Clearly knowing that this is not a wise approach, Feng Xuelan still feels that she did the right thing.She wants to try to change some stubborn thoughts in her heart and accept the "failure" she may have to face.

In addition to the matter of Chris, Feng Xuelan also thought of the hatred hidden in her heart.What if one day her revenge fails?At least she will leave Zong Mingzhe with an explanation, so that he can understand who she is and why she did those things.

Feng Xuelan felt a little unbelievable, staying alone in this confinement room, although she was bored, her mood was getting better and better.

When she was in the organization of Day of Tomorrow, she was punished before, but her heart was dead at that time, and her frozen fear and despair were like being thrown into the deep sea, and she could only sink slowly. The accumulation in the bottom of my heart must not gradually dissipate like it is now.

The reason for this is, of course, that she was alone at that time, but now, there are so many people who care about her.

When Qu Shulei's figure appeared in front of Feng Xuelan, Feng Xuelan felt extremely surprised.She has never had any contact with this woman, and they don't even know each other at all.

"Sister Qu, why are you here?" Feng Xuelan guessed that Chen Huofan must have asked her to come, so she said with a smile, "Could it be that our company commander sent you to teach me a lesson?"

Qu Shulei also laughed when he heard the words, "Your company commander, he locked you here, and he felt very uncomfortable. He kept talking all day, afraid that you would be angry with him, and afraid that Mingzhe would be angry with him."

Feng Xuelan felt a little guilty, and said to Qu Shulei, "I know how good our company commander is to me. I made a mistake myself, so how can I blame him for putting me in confinement... Actually, I don't want to cause trouble for him, and I don't want to cause trouble for him. I don't want to embarrass him. I can't care so much about the things at that time."

Qu Shulei looked at Feng Xuelan and asked, "What happened, can you tell Sister Qu?" She knew that Feng Xuelan was not a person who beat around the bush, so she didn't ask around, and simply said, " I heard that they said those things in a muddleheaded manner, and I was really curious."

Feng Xuelan likes Qu Shulei's straightforward character.

Anyway, with nothing to do, the two women sat in the confinement room and talked about everything.

All the murders were skipped by Feng Xuelan, and when she finally said that she snatched the motorcycle and went after Chris alone, Qu Shulei couldn't help but stare wide-eyed and gasped.

"So that's why they said you violated discipline?" Qu Shulei asked.

Feng Xuelan nodded with a wry smile, "It's not just that... Later, Qin Huhao and the others' car caught up and was blocked by a truck. I was afraid that Karen and the others would take the opportunity to escape, so I accelerated to catch up. The truck The driver purposely pushed Qin Huhao and his car down and refused to let them pass. I was also a little angry, so I... pulled out a gun and pointed at him, and he pulled the car over to the side of the road..."

Qu Shulei's eyes widened, she looked at Feng Xuelan again, and sighed, "Oh my god... Xuelan, I really didn't expect you to be so powerful! Shuyu told me that you won You won the championship of this year's capture fighting competition, and defeated that Ding Yuxi. But I thought you could fight well at the time, but I didn't expect you to be so courageous...too big!"

Only then did Qu Shulei understand why Chen Huofan looked at Feng Xuelan differently, why he valued her so much.This little girl in front of me is really extraordinary!
Normally, if she heard people say that, Feng Xuelan would definitely raise her head proudly.But now that she has made a mistake, she is not proud at all.

In addition to sighing, Qu Shulei also heard it.Feng Xuelan must have some special feelings for that kid Chris, otherwise she would never have risked so much to save him over and over again.

Qu Shulei couldn't help asking, "That kid, Chris, tell me more about him."

Asked by her like this, Feng Xuelan thought for a while, and said in a low voice, "I just feel uneasy about this child."

She sighed, and told Qu Shulei what she had never said to anyone buried in her heart, "This kid is only a teenager, but he wants to be used like this. Every time I see his eyes, It felt like I could hear him calling for help."

Chris is a child "forced to accept other people's arrangements, unable to choose his own destiny". When Feng Xuelan was still an alpha, she knew that she saw herself in Chris.

"I thought I could protect him, maybe change his fate. Unfortunately, in the end, he still died before my eyes."

Helplessness and frustration were revealed from Feng Xuelan's words, which deeply touched Qu Shulei's heart.She also sighed, and said to Feng Xuelan, "Some things are just like this. Once they happen, we can't change them. The remaining bitterness can only be swallowed by ourselves little by little."

Feng Xuelan turned her head to look at Qu Shulei, knowing that what she was talking about was not only about Chris, but also about herself.

"Sister Qu, do you also feel bitter now?" Feng Xuelan asked.

Qu Shulei nodded and sighed, "Bitterness...not just suffering, what's even more frightening is that I can't express the suffering in my heart, and I have to pretend to be strong when others comfort me." She looked at Feng Xuelan and smiled wryly Said, "At that time, my child was gone, and the man who I thought could stay with me for a lifetime suddenly changed his face... I am not afraid of your jokes when I say it. I wanted to die several times, and I even did it... But I didn't die in the end. Yes, survived."

Feng Xuelan could tell that it was difficult for Qu Shulei to say these words.

Zong Mingzhe once said that Qu Shulei is a very proud woman.Feng Xuelan felt that in some respects, she was very similar to Qu Shulei.People like them never want to get sympathy from others. The reason why Qu Shulei came to tell her these words must be to comfort Feng Xuelan with her own affairs.

Even though the two of them had no relationship before, she still preferred to show Feng Xuelan her heart, so as to help Feng Xuelan heal the pain in her heart.

I heard Qu Shulei continue to say, "Chen Huofan confessed to me that no matter what I am, he wants to be with me. At that time, I told him that my heart died with the child. But Chen Huofan and I said that the only hurdle in the world that cannot be passed is in one's own heart. If the heart is really dead, that hurdle will be gone long ago. If a person always hides behind that hurdle, he will be unable to get over it no matter what, but if someone pulls , maybe I can stand up and pass this hurdle. I thought Chen Huofan was weird and stupid before, but after hearing what he said, I realized that this man understands better than me. Reason."

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