Di Shao is provocative: Mensao husband is too impatient

In the end, in order to maintain her last dignity, Su Ying could only stand at the door and watch Qin Shaojing leave from her eyes step by step.

At this time, she suddenly wanted to get drunk, although it was even more worrying to use alcohol to relieve her sorrows, but after getting drunk, at least she could forget all the unpleasantness for a short time, couldn't she?
She has always been an outspoken person, she will tell who she likes and dislikes very directly, and of course she will do what she wants to do very directly.

Just as she was about to go to the bar to get drunk, she called the agent, her tone full of impatience: "I have some plans for the past few days. If there is, you can either postpone it or cancel it for me."

When the manager heard Su Ying's tone of voice was a little low, he asked with some concern: "What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

Hearing his manager's worried tone, he smiled, how good would it be if he was the one who cared so much about her?She shook her head vigorously, and said lightly: "I'm fine, you just need to tell me if you have any plans for the next few days."

"You have no schedule these days, are you really okay? You have been tired enough for the past few years, anyway, you have nothing to do these days, you should take a good rest! You can take this opportunity to play and relax Feeling."

Although Su Ying said that she was fine, but as her manager, he knew her character quite well. He was a little worried, thinking that maybe letting Su Ying go out to play would make her feel better.

"I see, thank you." After Su Ying finished speaking, she hung up the phone and went to the parking lot to drive her car, intending to find a bar to get drunk.

On the way to the bar, she kept thinking about everything she had done in the past. She still remembered that when she was very young, her father was Qin Shaojing's father's bodyguard, and her mother and Ye Jinlan were also good friends.She has been brought here by the Qin family since she was a child.

Back then, his father died to save Qin Shaojing's father and Qin Shaojing, and his mother also died of depression because of his father's departure. Before her death, her mother asked Ye Jinlan to help take care of her because she was worried about herself.

It may be that the Qin family felt that the Qin family owed too much to the Su family and Su Ying, so Ye Jinlan always regarded herself as a daughter-in-law because of guilt.Because Ye Jinlan felt that this was the only way to make up for it.Probably the only way to make yourself feel less guilty.

In fact, during the period after her father and mother passed away one after another, Su Ying hated the Qin family a little in her heart.

If it wasn't for the Qin family, I wouldn't have become an orphan, although Qin Shaojing's father and mother treated her very well and loved and raised her as a future daughter-in-law.

But that love was more about guilt, because of this guilt, Su Ying knew that she did not belong to the real Qin family, and she was still an orphan without father and mother, but later...

Because she fell in love with Qin Shaojing, Su Ying at that time forced herself not to hate the Qin family or blame the Qin family every day for Qin Shaojing.And she also worked very hard to meet the standards of the Qin family's daughter-in-law.

When she was a child, Qin Shaojing also took good care of Su Ying, taking care of her as her treasure.

Gradually, Su Ying grew up, became sensible, and learned to be at ease, coupled with Qin Shaojing's love, she also slowly accepted...

When Su Ying grew up, she became more and more beautiful, more and more beautiful, and more and more excellent, and she also had many suitors.

Because Su Ying once heard people say that the most beautiful and unforgettable love in a girl's life is her first love. In order to leave the best of herself to her favorite Qin Shaojing, Su Ying rejected all of them. Suitors.

When she was in school, she often saw some lovers on campus, and her friends also fell in love one by one, and she often threw dog food to herself.But she is unwavering.

Su Ying also imagined that one day she could walk hand in hand with Qin Shaojing on the campus, and show affection in front of a few of her friends when she was free.

You can also go to eat, watch movies, and go shopping. If you are tired from shopping, you can lie on Qin Shaojing's back, let him carry you home, and let the sunset stretch the shadow of yourself and Qin Shaojing very long... ...how beautiful everything is...but these are fantasies after all.

Later, when Su Ying worked hard every day to do things that the Qin family liked and herself that the Qin family liked, not what she liked and herself.

She thought that Qin Shaojing would like her as long as she did this, but when she grew up, no matter how hard Su Ying tried, she felt that Qin Shaojing was getting farther and farther away from her, and even with the intimacy she had when she was a child, she began to love her. slowly disappear.

Su Ying has been comforting herself and cheering herself up: It's okay Su Ying, don't be discouraged, don't be sad, as long as you work harder, Qin Shaojing will definitely like you, so, for Qin Shaojing, you have to work harder tomorrow, come on!Su Ying, you can do it, come on!come on!come on!

Because Qin Shaojing said that she was beautiful and suitable to be an actor, she gave up her favorite art without hesitation, and went to the entertainment circle that she despised the most at the beginning.

But no matter how hard she tried, Qin Shaojing still fell in love with someone else, and that person was Xi Lingyan.

Whenever Su Ying saw Qin Shaojing and Xi Lingyan showing their affection in front of her, her heart ached as if she was about to die.It felt like my world was collapsing.

Later, when the two of them divorced successfully because of her own plan, Su Ying was very happy. After waiting for so long, they finally divorced, so she had another chance.

But it was only later that Su Ying discovered that even though Qin Shaojing and Xi Lingyan divorced, their relationship was always there, and she would never be able to live in his heart.

But Qin Shaojing, when you are sad for Xi Lingyan, you know that there is a girl named Su Ying behind you, who has liked you since she was a child, loves you very much, loves you so much, loves you so fast No ego.

When you are sad, the girl named Su Ying will be a thousand times or ten thousand times sadder than you. When you are sad, she will be sadder than you. When you are happy, she will be very happy.

During the three years when Qin Shaojing and Xi Lingyan divorced, Su Ying worked hard every day filming, because during filming, he occasionally came to pick her up, even if it was just a short time together, she was very happy in her heart.

When filming...sometimes I would be so busy that I could only sleep for an hour or two, or had no time to sleep for a few days, but even so, Su Ying would miss him very much every day, and his figure kept appearing in the In her mind, whenever she couldn't hold on, thinking of him immediately filled her with energy.

Although she has filmed so many scenes, every kiss scene either borrows a seat or finds a substitute, because Su Ying, who likes Qin Shaojing, just wants to leave her first kiss to Qin Shaojing.Her liking for him can be said to be very persistent.

Su Ying found a bar at random, and after parking the car, she simply tidied up her weeping makeup.He walked in with a hat and mask on.

There was a lot of people in the bar, and the men and women on the dance floor were dancing very selflessly. No one would care about a woman who just came in. Wearing a hat and a mask, Su Ying found a corner seat and ordered a lot of spirits , and then found a corner seat and sat down, and began to drink one cup after another.

In fact, Su Ying has always felt that for someone as noble as herself, coming to this kind of place really lowered her insignificance and class, but even if she didn't bother to come to these places, she came today, this place is good for healing wounds place.

But no matter how much she drank, she still couldn't bear the resentment, the sadness, the sadness, and the sadness in her heart.

People say that life is like a drama, and drama is like life, and everything does not need to be taken too seriously, and life itself is a colorful stage.

Su Ying once saw such a sentence in the book "'Xi Murong'"——

Actors need to perform a variety of different roles every day.Under the shining lights, in the passion of the soundtrack, with lines that don't belong to you, you can't cry when you're sad, and you can't laugh when you're happy. The plot of the script has already been arranged for you, so...

Even if you are heartbroken, you have to force yourself to smile, and no matter how happy you are, you have to squeeze tears to cover it up.On the stage, we performed so realistically and brilliantly, as if we were infatuated. Who knows, the flowers bloom and fall, the grass grows and the warblers fly, and the scenes have been set up according to the changes of the seasons.

On stage, we are always just performing other people's plays, performing happiness and heartbreak.But in the audience, when the play has ended, the neon lights and flowers no longer exist, and the endless applause of the audience is still lingering in my ears.Change into luxurious clothes, wash off the delicate makeup, you are still alone, bearing loneliness...

This sentence that suddenly came to her mind made her feel that the words of 'Xi Murong' were very suitable for her now.Because no one will know that only Su Ying who does not have to face the audience in the audience is the real Su Ying.

Only Su Ying tonight can let go of all pretense, get drunk without worrying about being a big star Su Ying, the current me is the real me, and only the current me can cry when I want to, laugh when I want to laugh.

"Qin Shaojing, I, Su Ying, I will never like you again. You are a big villain and a heartless person. I, Su Ying, don't believe it. I can't live without you. There are so many good men in this world. I, Su Ying, still don't believe that I won't fall in love with other men in my life except Qin Shaojing, a big villain and a heartless man. I, Su Ying, still don't believe in this evil!" Su Ying drank one cup after another. , Occasionally say something sad.

After drinking more than half of it, she suddenly wanted to go to the bathroom, then stumbled to the bathroom, went to the bathroom, and washed her face. After washing her face, Su Ying felt a lot more awake, so she went back to the corner and called the bar The waiter in the bar brought some of their strongest liquor in the bar.

The waiter at the bar saw a lot of people who came here to get drunk after being hurt by love, so they could only shake their heads helplessly at Su Ying before going to bring the wine.