The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

The air condensed all of a sudden, and Lu Siyuan's hands that stopped in mid-air froze.

He Xiaoran leaned back, knowing that her subconscious had betrayed herself and hurt him, so she pretended to look at the mobile phone beside her.

"Have you eaten yet? Let me invite you out for dinner." Lu Siyuan knew that he was embarrassing He Xiaoran now, and her actions were very clear. After all, he and she would no longer be the man and woman who loved each other.

He Xiaoran closed the book, looked at Lu Siyuan with a full smile and nodded, "Okay."

Just this time, she wanted to clarify her relationship with him, at least not to let Lu Siyuan wait for her for so long and treat herself like a fool, she is not worth it, she does not deserve such a pure love.

If you want to entangle with Luoyang to the end, it is better to let the innocent people leave first, so that you will not be implicated is the best way to deal with the matter.

When he heard He Xiaoran's promise, his face burst into a smile, at least He Xiaoran didn't completely treat her as a stranger now, and he was still afraid that He Xiaoran would push him away completely at once, as if he had never loved her before. The general firmness is scary.

He rubbed He Xiaoran's head, and the moment he turned around, his smile relaxed. He knew that being a gentleman was just a useless move to He Xiaoran.

In the end, I only have a tenderness that can remind He Xiaoran of himself when he is free. What else can he give He Xiaoran besides this self?
Close the door He Xiaoran and Lu Siyuan walked side by side, the two did not speak, each was thinking about something in their hearts, they were ready to live together in the past, and they lived happily every day.

She is calm and pleasant, thinking that she can have the most simple and stable life, but God is really ruthless, he can make you happy or make you miserable.

For a long time, He Xiaoran didn't feel that she was the darling of God. She searched all the memories, and the pain again and again made her understand that she was not such a lucky person.

All the good things have to be given, this is what He Xiaoran's mother told her.

She has paid a lot for love. Others say that He Xiaoran is too calm, and she seems to be a very vicissitudes of life. Only she knows in her heart that she has loved vigorously, and the people she loved will also be painful vigorously. All fought back.

Looking back now, it was just a nightmare. Everything was reincarnated. She was finally willing to let go of the knots in the past and start a life of her own, but it was such an extravagant fantasy.

The apartment is not big, and many people know He Xiaoran. The reason is very simple, because Luoyang came here a few days ago with a cool sports car, which attracted the attention of many people. Therefore, He Xiaoran has been recognized by everyone.

She walked side by side with Lu Siyuan, and while sighing, she vaguely heard people on the side of the road talking about these two people.

"Look, why did she change to another man?" A woman covered her mouth and whispered to the person next to her.

"Yeah, look at her. The way she looks at her is someone who betrays her lust. Girls these days are really becoming more and more shameless." The woman next to her said while shaking her head and blinking her mouth.

It was as if He Xiaoran was someone she knew very well.

He Xiaoran, who was passing by, was brought back to reality by these unreasonable discussions, she stopped and looked over there.

Lu Siyuan found that He Xiaoran didn't keep up with He Xiaoran who turned his head to look at He Xiaoran who was in a daze on the spot, and he stepped forward to ask with concern: "What's the matter, is there something uncomfortable?"

Lu Siyuan's gentle concern made He Xiaoran come back to look at Lu Siyuan, shook her head with a smile and left, she knew that she was indeed the same, she seemed to be this kind of person.

Looking at He Xiaoran who was worried, Lu Siyuan stepped forward and held He Xiaoran's hand very casually. He Xiaoran looked down at the hand held by Lu Siyuan. Her hand seemed to be electrocuted and wanted to withdraw. But was held tightly.

It was the first time she saw Lu Siyuan who was not so gentle, she saw firmness in his eyes, she gave up the struggle in her hands, before now he was still her fiancé.

The two briskly went to the restaurant near the apartment. He Xiaoran knew that Lu Siyuan's salary was not that much. She never asked for high-end restaurants. He Xiaoran didn't like that kind of environment either, so he ate quietly. Will feel very suffocated.

It's still the same. Every time Lu Siyuan helps He Xiaoran order her favorite dishes, because he knows that she is a person with choice phobia.

He Xiaoran looked at the store from left to right. This is a newly opened store near the apartment. The decoration looks very retro, which is the style she likes.

"Xiao Ran, I ordered your favorite kidney beans." Lu Siyuan closed the menu and said to He Xiaoran with a smile. His thoughtfulness made He Xiaoran feel very ashamed.

She nodded and looked at Lu Siyuan with a smile, what should she say clearly?

What is the first sentence?
He Xiaoran thought with her mobile phone, she knew very well that no matter what she said today, it would hurt Lu Siyuan and make them no longer like before.

"Siyuan..." He Xiaoran called softly, and she looked at Lu Siyuan's somewhat difficult opening.

"Huh?" Lu Siyuan leaned closer to He Xiaoran, the smile on his face remained unchanged, like a spring breeze.

Just as he was about to speak, the waiter came over with the food, interrupting He Xiaoran's courage just now.

She is used to not hurting people, and her sharpness has also been cultivated in the past few years. Facing such a gentle person, she couldn't bear to open her mouth to hurt.

When the dishes were served, looking at the kidney beans, He Xiaoran suddenly wanted to cry. Maybe she would never have a love in her life.

Gradually, He Xiaoran's eyes were a little moist, she lowered her head and pretended to look at the things on the table, she was afraid that when she looked up at Lu Siyuan's gentle smile, she would burst out.

She has been attached to and relied on, she loved Lu Siyuan, at least she has cared about the person who has surrounded her for so long, how cruel and painful would it be to erase him from her world cruelly all at once?
"Let's eat, I see that you have lost weight recently." Lu Siyuan said while picking food into He Xiaoran's bowl, his words were full of indulgence.

He Xiaoran nodded, swallowed the tears that kept rolling in his eyes, raised his head and smiled slightly, then picked up the chopsticks and started to eat.

The kidney beans here are really delicious, but isn’t the season of kidney beans already passed? This restaurant has a restaurant that seems to be frequented in the future.

In the past, He Xiaoran was struggling with what to eat every day. Originally, He Xiaoran rented the house here for cheap. Although it is far away from the company, she has to get up half an hour early to take the subway, but she thinks it can save a lot of money.

It is also because of the distance that few shops will invest here. That is why He Xiaoran bought a lot of instant noodles and kept them at home.

, but now there is such a delicious and affordable shop here, which makes He Xiaoran a little excited.

During the meal, Lu Siyuan kept chatting with He Xiaoran, and there was no gap in his words, as if he was afraid that He Xiaoran would say what he didn't want to hear when he had nothing to say.

After a meal, Lu Siyuan insisted on sending He Xiaoran downstairs, seeing her insistence, He Xiaoran no longer postponed.

"Siyuan, I have something to tell you." He Xiaoran stopped, and the tree-lined road was full of peach blossoms, which is why He Xiaoran likes it.

The evening wind blew He Xiaoran's hair and she looked no longer so happy, but the expression on her face became serious.

The corners of Lu Siyuan's mouth twitched. He knew that this moment was what He Xiaoran had been looking forward to today, and she would finally say it.

"Siyuan, let's break up, I..." He Xiaoran lowered his head, not daring to look into Lu Siyuan's clear eyes, such an innocent person would treat him like this.

"Is it because of him?" Lu Siyuan's eyelids drooped. He clearly knew the answer to his question, but he wanted to hear her say it himself.

he?Do you mean Luoyang?
She looked at Lu Siyuan and shook her head, not because of him, but because she is not good enough for him now.

"No, Siyuan, you are fine. If I could choose again, I'd still be willing to be with you, but the current me is not worth your waiting." He Xiaoran said sadly.

God knows how much she wants to start over again, she wants to live the life she wants alone in a strange city.

"Then why not? Luoyang, I'm not afraid of him, Xiao Ran, you trust me." Lu Siyuan almost roared, his excited voice almost echoing in the gradually falling night.

She slightly raised her head and looked at Lu Siyuan, with tears in her eyes, she cared about it, and she also suffered from pain.

Immediately afterwards He Xiaoran shook her head, this time she did not hesitate, she was very firm, this time she had to make it clear: "I'm sorry Siyuan, many things have already happened and happened, the matter between me and Luoyang is just Will implicate you, he's a devil."

He Xiaoran hoped that Lu Siyuan would understand that for Luoyang, dealing with us was only a matter of a sudden, and it didn't take any effort at all.

She couldn't bear the fact that other people's life, which was originally full of color, would become dark because of Luoyang. She could bear it alone, as long as she was injured alone.

All of a sudden, Lu Siyuan stepped forward and grabbed He Xiaoran's arm, his eyes turned from dim to firm, and he said: "Xiao Ran, don't worry, I will wait for you, wait for you to deal with it, wait for you to get ready, wait for you to look back to me."

She suddenly raised her head and looked at the stubborn young man in front of her, but this kind of firmness would only be a fruitless fantasy.

He Xiaoran no longer wanted to say anything more, she pulled Lu Siyuan away from her hand, turned and went upstairs without any regrets.

Lu Siyuan stood in place and watched He Xiaoran's leaving back, the dim light illuminated his heart, the things he was afraid of would not stop coming because of her fear.

This action already explained everything, he couldn't wait for him, never could.