The dim floor night lights are on all night, and the ceiling-mounted crystal chandelier in the main living room hangs from the ceiling, clinging to the bleak and lonely.

The European-style leather sofa is located in the center of the living room, adding a heavy and solemn atmosphere to this house.

In the dark night, everything is quiet, only faint sobs uttered shallowly in the silent night.

The night light shone on Xi Lingyan's soft but dejected side face, with crystal clear teardrops drawing perfect arcs on both sides of her cheeks.

The tears fell on the floor softly and silently, breaking into five-petal flowers.

Qin Shaojing...

Xi Lingyan silently read this familiar but unfamiliar name in her heart.

Now she finally understands that sentence: the love between two people will inevitably involve two families.

Even if they are in love, it may not be a happy marriage, even if they have a sincere, dedicated and lasting love, even if they cherish the marriage between the two of them so much.

But reality is always so cruel, and life is always such a backbone.

Xi Lingyan really wants to be serious about such a marriage.But in this life, difficulties came one after another, which made Xi Lingyan feel physically and mentally exhausted.

Could it be that Qin Shaojing is so disregarding the relationship between husband and wife?Could it be that Qin Shaojing is so indifferent to the feelings of the two children?Could it be that Qin Shaojing really felt guilty about Su Ying and fell in love with her?If Su Ying had any accident, would he blame the two children? ...

Maybe people always like to think so wildly when they are in a bad mood.At this moment, Xi Lingyan's heart is like a mess, with a complex feeling of irritability and sadness.

She always felt that Qin Shaojing would abandon her.Every time she thought of this, she couldn't help shrinking her legs and hugging her knees tightly.

Tears flowed down unconsciously.After a while, the light blue on the knee gradually darkened.

Her knees were cold. Although the indoor temperature was not low, Xi Lingyan felt as if she was trapped in a cold storage.This is what it feels like to be cold.Xi Lingyan looked up at the darkness outside the window...

Gradually, the window seemed to be able to see a little more clearly.

The color outside the window changed from pitch black to gradually brighter, and the morning light of the morning sun gradually drove out the dark night.Unknowingly, Xi Lingyan shed tears all night because of him, and now her eyes were a little red and swollen.

Xi Lingyan got off the sofa, went to the bathroom to wash her face, and deliberately applied cold water to the eye area.But it really didn't help, the red and swollen eyes clearly showed signs of crying.

Looking at the haggard self in the mirror, he thought that his two sons should still be sleeping soundly.She didn't take care of anything anymore, after all, she was still in a bad mood.Facing the children in the early morning, I must return to a normal state as soon as possible.

She re-tied her messy hair, forced a smile, and planned to cook a delicious breakfast for the children.

However, she didn't know that all this was seen by Xi Zhiyu who got up early, and his mother's red and swollen eyes seemed to let him see the crying figure of his mother who stayed up all night.As for the reason, as a child, he couldn't tell clearly.

Xi Zhiyu has always been a sensible and caring child, his mother made him feel so distressed and helpless.Shui Lingling's black eyes rolled around, watching her mother enter the kitchen.

The eldest son, Qin Zhiheng, was wearing exaggerated cartoon cotton pajamas, rubbed his sleepy eyes, and tugged on Qin Zhiyu's skirt, "Hey, why..."

Zhiyu quickly covered his brother's mouth with a very serious expression, "Shhh—"

"What's the matter?" Qin Zhiheng's sleepy eyes seemed to wake up in an instant, and his covered mouth reluctantly let out a few sounds that seemed to be clearly audible.

Qin Zhiyu pushed Zhiheng back into the room, closed the door, and lay down on the bed again.

"What's the matter?" Qin Zhiheng crossed his hips and looked at his brother lying on the bed in confusion.

"Mom is in a bad mood." Xi Zhiyu had a headache and was also worried.

"Huh? Why?" Qin Zhiheng tilted his head and blinked his eyes full of doubts.

"Maybe... because of dad?" Qin Zhiyu sat up, stroked his chin with his right hand, and said like a little detective.After speaking, he frowned slightly sadly, "What can I do..."

"Babies, are you up yet?" Xi Lingyan's voice was vicissitudes but still like a wind chime.

"Let's not say anything first." Qin Zhiyu turned his head and said to Qin Zhiheng, as if he was carrying out some underground mission.

After the two brothers simply washed up, they went to the dining table happily as usual.Seeing the haggard white paper-like mother, the two brothers felt distressed from the bottom of their hearts.

"Mom is so sad, still remember to cook us breakfast." Qin Zhiheng made eye contact with Qin Zhiyu.

"En!" Qin Zhiyu picked up the glass and took a sip of orange juice, with a worried expression on his face. .

"Mom, let's have dinner together!" Qin Zhiyu said to the living room in a childish voice.

"No, mom has already eaten. You and brother can eat, and clean up the table after eating. Mom, go back to the bedroom and lie down for a while." Saying that, Xi Lingyan closed the door gently.

When the two Qin brothers heard their mother's kind but weak words, they understood in their hearts that their mother had told a white lie.Apparently Xi Lingyan had something on her mind and couldn't eat.

The daily delicious breakfast that Xi Lingyan made for the two brothers - four slices of toasted slightly burnt bread, two seemingly perfect bacon rolls, two glasses of tempting orange juice.

It’s just that this time for breakfast, not only the slices of bread were a bit burnt, but also my mother forgot to spread the jam. The orange juice was iced. My mother didn’t let them drink iced orange juice, and the sauce in the bacon rolls was a bit too salty. very……

"Mom only cooks breakfast so carelessly when she's very preoccupied." Zhiyu cautiously said to Qin Zhiheng who frowned after taking a bite of the bacon roll.

"Alas—" the two children talked in unison, and silently ate a breakfast that was not as delicious as before.I was thinking about how to make my mother happy. Children always like to think about ghost ideas.

The half cup of coffee that was already cold by the bed was left alone in the cold.Her loose hair lay loosely on the pillow.Xi Lingyan put her right forearm against her forehead, trying to calm herself down.Take a deep breath and empty your mind and body.

The tears seemed to run dry, but they moistened the eyes, making the area around the eyes red and slightly swollen.Slight panting implicates her thoughts, always a person's smile is reflected in front of her eyes, Xi Lingyan's marriage, she suddenly feels powerless.

In any case, her wild thinking had caused her last line of defense to collapse, and the text message Qin Shaojing sent her seemed to be the reason for her to leave.

"Have you noticed that Mom has been unhappy since seeing Dad last time." Qin Zhiyu put the washed bowls in the cabinet, straightened up and said.

"Dad made Mom angry?"

"should be!"

"Then tell Dad. How do you tell him to come here, 'you need someone to tie the bell'." Qin Zhiheng shook his head deliberately as he spoke, pretending to be knowledgeable, it was extremely funny.

"Didn't Dad tie a bell for Mom?" Xi Zhiyu said with a blank face.

"...You! I'll call Dad!" Qin Zhiheng rolled his eyes, supported his head, and with a speechless expression, the two quietly came to the landline.

"Ring bell bell!"

"Hello. Hello, who are you? Who am I looking for?" Qin Zhiheng dialed the landline at home.

"Hey, housekeeper, it's me, I'm looking for my father."

"Okay, master, wait a moment."

Zhiheng made a V sign to Zhiyu, indicating that his father is at home at the moment.

"Hello?" It was Dad, with a heavy and slightly hoarse voice.

"Father! Come and find Mom! We see her so sad, and we can't comfort her, why don't you come quickly?" Zhiyu stepped into the topic directly, and pleaded with his father a little coquettishly.

"How is your mother now?" Qin Shaojing was a little worried.

"I don't know. Hiding in the bedroom and not coming out to play with us."

"Do your homework first, don't disturb mom, you know? I'll be there in a while."

"Okay! Goodbye, Dad."

Zhiheng took a long breath, as if he had completed a major task.

Originally, Qin Shaojing also stayed up all night, and what he was thinking about day and night was also the one he loved.Tormented by his thoughts, he looked exhausted.But how could Qin Shaojing hesitate at all after hanging up the phone?
The feeling of distress makes people feel so panicked...

After a while, the door opened quietly, and the two brothers, who were playing with building blocks in the living room, rushed to the study.Qin Shaojing saw the deceitful boys and did not reveal anything. Now he is most worried about Xi Lingyan.

Gently pushing open the half-hidden door, a haggard figure came into view.The bursts of twitching heartache made Qin Shaojing regretful.

"Are... are you okay?" Qin Shaojing opened his lips slightly, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Some things, please clarify! I'm tired." Xi Lingyan didn't turn around, but just threw the phone to him.On the screen of the phone was a text message sent from Qin Shaojing's phone number.

Looking at Xi Lingyan's cell phone, Qin Shaojing's expression turned ugly.But after thinking about it, Xi Lingyan was so sad because of herself?Qin Shaojing didn't feel like smiling, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

Qin Shaojing took advantage of the situation and sat next to Xi Lingyan, with his left hand on her shoulder, "Did you cry all night because of this text message?" He said, gently stroking the tears on her face with his right hand.

Xi Lingyan was puzzled by his reaction, shaking her shoulders and trying to break free from his embrace.Such a struggle instead made Qin Shaojing form a ring with his hands, enclosing Xi Lingyan inside.

Xi Lingyan tried to wrestle his hand away with her hand, and she lost her strength after being weak all night. Such a struggle was indeed of no avail.

"Say, don't you?"

Qin Shaojing's slightly provocative tone made Xi Lingyan feel angry.But she didn't say anything, just nodded fiercely.

"I swear, I didn't send that text message." Qin Shaojing whispered softly by Xi Lingyan's ear.With a slight smile, he hugged her shoulders tightly.

Xi Lingyan stopped struggling, tears streaming down her face. "You, what a nuisance!"

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