There is a kind of boyfriend called bamboo horse

"Damn it, a nerd like you knows it all, but I'm ignorant, it's unscientific. Then what should I do? Will Senior Bingshan let her father retaliate against me? Will she let me clean up the bag of bastard from school? Then what should I do?" The wretched boy regretted it at this moment, but no one cared about him at all.

Ji Anan supported Ruan Anran all the way to the dormitory.Since Ruan Anran was on the upper bunk, Ji Anan helped her to his bed.Cover her with a quilt and hope she rests well.But since seeing her till now, she hasn't said a word, neither eat nor drink.He kept his expressionless face and stared at the ceiling with empty eyes, just in a daze all the time.

Ji Anan knew that if she wanted to, it would be fine if she didn't need to be persuaded.If she can't think about it, no one can persuade her.She learned about what happened from the girl in the next dormitory.After listening to it, she just felt that it was not worth it to be on behalf of Ruan Anran.Unexpectedly, Ji Chen didn't defend Ruan Anran, thanks to this silly girl who has liked him for so long.

"An Ran, just cry when you're sad. No one will laugh at you. Who doesn't talk about others behind their backs, and who doesn't get told behind their backs? I know you are a girl with a clear mind, and you don't get along well with others in everything. Care about. But today you also witnessed the indifference of senior Ji Chen, whom you have always liked, when you were bullied."

Seeing the unresponsive Ruan Anran weeping silently at the corner of her eyes after hearing Ji Chen's name, Ji Anan felt that she must be stimulated with the stimulation of fighting poison with poison. "You have always never hit the south wall and don't look back. Now that you hit your head and bleed, you should recognize the reality."

Seeing Ruan Anran's eyebrows frowned, she continued: "Even if Ji Chen gets entangled with his girlfriend, he will still choose to protect his girlfriend at critical moments, not you, a naive elementary school girl. You haven't Can you see? He approached you again and again, nothing more than treating you as a confidant, that's all."

Since Ruan Anran hadn't spoken for a long time, her voice was hoarse and unpleasant, her thick nasal voice, her pale face, sour and red eyes, and the tears all over her face reflected Ruan Anran's uncontrollable sadness and despair.Ji Anan was angry and sad seeing her like this.She has always regarded Ruan Anran as her younger sister, and seeing her like this makes her feel uncomfortable.

"How can it be possible to tell right from wrong in matters like feelings? It's just that Zhou Yu beat Huang Gai and was willing to fight and suffer. It was Ji Chen who was so kind to you and gave you a reason to like him. But no matter whether he is sad or happy, he is with you." You shared, but he selfishly used the relationship between the two of you as a perfunctory friend. But he gave you the illusion of liking, and you didn't tell the truth about your relationship. Being ambiguous is really wronged. "

"Actually, senior sister, I also fell in love with someone I shouldn't have liked before. His meticulous care made me, who had never enjoyed much love since I was a child, think that this was liking, so I did various things to him to make him Headache pursuit,. Waiting for him to get off work at his work place; writing confession letters to him; even stalking him; kissing him. Thinking about it now, I was really crazy at the time.”

Ji Anan gently wiped away the tears on Ruan Anran's face with his hands, and continued: "In the beginning, I just liked the kindness of his concern for me, but I don't know when it started, I really fell in love with him Yes. But he still rejected me as always, and told me that I was too young. Yes, I fell in love with a doctor who was a whole round older than me. Everyone advised me to let the past go with the wind, but the past How can it follow the wind?"

She, who was sobbing, stopped crying.This is the first time I have heard Sister An An tell her about her emotional past.she never?Knowing that in my eyes, Sister An An, who is intellectual, elegant, feminine and understanding, was so crazy before, completely crazier than Ling Ling.

Ji Anan looked at Ruan Anran's big eyes that were slightly red from crying just now, staring at him watery, waiting for the next story.She smiled and continued: "But what I don't care about is what he cares about. I asked him if he liked me, but he only said sorry to me. At that time, I didn't understand what these three words contained. meaning."

"But this wasn't the answer I wanted, so I rushed forward and kissed him. But he pushed me away like an electric shock. Later, he told me that if I could be admitted to a university and study abroad, he would Promise to be with me. At that time, I was the bottom poor student for three consecutive years, and I worked hard to study hard. But, he lied to me. "

Every time An'an thinks of this in recent years, tears can always flow down uncontrollably.She was very grateful to Ruan Anran for silently wiping away her tears.Every time she forced herself not to cry, it was all nonsense.As long as she thinks of him, she hates him for her own sake, and hates him only for her own good.

Ji Anan choked up and said: "I came back from studying abroad, and he is no longer here. He clearly told me that he would be with me as long as I came back, but when I returned to my hometown, he had become a green tomb stone monument. Later, I learned from him I learned from my colleagues that my dad asked him to give me such a promise that would never be fulfilled."

"He was a doctor. Due to long-term overwork, his stomach problems missed the best time for treatment and died of stomach cancer. During that time, I often went to the cemetery to see him, and it felt like he was still by my side. Sometimes I would be there with him Talk about all kinds of things about me."

"I found out from the relics taken from his colleagues that there was a photo in his book that I had never seen myself, and it was written on the back that you were born and I was not born, and I was old when I was born—I'm sorry. Until that moment I Only then did I realize what I was sorry for.”

"It turned out that he had already responded to me when he said sorry to me, that is, he liked me. It's just that he was afraid that he would delay my youth, so he chose to keep silent. He thought that I would forget him when I went out. After learning the news of his death, I forced my dad to transfer me to this place. University A is also his alma mater."

Ruan Anran always thought that Sister An An was a person with a story, but she didn't expect it to be so surprising and embarrassing.She hugged Ji Anan's shoulder and cried again. "Sister An'an, I'm sorry, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't think of this sad past, I'm sorry."

Ji Anan lightly patted Ruan Anran on the back and said, "But I'm very happy, my ignorant liking has been carefully responded by him. Although he is in heaven, my liking has always been there. Giving a relationship does not require What can I get from the other party, but what if there is no response."

"Ji Chen has never responded to your liking. Obviously everyone can see that you like Ji Chen, so it is impossible for him to be so considerate and not aware of your liking, but he has never rejected you, and never responded to you. This is not liking, this is ambiguity. Being ambiguous makes people feel wronged."

Ji Anan glanced out the window, he didn't expect it to be dark so soon.She glanced at the wall clock on the wall of the dormitory, and in one hour, it was time to turn off the lights and go to bed.Ruan Anran didn't apply for holiday accommodation, and the dorm manager was stern and selfless, she would never let Ruan Anran stay here.

When she didn't know what to do, she suddenly remembered that Ruan Anran was a tutor at Ye's family.So she supported Ruan Anran, who was hurt by emotions and was full of holes like a deflated balloon, and called a taxi to take her to Ye's house, where she was borrowing to make up classes during the holidays.

Ye Jianqiu kept switching TV programs back and forth in an agitated mood, while looking towards the door from time to time.Ruan Anran, a liar, clearly promised that he would come back early and finish cooking.But it's almost time for supper, and I haven't come back yet.It must be a candlelight dinner with that little boy-faced senior again.

He watched the hands on the wall clock in the center of the living room wall spinning non-stop, and the time passed bit by bit.He was full of anticipation from dinner time, to dejected later, and finally disappointed.He didn't know how he got through it, and wanted to call her but found that she didn't bring it.

But he still stubbornly waited in the living room.Suddenly he heard the doorbell ring and almost flew out like an arrow.But he didn't want her to see the pitiful look of himself as a left-behind child reunited with his parents, so he opened the door without looking up and said in a sarcastic tone: "Finally willing to separate from your little white-faced senior."

Ji Anan found out that Ruan Anran didn't bring the key, and wanted to use Ruan Anran's mobile phone to call Ye Jianqiu to see if anyone was home, but found nothing in her pocket.She also rang the doorbell with the mentality of treating a dead horse as a living horse doctor, but she didn't expect it to be opened immediately, and Ye Jianqiu would not expect such a sentence.

"I guess she will completely separate this time." Ji Anan said helplessly, while solemnly entrusting Ruan Anran hanging on her body to Ye Jianqiu to take good care of her.She thought that Ye Jianqiu should let Ruan Anran get out of the shadow of this unrequited crush.

"Her, what's wrong with her?" Ye Jianqiu hurriedly took the weak Ruan Anran from Ji Anan's hands to support her.He was terrified. A person who was obviously very happy before going out, why did he come back like this?
Seeing Ye Jianqiu's unconcealable concern, Ji Anan immediately felt relieved.She could tell that Ye Jianqiu liked Ruan Anran, and now Ruan Anran was hurt by love.The conditions that can make people forget someone are time and a new love, plus she should be disappointed with Ji Chen, so she should start a new relationship.

"Help Anran back to the room to rest first." Hearing what Ji Anan said, Ye Jianqiu realized that he was too worried about Ruan Anran, and it was too impolite to let the girl who helped her come in.He hurriedly invited Ji Anan to sit in their living room for a while, and went to carry Ruan Anran back to the room by himself.

He helped Ruan Anran take off her shoes, and gently tucked her quilt.Looking at her tightly closed eyes and deeply furrowed brows, he wanted to smooth her frown like a mountain, so he couldn't help reaching out and gently stroked her frown.He really wanted to know what happened to her.So he gently closed the door, not to disturb her rest, and tiptoed downstairs.