First Love and Marriage: Bidong Double-Faced Male God

The happy days are always fleeting, and in a blink of an eye it is the day when the two return to China.

After returning to China, the two began to get busy again, and their life was still warm.

The two of them had such a happy life, but it was not necessarily the case for the others. Since Ou Jinchuan came back, Wen Yifan has also become busy.

In Ou Jinchuan's office, Wen Yifan was sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed and swaying non-stop, ready to argue for some benefits for himself.

"Look, Jinchuan, I'm busy when you're busy, and I'm also busy when you and Song Qianyan go out to play. I'm almost becoming a robot, and I want to go on vacation."

"Well, thank you for your hard work, I will give you a raise."

Wen Yifan refused in his heart, even if he got a salary increase, he would have no place to spend it.

"Jin Chuan, you see, I'm not too young anymore, you two go in and out every day, shouldn't I also prepare for it?"

"Well, Song Qianyan will do the blind date for you again."

Wen Yifan heard Song Qianyan preparing for a blind date for him, and couldn't help but think of Song Qianyan's taste, a row of crows flew over his head.

Just as he was racking his brains to find a solution, Ou Jinchuan was almost suffocated in his heart.

Seeing Wen Yifan racking his brains, he had the idea of ​​playing a prank.

"You said I grew up so big, I haven't even seen what Hai looks like?"

"You want to know that I told you that Qianyan and I just came back from the beach."

Ou Jinchuan's words instantly blocked Wen Yifan into internal injuries, is it easy for him?Doesn't he just want to take a vacation? Why is it so difficult?

Seeing his good brother's face hurt internally, Ou Jinchuan couldn't be bothered to torment him anymore. If it wasn't for Wen Yifan, a good brother, who accompanied him and supported him behind his back these years, he might not have been able to get what he wanted so quickly.

Although they are assistants in name, they have a brotherhood of more than 20 years. Ou Jinchuan has always kept this friendship in his heart, but he has never had the opportunity to thank Wen Yifan.

The last time Song Qianyan said to find a girlfriend for him, he already felt guilty. Wen Yifan had paid too much for himself over the years, and he really couldn't bear to let him continue to be single and let him always feed him dog food.

"Well, most things in the company have been on the right track recently, I think there are a little more people, um, I will let you take three months off to take a good rest."

Wen Yifan, who originally thought there was no hope and wanted to give up, heard that Ou Jinchuan actually gave him three months off, so he couldn't help standing up from the sofa.

"Jinchuan, are you serious? Three months?" He thought that he would be happy if he could play for half a month.

"Well, it's true, three months."

When Wen Yifan got the affirmative answer, he couldn't help being moved to tears.

Finally made it through.

Seeing Wen Yifan so happy, Ou Jinchuan put down the documents in his hands and walked over from behind the desk, giving Wen Yifan a strong hug.

Wen Yifan, who was taken aback by Ou Jinchuan, felt the gratitude in Ou Jinchuan's heart, and patted Ou Jinchuan on the shoulder.

"Don't worry, after three months, I will even have a baby."

Hearing Wen Yifan's words, Ou Jinchuan couldn't help but chuckled.

"Well, go, I have prepared a big red envelope for my eldest niece, tell her to come and get it quickly."

"Then you have to save it well!" Wen Yifan put his hands in his trouser pockets, and left his office leisurely.

Some people are proud and some are frustrated.

In the bar where the neon lights are constantly shining, the music is so loud that the nerves are beating.

But in a quiet corner, a tall and handsome man drank wine lonely. The bustle here has nothing to do with him, he is just a drunk here.right!People who got drunk, although they were unwilling to run away like this, but Han Mushi had no choice.

If Song Qianyan doesn't love him, he can't force Song Qianyan with a knife.

Ever since he met Song Qianyan, Han Mushi seemed to have lost his soul and left his whole heart on Song Qianyan.

But Song Qianyan is not rare

Rejecting him again and again, pushing him away again and again.

This time, he made up his mind not to love Song Qianyan again, but every time he heard that something happened to Song Qianyan, he was like a fish out of water unable to breathe.

If he had known that loving someone was so difficult, he would never have chosen to meet Song Qianyan.

He now feels pain and self-knowledge like an arrow being shot.Only those who have really experienced it will understand the worry, despair, and pain.
He couldn't sleep or eat well during these days.Every night when he sleeps and dreams of her waking up, he will wake up in bed until dawn, and he doesn't know how he survived it. It seems that all the colors of life have turned gray, and he feels as if he has been abandoned by the whole world in the wilderness.

Every day when he came home from get off work, there was no Song Qianyan in the empty house, and his mind was blank.

On the evening of Valentine's Day, he saw alluring flowers and lovers passing by, but he was alone.

Then a person tasted it in the bar, that day was like a cup of bitter coffee.

Some people say that the feeling of not being in love is like a glass of strong wine, while others say that love is like a sleeping pill, which makes people sink and decide.

But he felt that his heart was like a cup of boiling water. At the beginning, it boiled and boiled, stirring up countless painful gravels, as if to drown the whole world. Afterwards, the water cooled down, calmed down, and returned to the past , the thoughts are also clear.

Looking back, it was just a dream.

But he was sunk in a dream and couldn't wake up.

These days, when he sees Song Qianyan and Ou Jinchuan are very affectionate, he is inexplicably uncomfortable and out of breath. Every time he thinks of Song Qianyan, his mind is like being struck by lightning, and he thinks, "Why doesn't she want to be with me." Then he began to feel anxious and uncomfortable, longing for Song Qianyan to love him, his brain had to stop for a moment, and his eyes would feel inexplicably sore when he stopped for a moment.

Often when he was working, when he thought of Song Qianyan, he would feel severe pain in his heart and feel out of breath.

Sometimes I still dream of her in my dreams at night, and I will think of Song Qianyan's indifference to him, and then he will be out of breath, wake up from the dream, and stay up all night.

Often in the long night, sitting alone in front of the window until dawn, even if the sun is shining brightly, it feels like the sky is gray and the ground is dark.

He didn't understand what was so good about Ou Jinchuan, why she would still be with him after hurting Song Qianyan to pieces.

One bottle after another was filled with wine, as if this would relieve the painful feeling in my heart.

The table was full of empty wine bottles, half of which were whiskey with great stamina. Han Moshi burped, and the smell of alcohol made him frown his pretty eyebrows.

Throwing down a large stack of banknotes, he staggered out of the bar, looked around blankly, blinked his dry eyes, turned in one direction and walked away.

Song Qianyan was walking to the entrance of the hospital when a tall figure suddenly reeked of alcohol.

Song Qianyan frowned, and was about to leave after bypassing him, but the man suddenly reached out and grabbed Song Qianyan.

"What are you doing?" Song Qianyan couldn't help shouting.

The man raised his drooping face, it turned out to be Han Mushi.

"Moshi, what's wrong with you? You drank a lot of wine." Song Qianyan supported Han Moshi who was staggering, for fear that he would fall to the ground.

Han Mushi raised his face, and stared at her with a pair of black pupils, his eyes were extremely complicated.

Song Qianyan glanced at her, and the love, helplessness, resentment, and resentment in her eyes made her feel panicked.

"Mo Shi," Song Qianyan didn't know what to say, and his mind turned back and forth for a while.

Han Mushi stubbornly pulled Song Qianyan's arm, but saw her silent.

After a long time, Han Moshi's hoarse voice resounded, with a strong smell of alcohol.

"Qianyan, why don't you love me?" The fragility in the voice made Song Qianyan feel sad.

Looking at the haggard look of Han Mushi who was originally high-spirited, Song Qianyan felt a deep self-blame in his heart.

Even though she tried her best not to let Han Mushi fall deeper and deeper, Han Mushi's Han style was hurt, and she couldn't absolve herself of the blame for this.

"Mo Shi, there is no reason for love." Song Qianyan refused to look at him, and spoke with difficulty.

"Then why are you able to love Ou Jinchuan? What's so good about him? He didn't keep you when you went abroad six years ago. During the six years, he was full of hatred for you. Six years later, he made things difficult for you when you returned home. Why do you still love him?" With deep unwillingness, Han Moshi roared loudly.

Looking at the excited Han Mushi, Song Qianyan spoke slowly.

"Mo Shi, I told you a long time ago, don't come close to me again, I can't forget Ou Jinchuan, no matter how he hurt me, but I still love him. Besides, there are many hidden things about what happened back then, I can't blame him .”

"Qianyan, you are still talking for him, hehehe." Han Mushi cursed and stood firm, staring at Song Qianyan steadfastly.

"Then why don't you love me? I'm not good enough, or I'm not gentle. Qianyan, as long as you say it, I will change it, and I will become what you want, Qianyan" Han Mushi took her hand , The humbleness in the voice made Song Qianyan cry.

"Moshi, you're fine. I've never met someone more gentle than you, but I told you that there is no reason for love. Why don't you understand?"

Song Qianyan looked at Han Mushi with distress, a humble man for love.

Han Mushi always couldn't bear to embarrass her, always appeared when she needed it most, and rescued her again and again. She was really grateful to him, but she didn't love him.

Sometimes she wonders if the three of them will feel better when they love Han Mu, but no matter what the result is, she can't stop loving Ou Jinchuan.

Ou Jinchuan has long been her destiny.

"I understand, why don't I understand, I know you don't love me, but I can't control the shallow words I love you, I have tried countless times to give up on you but I can't."

"Qianyan, I really can't. I really can't stop loving you. I beg you to tell me how I can stop loving you."

"It's hard for me to fall asleep every night. Seeing you and Ou Jinchuan together seems to be whipping my soul. It hurts." Han Moshi's painful expression became more and more obvious.

"..." Facing Han Mushi like this, Song Qianyan was speechless.

In love, there are always some people who spend their whole life without it.

"I'm sorry." Song Qianyan struggled to break away from Han Mushi's grip, but when she turned around, she found Ou Jinchuan looking at them not far away with complicated eyes.