The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief
Chapter 188 The Swamp of Love
There is no shortage of idiots in this world. Love is like a swamp. Once you get in, it is difficult to get out. You are afraid that you will fall, but you are even more afraid that you will not be able to love.
Even if you love with a humble attitude, you don’t care about it. People often say, what kind of person can live in your heart, you don’t think he needs to be too good, he doesn’t need to have colorful auspicious clouds, he doesn’t need to be a The unrivaled hero, all you need is a glance or a look back, and you will be desperate for it.
Yes, when Jiang Ruoxi saw Luoyang for the first time three years ago, she already had the love for this man in her heart.
Sometimes feelings are like this, she knows what it's like to fall in love at first sight for the first time, she didn't discover Luoyang until today, she has been in love for so many years.
She has never expressed her feelings, and is always by Luoyang's side, showing up when he needs it. Such a proud woman will become small because of such a person, like an inconspicuous dust.
However, when such a woman appears next to the person you have loved for so many years, you become so vulnerable. What do you get for years of silent companionship?No one can guess this at all. At this moment, Jiang Ruoxi's heart is so uncomfortable.
An Chengxi was right, no matter what she did, Luoyang would never see her in his eyes. In the end, she and An Chengxi were just the same type of people, and they would get nothing.
Standing up with difficulty from the ground, she touched the tears in her eyes, and walked out, stepping on such high shoes, she still had that proud posture when she came out.
She has never lost or won, but one day, she realized that this one-sided love should end one day.
It's also time for her to start to become more free and to have her own life. This time, she wants to say goodbye to Luoyang seriously.
Tired of crying on the rooftop, He Xiaoran had fallen asleep on top of the rocking chair at some point, even though she was asleep, she was still pouted slightly because of anger.
In the dream, she was still lying next to Luoyang. It was a scene many years ago. She was still the woman who acted like a baby at will, and she was still the one who would go to Luoyang as soon as she encountered something that she couldn't solve. He Xiaoran.And he is still the man who values himself more than anything else.
Many years later, He Xiaoran suddenly realized that the pampering he had taken for granted in the past had turned out to be so precious today.
She said that Luoyang didn't know how to cherish it when she had it. Why didn't she? Seeing Luoyang's indifference towards her, He Xiaoran suddenly felt that her heart seemed to be blocked by a wall, and there was no way out.
After Luo Yang walked out of Anchengxi's office, he went up to the rooftop. He knew that He Xiaoran must be on it at the moment, and seeing He Xiaoran's expression after he left just now, he knew that his answer really hurt her.
The wind from the roof blew slowly, and He Xiaoran changed her position and continued to sleep, as if she was in a place of her own at home. She had no idea that the person standing in front of her at the moment was Luo Yang, and that this person she thought was cold-blooded What a doting expression on Luoyang's face at the moment.
He took off his suit and covered He Xiaoran's body, stretched out his hand and gently smoothed her tightly knit eyebrows, the pampering in his eyes that was almost overflowing was transforming into the next action at this moment.
Luo Yang raised He Xiaoran's head slightly and leaned her on his lap, looked down at her slightly swollen eyes from crying a lot, and felt distressed all of a sudden in his heart. He never wanted to be the first Time used her in his arms, but his rationality told him that he couldn't. The three-year agreement had now suddenly passed more than half.
Even though he knew that there was a place for him in He Xiaoran's heart, he still didn't dare to approach her, he was afraid that he would hurt her again and her sincerity.
He allowed Gu Nianwei to come back just to let He Xiaoran know what he was thinking, but now Luo Tianming's attitude towards her always made him feel bad. He hated Luo Tianming for being him and letting He Xiaoran bear it. After so much, it became the appearance that makes him feel distressed now.
He wants to protect the woman in front of him, even if she always gets along with him like a hedgehog, even if they have such an unpleasant past, even if he can't let go of his heart and love him, so what, he still wants Yoga own strength to protect her.
Luo Yang was leaning on the rocking chair and his thoughts were drifting away. He had always felt that there was nothing he couldn't find out, but there was only one thing that he couldn't do anything about.
Time passed by bit by bit. He Xiaoran woke up from the dream and opened her hazy eyes. The softness under her head made her exclaim. She rubbed her eyes and found that she was right. Those beautiful eyes suddenly became Getting tough, she bounced off Luoyang's leg, mouth shouting: "Why are you here?"'
"You like to sleep in here during working hours, what do you think I am doing here?" Luo Yang looked at He Xiaoran calmly, and said with a faint smile.
This is Luo Yang's favorite way of teasing He Xiaoran. He always touches He Xiaoran's nerve intentionally or unintentionally, watching He Xiaoran who has always been calm and scratching his hair. In this way, he feels that this is what he originally was. .
He Xiaoran looked angrily at the Luoyang who didn't know the seriousness of the matter, she gritted her teeth: "I just said that I'm going to resign, now it's my private time, I wonder if you have violated my personal space ?”
"I remember just now that I said that it is not allowed. Your verbal resignation is useless if I don't allow it, so I am not infringing on your personal space. Secondly, this is my company. The place is also considered to be Luo, so I don't count as infringing on your space." Luo Yang said matter-of-factly.
She didn't notice how much He Xiaoran, who was sitting next to her, hated herself at the moment, she stood up and looked at Luoyang and said, "I don't have time to talk nonsense with you here now, since verbal resignation doesn't count Then I will go down and print a resignation letter for you now."
"Really, are you sure? Then it seems that Xinghai's studio looks like I'm going to find someone else. You are still the same as before. You can't bear any setbacks. How do you become a designer?" Luo Yang put his hands on the rocking chair On the face, his appearance is also extremely cynical. He originally wanted to let He Xiaoran understand that this is what he looks like in the mall this time, and he never tires of cheating.
"What do you mean?" He Xiaoran stopped leaving, turned to look at Luoyang, the tears in his eyes looked full of anticipation.
"You have been in charge of this project to the end, do you understand now?" Luo Yang stood up and looked at He Xiaoran with his hands in his pockets.
"But Director An, Director An." Before He Xiaoran finished speaking, Luo Yang embraced him. He wanted to give this hug to He Xiaoran a long time ago.
At this moment, He Xiaoran did not shirk, as if continuing her dream just now, in Luoyang's arms, she sat quietly and found a most comfortable position for herself in this solid chest.
She knew that the first time she saw Luoyang three years later, she had already fallen. She loved this man, no matter when and where.
Time and space seem to have condensed together at this moment, as if the whole world is He Xiaoran's figure, and it seems that the whole world belongs to her and Luo Yang only.
He Xiaoran allowed herself to be confused for 10 minutes. She seemed to be more willing to live in a dream than in reality. It seemed that as long as she was like this, she would feel that she was not so tired and pretended not to be so hard.
She pushed Luoyang away and ran out to the rooftop. What kind of method is Luoyang using to protect herself this time?She had no way of knowing, only that she never saw An Chengxi and Jiang Ruoxi again in the office, as if the two of them had never appeared from the prosperous age.
Her plan to be sent to City Z was also cancelled, and it was later learned from Jiang Wenwen's gossip that Luoyang used some method to get An Chengxi to resign voluntarily.
After such a period of time, He Xiaoran didn't know that although Luoyang was a part of the past for her, she still felt that she was still the same as that ignorant girl three years ago, and she needed Luoyang.
She picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to Luoyang: I will treat you to dinner tonight.
In return, she shouldn't always be like a hedgehog to Luoyang, she wondered if she should also thank Luoyang for his help, as far as this matter is concerned.
Although An Chengxi left from the second design department, the position of director has always been vacant, but the people in the second design department did not stop because of the lack of one An Chengxi from the design department. Xi left cheering, it can be seen that An Chengxi has gained nothing here for so many years.
Sometimes He Xiaoran really feels sorry for An Chengxi, a very talented person but because of his ambition and unsatisfied desires, he has become what he is now.
He thought he could defeat Luoyang, but in the end he got himself covered in bruises. The gain outweighed the loss, which made He Xiaoran feel that the shopping mall is really a place where soldiers never tire of cheating.
It's no wonder that a character like Luoyang will become more cruel and unkind here.
She may understand why he has such an expression every time she sees Luoyang, as if nothing can shake his heart, as if the two words his world has been surrounding are nothing but benefits from beginning to end, she gradually feels that Have I always misunderstood Luoyang in the past? Who else is there in this world who is willing to make changes for himself?
Even if you love with a humble attitude, you don’t care about it. People often say, what kind of person can live in your heart, you don’t think he needs to be too good, he doesn’t need to have colorful auspicious clouds, he doesn’t need to be a The unrivaled hero, all you need is a glance or a look back, and you will be desperate for it.
Yes, when Jiang Ruoxi saw Luoyang for the first time three years ago, she already had the love for this man in her heart.
Sometimes feelings are like this, she knows what it's like to fall in love at first sight for the first time, she didn't discover Luoyang until today, she has been in love for so many years.
She has never expressed her feelings, and is always by Luoyang's side, showing up when he needs it. Such a proud woman will become small because of such a person, like an inconspicuous dust.
However, when such a woman appears next to the person you have loved for so many years, you become so vulnerable. What do you get for years of silent companionship?No one can guess this at all. At this moment, Jiang Ruoxi's heart is so uncomfortable.
An Chengxi was right, no matter what she did, Luoyang would never see her in his eyes. In the end, she and An Chengxi were just the same type of people, and they would get nothing.
Standing up with difficulty from the ground, she touched the tears in her eyes, and walked out, stepping on such high shoes, she still had that proud posture when she came out.
She has never lost or won, but one day, she realized that this one-sided love should end one day.
It's also time for her to start to become more free and to have her own life. This time, she wants to say goodbye to Luoyang seriously.
Tired of crying on the rooftop, He Xiaoran had fallen asleep on top of the rocking chair at some point, even though she was asleep, she was still pouted slightly because of anger.
In the dream, she was still lying next to Luoyang. It was a scene many years ago. She was still the woman who acted like a baby at will, and she was still the one who would go to Luoyang as soon as she encountered something that she couldn't solve. He Xiaoran.And he is still the man who values himself more than anything else.
Many years later, He Xiaoran suddenly realized that the pampering he had taken for granted in the past had turned out to be so precious today.
She said that Luoyang didn't know how to cherish it when she had it. Why didn't she? Seeing Luoyang's indifference towards her, He Xiaoran suddenly felt that her heart seemed to be blocked by a wall, and there was no way out.
After Luo Yang walked out of Anchengxi's office, he went up to the rooftop. He knew that He Xiaoran must be on it at the moment, and seeing He Xiaoran's expression after he left just now, he knew that his answer really hurt her.
The wind from the roof blew slowly, and He Xiaoran changed her position and continued to sleep, as if she was in a place of her own at home. She had no idea that the person standing in front of her at the moment was Luo Yang, and that this person she thought was cold-blooded What a doting expression on Luoyang's face at the moment.
He took off his suit and covered He Xiaoran's body, stretched out his hand and gently smoothed her tightly knit eyebrows, the pampering in his eyes that was almost overflowing was transforming into the next action at this moment.
Luo Yang raised He Xiaoran's head slightly and leaned her on his lap, looked down at her slightly swollen eyes from crying a lot, and felt distressed all of a sudden in his heart. He never wanted to be the first Time used her in his arms, but his rationality told him that he couldn't. The three-year agreement had now suddenly passed more than half.
Even though he knew that there was a place for him in He Xiaoran's heart, he still didn't dare to approach her, he was afraid that he would hurt her again and her sincerity.
He allowed Gu Nianwei to come back just to let He Xiaoran know what he was thinking, but now Luo Tianming's attitude towards her always made him feel bad. He hated Luo Tianming for being him and letting He Xiaoran bear it. After so much, it became the appearance that makes him feel distressed now.
He wants to protect the woman in front of him, even if she always gets along with him like a hedgehog, even if they have such an unpleasant past, even if he can't let go of his heart and love him, so what, he still wants Yoga own strength to protect her.
Luo Yang was leaning on the rocking chair and his thoughts were drifting away. He had always felt that there was nothing he couldn't find out, but there was only one thing that he couldn't do anything about.
Time passed by bit by bit. He Xiaoran woke up from the dream and opened her hazy eyes. The softness under her head made her exclaim. She rubbed her eyes and found that she was right. Those beautiful eyes suddenly became Getting tough, she bounced off Luoyang's leg, mouth shouting: "Why are you here?"'
"You like to sleep in here during working hours, what do you think I am doing here?" Luo Yang looked at He Xiaoran calmly, and said with a faint smile.
This is Luo Yang's favorite way of teasing He Xiaoran. He always touches He Xiaoran's nerve intentionally or unintentionally, watching He Xiaoran who has always been calm and scratching his hair. In this way, he feels that this is what he originally was. .
He Xiaoran looked angrily at the Luoyang who didn't know the seriousness of the matter, she gritted her teeth: "I just said that I'm going to resign, now it's my private time, I wonder if you have violated my personal space ?”
"I remember just now that I said that it is not allowed. Your verbal resignation is useless if I don't allow it, so I am not infringing on your personal space. Secondly, this is my company. The place is also considered to be Luo, so I don't count as infringing on your space." Luo Yang said matter-of-factly.
She didn't notice how much He Xiaoran, who was sitting next to her, hated herself at the moment, she stood up and looked at Luoyang and said, "I don't have time to talk nonsense with you here now, since verbal resignation doesn't count Then I will go down and print a resignation letter for you now."
"Really, are you sure? Then it seems that Xinghai's studio looks like I'm going to find someone else. You are still the same as before. You can't bear any setbacks. How do you become a designer?" Luo Yang put his hands on the rocking chair On the face, his appearance is also extremely cynical. He originally wanted to let He Xiaoran understand that this is what he looks like in the mall this time, and he never tires of cheating.
"What do you mean?" He Xiaoran stopped leaving, turned to look at Luoyang, the tears in his eyes looked full of anticipation.
"You have been in charge of this project to the end, do you understand now?" Luo Yang stood up and looked at He Xiaoran with his hands in his pockets.
"But Director An, Director An." Before He Xiaoran finished speaking, Luo Yang embraced him. He wanted to give this hug to He Xiaoran a long time ago.
At this moment, He Xiaoran did not shirk, as if continuing her dream just now, in Luoyang's arms, she sat quietly and found a most comfortable position for herself in this solid chest.
She knew that the first time she saw Luoyang three years later, she had already fallen. She loved this man, no matter when and where.
Time and space seem to have condensed together at this moment, as if the whole world is He Xiaoran's figure, and it seems that the whole world belongs to her and Luo Yang only.
He Xiaoran allowed herself to be confused for 10 minutes. She seemed to be more willing to live in a dream than in reality. It seemed that as long as she was like this, she would feel that she was not so tired and pretended not to be so hard.
She pushed Luoyang away and ran out to the rooftop. What kind of method is Luoyang using to protect herself this time?She had no way of knowing, only that she never saw An Chengxi and Jiang Ruoxi again in the office, as if the two of them had never appeared from the prosperous age.
Her plan to be sent to City Z was also cancelled, and it was later learned from Jiang Wenwen's gossip that Luoyang used some method to get An Chengxi to resign voluntarily.
After such a period of time, He Xiaoran didn't know that although Luoyang was a part of the past for her, she still felt that she was still the same as that ignorant girl three years ago, and she needed Luoyang.
She picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to Luoyang: I will treat you to dinner tonight.
In return, she shouldn't always be like a hedgehog to Luoyang, she wondered if she should also thank Luoyang for his help, as far as this matter is concerned.
Although An Chengxi left from the second design department, the position of director has always been vacant, but the people in the second design department did not stop because of the lack of one An Chengxi from the design department. Xi left cheering, it can be seen that An Chengxi has gained nothing here for so many years.
Sometimes He Xiaoran really feels sorry for An Chengxi, a very talented person but because of his ambition and unsatisfied desires, he has become what he is now.
He thought he could defeat Luoyang, but in the end he got himself covered in bruises. The gain outweighed the loss, which made He Xiaoran feel that the shopping mall is really a place where soldiers never tire of cheating.
It's no wonder that a character like Luoyang will become more cruel and unkind here.
She may understand why he has such an expression every time she sees Luoyang, as if nothing can shake his heart, as if the two words his world has been surrounding are nothing but benefits from beginning to end, she gradually feels that Have I always misunderstood Luoyang in the past? Who else is there in this world who is willing to make changes for himself?
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