The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

A person's life is very long and short, and the concept of time depends on how you master it. But in such a short life, when He Xiaoran thinks that he is 50 years old, he still has to give for his own life. How cruel it is to worry about the rest of your life and not be able to do what you like for the rest of your life.

So He Xiaoran can only let He Yuzhi escape from the death of his mother through the pain. Only in this way can He Yuzhi learn to grow up and face life.

The screen of the phone flickered, and it was a message from Lu Siyuan: Xiao Ran, I picked up your drawings that day when I dropped them there. I thought you would come over, but now uncle needs to explain to you that you can come over when you are free. "

The blueprint is in Lu Siyuan's hands? !When He Xiaoran saw this information, his heart almost collapsed. If it wasn't because he couldn't find the drawings, there would be a series of things.

But it's been a while since I went to see He Yuzhi. Although she knew that He Yuzhi's injuries were not serious, she was relieved a lot. This time, she wanted to tell He Yuzhi with actions. The debt made him so embarrassed.

She replied with a word of kindness and put down the phone. How could she let Lu Siyuan pay for herself all the time?What qualifications does Lu Siyuan have to be implicated by himself?

He Xiaoran felt that he was very lucky to meet Lu Siyuan. Although the ending was not so good, He Xiaoran felt that he and Lu Siyuan could still be friends. On the road of love, Luoyang taught her to love and be loved. But Lu Siyuan gave her the possibility of wireless in her dark and hungry three years.

She is not greedy, and knows that some things will not be understood by herself, but she will not bind anyone, including Lu Siyuan, with friendship and affection.

Even though Lu Siyuan made a mistake, even though he didn't stick to the same goal, He Xiaoran was still full of guilt for Lu Siyuan. She didn't know how to get back to her own life and back to being alone.

She can bury everything in her heart for so many years, at least He Xiaoran doesn't want to try any possibility on the road of love, Luoyang Lu Siyuan has left a lot in her world.

He Xiaoran's life in the design department is very leisurely except for working overtime. At least in the design department, he can go wherever he wants, unless An Chengxi is not allowed to find out.

When everyone came in from He Xiaoran, she kept guessing how capable the woman Luoyang was looking for would be, but He Xiaoran's appearance was really unexpected. She is not a famous designer, and she is very concerned about the design. On the one hand, he is still a novice who doesn't understand anything, but he can stand out when the company bids for projects.

He Xiaoran is a mystery, but he is indeed an indispensable designer in the prosperous world. He Xiaoran is a person with great potential. At least he can break free when designing. The things he designed are bold and novel.

Not only Luoyang saw it, but everyone in Shengshi's design department knew that He Xiaoran was not only capable of instant killing in appearance, but also possessed talent.

Sometimes the world is so unfair, it gives you a good-looking skin, but also gives you a full stomach of talent, although the birth is not so good, but as long as you work hard, you will be able to.

But everyone's life is like a person who knows how warm and cold drinking water is. He Xiaoran feels that she is really a failure. When dealing with things, she can't think of any perfect solution. The result she doesn't want to see is that Lu Siyuan will die because of her departure. Blame yourself, and waste your bright future.

A lot of things have changed, just like she couldn't have imagined that Lu Siyuan would cheat. People who once rejected these things the most will still be confused by this realistic society, and they will not keep their original intentions so much, but they The original feeling between them can never go back.

He Xiaoran said that he wanted to talk to Lu Siyuan, and when he saw Lu's mother blindly thinking that it was Lu Siyuan's fault, He Xiaoran actually felt an indescribable sense of guilt in his heart.

The separation between her and Lu Siyuan was not because of Lu Siyuan's mistake, but because of her vacillating heart, which led to the final discord between the two of them.

He Xiaoran has never been dissatisfied with Lu Siyuan, and even thinks that Lu Siyuan is an angel photographed by God, who is still by her side when she is in the most painful understanding.

I told Jiang Wenwen that when she was going to the hospital to get some medicine, she left from Shengshi. I don’t know if He Yuzhi has recovered from his injury in the past few days. His debts and his hospitalization expenses are all paid by Luoyang alone. , He Xiaoran suddenly felt that what he was trying to get rid of became more and more ambiguous.

She doesn't know when she will be able to pay back what she owes to Luoyang, and she doesn't know when Caini will be able to completely break away from Luoyang.

Fortunately, the hospital Luoyang arranged for He Yuzhi was quite close this time, and He Xiaoran could go there on foot, but she felt a little repulsed in her heart. She was afraid of seeing Lu Siyuan in the hospital, worried that she would not know what to say, She also saw Lu Siyuan's situation that morning, and she was afraid that what she said next second would hurt such a gentle boy.

The smell of disinfectant from the hospital hit He Xiaoran's nose. She hadn't been here for a long time. Since the cause of her mother's death was found out, she wondered whether she should learn to look forward so that her mother could also rest in peace.

I heard Lu Siyuan say that He Yuzhi lived on the fifth floor before, and He Xiaoran took the elevator to go up. First, he saw Lu Siyuan sitting in front of the corridor. give it?He Xiaoran's heart trembled involuntarily.

She called softly: "Siyuan?"

"Xiao Ran, are you here?" Hearing the faint shout, Lu Siyuan raised his head suddenly, and saw that the person in front of him was indeed He Xiaoran whom he missed day and night, his eyes seemed to have a golden light shining.

He Xiaoran looked at Lu Siyuan who was different from the past, and the guilt in He Xiaoran's heart deepened a lot. What made a good person become such a mess now?
It's her, and it's all her fault. The love she gave Lu Siyuan is not fair at all. There is still a person living in her heart, why would she give Lu Siyuan hope, why would she try, and pull an innocent person.

"Well, haven't you rested yet? You don't need to look here. You can go back and rest first." He Xiaoran said hastily. The more she didn't want to trouble Lu Siyuan, the more inevitable troubles she created.

Lu Siyuan stared blankly for a second, then stood up with a smile and shook his head, "It's okay, it's easier for men to take care of you, so you don't have to feel embarrassed." Lu Siyuan waved his hand and smiled.

The tip of He Xiaoran's pen suddenly became sore, Lu Siyuan always thought of her like that, as if there was such a person in your life, no matter what he did, it was only for your own good, she didn't expect, One day came, one day she actually felt that a person's goodness would become an invisible pressure.

Now he is still a boy who is willing to shine sunshine into his life, but she still can't turn back, so that it will be difficult for each other. He Xiaoran hopes that among the three of them, she can be hurt alone.

"How is he?" He Xiaoran asked for a while.

I don't know when, He Xiaoran didn't know what to say to Lu Siyuan, she seemed to be afraid and worried, worried that Lu Siyuan was saying something that cared about her, worried that Lu Siyuan would cry and call for her to come back like before.

She has been attached to her before, but she can't stay attached to her. He Xiaoran has always been passive emotionally. She doesn't know how to deal with things about herself and Luoyang, and herself and Lu Siyuan.

The appearance of Gu Nianwei now is an invisible reminder to He Xiaoran that the relationship between her and Luoyang is impossible or forever impossible, whether it is three years ago or three years later, He Xiaoran in love life is in love. She suffered and was hurt during the time, and she mistreated others in being loved for three years. If the relationship was a balance, it was upside down from the beginning.

He Xiaoran looked at Lu Siyuan with a tired face in front of her. She walked back to the ward and saw He Yuzhi lying on the bed playing with her mobile phone. She first coughed and then saw He Yuzhi lying on the bed jumped out of the bed in shock. Sitting up, he looked at He Xiaoran like an aggrieved child.

"Xiao Ran, you are finally here. I thought you didn't want your uncle anymore." He Yuzhi looked at He Xiaoran with a rare cry, feeling as if he had been wronged.

He Xiaoran knew He Yuzhi's character, he always found out that he was wrong when he made a mistake, but he always quickly forgot why he became like this in the past three years. He Xiaoran didn't know how many times He Yuzhi admitted his mistakes, but each time it didn't last long.

Gambling is like being suspected of drugs. It is like a ecstasy that cannot be quit at any time. He Xiaoran knows at any time that He Yuzhi will not admit his mistake for more than a week this time. If she forgives, then In the future, the mistakes will become bigger, and there will still be unfinished debts waiting for me.

In the past three years, He Xiaoran has been supporting herself. Relying on her mother's last words, she will never abandon He Yuzhi because of his mistakes, but now He Xiaoran suddenly finds out that her forgiveness will not only hurt Luoyang will also harm He Yuzhi.

She can no longer give He Yuzhi any chance to make mistakes. She must let He Yuzhi understand in a short time that she is really tired. If this is the case, He Xiaoran will never be able to repay Luoyang's kindness.