Ace Sniper: My Husband Gets Down
Chapter 250 Frustration
The warmth from Zong Mingzhe's palm reached Feng Xuelan's, and her almost frozen heart seemed to be melted by Zong Mingzhe at this moment.
"Chris is dead..." Feng Xuelan whispered, "I was supposed to protect that child..."
It turned out to be because of this incident.
Zong Mingzhe understood.
Feng Xuelan probably blamed herself, because she failed to complete the task of protecting the child and let the child be buried in the sea of fire.
"Xuelan, we can't complete every mission [-]%, even our team members have to face failure. You failed to protect Chris this time, not because you did something wrong Instead, you risked your life to protect him, you did your best."
Hearing this, Feng Xuelan couldn't help showing a wry smile.
Put your life on the line and do your best.
She really does.
For Chris, she even fell into a trap and was shot dead by He Yaoshi.This time, too, she did all she could.
But in the end, the child still died before her eyes.This may be their unchangeable fate.
She felt sad from the bottom of her heart, not only because of Chris' death, but also because she felt this unchangeable fate.
Deep frustration is far more unbearable than facing death.She has long been used to facing death, but she is a proud alpha, she has never failed, and naturally she has never accepted this kind of frustration.
But now, the "Alpha" she is proud of has become someone else's code name. Not only was she herself killed, but now even the only person she had protected died in front of her.
failure.
These two words are too unfamiliar to her.
There was a pungent smell in the air, making it difficult to breathe.
Feng Xuelan didn't want to stay in this place for a while, she looked up at Zong Mingzhe, and said with a wry smile, "I know I violated discipline again, but I didn't mean to make Qin Huhao angry like that on purpose. If there is a chance, please help me. I said sorry to him. As for the punishment I should accept, I have no complaints."
Zong Mingzhe could feel that something was wrong with her, and he knew very well that what was in this woman's heart could not be explained clearly in a few words.
At this time, He Yaoshi's voice came from Zong Mingzhe's earphones, and the investigation on Karen had come to fruition, and they were going to arrest a group of people who helped Karen and others participate in this event.
This arrest is very important, Zong Mingzhe must go.
"Xuelan, go back and wait for me." Zong Mingzhe raised her chin, forced her to look at him, and said seriously, "Don't think about it, just wait for me when I come back."
Feng Xuelan could see Zong Mingzhe's concern for her, she smiled again, "Don't worry."
But the smile on her face was extremely fragile.
Zong Mingzhe still had to leave, and Feng Xuelan was sent back to Mu Qinong by someone he arranged.
Mu Qinong didn't know what was going on outside at all, he only knew that there were three missing people in his group to protect.
"Xuelan, how are Tamara and Chris doing?" He asked this, and then found that something was wrong with Feng Xuelan's appearance, so he hurriedly asked, "Is something wrong?"
Feng Xuelan nodded and told him, "Those two people are dead. Karen is also dead."
Her words were like a blockbuster, which made Mu Qinong speechless.
died?
How did you die?
"This...what the hell is going on..." Mu Qinong now understands why Feng Xuelan's expression is so bad!But he didn't understand what happened!
Feng Xuelan didn't want to talk to him, but only told him that someone would explain it to him in the future.Then she asked Mu Qinong for a leave of absence, left the event site early, returned to the room assigned to her, closed the door, and curled up in the corner alone.
She was overwhelmed by familiarity.
That was the feeling she had felt countless times before she became an alpha.
The brutal competition she has to face is either life or death.On the night before every challenge, she would curl up alone in a seemingly safe corner, letting the fear in her heart slowly overwhelm herself.
Sometimes she weeps, sometimes she trembles like a baby bird.
After night after night like this, she knew there was no way anyone would help her.She gradually became numb, gradually shocking her nerves with the passion of victory.It wasn't until she became an alpha that she was completely free from this corner, from the lonely night, from the fear that made her unbearable.
But now, this feeling seems to have suddenly returned.
Helpless, struggling, like floating in pain with no end in sight.
After an unknown amount of time, the door was suddenly opened, Feng Xuelan raised her head vigilantly, and stood up from the ground at the same time.
Zong Mingzhe walked into the room and found Feng Xuelan standing there close to the wall, his eyes and demeanor were like a wounded beast.His heart hurt even more, he put down the things in his hands, and opened his hands to Feng Xuelan.
"Xuelan, I'm back." He said softly.
Feng Xuelan was a little dazed, because the scene in front of her seemed to be something she had imagined countless times when she was a child.
Someone can stretch out his hands to her when she is most uncomfortable, someone can softly call her name, someone can comfort her, and can dispel the heavy pain in her heart...
Is it a dream?
Feng Xuelan stepped forward, stretched out her hand, and lightly touched Zong Mingzhe's cheek.
Warm touch, like real.
The fingertips slipped, slipped across his chin, slipped across his Adam's apple, slipped across his collarbone, and slipped to his heart.
Feng Xuelan leaned over, lay down there, and put her ear on his chest, she could hear a voice that reassured her.
Plop, plop...
Zong Mingzhe held her in his arms carefully, and gently stroked the top of her head with his big hands.He can feel her sadness and vulnerability, he can feel her pain and helplessness.If the strong wind can blow away the haze, Zong Mingzhe will take her to run now, to a place where the strong wind blows, and then have a heavy rain to wash away the grief in her heart, and finally lead her to find the sunshine, so that The sun warmed her and she smiled again.
"Xue Lan, I heard you didn't have dinner, so I brought your favorite food." He whispered.
Feng Xuelan raised her head, sniffed it vigorously, and then saw two big bags of food in fast food boxes that Zong Mingzhe put on the coffee table.
She doesn't feel hungry at all, she wants something else more than food now.
"Let's eat later." Feng Xuelan looked at Zong Mingzhe and whispered to him, "Mingzhe, hug me."
"Chris is dead..." Feng Xuelan whispered, "I was supposed to protect that child..."
It turned out to be because of this incident.
Zong Mingzhe understood.
Feng Xuelan probably blamed herself, because she failed to complete the task of protecting the child and let the child be buried in the sea of fire.
"Xuelan, we can't complete every mission [-]%, even our team members have to face failure. You failed to protect Chris this time, not because you did something wrong Instead, you risked your life to protect him, you did your best."
Hearing this, Feng Xuelan couldn't help showing a wry smile.
Put your life on the line and do your best.
She really does.
For Chris, she even fell into a trap and was shot dead by He Yaoshi.This time, too, she did all she could.
But in the end, the child still died before her eyes.This may be their unchangeable fate.
She felt sad from the bottom of her heart, not only because of Chris' death, but also because she felt this unchangeable fate.
Deep frustration is far more unbearable than facing death.She has long been used to facing death, but she is a proud alpha, she has never failed, and naturally she has never accepted this kind of frustration.
But now, the "Alpha" she is proud of has become someone else's code name. Not only was she herself killed, but now even the only person she had protected died in front of her.
failure.
These two words are too unfamiliar to her.
There was a pungent smell in the air, making it difficult to breathe.
Feng Xuelan didn't want to stay in this place for a while, she looked up at Zong Mingzhe, and said with a wry smile, "I know I violated discipline again, but I didn't mean to make Qin Huhao angry like that on purpose. If there is a chance, please help me. I said sorry to him. As for the punishment I should accept, I have no complaints."
Zong Mingzhe could feel that something was wrong with her, and he knew very well that what was in this woman's heart could not be explained clearly in a few words.
At this time, He Yaoshi's voice came from Zong Mingzhe's earphones, and the investigation on Karen had come to fruition, and they were going to arrest a group of people who helped Karen and others participate in this event.
This arrest is very important, Zong Mingzhe must go.
"Xuelan, go back and wait for me." Zong Mingzhe raised her chin, forced her to look at him, and said seriously, "Don't think about it, just wait for me when I come back."
Feng Xuelan could see Zong Mingzhe's concern for her, she smiled again, "Don't worry."
But the smile on her face was extremely fragile.
Zong Mingzhe still had to leave, and Feng Xuelan was sent back to Mu Qinong by someone he arranged.
Mu Qinong didn't know what was going on outside at all, he only knew that there were three missing people in his group to protect.
"Xuelan, how are Tamara and Chris doing?" He asked this, and then found that something was wrong with Feng Xuelan's appearance, so he hurriedly asked, "Is something wrong?"
Feng Xuelan nodded and told him, "Those two people are dead. Karen is also dead."
Her words were like a blockbuster, which made Mu Qinong speechless.
died?
How did you die?
"This...what the hell is going on..." Mu Qinong now understands why Feng Xuelan's expression is so bad!But he didn't understand what happened!
Feng Xuelan didn't want to talk to him, but only told him that someone would explain it to him in the future.Then she asked Mu Qinong for a leave of absence, left the event site early, returned to the room assigned to her, closed the door, and curled up in the corner alone.
She was overwhelmed by familiarity.
That was the feeling she had felt countless times before she became an alpha.
The brutal competition she has to face is either life or death.On the night before every challenge, she would curl up alone in a seemingly safe corner, letting the fear in her heart slowly overwhelm herself.
Sometimes she weeps, sometimes she trembles like a baby bird.
After night after night like this, she knew there was no way anyone would help her.She gradually became numb, gradually shocking her nerves with the passion of victory.It wasn't until she became an alpha that she was completely free from this corner, from the lonely night, from the fear that made her unbearable.
But now, this feeling seems to have suddenly returned.
Helpless, struggling, like floating in pain with no end in sight.
After an unknown amount of time, the door was suddenly opened, Feng Xuelan raised her head vigilantly, and stood up from the ground at the same time.
Zong Mingzhe walked into the room and found Feng Xuelan standing there close to the wall, his eyes and demeanor were like a wounded beast.His heart hurt even more, he put down the things in his hands, and opened his hands to Feng Xuelan.
"Xuelan, I'm back." He said softly.
Feng Xuelan was a little dazed, because the scene in front of her seemed to be something she had imagined countless times when she was a child.
Someone can stretch out his hands to her when she is most uncomfortable, someone can softly call her name, someone can comfort her, and can dispel the heavy pain in her heart...
Is it a dream?
Feng Xuelan stepped forward, stretched out her hand, and lightly touched Zong Mingzhe's cheek.
Warm touch, like real.
The fingertips slipped, slipped across his chin, slipped across his Adam's apple, slipped across his collarbone, and slipped to his heart.
Feng Xuelan leaned over, lay down there, and put her ear on his chest, she could hear a voice that reassured her.
Plop, plop...
Zong Mingzhe held her in his arms carefully, and gently stroked the top of her head with his big hands.He can feel her sadness and vulnerability, he can feel her pain and helplessness.If the strong wind can blow away the haze, Zong Mingzhe will take her to run now, to a place where the strong wind blows, and then have a heavy rain to wash away the grief in her heart, and finally lead her to find the sunshine, so that The sun warmed her and she smiled again.
"Xue Lan, I heard you didn't have dinner, so I brought your favorite food." He whispered.
Feng Xuelan raised her head, sniffed it vigorously, and then saw two big bags of food in fast food boxes that Zong Mingzhe put on the coffee table.
She doesn't feel hungry at all, she wants something else more than food now.
"Let's eat later." Feng Xuelan looked at Zong Mingzhe and whispered to him, "Mingzhe, hug me."
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