The Love of My Life: The Deep Fall of the Chief

The most ruthless and sentimental thing is this earth, it always gives you the most beautiful scenery when you are the happiest, and it can still shine brightly when you meet unhappy, in your darkest life, it does not Darkened because of you.

He Xiaoran has always known that the most terrifying emotion in this world is sympathy. No matter how many people hear about her background and experience, they immediately show sympathy in their eyes, but she doesn't need it, she She has her own self-esteem, what she wants to insist on, and the height she wants to achieve, so He Xiaoran has no friends, she dares not contact anyone, she is worried, and if she doesn't pay attention, she will become the one who is sympathized by everyone object.

In front of Luoyang, He Xiaoran is always so humble. She feels that she and Luoyang have been destined to be people in two worlds since birth. No matter how hard they try, they are just fighting against God, and there will be no good. result.

Luo Yang let go of He Xiaoran, the light in his eyes disappeared suddenly, and he looked at He Xiaoran with a bit of disappointment, like a child who couldn't be praised no matter how hard he tried.

He Xiaoran's mouth trembled, and the two of them remained silent. Although he was only two steps away from He Xiaoran, she felt so far away at the moment.

It wasn't until He Xiaoran heard the sound of high-heeled shoes downstairs that He Xiaoran snatched the book back from Luoyang's hands in a hurry, as if he had caught a safe line. I don't know if it was because of Luoyang's instructions just now, or because of his inferiority complex. , He Xiaoran felt that now, Gu Nianwei was like a counterfeit brand to her, and she knew she was not as good as it.

The sound of high heels was very close. Not long after, the door of the study was opened, and a sweet voice was heard: "Luoyang, so you are here."

"Oh wow, this study room is so good. Then there was another burst of surprise, He Xiaoran squeezed the book in her hand, wondering why she couldn't read a word at this moment.

"You're here, my mother didn't make things difficult for you, right?" Luoyang's doting voice reached He Xiaoran's ears, followed by bursts of sweet laughter, her heart seemed to start following bursts of laughter Twitch up.

She cared, and the feeling of caring had spread from her heart to every cell in her body. She felt that her chest was stuffy, and suddenly felt that the air in this room did not belong to her at all.

"No, my aunt is very nice. Is this your study?" He Xiaoran looked in the direction of Luoyang from the corner of his eye, and Gu Nianwei's hand had been placed on Luoyang's shoulder at some point, his face His expression looked like he had eaten dense candy.

"Xiao Ran, you are here too." Gu Nianwei seemed to have suddenly discovered the person sitting in this room, with a surprised tone as if meeting him for the first time.

He Xiaoran had no choice but to close the book in his hand, looked up at Gu Nian with a smile and said brightly: "Yes, there are a lot of books here."

"It turns out that Ms. He is also such a person who likes to read. I always thought that a big beauty like Xiao Ran would not like to read quietly. Ah, I don't mean that. I am used to it when I am abroad. When I talk about Chinese, I always talk about it. It's so difficult to express." After Gu Nianwei finished speaking, he covered his mouth in embarrassment, and there was a trace of tenderness in his big eyes.

All of a sudden, He Xiaoran felt that the beautiful woman in front of him was just the same as Jiang Ruoxi, and the politeness in her heart disappeared, and now her words were very clear, not to mention that she looked like a vase what.

He Xiaoran looked at Luoyang, which was held by Gu Nianwei, and said nothing, suppressing the displeasure in his heart, and said with a smile: "Live and learn. Miss Gu, don't forget China's excellent traditional culture because you have been abroad all the time." ah."

"Yes, this old Chinese saying is very good. I personally like to learn it, especially knowing that Luoyang likes to eat at home, so I went to learn it." Gu Nianwei said intentionally or unintentionally, but the speaker had no intention of listening Those who have a heart, He Xiaoran can hear in Gu Nianwei's words that He Xiaoran should be sensible and not destroy other people's families.

He Xiaoran smiled and said nothing, put the book in his hand back on the shelf, looked at Luoyang with a smile and said, "Then I won't bother you, I'll go out first."

Her smile contained bitterness, staying here would only make her breathing more uncomfortable, and would make it easier for her to expose her innermost emotions.

After finishing speaking, He Xiaoran turned around and walked out. She felt that her nose was a little sore, and her tears were about to be out of her control. The most unavoidable thing in this world is to love someone.

She cared about Luoyang, especially when Gu Nianwei appeared next to Luoyang, she felt that the despair that disappeared in Luoyang three years ago suddenly returned.

But He Xiaoran doesn't want any fantasies about Luoyang to appear in her heart. She knows very well that love doesn't need to be done so hard by both parties.

Emotional matters are very pure, she doesn't want to be unhappy, doesn't like to get what she wants in such a humble life, and doesn't want to see her appearance destroy the current love that is so well matched in Luoyang .

Since this is a three-year formal marriage, why should she care? If she is serious, she loses. What Luoyang owes her is to slowly let the painful memory settle down as time goes by. This is not good for everyone. Best result?
He Xiaoran likes a quiet life. Vigorousness is so far away and unrealistic to her. She can go forward in love. When she meets Luoyang emotionally, He Xiaoran has no regrets at all. After three years, let's go with the wind.

He raised his hand to wipe away the tears that hadn't dripped from the corners of his eyes, raised his eyes and pulled a smile on his face, and then walked out. In order to avoid having trouble with Luo's mother again in Luo Zhai, He Xiaoran walked to the garden in the backyard , the only place He Xiaoran can stay in this family is this land.

The laughter in the room has nothing to do with her. Mother Luo doesn't like her, and Luoyang doesn't like her either. She's just the most insignificant part of the family.

Sitting on the rocking chair, He Xiaoran closed his eyes. He Xiaoran could clearly hear the hostility towards her in Gu Nianwei's words. Although he is now a fiancée with a name, his real girlfriend is still in the room , she now feels like a mistress who destroys people's feelings.

It was very uncomfortable to feel empty in my heart, but the fragrance of flowers outside made He Xiaoran relax immediately. At the moment when he closed his eyes, He Xiaoran heard the maid behind him discussing softly:

"What do you think our Master Luo has brought back a returnee? What about Miss He?" A maid whispered.

The structure of Luo's house is very strange, especially the back garden. It has been made clear that only gardeners who come to take care of the flowers every day can enter, and other people are not allowed to step in. The people who are talking about this now probably don't know the current situation. Sitting in the back garden is the hero they talked about.

"Yeah, you said our young master is simply perfect. I thought that Ms. He was amazing before, but now I see Ms. Gu is not a temperamental person." Another maid said while handling the tableware .

He Xiaoran opened his eyes on the rocking chair, Gu Nianwei is indeed beautiful, she has an aura that she does not have, and it is impossible for her to have it.

"Who do you think will be able to secure her position as the young mistress of Luo Zhai in the end?" Another maid who was gossiping interrupted.

Sit firmly in the position of young mistress?A helpless smile appeared on the corner of He Xiaoran's mouth, as expected, as long as there are women, there will be gossip.

Gradually, He Xiaoran was far away from the voice of gossip. She stood up and saw Luoyang standing by the glass window. When did he come here again?Was it when the maids were talking?still?
The corner of He Xiaoran's mouth twitched slightly, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly in the air. In this family, He Xiaoran only knew Luoyang.

Seeing Luoyang was like a child who had had enough of being wronged, and her eyes turned red again unconsciously.

She thought that the current him had forgotten that there was a toy in this house that he was tired of playing with in the past, and she thought how worthless she was here.

"You" He Xiaoran looked at her mouth and said, but she didn't know what she was going to say, her eyes kept staring at Luoyang without moving away.

Looking at it from such a distance, He Xiaoran felt that enough was enough for her. If time could stop at this moment, how much she hoped that this moment could become eternity.

She looked greedily at Luoyang without saying a word, and the two just looked at each other through the glass, how beautiful and desolate they looked.

Let Gu Nianwei come back this time to live in Luo Zhai so that He Xiaoran can understand her heart more clearly and face up to the relationship between them, but she is so abnormal, always like this, tepid.

He Xiaoran looked at Luoyang and said nothing, of course she didn't understand Luoyang, what kind of tricks Luoyang was playing, and why Luoyang always came to provoke her like this, always when she was about to give up, he always came from His eyes gave He Xiaoran a little hope.

Like a poison that can make He Xiaoran obsessed, she began to forget how to calm down in her heart, at least she can be honest and be herself when facing Luoyang.

She can be with Luoyang without hesitation, but that was also in the past. She used to think that the beauty of the past did not require any education and status, but now she suddenly discovered that the reality is so cruel, and she can't wait for it.