Domination of the entertainment industry: the actor is poisonous

Turn on the laptop on the side, and open my Weibo. It is said that people only use words to record their feelings when they are the happiest and saddest. Some people and some things should be forgotten.

There is nothing you can't let go of except your family, and company is the longest confession of love.

She was thinking wildly, typing some words randomly, deleting, writing, and deleting again.

The sudden sadness made her at a loss. She used to naively thought that there would be rewards for giving, but the reality slapped herself several times. The giving is your own.

The return depends on God, and it is popular recently that there is no harvest.What should I do? Only by working hard can I be worthy of myself.

I used to expect all kinds of miracles to come, but those were all fools, just like myself now.But how to face Xie Chenzhang?

I'm afraid that if I meet him again, I will completely sink in my disappointment.

Thoughts were running wildly in her mind, and the pale light from the laptop shone on her face, making her look extremely haggard.

She put the laptop on the sofa, got up and went to the kitchen, took out a bottle of red wine from the cabinet, poured a glass, and drank it down.

There was flushing on her face, but this little alcohol could not anesthetize her chaotic brain.

She didn't want to think about it like this anymore, but there was nothing she could do.She sat back on the sofa, drank a glass of wine, and looked at the chaotic world outside the window.

It was completely dark, and in the dimly lit city, at this moment, she only had one glass and one bottle of wine.

How I wish I could have Xie Chenzhang by my side now.She really wanted to throw herself into Xie Chenzhang's arms and cry.However, the cold window lattice and empty room told her that you were only one person.

Buzz buzz... The screen of the phone lit up, and Ji Shu, with tears in his eyes, picked up the phone and saw a familiar name, Xie Chenzhang.Ji Shu was stunned, his fingers hesitating whether to answer or not, the phone screen went dark.

At this time, Ji Shu had mixed feelings in his heart. He didn't want to answer the phone and hear the familiar voice to make himself more sinking and confused, but also expected Xie Chenzhang to call again.

She stared blankly at the phone, the screen went dark, she unlocked it, stared blankly at the time on the phone, when the screen went dark again, she unlocked it again.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated again, and her hand happened to press the answer button.

"Hello? Ji Shu."

Ji Shu listened to the phone blankly, speechless.

"Hello, Ji Shu, are you there?" Xie Chenzhang's voice came from the receiver.

"Yeah." Ji Shu replied in a low voice.

"Come out for a walk, it's rare to get off work so early, and we're all fine. I want to see you." Xie Chenzhang said.

Ji Shu was at a loss.Thoughts are fighting fiercely.However, he was completely defeated by Xie Chenzhang's gentle voice in the end, "Okay, where are you?" Ji Shu said.

Xie Shenzhang was very happy, "I'll wait for you at the coffee shop by the river, the one we used to go to, the old seat, by the window."

Ji Shu hung up the phone, walked to the mirror, looked at herself with teary eye makeup, smiled wryly, and went into the bathroom to touch up her makeup.

Xie Shenzhang parked the car and walked into the cafe.

Sitting on the seat where he and Ji Shu used to sit, ordered a cup of coffee, quietly watching the couples in twos and threes on the riverside trail.

Linglingling... the door of the cafe opened.The bell at the door was very crisp.Ji Shu saw Xie Chenzhang sitting by the window at a glance, and at this time Xie Chenzhang was also looking at her tenderly.

Ji Shu sat opposite Xie Chenzhang, but the two sat opposite each other, neither of them spoke first, Ji Shu looked out the window, Xie Chenzhang looked at Ji Shu, dead silent.

Ji Shu's hand tightly clutched the corner of his clothes.After a long time, Xie Chenzhang said to Ji Shu, "What do you want to drink?"

Ji Shu still looked out of the window, "Water is fine." Although she had already applied her makeup, Ji Shu still didn't want Xie Chenzhang to see that she had just cried.

A fragile heart is determined to be guarded by a strong shell.

Xie Chenzhang ordered a glass of water and said to Ji Shu, "It's been ten years, I still remember this place."

Ji Shu said lightly: "I forgot it a long time ago." The duplicity of her mind clearly remembered everything about her relationship with Xie Chenzhang, but she still chose to be tough when she pretended to be strong.

Xie Chenzhang looked at Ji Shu's side face and said to her, "Did you cry just now? Was the filming not going well?"

Ji Shu turned her head quickly, and said like a child who was caught stealing candy and said: "No way! I didn't cry. There was a crying scene today. I'm just in the situation. Don't worry."

Xie Chenzhang seemed to have seen through something, and didn't ask any more questions. He smiled knowingly and said to Ji Shu: "Is the filming going well recently? No one is making things difficult for you, right?"

Ji Shu quickly sorted out her flustered emotions and said: "Everything is fine, Tang Tang and Lu Mingtang in the crew took good care of me."

Xie Chenzhang took a sip of coffee, and said thoughtfully, "But the version I heard is different from what you said. Does Xia Zhenyi always bully you? And Didi."

Ji Shu glared at Xie Chenzhang and said, "Are you investigating me?!"

Xie Chenzhang put down his coffee and said, "I just care about everything around you. I hope you have a good life. But around you..."

Xie Shenzhang hesitated to speak.

Ji Shu said coldly: "I hope you don't mind my business."

Ji Shu put this topic aside, and continued: "Aren't you afraid that the paparazzi will take pictures of the two of us together and cause you trouble? Such a high-profile choice to meet at a riverside cafe with so many people, thank you, the best actor."

Xie Chenzhang shook his head and smiled without saying a word, raised his head and said to Ji Shu: "I don't care, I just care about you now. Please don't reject me thousands of miles away."

Ji Shu took a sip of water and said to Xie Chenzhang: "If there is nothing else, I think I'm going back." Saying that, Ji Shu put away the phone on the table and prepared to get up.

Xie Chenzhang reached out his hand to signal Ji Shu not to worry, and said, "I've come out, sit down for a while, I just want to see you and know your recent life. Maybe there is any trouble, I can help you solve it."

Ji Shu looked at Xie Chenzhang and said: "As you know, I am not going well now, but I don't need your help. In your heart, do I always need to rely on others to survive? And my trouble You can't help me, I told you very clearly that we broke up, we are not suitable together, our family background is not suitable, our personality is not suitable, and even the career we want to engage in in the future is not suitable! I said this sentence again today I told you verbatim, don't disturb my life again, okay?"

Xie Chenzhang frowned, and said to Ji Shu: "I never gave up on you, even if you told me to break up, even if you said you don't love me, if you don't love me anymore, you let go, let go, why? Answering my call, why did you come to meet me at the cafe by the river again? You have a problem, but you just want to bear it yourself and don’t want to tell me. Give me a chance to protect you, Xiao Shu. "

Ji Shu's fragile heart under the hard shell softened again. She looked at Xie Chenzhang and couldn't say a word, and the tears in her eyes welled up. She took a deep breath and said, "If you can If so, let's go out for a walk, I don't want to be here."

Xie Chenzhang said: "No problem, let's go for a walk by the river." Then he got up and walked out of the cafe with Ji Shu.

There were not many people on the riverside trail, and no one recognized Ji Shu and Xie Chenzhang under the dim landscape lights.The wind was blowing gently, and a few seabirds flew over the river from time to time, setting off layers of ripples.

All this is so beautiful, but it can't make my depressed mood better.

Ji Shu stared at the river in a daze, she was a little confused, she didn't know whether her decision was right or wrong, whether her persistence for so long was wrong?

Maybe I should have listened to my mother long ago, this circle is too unsuitable for me.

"Xiao Shu?" Xie Chenzhang called Ji Shu's name in a low voice.

"What?" Ji Shu was too immersed in his own world, and it took him a while to react.

"It's better to forget some things. It's enough to always remember the best moment." Xie Chenzhang stood behind Ji Shu, holding Ji Shu in his arms with his broad shoulders.

Ji Shu felt the warmth from Xie Chenzhang but didn't struggle. The feeling was so solid that she couldn't stop.