The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

As soon as He Xiaoran picked up the pen, she would be engrossed. She didn't even notice that Luo Yang had gone out. She raised her head to communicate with Luo Yang after almost finishing the draft, but she saw that the chair opposite was empty.

He Xiaoran's heart skipped a beat, she called out in a low voice: "Luoyang, Luoyang?" She walked out of the chair, found Luoyang in the yard, and just wanted to take a step closer but was confused by Luoyang's voice I can only stand still: "Well, I will go back tomorrow, you should rest early."

Luoyang's voice is very gentle, different from the previous phone calls, He Xiaoran knows that the person on the other end of the phone is Gu Nianwei, a woman who has an unusual relationship with Luoyang.

A wave of jealousy welled up spontaneously. He Xiaoran never knew that she would be like this. She thought she was ready to retire after three years. helpless.

She stood there in a daze, completely oblivious to when Luo Yang turned around and looked at her. He half-closed his eyes and looked at He Xiaoran and said, "Are you full?"

The deep voice brought He Xiaoran back to her senses. She looked at Luoyang and shook her head first, then nodded again. She said, "I'm full."

She didn't notice how much she cared in her heart at all, and she didn't realize how unhappy her tone sounded at all, but what position did she have to make herself care and make herself qualified to care?

Luo Yang raised his eyebrows and walked to He Xiaoran's side, took her hand and said, "Since you've finished eating, I'll take you to relax."

Before He Xiaoran could react, she had already been taken out of the yard by Luoyang. This house was on an ancient street, and it was considered a prime location, but it was a pity that such a house was not used as an inn. He Xiaoran He sighed slightly in his heart.

This time period is the place with the most traffic in the ancient street. He Xiaoran felt that the hand held by Luoyang was much tighter. She is a road idiot. Luoyang has always known that no matter where she goes, Luoyang always stabilizes first. I missed her by my side.

No matter it was three years ago or three years later, he was still doing the same habitual movements, He Xiaoran was very satisfied, the displeasure in Gu Nianwei's heart disappeared a lot just now.

"It's really beautiful here." He Xiaoran sighed, she felt that the pace of people living here can be slowed down, and they can savor every corner of the city carefully.

Luo Yang said with a smile: "Beauty is endowed by people. Designers must have certain skills and direction in their designs. It cannot be purely beautiful."

Design has always been Luoyang's strength, but Luoyang has many strengths. Before, He Xiaoran felt that being with Luoyang was so unbelievable and unreal, but now He Xiaoran still hasn't given himself time in three years. She became even more excellent, but she still looked up at Luoyang.

"Just now. Was Miss Gu calling just now?" He Xiaoran didn't know why she asked. She cared, cared terribly, but refused to say it.

It was obvious that the temperature of the hand in his hand dropped instantly, and Luo Yang knew that He Xiaoran was nervous now.

He turned his head to look at He Xiaoran and nodded without saying anything.

He hopes that He Xiaoran can continue to maintain it. As long as she still has him in her heart, Luoyang will be very satisfied. At least she will not return to Lu Siyuan's side, at least she is not so resistant to being with him now. Luoyang has always been He is a person who thinks he is very calm, at least before meeting He Xiaoran, there is nothing that can control his heart.

But since He Xiaoran broke into his life, Luoyang began to affect his heart for one person, and worried all day for a very subtle expression of hers.

At first Luoyang was unwilling to admit that he loved He Xiaoran, but when he saw her with other people, he realized how much he cared about this woman in front of him.

"Are you jealous?" Luo Yang raised his eyebrows and looked at He Xiaoran with a smile. His eyes looked evil and so complacent. Everything seemed to be under his control, even if it was her frown and smile. It seemed like he had it all under his control.

He Xiaoran was very dissatisfied, no matter it was three years ago or three years later, she was still so spineless, once again he was pulling her nerves, endlessly, endlessly.

The appearance of Gu Nianwei made He Xiaoran's inner jealousy grow again. No matter how unwilling she was to admit it, the facts told her that she had never forgotten Luoyang from the bottom of her heart.

Even though she was silently abandoned by him at the wedding scene, even when everyone questioned her, and even now he used all kinds of despicable methods after returning to China, she still did this, letting herself fall without any defense .

She loves Luoyang, and she has never forgotten it for a moment. She and Lu Siyuan are together to forget Luoyang, but in the love with Lu Siyuan, He Xiaoran also has expectations for Lu Siyuan like Luoyang, but the facts have proved , it was difficult for her to fall in love with someone after she left Luoyang.

"No, I just want to say I'm sorry for Miss Gu. I didn't know that the president of Shengshi was so considerate and could accompany the employees to find inspiration. The benefits are really good." He Xiaoran said with a sigh of relief. Words against your will.

As soon as her words fell, He Xiaoran felt the hand held by Luoyang tightened suddenly. She felt a bit painful but couldn't open it no matter what.

He Xiaoran raised his head and looked at Luoyang, only to see him take a step forward and come in front of him, with a layer of tulle in his eyes, he said: "Don't you understand? He Xiaoran? Your heart is against me. I have feelings, but why don't you want to admit it?"

"You obviously still care, you care about me and Gu Nianwei, you care about whether there is anything between me and her, but you are always so stubborn, and you are always unwilling to say." Luoyang's voice was very low, as if the people around They all stopped, and time and space began to condense.

He Xiaoran's heart twitched for a moment, and then it beat violently. Gu Nianwei's existence really made He Xiaoran understand that the relationship and relationship between Luoyang and her is still as fragile as it was three years ago, as long as it is a word from an outsider Or with one move, He Xiaoran can believe that Luo Yang doesn't love her.

She stubbornly raised her eyes and looked at Luo Yang without saying a word. They were still like a hedgehog after all, as long as they hugged each other, they would definitely hurt each other. Since it was such a hard love, why should it continue.

Three years ago, she didn't know that she and Luoyang would have such a tragic ending. She didn't mind that she and Luoyang had loved each other, but she regretted that she was so desperate.

Time really seems to have never been. Luoyang reappeared three years later, came back to Jiangcheng again, and appeared beside her again. She knew that this was a game that God was playing with her with no good results, but even this It looked like He Xiaoran still couldn't control his heart.

"Mr. Luo, you are joking. No matter what happens in the future, you and I will only be subordinates. We both understand that neither of us is the life the other wants. I am not suitable for you, and you are not suitable for me. We It's still like this, everyone is safe." He Xiaoran turned his head and looked away.

She emphasized many times that they are not suitable, but Luoyang is always the one who understands and understands her best. No matter how many times He Xiaoran said hurt him, he never took it to heart, and always became more and more frustrated. brave.

Love needs to be maintained for a long time, but passion doesn’t need it. As long as you get tired, you can throw it away or abandon it at any time. The shelf life of love is very short. When He Xiaoran saw Luoyang again, the shelf life of the two of them was counting down. Well, what about after the expiration date?

What will be left?Will there still be love?It was difficult for He Xiaoran to give the answer to herself, she couldn't even be sure whether Luoyang was still the same Luoyang.

She has changed in three years, and he will not stay in the same place. The time of love will not wait for anyone, as long as the time is up, the two people will not end up in their own lives and become two people who will never cross. of parallel lines.

But when the time comes, I don't need to accept another long period of darkness, once again thinking that I have lost everything, that feeling of emptiness, He Xiaoran has already made a decision for herself three years ago, in the same place she Don't try it again, she doesn't want to feel the same thing again.

"Mr. Luo, you always want to prove whether I still have feelings for you. This is your sense of superiority, but I'm sorry, I have nothing to accompany you. I'm not interested in playing such a game with you. I'm sorry." He Xiaoran He took his hand out of Luoyang's and walked in front.

Only the remaining reason makes He Xiaoran understand and understand better. The love now is no longer as simple and pure as it used to be. She does not have such a good mentality as before, thinking that all the established reality can be changed with only hard work. .

Whether it's Gu Nianwei or Luo Mu, for He Xiaoran, all of them are just for you to tell He Xiaoran, but for Luoyang, she's good to look at, and you can't expect too much.

He Xiaoran also reminded herself in this way that Luoyang's return was just a sudden interest in her old love, how long can such a short-term interest last.

If you can't persist in emotional matters, then being together will only hurt both sides. Since she already knows that she will be hurt, then she is willing to bury this feeling in her heart, at least sometimes she can tell herself that she can still love.

Luoyang and Gu Nianwei are very suitable, unlike her, Gu Nianwei is very lovable, likes Luo's mother, has a family that she never owned, and has an education that she can't match.