The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

In your heart, you will forgive someone who hurt you countless times. As long as you still have his place in your heart, you will find thousands of reasons to explain it to him.

Now He Xiaoran is still waiting, still waiting for a belated explanation, still waiting for an explanation of a life that he has never participated in in the past.

She walked out of the prosperous age and stood alone at the gate of the prosperous age, looking up at the tallest building in the city. She gave so much affection here, on Luoyang, but in the end it still ended like this.

Perhaps the entanglement of three people is not as good as the fulfillment of one person. She can be brave and make herself the most active person so that she can come out ahead of time.

Looking at the busy road, all the memories about her and him in this city where she has been staying since she was a child are all buried in her heart, like a secret of her own, and it is good that only she bears it.

I took a taxi and went back to the apartment I used to live in. Most of the things left in it are old things, because this room has always been provided by Luoyang, so it has been a layer of dust since I haven’t come back for a long time, just like she has some Ashen heart.

Life must go on, and the road still has to be walked by herself. Of course she understands this truth. From the day she met Luoyang, she thought that a ray of sunshine came into her life, and then a storm came as promised.

From the time he left without saying goodbye three years ago, to the present self giving in, to be honest, I am much more mature and brave than the ignorant self three years ago.

What Gu Nianwei said today is enough reason for her to retreat. For Jack and Gu Nianwei, Luoyang is like life.

But she is different, she is always alone, she can live alone, with the expectation of meeting him in the past, she can choose stability alone.

It's just that Anwen came a little abruptly now, and the three-year period was shortened all of a sudden, which caught her off guard, but that kind of being caught off guard was more mixed with helplessness.

Helpless, I don't have any way or motivation to destroy and get involved in any other family. Looking at the room that I haven't come back for a long time, there is also a memory about Luoyang in my memory.

The figure who was busy in the kitchen in the morning, the words of concern came out of his mouth, but it had a different taste. The hedgehog-like way of getting along was more cruel than the memories of his departure three years ago.

This time, if she left without saying goodbye, would it reduce Luoyang's burden? She knew that Luoyang was not a person who didn't care about feelings. To him, she was a person with a story, but such a story only Just keep it in your heart.

After simply packing up two sets of clothes for himself, He Xiaoran left the apartment and put the keys in his hand on the table when he left. This was his own farewell, and no one needed to find out.

After sending the resignation letter on the mobile phone to Gu Nianwei, she turned off the mobile phone. She has never left this city, because there are her most precious things here, but now these things have disappeared from her side one by one. , Luoyang has already settled He Yuzhi, and she will explain her current position to He Yuzhi after she adjusts herself.

Xu Can's words touched her a lot: "Love is a game without any IQ at all. As long as you start it, you can't control when it ends." '

This was the most profound sentence she said during that business trip. Xu Can is the elite of this city, and she is also the leader in many places, but everyone is the same when it comes to love, and almost forgets herself. Who, almost forgot how free and easy he was in the past.

But she might not be able to bear this kind of life for the second time, or even the third time. Luoyang is excellent, and Gu Nianwei is also excellent. There are still many expectations and expectations that cannot be concealed, but this time the game of three people always has to end with one person first.

Bought a train back to her hometown, He Xiaoran put her luggage on the train table. It has been many years since her mother left. It will be the anniversary of her mother's death in a few days. She thinks she should be well Say goodbye and leave.

Flourishing age
Gu Nianwei opened the mailbox and saw the resignation letter sent by He Xiaoran. She was a little surprised. She thought she would have to think about it for many days before leaving. She didn't know that she left right away. Her heart was a little nervous, but her face was full of joy. .

She has always felt that the reason why she and Luoyang have come to the end today is He Xiaoran. If she can leave and completely disappear from Luoyang's side, then Luoyang will return to her side, and her eyes will always be Just me and Jack.

It's just that she can't guarantee that Luoyang doesn't know that she has talked to He Xiaoran, but this is a fact. Luoyang and she already have a family, and Jack shouldn't grow up in such a broken environment when he was young.

Gu Nianwei picked up his mobile phone and called Luoyang. Today, because Jack has been pestering Luoyang, he probably didn't come to the prosperous world. He probably didn't know anything about He Xiaoran's departure, but he still had to make a call just to be on the safe side. But make sure.

The phone rang for a while before being picked up, and the voice was still low-pressure: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, where are you?" Gu Nianwei was inexplicably nervous, she had seen how much Luoyang cared about He Xiaoran's affairs before.

Now He Xiaoran has left Shengshi due to her own reasons. Although she never felt how selfish she was in this conversation, after all, she made the decision without discussing it with Luoyang.

"He took a nap." Luo Yang's words were still so brief, as if saying one more word seemed like a luxury.

Gu Nianwei's finger was bitten by herself nervously, she hesitated for a moment and said, "Well, let's go out for dinner together tonight."

Afraid of hearing Luoyang's rejection, she quickly hung up the phone, and now all she had to do was wait for Luoyang to figure it out. The person who could accompany him in the end was she or someone else.

I hope that one day he can see clearly and think clearly, who is the one who is willing to give his aunt wholeheartedly for him.

But she was still a little afraid of the scene in the United States. At that time, the relationship with Luoyang was just a one-sided relationship, but in that fight, she felt the full strength of Luoyang.

What Luoyang guarded was a wallet. Because of some disputes with the local hooligans in the bar, they were surrounded and beaten. Such things are very common in foreign countries. Most of the time, they passed by and pretended not to see it. At that time Because she met Luoyang at school, she simply helped.

After the crowd dispersed, she saw a Luoyang who had been knocked to the ground with scars all over his face, but he was holding a photo tightly in his hand.

He didn't say thank you to her, he just stood up from the ground, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his hand, and put the photo in his hand back into his pocket.

Later, due to a series of reasons, she saw Luoyang again at the ceremony held by the school. During that time, the faces she looked at were almost always in bars.

Later, after he was drunk several times, he kept the same person's name in his mouth, and she knew that there was really such a person in this world, who had always lived in the bottom of his heart, and was unwilling to move away no matter what.

At that time, it was also the first time I saw He Xiaoran's appearance in the photos, and it was almost different from what she thought. Although Luoyang likes to drink, he has always been the first professionally, and all the design works have been awarded. Very high award.

Even though he was different from the person she had been expecting all along, there was no standard for love, as long as it appeared, it would appear.

Her life also began to have a different color from the moment it started in Luoyang. You, knowing that with Jack, she knew that happiness is so simple.

She doesn't need too many words and performances, as long as it is a timely concern, she feels that she has got it.

But since returning to China, Luoyang seems to have become a different person. Knowing that the woman who made him as desperate as three years ago appeared next to him again, she was really flustered, and a feeling that she had never felt before spread all of a sudden. on her body.

She just began to know that feelings in this world can really be unforgettable, and her attachment to Luoyang gradually deepens with time. She can give up everything for him, but she can also learn to let everything disappear in order to get him.

He Xiaoran is a person who hinders the two of them. Although she and Luoyang have never been married, she feels that formal things can be put aside. As long as they have each other, they can maintain a very happy relationship. family.

Living abroad since she was a child, she is very casual and open-minded. She doesn't know much about some local customs. She thinks that she is good enough to be worthy of going to Luoyang.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Nianwei walked back to her chair with some joy, cheering like a child. After He Xiaoran left, many projects could be completed by her. Luoyang has always been responsible for her projects. Many times she feels that Luoyang is because of He Xiaoran's work, but she can also do it well or even better than her.

She hopes that Luoyang can affirm her, can see her intentions, and can know that she is not worse than He Xiaoran at all, as long as it is her duty, she can do well, can not make trouble unreasonably, and can work full-time for him and family.