After reading this letter, Mr. Lu didn't know how he should feel.My heart was full of sourness and pain.He tilted his head back to calm himself down.

A mother should love her children the most, followed by lovers, parents, friends...

But which mother would choose to hide the child's father after her child was lost, and even forgive the enemy who lost her child?

Her own child is gone, even if there is almost no hope of surviving, shouldn't this mother try her best to find her child?
There is only one answer, that is, this mother loves other people more than her son, and the person she cherishes is more important than the child.

Of course, it may also be because of the old saying that children can be reborn when they are gone, and if an adult is gone, then it is really gone.

Why did you choose to hide it, depressed because of guilt?Obviously you said that we can search together, we will find our youngest son, and he will grow up with our eldest son.

The eldest son will not become taciturn because of the loss of his mother, and you will not let yourself die of illness in bed because you hide such a thing in your heart.

Nothing should be like this, how can I repay your love?How do I face that it might be our youngest son's person?

The letter in Mr. Lu's hand slipped down, but Mr. Lu still sat on the bed blankly.Maybe... not knowing for a lifetime is the real happiness.

But he already knew, so he couldn't escape. Mr. Lu didn't care about the letter on the ground, but took the booklet that fell apart.

Mr. Lu knew his wife too well. He closed his eyes in pain, held the leather envelope in his hand, and touched it inch by inch without opening his eyes.

An obvious bulge was touched, and Mr. Lu finally couldn't help crying. He opened his eyes, stood up tremblingly, and found the sewing frame that Mrs. Lu used to use in his lifetime.

He took out the blade from it, and along the subsequent seam marks, cut open the leather cover little by little.

One of the envelopes fell out, and Mr. Lu was extremely sad, but he continued to scratch the envelope, and there was another letter. This should be the last letter, right?

Mr. Lu picked up the two letters on the ground and sat back on the bed.

Seeing the familiar handwriting and the familiar envelope, Mr. Lu decided to open it anyway.

Second letter:

Dear Lu Lang,
I didn't want to write this second letter, but you and I know each other too well.If you find the first letter, you will definitely look for the second letter, and if you find this letter beforehand, you will not give up looking for the rest of the letter.

This reminds me of when we were young, your favorite thing was to prepare my favorite gift and hide it, waiting for me to find it, if I haven't found that gift when the day comes , you'll make me spend the day looking for things.

But I am too familiar with you, it is really too obvious to be passive there, but I will never look for that thing in advance, you know, I enjoy every minute and every second with you, even if it is early I know the location of the gift, but I will still walk through every corner with you, and take out the good gift you hid under the disgusting eyes of you talking about me.

You always surprise me like that, but then you got busy, we no longer have time to play such boring games, I started to hide something by myself, and I found it by myself, just like you did when you hid presents many years ago, Carefully look for every place you may have overlooked.

But dear Lu Lang, you haven't found it all the time, I can only find those things by myself in disappointment, some things have been around for a long time, I don't know where they are really hidden, just like my heart that loves you , I don't know when, I can't find it.

I thought we would be separated, after all you are so good, I seem to have nothing but the companionship of my youth, it is even difficult for me to conceive a child, I know you need an heir, I have been waiting, waiting Someday you bring back a child and tell me that it was born with another woman.

Then I can smile and say, it's okay, I don't love you a long time ago, but I waited for a long time, and you still haven't brought back the child I imagined.If you ask me why I didn't say it earlier, it's probably because I really can't leave you anymore, I want to stay with you for a little longer, a little longer, until you don't see me anymore, until I Die quietly.

But before the scene I imagined happened, you discovered that my emotions were not right. You deliberately spared time to travel with me. You know that my favorite thing is to play around. You must have worked hard in those days, right?
Thinking about it now, those two children were born at that time, right?I hope they are not affected by my mood. My child should be lively and cheerful. He can be mischievous or mischievous, but he must never be sad or cry.

I know what my body looks like. When I was pregnant with those two children, I was ready. If I died in that labor, I must keep my children.

My dear Lu Lang, you must live, even without my company, you must live well, I will wait for you on the Naihe Bridge.

After I'm gone, you can find someone who loves you. She doesn't have to be nice to my child, but she must be healthy enough and love you enough. Only in this way, you will not be alone, so I can I can feel at ease in Naihe, when I see her, I will definitely hold her hand and thank her for everything, and then you will reincarnate, I will be on Naihe, waiting for you to come back.

If reincarnation will forget you, then what is the use of reincarnation?I don't want reincarnation without you, let alone reincarnation without your memory.

To be honest, I didn't expect that God would treat me so favorably, and gave me two little babies at once, especially the little one, who looks so much like you.

But she took him away, my child, why did you leave me so early?You haven't even seen your father yet, what should I do?
Kill the one who saved me?Or do I just hide it like this, I only gave birth to one child?Children and lovers stand at opposite ends of the scale, and I don't know which one to choose.

But I still chose you in the end, my dear Lu Lang, it is enough for us to have one child, since the one with more is not blessed to be our child, then it is not good, I only hope that you will never know this matter things, this way, you won't be bothered, and your life should be happy.

If children bring you troubles, then I would rather they never existed. Lu Lang, my former love, you are my everything. For you, I am willing to give up everything I have and my nature as a mother, as long as You can be happy, as long as you can be happy, I am willing to do anything.

But dear Lu Lang, my love for you cannot erase my guilt towards my child. It is absolutely impossible for her to be taken away by the sea god. The gentle tide cannot bring people to the sea. inside.

So our child should still be alive, he was taken away by someone, right?I hope he was adopted instead of falling into the hands of some bad guy. In this case, I might not feel so guilty.

That family should treat him well, right?It's great that both of my children are able to get all the love from their family.But why can't my tears be wiped clean?

If the tears wipe away the ink marks, my dear Lu Lang, you should be able to know what I am writing, right?But my dear Lu Lang, I really don't want you to see any of my letters, just like what I told you before I was about to die.

Burn everything related to me, I am used to it, but my dear Lu Lang, I am just afraid that you will think about others when you see things, and I am even more afraid that your next person will feel uncomfortable after seeing them. If I can accompany you How wonderful would a lifetime be?

It's a pity that my body doesn't allow it, but that's okay, I died when you loved me the most, so that I will be loved all my life, don't worry that you will forget me, you still don't love me.I am at Naihe Bridge, so I should smile very sweetly, right?

I want you to live a long life, but I also want you to live not so long. I want you to come and accompany me early, because you know that I am afraid of being alone.

But I am afraid that you will really come to accompany me. You should live a long time. If you go early because of your children's affair, I think I will feel guilty. What's more, the youngest son is weak and needs your care , it's a shame I don't get to see them grow up, so you'll have to take a good look to find out.

Remember to be clear, when the time comes to meet, you have to tell me well how my Yi Tan grew up, what kind of girl he likes, and what kind of baby he gave birth to.

I hope that the other child, our youngest son, will never know the existence of our parents, so that he can live happily.

He will have parents who love him, a wife and children who love him, and he will be as happy as us, but it is a pity that we cannot see his growth, but there are gains and losses, this is inevitable, and being human cannot So greedy.

Just like when I have you, I don’t force anymore and my son can get back early, I am very content, and I am very content when I meet you.

But we are still husband and wife, you have always loved me, is there anything that can make me happier than this?
My dear Lu Lang, I think there is really no more, your company is my greatest happiness, so you must be happy, so that I can not worry, and I can wait with peace of mind.

love your wife.

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