In any case, no matter what, the child is innocent, and the doctor also said that the tumor may develop disease in the future, and he did not say that it will definitely develop disease.She believed that her body could not be so fragile, and she believed that even if something happened to the tumor after the child was born, it would not be a very bad situation, she always thought so.

But Su Pei didn't dare to tell Sheng Shaochen, at least not yet.She knew that as long as Sheng Shaochen was harmful to her, she would definitely stop it to the greatest extent, so even if the other party was his child, Sheng Shaochen fully believed that he might choose to follow the doctor's advice.

But of course Su Pei is reluctant, it is their own child, no matter how big the risk is, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, she will definitely want to keep her child, thinking about how cute Xiaodou is, so Su Pei believes that no matter what Whether one is a boy or a girl, she must be as cute as his brother.

What's more, this is his own child!This is the crystallization of her and Shao Chen's love, how could she be willing to give up on him casually?Taking a ten thousand step back this time, Su Pei is even willing to exchange his own life for the life he gave up. At least he has seen the world and lived for more than 20 years, but this child is different. He is still so young. If he has no perception of everything in the outside world, how can he be abandoned like this?
So even if she had tried her best to comfort herself after recuperating in the hospital for a while, she didn't have to feel sorry for the injured Yi Qiao all the time, she believed that Yi Qiao would definitely get better, and she would definitely return to her previous carefree best friend.

But this matter is different, Su Pei tried hard to tell himself not to worry too much, not to care too much, but no matter what, as long as he calms down, there is no way to calm down in his heart!

Therefore, what Su Pei can do now is to pretend to be calm, and must not let Sheng Shaochen find out that there is something wrong, and he has already told the doctor in charge today, and in order to prevent them from leaking anything, he has already told him about his decision. They reached an agreement and have persuaded these doctors for the time being.

But Su Pei still doesn't guarantee that if Sheng Shaochen asks something seriously, they may still tell him these things out of their job as a doctor, so since seeing Sheng Shaochen come back, Su Pei is still a little uneasy .

And Su Pei knew that Sheng Shaochen was also very happy when he found out that he was pregnant again.If he had to choose between himself and his child, it would be very painful and tormenting for him.

No matter what serious consequences this incident will have in the future, she is willing to bear it by herself. Su Pei doesn't want to make Sheng Shaochen sad, and doesn't want him to have any more self-blame or regret, so these things still let her Take it on yourself!
Su Pei felt that she was already an adult, not to mention that she was a mother now, and she had the right to decide these things.

"Okay, let's go back to the ward first."

Su Pei stood up, pulled Sheng Shaochen's coat that belonged to him, took a deep breath, pretended that there was nothing special, and walked to the ward together with Sheng Shaochen.

Su Pei returned to the ward with Sheng Shaochen, and after drinking the chicken soup from home under his "supervision", she wanted to get out of bed and walk around, but Sheng Shaochen insisted on letting herself rest like this.

Although his stomach was full, it was uncomfortable to fall asleep like this, but Su Pei was indeed a little tired, and he didn't want Sheng Shao to worry, so he just leaned on the bed and fell asleep for a while.

In the past few days, Su Pei usually behaved normally, but in fact, only she knew that she had been having nightmares as soon as she closed her eyes for several consecutive nights, even when she was sleeping during the day.

There is no way, the previous experience was indeed more terrifying than a nightmare for me. Although in order to make Sheng Shaochen feel at ease, I have tried my best to show that there is no weakness, but this is a heart disease after all. After a while, she also knew that it was not going to get better.

Originally, I wanted to wait until I was discharged from the hospital. After all, I already had a child, and now I am pregnant with another baby. In this way, the focus of attention will gradually change, so that I will gradually forget about this nightmare in the future.But now, there is a wave of ups and downs, which makes Su Pei even more restless.

These days, Su Pei's work and rest time in the hospital was not right, so when she woke up again in a daze, it was only dark for a while, but the strange thing was that the lights in the room were not turned on.But Su Pei could feel that Sheng Shaochen didn't go far, and should be beside him.

Sure enough, when Su Pei sat up, he saw Sheng Shaochen standing at the window with his back to him.

"Shao Chen? Why don't you turn on the lights, it's pitch black everywhere."

Su Pei rubbed her eyes, asking this, she couldn't quite see the expression on Sheng Shaochen's face at this moment, only saw him turn around, his tone was still very gentle.

"Seeing that you are asleep, I am afraid that turning on the light too brightly will disturb your rest. Why don't you sleep for a while? It's still early."

Su Pei said with a helpless chuckle: "How can I stay asleep all the time? I'm sleeping until night. If I wake up in the middle of the night, it will be even more uncomfortable. It's okay to wake up now, and I can still get out of bed and walk around. I can fall asleep after a while, don't you think?"

Su Pei felt that maybe it was her own illusion. Although she could hear Sheng Shaochen's tone as before, she always felt that the other party was a little weird now, so she still insisted on turning on the light.

But Sheng Shaochen stopped her again, and what she said this time made Su Pei feel as if he was in an ice cellar, and his whole body began to feel cold.

"The most important thing now is your body. The child will have it in the future. Are you obedient?"

For a moment, Su Pei thought he heard it wrong, and turned around to look at the person in front of him. In fact, he had already adapted to such a dark state, so he could already see through the light coming in from the window. expression.

At this time, Sheng Shaochen seemed to be talking about something as common as what to have for dinner today, but the more he was like this, the more Su Pei knew that after his gentle tone today, he was also asking for his own meaning, but He must have made his own decision, and he will not allow himself to say no at all.

But Su Pei has made up his mind, this time he really can't just promise him like this, so he shook his head firmly: "No, I'm not a three-year-old child, I know I'm already a mother. If I do this, I also have a You made your own decision, Shao Chen, don't listen to the doctor scaring you, how can I be so fragile, there must be nothing wrong..."

"no!"

Sheng Shaochen walked quickly to Su Pei's side suddenly, and restrained her shoulders with both hands with great strength, as if he wanted to control her as a whole, so that he had to look at her, although both of them were at the same time Not being able to see each other too clearly.

Su Pei didn't expect that Sheng Shaochen would suddenly act like this, and his tone was obviously very angry, but he could hear that he was trying to suppress it, but even so, it was enough to make Su Pei stunned for a while, saying I can't speak.

After a stalemate like this for a while, Su Pei clenched his fists secretly, and instead of looking at Sheng Shaochen, he lowered his head, and although his voice was low, he continued to speak firmly.

"When you were not here today, I thought about it for a long time, and I have already thought about it very clearly. Don't listen to what the doctor said sounded scary. He also said that there is a chance of disease, and he didn't say what will happen, right? You believe in me, you believe that I will be fine, as long as the child is born safely, I will accept treatment obediently, okay?"

Su Pei could hear Sheng Shaochen who was very close to him breathing very rapidly at this time, as if he was trying to suppress his temper, but Su Pei could also feel the strength of him holding his shoulder. It felt like it was about to crush my shoulders.

But after listening to Su Pei say so much, Sheng Shaochen still didn't
When there was an answer, Su Pei had no choice but to raise his head again, and said cautiously: "It's really okay, you believe me, I'm not a child anymore, I naturally know the seriousness of the matter. You said that if the baby is a girl, then Xiaodouding I have a younger sister, don't you think you have always wanted a daughter, how wonderful this is, don't you think..."

After Su Pei finished speaking this time, Sheng Shaochen still didn't answer, Su Pei sensed something was wrong, and called her softly twice, only then did he suddenly realize that Sheng Shaochen seemed to be in tears.

"Shao Chen..."

Su Pei was very sad, she was really sad, because she knew that people like Sheng Shaochen, he had shed only a handful of tears, but it was because of her own affairs that she had seen him like this for the second time , My heart is more uncomfortable than ever, as if it is about to burst.

It's like a lion. Have you ever seen a lion's tears?Even if there is, he will always hide in the dark like this.And every time at this time, Su Pei knew that he must have let him down.

"Xiao Pei, stop talking, can you be obedient? You can't be so self-willed this time, can you listen to me? I'm really afraid of losing you, especially because after the last incident, I've been thinking about it every day and night. I am afraid that something will suddenly happen to take you away from me, and I will not allow any possibility to arise."

Su Pei was also anxious at this time, she really didn't want to make Sheng Shaochen suffer so much, but she couldn't do anything about it, this time she couldn't do it, so she obediently agreed.

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