The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

Love is inherently selfish. As long as it is the person in my heart, no matter when he is still in my heart, He Xiaoran has always known the relationship between herself and Luoyang. What exactly are feelings.

But she didn't dare to take that step forward. She felt that she still had many scars in front of Luoyang that she didn't dare to touch before. People who have suffered in love will be very cautious in loving in the future.

There was a sudden silence in the room. He Xiaoran looked at Luoyang who was silent and dark in front of her. She didn't know what she said wrong, so she smiled awkwardly and said, "Why don't you eat?"

"No need.?" Luo Yang said, his sharp brows were furrowed, he seemed to be angry, but it seemed to be a normal expression, so He Xiaoran didn't intend to think deeply, and continued to eat.

To be honest, He Xiaoran doesn’t know how many times he has had the opportunity to eat Luoyang’s cooking since returning to China. Compared with the young master three years ago, Luoyang’s culinary skills have improved a lot, and he must have often eaten it when he was abroad. Cook for Gu Nianwei.

He Xiaoran thought secretly in his heart, the moving chopsticks stopped in the air, and there was a trace of sadness in his eyes, but Luoyang saw everything in this way.

He asked, "What's the matter with you, is there something uncomfortable?" As soon as he saw any slight difference in He Xiaoran's expression, Luo Yang's originally angry expression was relieved all of a sudden.

He Xiaoran recovered from Luoyang's voice, looked up at Luoyang and said, "How did your cooking become so good?"

He Xiaoran didn't know why she asked such a question, but she suddenly wanted to know if there was no Gu Nianwei in Luoyang who cooked food.

There was an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if my most precious thing was shared with others, an uncomfortable but helpless feeling.

"No, it's okay, I'm full thank you." He Xiaoran put down the bowl and chopsticks and shook his head hurriedly, even though he wanted to know so much in his heart, he still had to hold back in his heart.

It's better not to take that step between her and Luoyang, at least after three years when the contract expires, she can get out of her body and return to her own life.

"No, I learned it when I was living alone." Luoyang looked at He Xiaoran who was a little flustered and explained. Based on previous understanding, he knew what He Xiaoran wanted to know the most.

He Xiaoran looked at Luoyang with some surprise and said nothing. She thought Luoyang would pretend not to hear, just like the questions she asked before were drowned in the night without being answered.

Luo Yang went to the living room and looked out the window, and ignored He Xiaoran. He Xiaoran looked at the clock hanging on the wall. It was already midnight, and Luo Yang had no intention of leaving.

After washing the dishes, He Xiaoran went out and still saw Luoyang in the same posture as before she went in. She said, "Is it okay if I don't go back tonight? I still have work tomorrow."

She is like a bound person, without freedom, and has to ask wherever she goes.

Luo Yang turned around and looked at He Xiaoran, raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you have men's slippers here?"

"Huh?" She changed to He Xiaoran's surprised tone this time, looked at Luoyang in front of her and said with some doubts, whether this counted as guessing the beginning but not the end.

"I'm not going back tonight. Seeing that the security facilities here are so poor, I'm still not at ease, so you don't have to trouble me." Luo Yang said unhurriedly, looking so serious.

He Xiaoran raised her eyes and looked at Luoyang's serious face, which made He Xiaoran a little flustered. She took a few steps back and said, "Are you serious? There are no rooms here."

Originally, He Xiaoran lived here to save money. Although it is small, it is enough for He Xiaoran to live alone. Luoyang is not a spoiled person, but let such a tall person live in Xiaoxiao It is inevitable that there will still be a lot of grievances on the sofa.

Luo Yang's eyebrows were frivolous, looking at He Xiaoran's eyes, wondering if it was because of the night that they became abnormally charming, He Xiaoran swallowed a breath, and hurriedly moved away the eyes that met Luo Yang, and smiled Said: "Boss Luo, I think you should go back, this place is not suitable for you."

Before she could finish her words, Luo Yang had already put on the slippers on the floor and went back to the bathroom. He Xiaoran stared at Luo Yang's back in a daze, until she heard the sound of running water coming from the room, He Xiaoran turned her head hastily Come.

Luoyang really didn't take what he said more and more seriously. He didn't intend to let him stay in the first place, but why does he seem to be turned against the customer now?

He Xiaoran sat on the sofa and shook hands anxiously. Although he had lived in an apartment in Luoyang before, there were enough rooms after all, but here, even if he was with Lu Siyuan for more than a year, he did not let Lu Siyuan stay. Pass.

Originally, that love was filled with many injustices at the beginning, and she deeply knew that her feelings for Lu Siyuan were not love, but moving, moved by being accompanied all the time.

Now that we are separated, it is good for each other. After all, it will be very tiring if you get unfair treatment in your relationship. He Xiaoran doesn't know if she has completely let go of her vigilance towards Luoyang now. She seems to be no longer so hate such a person.

It wasn't until the sound of running water in the bathroom stopped that He Xiaoran recovered from his wandering thoughts, hurriedly stood up from the sofa, went back to the room and closed the door, remembering He Xiaoran's life when Luoyang had no clothes. The ears turned red again.

She remembered that the clothes she wanted to sell to Lu Siyuan were still at home, and they were new anyway. He Xiaoran took them out of the closet, and when she walked out of the room, she met Luo Yang who was standing in front of the door. , because just after taking a bath, there is still a lot of fragrance left on my body.

This is why He Xiaoran has always felt that God is unfair. Luoyang has a face that even girls are jealous of, but God still makes him so perfect everywhere.

He Xiaoran's ears turned red all of a sudden. She put the clothes in Luoyang's hands and was about to turn around and walk back, but her arm was grabbed by a force.

Afterwards, Luo Yang leaned down and whispered in her ear, "This dress can't be his, can it?"

After bathing, the hot and humid breath rushed towards his face, He Xiaoran was suddenly a little confused, his long eyelashes trembled involuntarily in the air a few times, and then he took a step back with the only reason left in him, keeping a distance from Luoyang , Immediately, she said: "En."

He Xiaoran didn't want to lie about such a matter, and he didn't think there was anything to hide. Since the original intention of this dress was for Lu Siyuan, now that they are separated, the relationship between her and Luoyang is not that kind, and there is nothing good about it. scruples.

I saw that the person in front of me was not talking, but He Xiaoran could completely feel that the aura of the whole person had cooled down. Experience told He Xiaoran from his heart that the current aura in Luoyang was not right.

At the moment when He Xiaoran raised his head, Luoyang's behavior at the moment made He Xiaoran confirm what he thought in his heart. Luoyang was really not as easy to provoke as he imagined.

Luoyang half-closed her eyes, stretched out her slender hand to pinch He Xiaoran's chin, her eyes were full of evil spirits, and there was a taste of punishment, her eyes went dark, and all that was left was her body and heart experience.

Luoyang's falling kiss was full of punishment and displeasure. He Xiaoran only felt that his world seemed to be spinning dizzily. Luoyang still had this ability, which caused He Xiaoran to have short-term amnesia and forget who he was. Forget everything about how fast he and Luoyang used to be, how embarrassing the relationship between him and Luoyang is now, forgetting that there is Gu Nianwei beside Luoyang now.

Thoughts have not escaped from Luoyang's kiss, but He Xiaoran suddenly felt that life is so short, and the only person she loved was Luoyang from the beginning to the end, but because of fate, they separated each other, and they met again after many years. The fate of each other is intertwined, and it seems that He Xiaoran has become very calm and gradually got used to this kind of life in the constant struggle and resistance.

Sometimes He Xiaoran gradually couldn't tell whether he was dreaming or not, and whether Luoyang hadn't left him in the past three years?

But when he saw the dimmed photo of his mother, He Xiaoran suddenly felt that everything was changing, not everything was the same, and it was impossible to reunite after a broken mirror.

Reason brought He Xiaoran back to his senses, pushed Luo Yang away from him, touched his swollen lips from Luo Yang's kiss, and walked back to the room as if nothing had happened.

Luoyang's feelings are becoming more and more incomprehensible to He Xiaoran, like what does Luoyang think of her now, is she a woman playing outside, or is it his money-making tool?

He Xiaoran closed the door and leaned against the door, the corners of his eyes suddenly became moist, and he didn't know when he started to cry uncontrollably.

All she can do is not to provoke her, but Luoyang always comes to her, always letting her taste the sweetness and then hitting her again.

Luoyang is outside the door, and oneself is inside the door. He Xiaoran sits on the ground and hugs his knees. Many things can be made very simple, but they are always complicated by himself.

If it wasn't for my self-willedness back then, I wouldn't be living so hard now, at least I still have a safe haven for myself, and I can have a place where I can find a sense of security when I am wronged.

It was Luoyang who brought her happiness with one hand and disaster with the other hand. The relationship was always thought to be a matter between two people. This was He Xiaoran's simplest idea before, but it is not the case now.