The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

There is such a sentence in the lyrics, some people will not exist once they miss it, but those who have tried the lost feeling know better how to cherish it.

She really didn't want to miss the man in front of her who was still tied to her life after going around with her for so many years.

In silence, He Xiaoran clasped Luo Yang's hand with his backhand, and the two intertwined their fingers, which was more useful than talking about it. He secretly looked at the two people outside, and seeing them holding hands, he felt relieved Standing down, she stretched out her hands and looked up at the sky, muttering: "Sister, look, sometimes these are fates."

Is love sometimes like this, once you grasp it, you won’t want to let go, He Xiaoran knows that her heart belongs to Luoyang, even though Chuxia has many good people around her, but she never There is no real room for people.

This day is really long, she has experienced a lot, from despair to hope now, she hopes Luoyang is happy, even if the person who can give him happiness is not her, but this time such an opportunity came back again By her side, she can try to overcome the worries in her heart.

He Xiaoran went up to the attic to clean Luoyang's room. This room has been unoccupied all this time. She lives in her mother's room.

When Luoyang left three years ago, she lived in her mother's room. She prayed that she could get a little bit of her mother's bravery, and that she could live as before when the person she loved abandoned her. What she admired most was herself. My mother, who has been taking care of herself for so many years, never said a word about that heartbroken man.

However, everything in the past is no longer important. As for the father who hasn't shown his face for so many years, she doesn't care at all. Since she was a child, she vowed to find someone who loves herself. She doesn't want to try the despair of abandonment. .

After so many years, she stumbled and stumbled, and she met Luoyang, this man who went around and returned to Zi's side. As long as he hasn't changed, then she is willing to accompany him.

When tidying up the room, He Yuzhi came up from the downstairs. He hadn't had a good talk with He Xiaoran for a long time. Ever since the accident caused He Xiaoran to suffer, he felt that he was not worthy to be He Xiaoran's uncle. For many years, I have always used various excuses to open my mouth and ask Xiao Anran for money.

After knocking on the door a few times, He Xiaoran turned her head to look at it and said, she had always wanted to find a chance to ask him if he was adapting to work in Shanghai, but because of Luoyang and Shengshi, she had no time to ask.

"Xiao Ran, have you tidied up?" He Yuzhi asked, looking at this room is full of photos of He Xi's love and pride when he was a child. This house is not big, with three rooms. He Xiaoran has learned it since he was a child. Independent, sleeping in the same room by myself and never asking to share a room with my mother because of fear in my heart.

In the past, it was true that children should not be involved in adult matters, but Mother He's love for He Xiaoran was subtle and subtle. On the surface, she always treated He Xiaoran coldly, but in fact it was very close.

He Yu knew more or less about the past, and knew what He's mother had been worrying about all the time, but it happened after He Xiaoran grew up.

The two families who had been separated from each other were re-intertwined because of this generation. The fate is really ridiculous, and it always hits you hard when you are caught off guard.

"It's almost there, what's the matter?" He Xiaoran asked as he folded the quilt.

"Well, you and Luoyang, are you reconciled now?" He Yuzhi asked a little embarrassedly, he just hid behind the door and eavesdropped, such a thing, it is a bit despicable to say it.

He Xiaoran's hand stopped, looked up at He Yuzhi, then nodded and said: "Well, do you think Mom will blame me if she knows?"

At that time, in order to oppose the marriage between the two of them, her mother went to Luo's house with her own life. Although many years had passed since this incident, it was still pressed in her heart like a stone.

She hated herself why she wanted to live with Luoyang regardless of everything, and why she couldn't love Luoyang in another way?
It's just that the vicious regret now has become the regret of her life. Luoyang and her mother are such a beautiful and difficult choice, but she left with Luoyang without hesitation, and let Luoyang move out of a villa that lacks nothing. , Two people live in a small space.

But she is the happiest woman. During that time, she realized that loving someone doesn't need to worry so much at all. Being in love is a daily routine.

"Xiao Ran, don't think so. Your mother wants you to be happy. This is her long-cherished wish. The people in Luoyang are very nice. Now my uncle has figured it out. Money is just a matter of appearance. The important thing is Here." He Yuzhi stretched out his hand and patted his chest and said.

He Xiaoran was a little surprised to see He Yuzhi who was suddenly so serious today. He has always been a fool, even when he was a child, not only his uncle but also his playmate.

After she grew up, she realized that it wasn't that uncle was naive, but that uncle was willing to love herself in another way.

"My current job was arranged by someone from Luoyang. It is my old job. Today he suddenly appeared in front of me with scars and bruises. He kept asking me where you went. I can see that this kid is serious about you. Xiao Ran, there may have been a lot of unhappiness in the past, but the only thing you can't cheat is here." After He Yuzhi finished speaking, He Xiaoran's head was buzzing.

She couldn't let them spend less time with each other. During this time, from Luoyang back to now, they all used their sharpest posture to treat each other. Later, not only did others get hurt, but they also hurt themselves.

Now she just wants to live well with Luoyang, and face all possibilities and unknowns with Luoyang. She hopes that she can give Luoyang courage and hope that Luoyang can give herself courage.

"Well, I see, are you still used to being in this company?" He Xiaoran said while hugging the doll on the bed.

How much she wanted to go back to her childhood, when she could always see new toys on her desk when she came home from school, and she could see that everyone around her praised her for her outstanding prizes.

Because she has no father, she has been excluded by her classmates all the time. When she comes home from school, she often laughs at her as a child without an father. At that time, He Yuzhi was her second father.

She has never lacked her father's love since Ali, and He Yuzhi gave it to herself. Her best partner was also him when she was a child.

But looking at He Yuzhi sitting in front of him now, he is no longer the boy he was back then, his eye sockets have become very deep, and there are many obvious white hairs mixed in the black hair.

Time is not forgiving, and every time we get along may be the last chance. He Xiaoran understands how small and helpless he is in this world.

No matter how strong she is in her heart, she still needs someone to rely on. After this incident happened, she understood Luo Yang's feelings for her, and she also clearly knew what she was worried about.

Mother may also hope to see herself happy in the sky. Her life has been intertwined from the first day she met Luoyang. If she can, she hopes for a lifetime.

"Not bad, your uncle is very adaptable, so are you still working in Shengshi?" He Yuzhi said with a smile, his eyes were very gentle, and he felt more relaxed after quitting gambling.

He doesn't need to always implicate He Xiaoran and make He Xiaoran's life a mess because he is useless, he can finally rush to her side when Xiaoran needs help.

Still the same person as her father, he likes this role, at least she can be happy and happy.

"Okay, if you have any questions, you can call me and go to bed early." He Xiaoran choked up, but because he was no longer the little kid who had to rely on others for everything more than ten years ago, the tears should be from before Things, you can't always worry others uncontrollably.

"Well, it's good that you go to bed early." He Yuzhi stood up from the chair and said, looking at his somewhat slow pace, finally realized that some people will grow old and not always be themselves, the road of life is very difficult It's long, but there are a lot of parts to walk by yourself.

She can grow up, and she can use her ability to solve many things that she didn't know how to solve before, and she finally knows that some people will stop once they miss it.

Luoyang is the person she needs to catch the most in this life. She loves him, even if she is always angry with herself suddenly, even because of a detail design of her own. Oh, treat him with a strict attitude, Or he is always talking about interests on the surface, but in fact, the big things are always for himself.

She was lucky, she met Luoyang when she could still love, Luoyang came out to save her when she gave up on love, and when she thought she couldn't love, Luoyang turned around and came back to hold her hand.

Luo Yang is unwilling to talk about the talents he has done for herself. She knows that, and she feels it with her heart. This man, who is as cold as ice on the surface, is actually a warm and unscrupulous man.

She has told herself in her heart that if the next life is okay, she still hopes to foresee him, want to know him, understand him, and then enter his life, share everything about him, love is selfish, when you meet When it's right, you can ignore it altogether.

If this is a chance given by God, then she hopes that this time can stay.