The male god is very busy, the female driver is on the road

Chen Yunxuan just lowered his head and didn't answer his question.He really didn't know how to respond.

"Why don't you give yourself a chance, just like what you said to others, give yourself a new start, once some people miss it, don't think about it, maybe there will be someone more suitable for you waiting at the next intersection What about you? You have not been very rational, why are you so confused this time? Seeing you like this, we are all heartbroken." The director said earnestly.

Chen Yunxuan supported his head with his hands, he didn't want to do this, but once he got real feelings, he couldn't just quit.

"Stop wasting your life like this. There is a more wonderful life waiting for you. Forget about the past and cheer up. I hope you won't let me down."

Listening to the director's encouragement, Chen Yunxuan also felt warm. He has always cared about and supported him.But without Wen Shitong in his life, he doesn't know what splendor and splendor there is.

"Sorry for making you worry about me. I will adjust myself." Chen Yunxuan said apologetically.

"Okay, don't think about it anymore, this year's design competition, I hope you can also come up with your own work, you have this strength, I have always believed in this! You also understand that sometimes, the best way to forget is to let yourself Get busy."

"But this year, I am not going to participate in the annual design competition. I have confidence in those young people! I also hope that the company can give them another platform." Chen Yunxuan still thinks that young people should be given more opportunities and challenges, and maybe It is subconsciously escaping from something.

"But the company also relies on you famous designers to prop up the industry. You didn't have any design works in several successive design exhibitions. This has already affected the company's reputation. I don't want this to happen again. .”

"I feel guilty for making you difficult." Chen Yunxuan's tone was so calm that no emotion could be heard.

"Yunxuan, I have no other intentions. In my position, I must do something. I hope you can understand my difficulties. I still hope that you can cheer up and work for the benefit of the company while realizing your own goals. the value of life.

You also know that since you entered the company, I have been very optimistic about you, and of course you have not let me down. To be honest, watching your growth in the past few years has given me a sense of accomplishment. It’s like watching your child mature step by step, but today, you have sunk yourself because of your feelings, so that you can’t carry out your work. Hearing other people’s slander against you makes my heart hurt. I hope you can feel my love This heart. "

Listening to the director's words from the heart, Chen Yunxuan was also very moved. Indeed, he also had good intentions for himself, and he hated iron but steel. This deep affection is really commendable.Can……

"I understand, I will try my best." Chen Yunxuan didn't sit down anymore, and stood up directly while speaking, but his tone of speech was still lacking in confidence. Because of his gratitude to him, his body bowed forward respectfully, and his head kept bowing guiltily. Did not lift.

The director looked at him and knew that it would be useless to talk too much. After all, feelings are too difficult to grasp, not to mention that he is an idiot who uses emotions deeply?
I had no choice but to stand up too, "Escape will never solve the problem!" After speaking, he shook his head and walked out of Chen Yunxuan's office.

yes!Why don't you understand it yourself?All along, I insist on using the works of newcomers, of course.It's also what the company thinks about in the long-term development, isn't it?Don't you have any selfishness?In fact, isn't this just escaping?
Use a reason to immerse yourself in your own space, without being disturbed or restrained.

As the chief designer of the company, if you can't have a masterpiece come out, why should you be qualified as the chief?Today's director's words are not unreasonable. It is understandable for him to speak in such a tone.

But my heart has been filled by Wen Shitong, the sweetness and warmth of being with her is so intoxicating, the embarrassment of the trip to Hong Kong, Wen Shitong's indifference and previous warmth, everything is in Chen Yunxuan's heart every day Playing it in a loop in my mind, thinking of explaining to her, thinking of getting her forgiveness, thinking of the two of them getting back together...

How can I design quietly in such a state of mind, how many times I pick up a pen, but face a blank design paper in a daze.

In order to better "save" Chen Yunxuan, the company specially held a party for their design department, aiming to encourage the design department to have excellent works and famous products in this annual design competition, and better consolidate the company's leading position in the clothing industry.

It was with great difficulty that Chen Yunxuan was invited to the bar where the party was held.

"Brother Chen, come and sit here! We'll be waiting for you for a while!" Several young people were very happy to see Chen Yunxuan coming. After all, they all hoped that Chen Yunxuan could get out of the shadow of feelings.

"Oh, everyone, sit down quickly, this is actually a place for you young people." Chen Yunxuan always felt a little embarrassed looking at everyone.

"Brother Chen, what, you are two or three years older than us, why do you want to be an uncle? Haha..." Several young people did not regard Chen Yunxuan as a senior.

"Hehe...sometimes I really feel like an uncle!" He laughed at himself and sat down.

"Come on, let's have a drink! Chen Tou, you have to have a few bottles too, so you can relax!" Several young people immediately started fighting, but they didn't forget to pull on Chen Yunxuan, who was wearing a heavy jacket.

"Don't, you guys drink, I'll have juice!" Chen Yunxuan instinctively resisted when he heard about drinking.

"How can anyone drink juice in a bar? No, you must drink! Senior, you have to take the lead!" They didn't want to miss the opportunity to let Chen Yunxuan really relax.

"Okay, I'm really happy to be with you today, but I really stopped drinking a long time ago, and I won't in the future, so don't embarrass me, can't everyone just enjoy themselves?" Chen Yunxuan Pretending to explain naturally, he picked up the juice and poured it boldly.Seeing him like this, everyone couldn't say anything more, and started to have fun on their own.All of a sudden, everyone was full of enthusiasm.

Maybe this environment is really the world of young people, or maybe he himself has never really let go, Chen Yunxuan is still a little restrained unconsciously.A person huddled in the sofa, listening to music and drinking a drink.

Looking at their unrestrained looks, there was a time when I and my friends were so fearless and wantonly squandered youth, and there was a time when I just looked at others from a distance, but couldn't lift the spirit, as if all this It's far away from me, very far away.

Suddenly, the dynamic disco music sounded in the midfield, and several young people did not forget to pull Chen Yunxuan into the crowd. Looking at the wanton twisted waists and intoxicated expressions, Chen Yunxuan really didn't feel it, and quietly slipped to the bar Come on.

"Have a glass of juice!" Chen Yunxuan called casually.

"Orange juice! Sir!" The waiter handed it over.

"Thank you!" Chen Yunxuan took it and took a sip.His gaze stayed on the two lovers in the corner.

The couple hugged each other and sat on the row of chairs. After a while, the woman said a few words, and the man listened carefully. After listening to each other, they both smiled happily. I just smiled and watched him talk, and after listening, the two smiled knowingly.They laughed so naturally and happily.

This scene is so familiar, the laughter is still echoing in my ears, but where is Yiren?Chen Yunxuan's thoughts wandered far, far away in the orange juice in front of him...

"Sir, do you have something on your mind?" I have been paying attention to this man for a long time. He is sharp-edged and well-dressed, but his eyes are blurred, and he only drinks fruit juice, which is a bit strange.Chen Yunxuan caught the attention of a mature woman at the bar.

Chen Yunxuan was brought back to his thoughts by her voice.He looked up, but didn't answer, took a sip of the orange juice, and continued to think deeply.

"Why don't you drink? When you have something on your mind, drinking some wine may make you feel better!" Seeing that he ignored him, the mature woman was a little embarrassed and curious.

"Drinking? If you make a mistake once, you will make a mistake for the rest of your life. Don't drink again in this life!" Chen Yunxuan didn't raise his head, as if he was answering her, or talking to himself.

"What? Wrong life? Can I listen to your thoughts?" The mature woman was even more curious.

"I'm sorry, you still drink your bar!" Chen Yunxuan stood up and said expressionlessly.After paying the bill, he went straight out of the bar.

"Miss, hello, that was my brother just now, he was in a bad mood today, didn't he offend you?" Zheng Yaner greeted her very politely.

"Oh, he's your brother, how strange!" The mature woman was still puzzled.

"Then did he say anything strange? My family members were very worried about him, so they asked me to follow him." Zheng Yan'er was really good at lying, she just opened her mouth.

"Oh, I didn't say anything. I don't understand what drinking is. If you make a mistake once, you will be wrong for the rest of your life." The mature woman is still confused.

"Drink?" Zheng Yan'er was also confused.

"When I asked him why he didn't drink, he seemed to say that he made a mistake once or a whole life. He really had something on his mind!" Hearing the mature woman's words, Zheng Yan'er suddenly understood.

It turned out that he didn't drink now because of that time, he was just a mistake in his life, Zheng Yan'er had been unwilling to admit this fact, but when this was truly presented in front of her, she realized that her heart was very painful, very painful.

Ignoring that woman any more, Zheng Yaner chased out of the bar with a dejected expression, and saw Chen Yunxuan walking alone on the sidewalk from a distance, he was obviously a little thin, and wanted to go over to comfort him.

But she understands better that he will not accept her again. Although she loves him very much, this love is destined to be in the wrong direction, and it is impossible to get a response.

Then look at him from a distance like this, heartbroken but reluctant to leave...

Chen Yunxuan returned home alone, sat weakly in front of the computer, opened QQ, the cute icon was still not online, and there was still no incoming letter in the mailbox. Although the result was like this every day, he still insisted on checking it every day.

Open the mailbox again, choose elegant stationery, and start writing to Wen Shitong.

"Wen Shitong, I missed you again today, did you miss me?"