The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

At that time, when Luoyang transferred to another school, he didn't have any idea about the school, because his identity had been changing schools all the time.

He doesn't like to make friends, and he's not good at talking. It's normal to stay in one school for a while.

Love in college is very beautiful and unforgettable for a lifetime, but after Luo Tianming's education, he feels that love is not an important thing. Falling in love with someone is just a weakness, not an armor.

The first time I saw He Xiaoran was on the school road, she was walking alone on the tree-lined road with a book, her slightly raised lips made Luoyang unforgettable until now.

She was reflected in Luoyang's heart like this.

It is also because of this appearance that Luoyang discovered for the first time that love is such a delicate thing, just when you were unprepared, you met and fell in love.

A person will be obsessed with many things in his life, such as a job, a task, or a hard-working love.

Yes, in Luoyang's heart, he thinks that love is simple and nothing more than a relationship of interests. He loves each other because of need. Since he was a child, he has doubts about the love between his father and mother.

If two people who don't love each other insist on being together, it's not love but torture.

Until Luoyang met He Xiaoran, everything he thought before had collapsed. He knew that when you meet the right person, the result is not so helpless and cruel.

He Xiaoran heard the call from behind, she turned her head to look at Luoyang and nodded slightly, "En?"

"Give me one more chance, Xiao Ran, we must see each other's hearts clearly, you still love me." The sudden confession came from Luo Yang's mouth, but the tone was not so romantic, it felt like Be notified.

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw He Xiaoran's exquisite willow-leaf eyebrows frowned. Luoyang and Fu Mingqiang also drank a lot of wine just now. Is his appearance caused by alcohol?

"Luoyang, you're drunk." She said with her long eyelashes trembling twice in the air.

The hustle and bustle around her covered Luoyang's voice. She thought that Luoyang hadn't answered, so she raised her head and looked at the fireworks above her head.

Until the temperature behind him surprised He Xiaoran, if it wasn't for the extremely familiar breath surrounding him, He Xiaoran would have thought he was being molested.

The heavy breathing passed through He Xiaoran's hair, and he said hoarsely: "Xiao Ran, I love you."

"Luoyang, you're drunk, I think it's getting late, I'll go back first, be careful." He Xiaoran broke free from Luoyang's arms, this time she didn't need much effort to push Luoyang Well, obviously, what Luoyang said now has no credibility at all.

Was he digging a trap for himself to jump into?What is the price here?He Xiaoran thought to himself,

"Xiao Ran, I'm really sober." Luo Yang's voice suddenly became pleading, and his eyes seemed to be full of light when he looked at He Xiaoran.

"Luoyang, you will only say such things when you are now, and you will ask me to give you another chance. You forgot all the things that happened between us back then. You think I am interesting now You came back to look for me, but is this one month or two months? How long can your impulsive feelings last?" He Xiaoran stepped back a few steps, and his voice was more of a rhetorical question.

She is really tired, she feels that love is very hard, since it is so hard, why not let herself rest.

As he grows older, He Xiaoran seems to realize that he doesn't seem to have much youth left to love an endless love.

Did Luo Yang's inexplicable confession this time have thought about the consequences, have you thought about the painful price this time together will pay, she has lost her mother, what is she going to take away from her now?
It took her three years to learn how to bury the pain of that past, and she seemed afraid to trust someone easily.

Luo Yang's eyes dimmed with the questions He Xiaoran posed one by one. Hey, he was cowardly and would never choose to leave her. She is not the only one who has been in love for so many years, he is also living in pain .

"Xiao Ran, many things are not what you think, you." Luo Yang anxiously wanted to go forward to explain, but he left her with so many questions, as if he had been perplexing Luo Yang for many nights .

"It's not what I thought, well, let me ask you now, why did you leave in the first place, and disappeared from my side without saying a word, leaving me alone?" He Xiaoran's eyes were full of tears, Like the stars in the sky fluttering twinkling.

She asked Luoyang the same question again and again, but she never got a positive answer. She thought that the time in the hospital was the last time she humbly asked for an answer, but now she asked again without disappointment. out.

Yes, she really wants to know, she has been troubled by this problem for a long time, at first, He Xiaoran always thought that Luoyang was playing a joke on her, and Luoyang would still come back with a smile in two days, back to He Xiaoran's place By his side, back to He Xiaoran's life.

But this kind of self-deception was not until everyone began to point fingers at her, and until her mother died in front of the Luo Zhai, she realized that sometimes a white lie is just an invisible blade that hurts the people around her. All those who care about themselves.

So, she began to let herself face the reality, the fact that Luoyang left her on the eve of the wedding, and the fact that the person who once said that he was there suddenly plunged herself into darkness.

During that time, He Xiaoran began to become very thin and haggard, and she hardly dared to go to places with many people. She began to become so lonely.

Who understands that kind of pain?How could he, Luoyang, understand?It's just that when he comes back and sees that He Xiaoran, who left him, is still alive and kicking, and can still find a man who treats her well, Luoyang begins to feel unbalanced.

He Xiaoran looked at Luoyang with contempt all of a sudden, the night wind was a bit chilly, which woke up He Xiaoran's will that gradually deviated.

Looking at Luoyang who stood in front of her without saying a word for a long time, a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she said mockingly: "Don't think about it, Luoyang, I hope you understand that love is not possession, my relationship with you has never been The day you left three years ago was completely broken."

"Since it's broken, if the contact is just to torture each other, since it's impossible, why don't we start a new life?" He Xiaoran's voice became a little aggressive.

She pushed away Luoyang more than once, and pushed away the past that she was unwilling to look back on until she died. When you love someone and change from expectation to despair, you will understand that many things can't go back.

After He Xiaoran finished speaking, without waiting for Luoyang to say anything else, he turned around and hurriedly stopped a car on the side of the road and got on. She knew that she would not be able to ask any questions, and he would not tell the reason. Maybe this is why he Let's torture He Xiaoran in a disguised form.

When she got in the car, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears she hadn't had time to shed in the corner of her eyes. She had learned how to swallow every bit of her pain.

"Master, please go to Anju Apartment." He Xiaoran said to the driver, then turned to look at the window, just in time to meet Luoyang's eyes outside the window.

He didn't intend to stop He Xiaoran at all this time, he knew she wanted to know the truth about his departure, but when he came back from Luoyang, he had already planned to give up the knot in his heart, and he didn't want to lose her.

Only for this reason, Luoyang has always had only one reason for coming back from the United States, and that is for He Xiaoran.

Love is a beast, of course he knows it, he has never been in love until now, he deeply knows that when she gradually receded from his life, he seemed to be unable to see the darkness of night during the day, and his life returned to monotony tedious.

Luo Yang has always known that He Xiaoran is a stubborn person, and if there is no truth, she will never let go. It took him a long time to prove that He Xiaoran lives in his heart, and now she keeps using Alienate yourself with the truth of the year.

It was as if a story about a cat catching a mouse was being staged between them, but this time Luoyang seemed to be the mouse hiding from the cat.

Back downstairs in the apartment, He Xiaoran saw Lu Siyuan, who has followed He Xiaoran's side ever since he followed He Xiaoran's road sign until now.

He knew that He Xiaoran went to see Luoyang tonight, that He Xiaoran was kissed by Luoyang in public on the side of the road, and that He Xiaoran seemed a little shaken.

But Lu Siyuan still couldn't control himself. He wanted to come and see He Xiaoran. As long as He Xiaoran didn't say the words "I don't want to see you again" one day, he would not give up easily. complete.

"Xiao Ran?" Lu Siyuan called softly. At this time, the apartment is already very quiet, and there are not many rooms with lights on. The voice is soft but clear.

He Xiaoran raised his head and looked towards the source of the sound. He Xiaoran recognized Lu Siyuan only when his facial features became clear.

"En? Siyuan? Why are you still here so late?" He Xiaoran approached Lu Siyuan and asked with concern, because he was too tired today, and He Xiaoran's voice became extremely soft.

Lu Siyuan scratched his head in embarrassment, and said with a smile: "I can't sleep, I wanted to see if you came back, I saw your light was off and thought you were asleep, but now I ran into you."

He waited for He Xiaoran all night, as long as He Xiaoran's cell phone was turned on, he would know where He Xiaoran was.

Sometimes he really felt like a stalker, but she didn't seem to notice.