Sue Di Shao

The next day, when Ye Ningbai was woken up by the dazzling sunlight outside the window, she knew that she would be late today. Although there was a very important meeting this morning, if she encountered such a thing before, she would definitely be in a hurry. But now she won't.

From another perspective, Ye Ningbai may also have lost his motivation to face life.

Ye Ningbai sat up, stretched out her hand to touch the bedside table, got her mobile phone and before it was unlocked, it already reminded that someone had called countless missed calls, and when she opened it, it was Shen Qin who called her.

She looked at it, and then put the phone back. She didn't mean to call Shen Qin back at all, although she knew that if she called Shen Qin back at this time, asking her to explain would be better than saying nothing. Much better, but she just didn't want to explain.

She suddenly felt a little tired, like a big dream, and like a heavy burden was suddenly lifted off her body, she sighed deeply, she didn't attend this meeting, probably made those old people The shareholders have one more reason to be dissatisfied with Ye Ningbai.

But even so, so what?

Ye Ningbai lightly pulled the corner of her mouth, stretched her waist, the pajamas were loosely placed on her body, Ye Ningbai squinted her eyes, lifted the quilt, and got off the ground.

She is not in a hurry, she doesn't know what she is thinking, no one knows that her mind is blank at this time, she doesn't think about anything, like a computer that has suffered a serious disaster, it has to be formatted to run normally, she wanders to Gong Rui At the door of Xuan's room, I poked my probe in and took a look, and it turned out that Gong Ruixuan was no longer in the room.

At this time, Gong Ruixuan should have been sent to school by the driver, she turned around and thought, did Ruixuan pay attention to class?
She tilted her head, the feeling of hangover was really not good, not to mention drowsy, accompanied by tingling pain from time to time.

The aunt in the kitchen walked up the steps gently, and handed her a cup of warm honey water to relieve her hangover pain. Ye Ningbai thanked softly, leaning on the railing, her thoughts seemed to drift away again, and the aunt also Did not go, stood by her side to accompany her.

"Auntie." Ye Ningbai lowered his head and took a sip of the honey water, before speaking suddenly. "Tell me, what if Gong Qiming really dies?"

"Young Madam." The aunt looked calm. "The young master will definitely come back, so you don't have to worry about that. He is a hero and won't leave the whole family behind so easily."

"If, I mean if, if he can't come back, what should I do."

Auntie bowed her head, her voice was still faint, but full of determination. "No if!"

Ye Ningbai suddenly laughed, and the sound of the laughter became louder and louder, till the end of the laughing tears came out. "It's so funny, if Gong Qiming can't come back, what's the point of my existence here?"

"Young Madam, since you are here now, you have the meaning of your existence, and your meaning cannot be denied with a single sentence."

"No, no, no." Ye Ningbai turned to look at her. "Original me may be meaningful, but now, there is no more."

Originally, Ye Ningbai's eyes were the most dazzling part of her body, full of starlight and extremely bright, but now, their expression is empty, like a well whose depth cannot be seen clearly.

Auntie froze.

"Auntie, go down!" A slightly old voice stopped the aunt who had opened her mouth. The aunt swallowed the words that had reached her throat, nodded slightly as a salute, and then stepped back with small steps.

"Ningbai, is your hangover better?"

The palace father walked up the steps and stood behind Ye Ningbai. At this time, because of the careful care of the nurses, the palace father's old body has improved a lot, and finally after a period of rehabilitation treatment, he can stand again. Get up, you can walk now, but the walking time should not be too long, and the walking distance should not be too far.

But compared with the original, this is really one of the few good news recently.

Ye Ningbai turned around and supported the palace father. "Dad, why are you here? If you are bored, you can ask Auntie to accompany you to the garden."

The palace father took a step back and waved away the hand she had extended. "I don't need your help, you come down with me!"

Ye Ningbai was a little at a loss, the palace father has always been kind, especially to her, sometimes she made a mistake at work, he never scolded her, only pointed out her mistakes with a smile, and then encouraged her Make corrections and continue to improve.

She has never seen such a strict palace father, she is very uncertain, she knows that the palace father is angry with her, but even she herself has no way to control her emotions now.She closed her eyes fiercely, she was a little scared, she was afraid that the palace father would disappoint her.

The palace father brought her to the living room and sat down at the main seat. Ye Ningbai originally wanted to sit on the guest seat next to the palace father, but was stopped by the palace father. "Sit there for me! I have a lot to talk to you about today!"

Ye Ningbai looked at the chair that was completely opposite to the palace father, feeling apprehensive, hesitated for a moment and chose to sit down.

"Dad, what do you want to tell me?" Ye Ningbai spoke intermittently, looking at the expression on the palace father's face.

"Don't call me dad, I don't deserve to be your dad!" Father Gong has always been gentle and refined all his life, but today he seems to have suddenly changed his temper, suddenly becoming sharp and mean.

"Dad..." Ye Ning had tears in her white eyes, a little at a loss, she had never seen such a serious and angry palace father.

The palace father sneered. "I'm really capable. I just gave birth to a son. Even if this troublesome son is dead, he can still harm other people's lives. Isn't it that I'm too powerful? So powerful that I don't deserve to be your father!"

"Dad! Listen to me, listen to my explanation, it's not what you think!"

"What kind? What are you talking to me now?! Now my son, your husband, is missing or dead. Then what? If you want to die with him, I want to die with him, Xuan Xuan also wants to accompany him to die, all people related to him cannot live in this world, they must accompany him, and must die, don’t you think that’s what you mean?”

"Dad" Ye Ningbai was uttered, his mood fluctuated too much, and he sobbed on the spot. "No, Dad, I didn't mean that, you trust me, I just hit a bit hard and I can't turn around"

"Just can't turn around? Really just can't turn around?! You, Ye Ningbai! You look at me! Look into my eyes, you say, you swear, do you want to leave me behind? This burden of me, let go of this burden of Xuanxuan, leave this burden of the Gong family, and then be free? Tell me!"

Father Gong's eyes were bloodshot, his face was flushed red, his body couldn't bear such violent mood swings at all, but he still wanted to scold Ye Ningbai in this way.

Ye Ningbai was about to collapse, she kept shaking her head.

Repeatedly repeated. "No, it's not like that, you are not a burden, and the Gong family is not a burden, it is my problem, it is my problem"

She hugged her head and cried heart-rendingly. Her eyes, which were already swollen from crying the night before, turned red again in an instant. Now she is like a trapped animal in a cage, and she will be killed in the next second. Death, but at this second, she is enduring boundless pain and fear. She is alive at this moment, but it can also be said that she is dead.

But now the palace father wants to break the cage of her self-protection, only by breaking it can she be reborn, Gong Qiming's death is a lock on the cage, and the palace family in the palace father's hand is an axe.

"Even I find it ridiculous, don't you? You think about giving up on me, Qi Ming's father; you think about giving up the Gong family, Qi Ming's eternal harbor; you give up Xuanxuan; your son gives up on yourself, Qi Ming's wife You are really arrogant." The voice of the palace father is no longer sharp, but soft and delicate, but the content of the words is like sharp knives, piercing the softest part of Ye Ningbai's heart. The whiteness is only soft.

"I'm just a useless person. What's the use? You preside over the palace family. I can only cheer you up in my heart. I can't help you even a little bit. How dare you call me dad like this? Hehe" the palace father smiled bitterly. , tears flickered in his eyes.

"I can't even keep my son's house well. I can't keep it. In this family, the person who should die the most is me."

"Dad, I was wrong." Ye Ningbai's thin body was still trembling and sobbing, but her empty eyes were no longer like a pool of stagnant water, but like a dry well re-injected into the source. She stood up, stood up straight, and looked at Father-in-law, his eyes are firm.

"I will never do this again in the future."

She finally stood up. After receiving the news of Gong Qiming's death, she thought of the future for the first time, a future without Gong Qiming. She needs her, she can't ruin everything so willfully.

Yes, you can't!
She still has to wait for Gong Qiming to come back, on the day when Gong Qiming returns, she will put on the clothes they wore when they met for the first time, take Xuanxuan to pick him up, and hug him.

Everything he had originally is still there now, a beautiful family, a beautiful future.

She suddenly thought of what her aunt had said to her, as if she could really hear those words only now.

"Since you are here now, you have the meaning of your existence, and your meaning cannot be denied with a single sentence."

Yes, maybe this is the meaning of her meeting Gong Qiming, in the days when he is not around, keep his things for him, not only to keep them well, but also to make these things better!
The palace father looked at Ye Ningbai with relief, the corners of his eyes were full of smiles, although the pain of losing his son almost made him collapse, but if he collapsed, who would redeem Ye Ningbai?Fortunately, Ye Ningbai hasn't completely lost his heart, he really doesn't want to see such an excellent child fall into hell.

Ye Ningbai bid farewell to the palace father, went back to her room to tidy up her clothes, and prepared to return to the Gong family to finish what she should have done.