sentence again with almost all her strength, and then said: "So I don't think the two of us are so suitable to be together now, I want to bring Zixuan Go find his biological father!"
"Do you know what you are talking about now! You told me before that Zixuan's birth was an accident. I can conclude that you have no relationship with his biological father. How can you just because he is Zixuan's?" Father, if you just casually bring Zixuan over there, and live with him, then what am I!"
After Lu Jinyan came back to his senses, a violent anger shot up his head in an instant, and he spoke in a very puzzled voice, and questioned Yu Xiaoyao loudly.
When Yu Xiaoyao heard Lu Jinyan's words at this time, she really wanted to answer him how important he was to her, but she couldn't.
At this time, Yu Xiaoyao could only hold back her tears, and then replied to Lu Jinyan with a blank face: "Jinyan, we are no longer just living for ourselves, we have to take care of those who care about us." People, you have your family, I have Zixuan, the child needs the company of his biological father."
At this time, Lu Jinyan was very emotional and held Yu Xiaoyao's wrist vigorously, and said without giving in, "For so long, I have treated Zixuan like my own child, and I can say that I have a clear conscience. You didn't treat him badly at all, why do you think that only people who are related by blood should really be together? Have you ever asked Zixuan about his feelings! Or how did you find out about the biological father of the child? Whereabouts, the news is not reliable! Xiaoyao, why did you treat me like this, do you know how much my heart hurts now!"
Lu Jinyan kept asking Yu Xiaoyao in disbelief, his eyes turned scarlet with grief.
Yu Xiaoyao wanted to break free from the confinement on Lu Jinyan's arm at this time, but found that the harder she grabbed Lu Jinyan, the harder she grabbed herself. Yu Xiaoyao gave up struggling, then raised her head to meet Lu Jinyan's gaze, and spoke coldly towards Lu Jinyan. Jinyan replied: "I admit that you are indeed very good to Zixuan, but even so, what can you do? You are busy every day, do you have time to spend more time with your children! Plus your family members While treating me and Zixuan with such an attitude, let Zixuan live in hiding every day, like an illegitimate child, do you think this is good for the child!"
When Yu Xiaoyao said these words, she felt that her heart was cut open by herself with a knife, and then she couldn't stop sprinkling salt on it.
As Yu Xiaoyao's words gradually uttered, Lu Jinyan's hand gradually lost its strength, and finally let go of his hand a little weakly, hanging on his sides in despair, and asked Yu Xiaoyao in a pale voice: " Are you serious about what you just said..."
"Of course!"
Yu Xiaoyao lowered her head deeply, tried her best not to let her voice tremble, and pretended to be very firm to answer.
After hearing Yu Xiaoyao's powerful two-word answer, Lu Jinyan uncontrollably staggered and took two steps back, feeling that his mind was in chaos at this moment, obviously it shouldn't be like this, why now...
Lu Jinyan walked out of the house slowly, and when he came back to his senses, he had already sat quietly in the office for a long time.
"Boss Lu..."
It was already late at night when Wei Zheng received the call from Lu Jinyan. He heard the abnormality of Lu Jinyan on the other end of the phone, so he hurried over with a look on his face.
Hearing Wei Zheng's cautious call, Lu Jinyan slowly raised his head from the shadows, looked at Wei Zheng, and remained silent for a long time.
"I want you to check for me..."
Lu Jinyan, who hadn't spoken for a long time, now had a particularly hoarse voice, "...the people Xiaoyao has come into contact with during this time."
Hearing that Lu Jinyan asked him to check Yu Xiaoyao, Wei Zheng's eyes widened in confusion for a moment, and he looked at Lu Jinyan in disbelief, and did not respond as quickly and neatly as usual.
Lu Jinyan didn't stop there, and then said: "She said that she found Zixuan's biological father..."
Speaking of this, Lu Jinyan wanted to smile bitterly, but found that he couldn't even smile, only full of bitterness.
Hearing the explosion-like news one after another, Wei Zheng finally knew what caused Lu Jinyan to be so lost!
"Boss Lu..."
It was the first time that Wei Zheng was asked by Lu Jinyan to investigate his personal affairs, so Wei Zheng didn't know what to do for a while.
"Let's check it out, hurry up."
After all, although Lu Jinyan is very restless now, he still knows that their situation is still very critical, and there is not much time left for him.
"Then, Mr. Lu, what happened before..."
Wei Zheng then asked with some doubts.
"Check it too!"
After finishing speaking, Lu Jinyan propped his forehead with his hands helplessly, feeling an unprecedented sense of emptiness and tiredness.
"okay, I get it!"
After Wei Zheng left, Lu Jinyan remained motionless for a long time, as if he didn't even have the strength to breathe, and his whole body seemed to be emptied.
Yu Xiaoyao didn't sleep all night. Although she wanted to pack up her things all night and take Zixuan away early in the morning, since Lu Jinyan left home, Yu Xiaoyao sat on the sofa in the living room a little sluggishly, completely devastated, until Fan Yingyue's The phone broke the silence of the whole house, so Yu Xiaoyao moved her eyes to the phone with some difficulty.
Then she slowly looked out of the window with dull eyes, the sky was bright at this time, Yu Xiaoyao saw a lot of sunshine pouring into the room, but her heart still felt extremely dark, she really wanted more sunshine to shine into her heart , give yourself some light.
"Hey……"
Yu Xiaoyao answered the phone with powerlessness, and before Yu Xiaoyao could ask what Fan Yingyue's purpose was for calling, Fan Yingyue eagerly said to Yu Xiaoyao: "Xiaoyao, have you read the news! Something big happened!"
When Yu Xiaoyao heard Fan Yingyue's words at this time, although Fan Yingyue's tone was very eager, there was no ripple in Yu Xiaoyao's heart, because now for Yu Xiaoyao, she has decided to leave, and everything is not so important up.
"Nope……"
Yu Xiaoyao then responded weakly.
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