Sue Di Shao

Ye Ningbai glanced at the name on the divorce agreement, confirmed it was correct, and put it in her bag.

Her appearance was too indifferent, as if this was not a divorce agreement but an ordinary document.

This action is like she has taken and read other documents countless times, the only difference is probably the identity of the subject.

But it's also possible that even such an identity is actually no different in her eyes.

Seeing her calm look, Gong Qiming felt extremely bitter in his heart.

He has imagined countless times how the two of them will look together when they walk together, there is the look of her smiling happily in a wedding dress, there is the look of him holding her hand and smiling in a rocking chair with wrinkled faces .

There is also the appearance of them taking their children to the amusement park together, but they are not divorced like they are now.

In his conception, the two of them should be able to go all the way to the end, just like the vast majority of lovers in this world want to go on forever.

But the current divorce situation has completely destroyed all his ideas.

He looked at everything that happened in front of him, feeling absurdly unreal, as if these were just stories, and the protagonist was another person, which had nothing to do with him at all.

And they, after watching this story together, can walk out of the theater with a smile and holding hands.

But when his gaze touched Ye Ningbai who was at the side, he realized that all of this was probably just fantasy.

These plots that he can't wait to forget seem to her to be just a bystander.

She calmly looked at his helplessness and confusion, maybe she was still picking on his acting skills in her heart, but she didn't know that all of these were real.

No, that's not true either.

Gong Qiming's eyes lowered slightly.Because Ye Ningbai never thought about what he was thinking, whether he would be sad.

From the beginning to the end, she just treated him as a dispensable stranger.

It doesn't matter to him who this person is sitting here today, because she just wants to get rid of this kind of life as soon as possible.

Ye Ningbai was still sitting there, his eyes were clear and bright, like a pool of water, reflecting everything except him.

For the first time, he felt that this woman probably really had nothing to do with him from now on.

They really aren't husband and wife anymore, nor are they lovers.

Maybe there is still something like love in his heart, but when he was still nostalgic, Ye Ningbai had already thrown it away like a waste product.

After thinking of these things, Gong Qiming felt as if a pair of invisible big hands were tugging at his heart, and he was so sad that he could hardly breathe.But it is impossible for him to show such a fragile side in front of others, who has always been calm and self-reliant, and values ​​his image more than anything else.

So he just blinked slightly, even Ye Ningbai who was sitting beside him didn't notice anything wrong with him.

The cold drinks ordered by the two of them gradually drank to the bottom, Gong Qiming stared at the transparent cup in a daze, in which Ye Ningbai's hand was reflected, slender and beautiful, falling into the empty cup like a delicate white jade , or something beautiful at an art show.

He has clasped and stroked these hands countless times, but now it seems that he can't even shake hands and say goodbye.

Ye Ningbai's expression has not changed at all, his calm and beautiful face is as usual, sitting there as if isolated from the world, even drinking water and thinking reveals an aura of "it has nothing to do with you".

He wandered outside of this aura, seeing her calm and self-possessed, flustered.

Forget it.

Gong Qiming suddenly hooked the corners of his lips, then raised his hand and called the waiter: "Pay the bill."

At this time, Ye Ningbai slightly raised his head and glanced at him.Seeing the waiter approaching, she frowned as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything after all.

Maybe I want AA.Gong Qiming was still thinking about these things.But it's the last time, anyway, let him pay the bill for the last time.

This can be regarded as letting go of the past, and it can also be regarded as letting go of the entanglement between the two.

The acquaintance between the two of them was not simple, and the relationship between them was not smooth, but the ending was as quiet as a flower blooming alone in the desert, and even the sound of the flower blooming and falling could not bear the slightest wave.

He suddenly understood that perhaps the fate between the two of them was really coming to an end.They have supported each other for so many years, and their love has been ups and downs, and it will come to an end here.A burst of strong reluctance suddenly burst out in his heart, but he tried his best to contain this feeling.

no need.

Gong Qiming told herself like this.Because she no longer needs it.

The woman on the opposite side still had the same expression, and she had no idea about his current inner activities at all.

Gong Qiming suddenly hooked the corners of his lips, stood up, took his pen, and planned to leave.

"Goodbye."

Ye Ningbai paused, and looked up at him, but unfortunately there was still no change in his eyes, and his voice was as calm as ever.

"See you."

After such a simple and sloppy farewell, Gong Qiming didn't look at her anymore, turned his head and walked out.

His figure looked very chic and neat, but it was as if something was scratching him in his heart, and he was in great pain.He didn't want to say goodbye at all, because he didn't like to use this kind of words on her at all.He just wanted to be with her every second, how could he be willing to say goodbye?

But this kind of emotion called reluctance can't be expressed, he can only lament his lost love in his heart like this.

In the next few days, Ye Ningbai welcomed another guest in the villa.

It's Li Xun.

He combed his hair as usual, but his whole body exuded an aura of reluctance.

He looked at Ye Ningbai on the opposite side, sighed slightly, and said, "Madam, these are your clothes from the palace."

"Is it the last one?" Ye Ningbai looked at those clothes and asked.

Those clothes were worn by her when she lived in the palace, and now that the two are divorced, naturally they should get them back quickly.

She reached out to take the clothes, the soft touch in her hands was the same as usual, but the location was different.

She had worn these clothes countless times to do many things in the palace, sometimes for Gong Qiming and sometimes for herself.These clothes have accompanied her through many days and nights, and now touching them, it is like touching those unforgettable days and nights.

Yes, unforgettable.

Gong Qiming is reluctant to part with her, but why isn't she?

Ye Ningbai is not a grass, how could she not have nostalgia for these feelings and the days when they were together?
Her face was completely calm, but in her heart there was only complete reluctance.

This kind of strong reluctance even made her feel extremely uncomfortable every minute and every second these days, as if something was scratching her heart.

She also remembered the days when they were together, and their vows, and sometimes she even thought, why did they come to this point?
Why can't we continue to live together?

This is not to say that she feels that her decision is wrong, and in the current situation, there is nothing she can do.

However, there is always a node that makes a mistake, and then leads to a different path after making mistakes again and again. What she wants to find now is this different path, or that node.

But Ye Ningbai thought for a long time but couldn't figure out which node it was.

Regarding everything in the past, she clearly remembered it not long ago, and felt that it might be unforgettable in this life, and it would take time to heal, maybe it would take a long time.

But now, after signing the divorce agreement, he suddenly felt as relaxed as if he had lost all strength, even a little light.

Then those past days suddenly unfolded slowly in front of her, like a scroll, but each painting was blurry, and even the colors were hardly recognizable.

She tried hard to think back, but in the end it seemed that she could only find some fragments in the corner.

So Ye Ningbai simply stopped thinking about it.

What's the use of reluctance?
Didn't they still come to this point?

If time could go back to that day, she still wouldn't regret those decisions.Because the fate between them is over.She had read too many stories about predestined relationships, so much so that when it really came to her, she didn't even have any emotions.

Thinking of this, she tightened and loosened her hands holding the clothes, and finally smiled, looking at Li Xun in front of her: "Thank you for your hard work."

Li Xun looked at her smile and didn't know what to say.Regarding their relationship, even though he was just a bystander, he still felt Gong Qiming's rare sincerity from this relationship.He knew that Gong Qiming really loved her, was really reluctant to part with her, and was really good to her.

It's a pity that things like fate are so contrived that they have to separate such a predestined couple.He had witnessed their relationship, seen their love, hate, sorrow and joy, and always thought that the two of them would be able to bear the heavy pressure to the end, just like countless stories, the princess and the prince were happy in the end. live together.

After all, so many stories, so many fairy tales are written like this, aren't they?
The princess and the prince are a natural pair, they should not be separated and will not be separated. They will live happily in a castle until their hair turns gray.

But the reality gave him a slap in the face.

They finally separated, in this way.

Li Xun listened to her voice, looked at her smile, and suddenly wanted to ask her, did she really have no regrets?
Are you really nostalgic anymore?

Do you really stop thinking about Gong Qiming?
But these questions lingered in his mind for a long time, and in the end he didn't really ask them.Because he knows that the relationship between two people is only their own business, and no matter how hard others try to intervene, it is useless.His question might make Ye Ningbai feel a little bit of memories and reluctance, but what's the use of it?
Feelings are not something that can be supported easily and simply without giving up.

If it's really that simple, then they probably won't be separated.

This is what love is like. It is simple to say that it is very simple. After all, there have been so many examples of falling in love at first sight and then making a private decision for life, and the endings are not bad, and they can even be called happy.

But if it is complicated, it is indeed very complicated. After all, it is a feeling, vague and hazy, and can only be understood by the person concerned. Others can only watch from a distance. No matter what kind of mood, no matter how big it is Nothing can help them.Because things like feelings belong to two people, and other people can't get involved.

Li Xun also understands this truth, no matter how much he does and how hard he tries, if Ye Ningbai is not tempted and nostalgic, then it is probably all in vain.

Because the protagonist of the story is her, not himself.Their affairs should be resolved by themselves. No matter how impatient he is, he can only do so much.

So he just looked at the woman in front of him who was as beautiful and calm as ever, and perhaps felt a little more relaxed, and sighed again.